Conservation of energy

Not long after school started, Luo Xintong received several phone calls from his younger brother Luo Xinheng. Every time the younger brother said that he didn't want to study anymore, Luo Xintong comforted him a few times and felt that it was necessary to go back and talk to his younger brother.Ask Zhang Xiangyun and Shen Lin to come to the house to take care of their mother, and go back to talk to their younger brother during the weekend.

As soon as I got home, a few people I didn't know stood in the yard, pointing at my grandfather and younger brother for causing trouble, shouting to lose money, and when they saw Luo Xintong coming back, they said, "Call the police if you don't pay." The family pointed and pointed.After the visitor left, Grandpa gritted his teeth angrily. He found a stick from somewhere and prepared to hit Luo Xinheng, and made Luo Xinheng kneel on the ground. Grandpa picked up the stick and beat him. Shouting "I'm not wrong", the grandfather hit Luo Xinheng even more fiercely, Luo Xinheng stubbornly gritted his teeth and didn't cry, and shouted with red eyes: I'm not wrong, they called my mother crazy.After Luo Xintong heard this sentence, he pressed on Luo Xinheng's body. Grandpa hit Luo Xintong on the back with a stick and stopped. For the two children, Luo Xintong said that he only touched his younger brother's hair and said: You are right.Luo Xinheng snuggled into his brother's arms as if he could no longer restrain himself from crying.Physical diseases are often sympathized with by others, but mental diseases are often despised and ridiculed.Psychopaths often do nothing wrong, but it seems that the existence of the person is wrong, and that it is the disease itself that is wrong.

The family who had just been beaten by his younger brother came to make trouble at home. Grandpa learned that his younger brother had broken his nose bone and needed plastic surgery. The other party demanded compensation. Grandpa was so angry that he was facing tens of thousands of huge compensation. He hit Luo Xinheng with a big stick.

Since his mother fell ill, Luo Xintong took care of the family accounts. Luo Xintong hurried to the town to withdraw the money in the afternoon, and paid the money to the family who came to make trouble. Luo Xintong lost the money and returned home. However, the younger brother proposed that he did not want to go to school and wanted to work together with Luo Xintong in Haibin City. I will go out to work again when I am an adult, and I will never go back to school.Grandpa knelt down in front of grandma's portrait helplessly, tears pouring down his face.This skinny old man over 14 years old knelt on the ground, and the two brothers knelt together with their grandfather in front of the portrait of grandma, trying to pull him up, tears streaming down his weather-beaten face.Looking at the two brothers with tears in his cloudy eyes, he said slowly: Grandpa is sorry for you, grandpa has dragged you down, grandpa is sorry for your mother, she has been too tired, too tired all these years for this family, and finally put herself Tired and collapsed, Xintong you have worked too hard these days, you have to study and take care of your mother, Xinheng, you are not wrong, what is wrong is that we dragged your mother down, it is those people who are wrong, it is their fault, I can’t Confronting your dead father...

Luo Xinheng hugged his grandfather and cried, and kept saying, "Grandpa, I was wrong, I shouldn't hit someone, I shouldn't cause trouble, I'm going to school."At night, the two brothers lay on the same bed. Luo Xinheng told his brother that he would be pointed at by people at school every day, but he didn't do anything. Every time those people pointed at him behind his back and whispered, he didn't want to go to school. It was because when I heard someone say "crazy", I glared at the other person, and the person pointed at me and said, "The son of a lunatic is also a lunatic, and your family is all lunatics." Luo Xinheng got angry, so he did it.Luo Xintong held his younger brother's hand tightly and told him that we must work hard to live a better life, just like when my father passed away, my strong mother supported the family alone, making us live better than children with fathers in the village , Now that my mother is down, we must work hard to live and live hard, so that my mother can live a better life than everyone else.Luo Xinheng tried his best to nod and agreed to his brother, promising that he would not be impulsive in the future, and that he would study hard and live up to his brother.

