Conservation of energy

Luo Xintong gets up early every morning to watch her mother go to the construction site to do coolies after taking the medicine. She works nine hours a day on the construction site, and has an hour of rest after lunch on the construction site. I know how to read, and continue to work in the afternoon. After my mother finishes taking the medicine, I will go to a 24-hour fast food restaurant to work for six hours in the evening. When I get home, it is almost early morning. Xintong wished for an extra hour every day.

Luo Xintong had been "working" for nearly a month, and now it was approaching winter, and the temperature suddenly dropped a lot. When he came out in the evening, he still didn't feel cold, but in the early morning, it was so cold that people were shivering. At this time, Luo Xintong Just as he was coming out of the fast food restaurant, the huge temperature difference between indoor and outdoor made Luo Xintong wrap his clothes subconsciously, but saw Shen Lin standing under the street lamp from a distance.I kept it from Shen Lin all the time, and Luo Xintong didn't know why, I could tell Zhang Xiangyun but didn't dare to tell Shen Lin about my suspension of school and part-time job. Help yourself lie.

Luo Xintong saw Shen Lin standing under the street lamp, as if that person had been standing there all the time, like a sculpture, full of coolness.Luo Xintong tried his best to pick up his heavy steps and walked forward. Maybe it was because he was too tired from working all day and his legs were a little stiff. Maybe the road was so long that he walked in front of Shen Lin for a long time. Luo Xintong Not daring to speak, he lowered his head and looked at Shen Lin's shadow.

The two were silent for a long time, and Shen Lin spoke first: Why didn't you tell me?

Luo Xintong: I'm afraid you're worried.

Shen Lin's face was expressionless, but his tone was full of sarcasm: Why can you tell others, and still lie to me with others?

Luo Xintong answered him in a deeper voice: I'm sorry.

Shen Lin seemed to be completely irritated by him and let out a hoarse roar: I'm sorry, you said sorry to me, why didn't you tell me?What do you think I am?What the hell do you take me for you?

Luo Xintong seemed to be frightened by Shen Lin, he didn't know how to answer Shen Lin, even Luo Xintong himself didn't know what he thought of Shen Lin, classmate?friend?confidant?I don't know which answer I can get Shen Lin's satisfaction.

Shen Lin's eyes were blood red, like a ferocious beast trapped in a cage. Luo Xintong had never seen Shen Lin's expression like this before, and felt that he was trembling. Shen Lin firmly pushed Luo Xintong against the wall, seeing Luo Xintong slightly parted his lips as if he wanted to say something, but he was afraid of hearing some kind of answer that he didn't want to hear, so he closed his lips...

The two lips overlapped, and then Shen Lin seemed dissatisfied with the superficial touch, and began to press his tongue against Luo Xintong's teeth, trying to pry open Luo Xintong's confinement. Tong Tong's teeth were equivalent to prying open the door of Luo Xintong's heart. With a certain determination not to give up until his goal was achieved, Shen Lin bit Luo Xintong's lower lip gently, and Luo Xintong slightly Painful, the clenched teeth finally loosened, Shen Lin's tongue bumped in and touched Luo Xintong's soft and slippery tongue, Luo Xintong was at a loss, so he had to try to use his tongue to touch Shen Lin's Pushing it out, but Luo Xintong's refusal action seemed to Shen Lin to cater to himself, so he moved back half a knuckle with the tip of Luo Xintong's tongue, and then forced Luo Xintong's tongue back, both Tongues intertwined, with the meaning of lingering, Luo Xintong was slightly startled, and opened his mouth slightly, Shen Lin immediately sucked Luo Xintong's slippery tongue forcefully, sucking Luo Xintong's tongue into his own mouth, Luo Xintong Xintong's tongue was brought into Shen Lin's mouth. Shen Lin sucked Luo Xintong's tongue almost crazily, wanting to tear this man into his belly. Luo Xintong tried hard to break away from Shen Lin's arm, but Shen Lin Lin's arm was confining him even harder, and Luo Xintong felt as if he had fallen into a deep swamp. The more he tried to break free, the deeper he sank, so he had to bite their tongues with their teeth indiscriminately until Shen Lin It was only after tasting a rusty smell that Luo Xintong's hands that were imprisoned on Luo Xintong's arms were released...

