golden wind meets dew

Guan Jiang always felt that Du Jingzhou had "that" temperament.That is, looking at him, you will remember that when you were studying, you had the best grades in your grade, and everyone would praise him when he mentioned it. Even if you hate him because of some subtle psychology, you will definitely recognize him as an outstanding person.

Such a person is always serious.

However, Du Jingzhou, who has grown up and behaved seriously, has something heartbreakingly special about him.He turned out to be gay.He made his mother who raised him alone secretly worry about him.

A few months ago, when Du Jingzhou broke into the door and almost plunged into his arms, he saw some kind of sparks burst out from his eyes, he thought to himself, oh shit, this person...but then stopped talking.Because he barely remembered that he was the consultant of this person's mother.As a human being, you still need to talk about some rules.

—Of course, he knew that this idea was nothing more than self-deception.I have never been a person who talks about rules.It's just a person opposite Du Jingzhou, who everyone mentions can list one or two bad deeds.This is the same no matter where you hide.

And bad people always enjoy doing damage.

"A person like you, who is so perfect," he raised his eyes to look at Du Jingzhou, with an apologetic smile inside, "is very attractive to me."

This expression is really euphemistic.

Du Jingzhou's face remained calm, and facing Du Jingzhou's smile, he said, "So, Doctor Xiao Guan just wanted to play around at that time? No—playing?"

This word is really sharp.

Guan Jiang put his hand next to his ear, and scratched his ear with a few fingers uneasily, and his apology deepened in his smile: "It's not so frivolous, children will play with people's feelings because of their emotions, and I'm not a child. I I just want to know what it's like to date someone like you."

oh.Du Jingzhou made a mouth shape, and asked again: "Then how to go forward? That time, Doctor Xiao Guan picked me up on the side of the road..." At this point, it seemed that there was no proper description for what happened later, so he paused In a second, he jumped over, "Is it a child at that time? Did you hold a child with intentions?"

After hearing this, Guan Jiang pursed his lips and muttered something.After muttering, seeing Du Jingzhou still looking very indifferent, he had no choice but to raise his voice and speak clearly.

"That day is what you want."

Du Jingzhou: "..."

Who can remember what happened after the first drink?

Maybe remember at first.How to confront and quarrel with friends you trust, even people you admire, how to be entangled with the most difficult problems in yourself, how to feel aggrieved, uncomfortable and angry, how to rebelliously abandon evening self-study and skip classes...

But as time goes by, the questions are self-answered, the answers are self-recognized, and the self becomes strong and firm, and the absurd episodes that were confused at that time are naturally forgotten.

To be able to leave a pair of eyes in the dark night is already a great generosity and affection.

"I thought you were from our school." Du Jingzhou's indifferent expression collapsed for a long time, and finally loosened a little, revealing soft emotions, "Later, I also looked for you."

How to find it?Guan Jiang thought.But he didn't say it out of his mouth, for fear of making Du Jingzhou tense again.He originally thought that he had some ability to manipulate other people's psychology, and it would not be difficult to talk about "seriously chasing someone".In the end, I still feel guilty.

He didn't know how to characterize this "failure", and he didn't have time to think about it.

"I'm sorry." He had no choice but to respond willingly.

Du Jingzhou was surprised when he heard this.

Guan Jiang said again: "You are drunk, I am sober, it is all my fault."

Dr. Xiao Guan is so good today, like a naughty child who suddenly realizes his mistake.It's a very heart-warming scene.

Du Jingzhou moved his lips, but said nothing.Sigh slightly.He lowered his head and pinched his ankle, and changed the subject: "There is nothing wrong with your bones, but your flesh is swollen after being stuck in the stone groove. The rest of the trip will be on foot, so don't go, just leave the group."

Guan Jiang could only see the top of his head but not his expression, thinking that this man was trying to push him away.The heart that had no bottom at all, suddenly oozes a little panic of self-disorder, hurriedly said "no need", and twisted his feet, acting healthy and agile.

"Don't move." Du Jingzhou held the soles of his feet, raised his chin slightly, "Are you a doctor, or am I a doctor?"

Guan Jiang held his breath and stopped talking.

Du Jingzhou kneaded regularly for a while, let go of him, stood up, and said, "I will leave the group with you."

Before the tour group went to the next stop, they signed an application for voluntary withdrawal from the tour guide.I didn't say goodbye to the other members, I just said it with a smile.Smiling, he looked at Guan Jiang, and then at Du Jingzhou, with puzzlement and surprise clearly in his eyes.She hasn't seen Lushui love so much.

Du Jingjiang understood her confusion, and said, "We've known each other from the beginning."

Guan Jiang also rushed to answer: "I am his ex."

Du Jingzhou rolled his eyes.

Xiaoxiao opened her eyes wide: "God, you guys are so interesting, traveling with your ex!"

"I didn't make an appointment, I just happened to meet." Du Jingzhou explained lightly, pointing out the door, "They've assembled and set off, you should go too."

Xiaoxiao still wanted to marvel, so he turned his head to look outside, and the tour guide flags were all waving, so he gave up.He picked up his bag and said, "See you again by fate", expressed his concern for Guan Jiang, and left.