Luo Xinheng fell asleep, and Luo Xintong was lying on the bed, wanting to take his younger brother and grandfather away from this hometown, to establish a foothold in a city where no one knew his family, but how could he take his younger brother away?The popularization of nine-year compulsory education, but this does not include going to school in other places with a registered permanent residence in other places. If I want my younger brother to go to school in the city, I can only find a good private school, but the tuition and living expenses of the private school, my mother's medicine expenses, and the bank card in the afternoon The balance is obviously not enough, I am almost full, the one who should drop out of school should not be my younger brother, but myself...

On Monday morning, Luo Xintong sent his younger brother to the school where his younger brother was. Along the way, Luo Xinheng seemed to reassure Luo Xintong that he would go to school well and stop fighting. At the same time, he entered the classroom.

Luo Xintong returned to his home in the city, and it was almost afternoon after school. Seeing his mother seriously installing a lighter, her mother was very happy to see Luo Xintong came back, and said that her two sons came to see her every night. Cook and chat with her.Luo Xintong thought how lucky he was to have such a confidant who silently helped him.However, as luck would have it, such friends will eventually go on different paths after a few years, and it will be impossible to walk side by side in the future.Luo Xintong called Shen Lin and Zhang Xiangyun and told them that he was back and that he didn't need to come to accompany his mother today.

Mental patients are very lethargic, mother went to bed very early, Luo Xintong was walking aimlessly on the street, it was already the beginning of the night, some people were chatting on the phone in a hurry, some were chasing the bus from work, some Standing in line at the entrance of the hotel, there is an endless flow of vehicles waiting for the red light... This city is too big, and I have to block the wind and rain outside; this city is too big, but I have nowhere to go; The city is so big that it is like a valley. Is there any difference between the people who live in the city and the people who live in the valley?A man who lives in a valley can hear the echo when he shouts at a mountain, but a man who lives in a city cannot...

This city is too big, and the little people are struggling in the huge city, trying to stand up in the countless humbleness, trying to catch up at a low starting point, how small, but they also have the most precious youth, and they are also Being a human for the first time, you have pride and dignity, you can cry, you can laugh, you can be angry, this city is too big, the emotions of small people can't even blow the wind...

Luo Xintong went to the school to apply for withdrawal procedures without discussing with anyone. The handling teacher met Luo Xintong, who was the host of the orientation night last year, and felt that Luo Xintong should be a student with excellent academic performance, so he disagreed with Luo Xintong. Xintong’s application for quitting school invited the homeroom teacher, and the homeroom teacher called Luo Zhengwen. Luo Xintong told the teacher and godfather that he wanted to drop out because he wanted to take care of his mother. He really didn’t have much time to come to school. The homeroom teacher suggested that Luo Xintong take a break from school. , and gave Luo Xin the same thick book, so that he can come to school when he has time. He can take care of his mother on the one hand, and read more books on the other hand. He will directly take the college entrance examination in June next year.

The class teacher asked Luo Xintong to go back to the classroom for class first, and Luo Zhengwen was waiting at the door for Luo Xintong to come out of the classroom after school.Luo Zhengwen took Luo Xintong back to his home. Luo Sensen was very happy to see his brother back, but saw his father taking his brother into his former bedroom and closing the door behind him.

"One's life is to be responsible, but this responsibility does not mean that you are always competitive and subdued when you should be subdued. You just need to stop being soft in your heart. Don't think about carrying everything by yourself. , your mother is sick, and you are obliged to take care of her, but how can you take care of her for the rest of your life after taking care of her for a while? How can you ensure that you can protect the person you want to protect in the future? How can you gain a foothold in society? A man can bend and stretch, and endure what ordinary people can’t bear. If you give up at this time, it will be too difficult to pick up later. When you encounter problems, you give up. You will encounter setbacks in your life in the future. Not only this time, but after the first time, you will get used to the second time and countless times later, will you just give up if you have a slight setback in the future?"

Luo Xintong wept silently. This was the first time he cried in front of his godfather since he grew up. Luo Xintong promised his godfather not to give up his studies, and to take care of his mother while studying at home and not to give up his studies.