Luo Xintong pushed Shen Lin hard, and Shen Lin took half a step back. The blood from Luo Xintong's whole body rushed to his forehead from Shen Lin's sudden kiss. The two seemed extremely tired. As if his chest was rising and falling, Shen Lin leaned over and looked at Luo Xintong lowly. In Luo Xintong's ear came Shen Lin's persistent question "What do you think I am you?" Luo Xintong thought The two played basketball together, read books together, played games in the Internet cafe together, and watched the stars together in the winter night. Shen Lin seemed to be a very simple person. , seems to be full of... warmth?People can't help but want to get closer to this warmth. She regards this person as a confidant, Luo Xintong thought in a daze, but why would she not want to tell him that she would drop out of school?On the day my mother was discharged from the hospital, Shen Lin and Zhang Xiangyun were busy in the kitchen. It felt like home. Shen Lin should also regard himself as a confidant, otherwise, how could he stand by his side in the most difficult time?But suddenly Luo Xintong realized that Shen Lin gave him a kiss just now, not a hug between friends, but a kiss between lovers. The one who kissed him was the man in front of him, a man just like himself.

Shen Lin saw Luo Xintong biting his lips tightly, his eyes were red, as if blood would drip in the next moment, Luo Xintong squatted down as if he was extremely tired, hugged his head and said: You How... how could you force me like this?

Shen Lin felt that Luo Xintong was suffering too much in his heart. Shen Lin closed his eyes and felt that he was very shameless. Since that time when he secretly kissed Luo Xintong after watching the stars, and left as if he was running away, he had already been raped by him. At the moment when the heart was crushed, it seemed to be forcibly pieced together again. Shen Lin has always hated his own heart. Since then, Shen Lin has been avoiding him as much as possible, but this series of changes made him have to keep getting closer. At this moment Hearing Luo Xintong say that he forced him, his disgust finally reached its peak...

"I'm sorry" Shen Lin couldn't piece together a complete sentence, even though he desperately wanted to protect Luo Xintong, he couldn't say a single word, and punched him fiercely with his fists as if he wanted to smash his heart into pieces. On the wall, hearing the sound of violent beating, Luo Xintong seemed to come back to his senses. Luo Xintong stood up, and saw the wall was black and red under the dim light, and the blood slowly flowed down Shen Lin's hand. dropping……

Luo Xintong suddenly hugged Shen Lin to stop his violence at the moment, as if he had exhausted all his strength, his fingers seemed to sink into the crevices of Shen Lin's bones, and he buried his head on Shen Lin's neck, silently Weeping, it wasn't until Shen Lin felt the coldness on his neck that he realized that Luo Xintong was crying. Luo Xintong's mother was hospitalized and didn't cry in front of him, and Luo Xintong's grandma passed away. He even shed tears on his own neck, and pushed Luo Xintong's trembling shoulders: Luo Xintong, don't cry, don't cry, I was wrong, please don't cry, if you still want to see me, I promise Same as before, I won't pay you any attention, if you want me to get out, I'll get out of here immediately...

Shen Lin stared fixedly at Luo Xintong's face, as if waiting for the judge's final verdict, Luo Xintong said "go home" and turned away.

What can easily break a person's hard heart is never the long wind, frost and sword and the painful and difficult life in reality, but just a hand that suddenly stretched out on the difficult way, and when I stumbled halfway, I heard a gentle sentence: "Go back let's go home."

For a moment, Shen Lin didn't know whether the three words "Go home" that came from Luo Xintong's mouth were for him to go home or to go back to his house, so he had to follow behind his master like a dog that made his master angry. Hurry up, he followed fast, the master slowed down, he also slowed down, until he reached the alley that was approaching Luo Xintong's house, seeing that Luo Xintong had no intention of refusing, Shen Lin's footsteps gradually became brisk, Luo Xintong walked away The door, Shen Lin stood at the door, not daring to enter the room right away, saw that Luo Xintong had no intention of closing the door half open, and then squeezed in. Luo Xintong found the medicine box from the house in silence, apparently her mother was often injured , Such wounds are often treated. Luo Xintong skillfully cleaned and disinfected Shen Lin's wounds with iodophor. When wrapping the gauze, Shen Lin let out a "hiss" sound...

Sensing Shen Lin's pain, Luo Xintong's hands were indeed a little lighter. In fact, Shen Lin didn't feel much pain at first, but just wanted to make a sound to try to break the silence between the two. The basketball injury was too much for me to toss about, and I thought that this person really cared about me, Shen Lin couldn't help feeling a little happy when he thought about it.