Soon, the tour guide finished the roll call, and the tour group left the village.The two of them will stay here for another night, planning to rest before returning.

That night, Xiaoxiao added the WeChat accounts of the two of them respectively from the group, and formed a small group of three.The first chat record in the group was Xiaoxiao posting the group photo of the three of them.

The second one is also what she said: "I think you two are so destined to each other, you should get back together."

At this time, Du Jingzhou had just sprayed Guan Jiang's feet with the medicine before going to bed, packed up the small medicine box and prepared to go back to his room.Looking at the message, Guan Jiang was so blessed that he blurted out: "Why don't you sleep here."

Du Jingzhou raised his eyelids and looked at him.

"...Just sleep, I won't mess around."

After hearing this, Du Jingzhou smiled, "No need, I don't want to think about it." He put away his things and didn't turn his head to go out.

Guan Jiang sighed in frustration.Sure enough, not everyone is good at being serious.

When I got up the next day, the injured foot was much better.It doesn't look too swollen to the naked eye.They returned to Luotang Village.This is the main scenic spot of Qingya Mountain Scenic Area. There are soliciting vans operated by locals outside the village, which can be sent to nearby scenic spots and towns, and to the airport far away.

During lunch, the two talked about where they were going.

There are still four days left on Du Jingzhou's vacation, "It's really a waste of a trip to go directly to Rong'an City", Guan Jiang said.After hearing this, Du Jingzhou didn't make a sound, just looked at him.

Meaning, where do you say I should go.

Guan Jiang seemed to have been prepared for a long time, and said without changing his face: "You and I go back to my house, it is close to Chengdu and Chongqing, and I will take you to eat hot pot."

What's so tempting about hot pot?Du Jingzhou couldn't see Dr. Xiaoguan's sincerity, so he didn't talk to him and ate.

After a while, Doctor Xiao Guan tried again: "Du Jingzhou, I want to take you to visit brother Qiu's grave, okay?"

Then I heard Du Jingzhou's voice floating out of the big bowl of noodles: "Okay."

Guan Jiang felt that he was in a trance for a moment.He knew what he heard, but thought he heard wrong.This feeling of confusion has never happened before, and he doesn't know where it came from.After stuffing two mouthfuls of noodles in a daze, he woke up and smiled involuntarily.

"Du Jingzhou, Brother Qiu is my mother."

"I know."

Guan Jiang laughed: "You are going to meet the parents."

Du Jingzhou put down his chopsticks and looked at him: "You also know my parents."

Guan Jiang smiled even more happily, his expression seemed to be confident, like a careless child: "Then I have chased you? You are quite easy to chase..."

He smiled as if he had no heart, and the happiness in his eyes was really happy. Looking at Du Jingzhou, who was once again regarded as a lover, his eyes were purely focused.

His appearance was different from anyone Du Jingzhou had ever seen.It wasn't the reassuring psychological counselor, it wasn't the rumored mysterious illegitimate son of someone in Zhonggen Zhuyuan, and it wasn't the violent and restless youth he first met from out of town.It's a Guan Jiang who... has removed all the labels and stripped off all the camouflage, and is almost "original".

Moreover, this Guan Jiang appeared because of him, Du Jingzhou, and it will only belong to him in the future—even if they unfortunately broke up again in the future, others will not get the current Guan Jiang.

Du Jingzhou stared at him for a while, then raised his hand to brush the bangs on the other's forehead that had grown a bit long.So the smile on Guan Jiang's face was suddenly tinged with an instinctive crimson color.

"Why?" Of course, he didn't think that Du Jingzhou was going to kiss him like this, but he was embarrassed by the serious gentleness on the other side.

"I'm sorry." Du Jingzhou said, "I shouldn't have pretended not to know and let you bear the pressure from my mother alone."

Hey, what a big deal.Guan Jiang waved the back of his hand with a very chic posture.He opened his mouth, but somehow the chic words stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak.After a pause, it turned into "Just as you know".That pair of persuasive eyes looked back at Du Jingzhou deeply, and became solemn.

"I'm halfway through 27 and under 28. I understand my sexual orientation at the age of 15, and I haven't had a serious relationship, so I won't have an ex to tear up my current one. Both parents are dead, and my stepfather has his own daughter to take care of. Laoguan's ex-wife has nothing to do with me. In the future There will be no support problems. Occasionally smoking and drinking will not hurt the body, the frequency of physical exercise is acceptable, and the body is not sub-healthy. I have a little savings. If I buy a house, I can’t pay the full price, but I can buy a car. In terms of hobbies and tastes, I think I don’t give You already know about the embarrassment of contemporary young men. You are looking at the appearance and appearance, and you can rate it up to you. And... uh, I can’t think of it, what else do you want to ask?”

Du Jingzhou pursed his lips tightly, clasped his hands, and pinched the knuckles with his ten fingers. "No." He shook his head, meeting Guan Jiang's gaze, "Let's place an order for a flight ticket to Chengdu."