Conservation of energy

A semester is coming to an end. In the hot classroom, several hanging fans are spinning whirringly. In the classroom at noon, there are still many people reading textbooks, writing homework and doing exam questions.Luo Xintong's phone rang, and it was his grandfather who seldom called him. Luo Xintong walked out of the classroom and picked it up.

"Tong Tong. Your mother, she..."

"What happened to my mother?"

"Your mother is crazy..."

Luo Xintong couldn't understand a single word of the following words, and before he had time to say hello to anyone, he ran to the station like crazy. On that phone call, Luo Xintong called his father, who was also on the way, and should be home tomorrow, Luo Xintong returned to his home in the evening.The originally clean and tidy home was in a mess, the yard was full of farm tools and grains, the kitchen was full of broken dishes, a few pieces of debris thrown on the chopping board were still stained with dried blood, and grandma was already crying in bed I couldn't open my eyes, my mother was tied to the bed, her exposed skin was covered with bloodstains, her hair was disheveled, she was still cursing and yelling words that others couldn't understand, and after a while she laughed wildly again, It was creepy, staring at the ceiling lazily as if trying to make a hole out of it, Luo Xintong stepped forward and called out "Mom" but got no response, Luo Xintong tried to hold his mother's hand, let her Look at this is the son she is most proud of. Before his hand touches her mother's hand, there are several deep blood marks on the back of his hand, hot and bubbling blood...

Luo Xintong was terrified. He didn't know how the mother who was always gentle and kind in his memory suddenly turned into such a strange and terrifying appearance. Luo Xintong hugged his head in pain, pressing his forehead on his knee, in a state of embarrassment. Luo Xintong was so scared that it was the first time he knew what fear was. He rushed out of the room to find his grandfather. After all, he was just a high school student who was underage. Individuals can tell themselves exactly what happened and what to do about it.

Luo Xintong found his grandfather in the kitchen. The grandfather was cooking porridge, and the firewood was burning in the fire. Some of the dry firewood made a crackling sound, and some sparks spattered faintly. "Yesterday, I was fine during the day, but in the middle of the night, I heard your mother hacking around with an ax in the kitchen. Your grandma and I asked her what she was doing, but she kept talking about killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing, killing." It wasn't until this morning that she fainted in the kitchen, and your grandma and I carried her back to the room, and woke up at noon..."

Luo Xintong brought his mother a bowl of porridge, tried to get her to drink a little, and fed him with a small spoon. After a few mouthfuls, Fan Wenyan became irritable again, biting the spoon desperately, refusing to eat any more. Luo Xintong I moved my mother's mouth hard before taking the spoon out of her mouth.Luo Xintong just sat beside his mother's bed, helplessly watching his mother go crazy on the bed, and fell asleep until it was almost dawn.

Luo Xin stayed up all night, and her grandfather took advantage of Fan Wenyan's sleep to find a private car. When the driver found out that the passenger was a mentally ill patient, he was reluctant to take the job at first. People often discriminate and even fear mentally ill patients. Later, perhaps because Luo Xintong who accompanied Fan Wenyan was still a half-university student, he felt that the mother and child were very pitiful, so he moved with compassion and reluctantly agreed. When passing by the service area on the road, the driver even bought it for Luo Xintong. After drinking a bottle of water, when Luo Xintong arrived, the driver patted Luo Xintong on the shoulder reassuringly, telling Luo Xintong that the road ahead was still long, and a man had to take responsibility.

Luo Xintong took his mother to Haibin City Psychiatric Hospital alone, and the hospitalization procedures were quickly completed. The attending doctor held a meeting with several medical staff Luo Xintong, asked Fan Wenyan about the onset time and symptoms, and briefly talked about the treatment. The process told Luo Xintong that recovery from mental illness is a long-term and complicated process that requires the cooperation of the patient's family members.In view of Fan Wenyan's first attack, the symptoms could not be controlled for a short period of time, and a comprehensive examination could not be done. It is recommended to do ECT electroconvulsive treatment first. Knowing that the family members were only a high school underage student, the doctor asked about Luo Xintong's father. After Luo Xintong told the doctor, the doctor shook his head and sighed. Finally, he patted Luo Xintong on the shoulder and told the half-grown child to be strong. Luo Xintong watched the long operation and side effects in silence, signed his name with trembling hands with red eyes...

Luo Xintong watched her mother being anesthetized by drugs, and after the nurse inserted all kinds of unknown tubes into the operating room, she squatted in front of the operating room door, holding her head and crying silently, at a loss, the mother in her memory Always warm, kind and gentle. When I was young, I was teased by my classmates that I didn’t have a father. I was hurt and wronged. I always lay on my mother’s lap, gently stroked my head, and comforted me softly. It is a gentle reminder to put a lot of food in the bag.Mother hands line, wandering clothing.Departure thick seam, meaning fear of delay in return.Whoever says that the heart of an inch of grass will be repaid with three springs.Every time I go home from vacation, my mother will look at me with love and joy, and prepare a table of my favorite meals. She loves her son endlessly, and she is very happy when she returns home.The cold clothes are densely stitched, and the ink marks on family letters are new.When I met Lian thin, Hu'er asked about hard work.I am ashamed of the Son of Man, and dare not sigh the wind and dust.When I got home yesterday, I saw the mother who was completely mad and violent, and the mother with disheveled clothes and disheveled hair, and the mother who just saw the pale and unconscious mother who was pushed into the operating room. ...

In the evening, Luo Zhengwen and Tong Jiazhi came to the hospital when they learned that Fan Wenyan was ill. The hospital was not far from Luo Zhengwen's house. The same went back to rest for a night and came back to change Luo Zhengwen the next day, and Luo Xintong followed his godmother back home.Luo Xintong returned to the room and carefully stroked the face of his mother in the family portrait a few years ago, as if this could soothe his heart, as if this could allow him to snuggle into his mother's arms, and then hugged the photo tightly and knelt down Facing the moon in front of the window, praying for my mother to get better soon...

Luo Xintong arrived at the hospital early the next morning. Luo Xintong's mother had already returned to the ward. Lying on the hospital bed, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight, with salt water hanging on the back of her hand. Looking at the ceiling, Luo Xintong gently held her hand and called her mother, but she didn't get the slightest response, and was pushed into the operating room again after a while...

Zhang Xiangyun, a classmate of Luo Xintong's class, discovered that Luo Xintong didn't go to school these days. The classmates were talking about why Luo Xintong didn't come to school, and no one knew his whereabouts. He has the strongest relationship.At noon, I went to the cafeteria to ask Luo Sensen about the situation, but I saw no one, only Shen Lin, and asked Shen Lin if he knew why Luo Xintong didn't come to school. Shen Lin shook his head in confusion. Feeling vaguely bad, Luo Xintong usually didn't say that he didn't go to class for a few days, even if he missed a class, something must have happened. The whole afternoon, Shen Lin was completely absent-minded, thinking restlessly Why didn't Luo Xintong come to school? During the break in the afternoon, he took out his mobile phone and called Luo Xintong several times, but it was turned off, so he planned to ask Luo Sensen on the way after school.

When school was over, Shen Lin was waiting for Luo Sensen at the intersection, and saw Zhang Xiangyun chasing after Luo Sensen asking something, but Luo Sensen didn't say a word, Shen Lin stepped forward to hear that Zhang Xiangyun was really asking Luo Xintong Regarding the matter, the two tacitly blocked Rosensen's way, and Rosensen was forced by these two people to have no choice, so he simply told the truth.