Conservation of energy

Shen Lin and Zhang Xiangyun went to the hospital accompanied by Luo Sensen. They saw Luo Xintong taking care of the numb Fan Wenyan lying on the hospital bed. Luo Xintong was wiping the saliva from Fan Wenyan's mouth with a towel. Seeing a few people together, I was stunned for a moment, as if I didn't want others to see my mother and myself in a mess, yes, who would want people to know that their mother is a mentally ill patient?What's more, my mother has always been generous and decent, and never bowed her head in the face of suffering. Everyone who knows her mother praises her. Others' mothers hold up half the sky in the family, but my own mother holds up the whole sky. Luo Xintong doesn't want anyone to see this kind of mental illness that lacks dignity and is even discriminated against and ridiculed. His mother is like a god in his eyes, and he feels that it is right for others to see such a mother. Mother's blasphemy, and I don't want to accept anyone's sympathy or uncomfortable eyes.But then he thought that the two were his best friends and classmates, and they really wanted to care about him. Luo Xintong seemed to want to give them a grateful smile, and then tried to make a movement of the corners of his mouth, which was indeed worse than crying. ugly smile...

When Shen Lin saw the "smile" on Luo Xintong's face, Luo Xintong's face was full of helplessness and despair, but he still wanted to let others feel that he could bear it and endure it. Shen Lin looked at Luo Xintong. Xintong's originally clean and clear eyes are now like a bottomless pool of water, and he is caught in the deep bottom of the pool when he sees it.After the conversation with the class teacher a few days ago, Shen Lin planned to give up on Luo Xintong completely. On the way to the hospital, Shen Lin repeatedly reminded himself that he only came to see this person as a classmate and friend, but when he saw Luo Xintong When Xin Tong had that bleak "smile" on his face, Shen Lin's dead heart came back to life in an instant...

It's raining in the city you live in, and I really want to ask if you have an umbrella!But I held back, because I was afraid that you said you didn't bring it, and there was nothing I could do!It's like I love you but can't give you the company you want.It was the first time that Shen Lin felt powerless. Shen Lin didn't know how to help him, and he didn't even know how to go forward to comfort him.

Time froze there, and the ward was unusually quiet, until Rosensen called "Brother" in a low voice to break the almost deathly silence.Zhang Xiangyun came back to his senses first.First, he stepped forward and patted Luo Xintong on the shoulder, and said: "The final exam will be in a few days. I will bring you some books after school tomorrow. I came here in a hurry today."Luo Xintong nodded and said hoarsely thank you.Zhang Xiangyun thought for a while and said to go home first, come back later, and then left. Knowing that his brother was hungry, Luo Sensen followed Zhang Xiangyun down to buy food.

Only the sleeping Fan Wenyan and the two were left in the ward. Shen Lin hadn't said a word until now. Shen Lin stepped forward and hugged Luo Xintong who was leaning against the window tightly...

Shen Lin seemed to feel Luo Xintong trembling in his arms, his thin back could touch the distinct joints, his arms were tightly locked in his arms, Shen Lin was very scared, and hugged Luo even harder With the same heart, it seems that once you let go of the person in front of you, you will never see the person again. The distance between the two is so close that you can hear each other's heartbeat.

When they parted, Shen Lin took a small step back, put one hand on Luo Xintong's shoulder and said firmly and seriously, don't worry, I'm here...the two just stood there, and Luo Sensen came back after a while In the ward, I brought something to eat. Luo Xintong has hardly eaten anything in the past few days. Every time, Luo Zhengwen brought something over and watched him eat something casually. When Luo Zhengwen was away, he never voluntarily ate. After eating, he didn't even drink a few sips of water. Seeing that Luo Xintong only moved his chopsticks a few times, Shen Lin made a gesture of refusing to eat. Shen Lin advised him to eat more, but Luo Xintong just shook his head and said he was full. Shen Lin Without much reluctance, I was about to go downstairs to buy a carton of milk. When I went downstairs, I met Zhang Xiangyun who came back.

Zhang Xiangyun rushed home in a hurry to get the lucky money he had saved since he was a child. Zhang Xiangyun’s family conditions are average, and his parents are only working class, but every year, his parents and relatives will give him the lucky money. In the end, the money was saved for the child, but in the end the money disappeared... But Zhang Xiangyun is not in this "ordinary". His parents let him control the New Year's money since he was a child. He also saved nearly 2 yuan.

Shen Lin thought that he went back because he felt embarrassed because a few people didn't speak just now, but he came back again.Then he asked suspiciously: Why are you back again?

Zhang Xiangyun scratched his head and grinned in embarrassment: I'll go back and get the money.

Seeing Shen Lin's doubts, he quickly explained: the situation in his family, his father passed away early, and the family depended on his mother. Now his mother is sick, there are sick people in the family, and the sick person is still the pillar of the family, life must be difficult.

Shen Lin was stunned. It turned out that he had never thought about money. It was the first time he realized the importance of money. Luo Xintong needed comfort from relatives and friends, as well as material help.Zhang Xiangyun looked a little silly, but his brain turned faster than anyone else, and he was righteous.Thinking of this, Shen Lin sighed and felt relieved that Luo Xintong had such a righteous and transparent friend.I went to buy a carton of milk and carried it upstairs, and when I walked to the door, I heard Zhang Xiangyun's words, "I keep this money, which means it's useless in the card, so you can take it as a loan. You can pay in installments when you go to college for a work-study program or work after graduation. Give it back to me, or you start a company in the future and become a big boss, count me as an early investor."After the two of them stopped talking, Shen Lin walked in silently, opened a carton of milk, watched Luo Xintong drink it, and felt a little relieved.

When Shen Lin came home at night, he thought about the little money he had left, and whether he should ask his parents for some money. In recent years, his parents rarely cared about him, and his father rarely saw him once or twice a year. The relationship between father and son was weak. I haven't seen my mother for a few years, and I will occasionally make phone calls during Chinese New Year and birthdays. Except that my parents will send me a little money into my card every month, I basically have nothing to do with them. I have never asked my parents for money. Qian, thinking of his parents, Shen Lin only felt that his head was getting bigger. Thinking of the heart-to-heart talk with the head teacher, "When her hair reaches waist, do you have the ability to run the world?" Watching the scene of killing pigs that time, Shen Lin at this moment hates his own weakness and hates his own powerlessness, he can't wait to grow up and become stronger, only when he becomes stronger can he protect the people he wants to protect...

Zhang Xiangyun took some books to the hospital the next day. Luo Xintong never went to school, but just took the school's final exam a few days later. After the exam, the teacher stopped him and rushed back to the hospital. Luo Xintong patted Luo Xintong's head, comforted Luo Xintong a few words, and then gave a cowhide bag, saying that it was a little thought from several teachers after they learned of the change in Luo Xintong's family, and signaled to Luo Xintong He accepted it, but Luo Xintong refused, so he had no choice but to bow deeply to the teacher to express his gratitude, and then hurried back to the hospital.

After nearly a month of treatment, Luo Xintong and Fan Wenyan's condition has stabilized, and they can basically have an hour of waking up every day. The doctor told Luo Xintong that this situation is considered to be recovering well, and there is no need for ETC electroconvulsive treatment. It is recommended to stay in the hospital for one month to observe and treat with drugs. Without stimulating her, she can basically take care of herself under the control of drugs every day in the future.Luo Xintong breathed a sigh of relief.Due to the drugs and effects, Fan Wenyan sleeps for a long time every day, and most of the time she lies down stupidly. When she is awake, she will hold Luo Xintong's hand and cry, saying that she has dragged down her two sons. Comforting my mother like my mother comforting myself back then...