Amateur red "mother"

The built-in space of the commercial vehicle is very large. The driver is a delicate and exquisite person. The seat is wrapped tightly and cleanly with a beige sheath. Dai Yu sits in the co-pilot, and Dai Rong sits in the first row of the back seat with his father. Fei was in the last row near the trunk. After getting in the car, he leaned on the seat, closed his eyes, and said nothing the whole time.

After a while, there was a rustling sound, Dai Fei felt the heat around him, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Dai Rong with a smile on his face.

Dai Fei didn't know what he wanted to do, so he had to retract the straddling leg.

Dai Rong's eyes are very similar to his father's. What is different from his father's is that Dai Rong's narrow eyes are thin and energetic. The two dark pupils are filled with kindness and beauty to the world. Looking at it from a different angle, it looks a bit like the long-legged Oppa with single eyelids in those idol dramas discussed by female colleagues in the company.

It can be seen that Dai Yu protects Dai Rong very well. The boy who is almost as tall as Dai Fei always likes to act coquettishly and cute... especially in front of Dai Fei.

"Brother, you haven't fallen asleep yet, so just talk to me..." Dai Rong grabbed Dai Fei's arm, his eyes shining brightly in the slightly dim car.

Dai Fei glanced at his father who had fallen asleep in the seat in front of him. Before he could speak, Dai Rong approached: "He fell asleep and couldn't be woken by a thunderbolt. It's not like you don't know..."

I don't know if I think my analogy is inappropriate or I think the sentence "You don't know" is not good, Dai Rong grabbed his slightly long bangs and changed the subject: "Uh...brother, um, brother Meng Lei ? When did he leave? Why did he leave without saying hello to us? I thought he would always be here..."

On the second day after Dai Fei finished telling those stories, a message appeared in front of Dai Fei along with breakfast, "Eat well, stop when you are afraid of the dark, and look back".

Then, it didn't show up again.

For Dai Fei, Meng Lei used to be his whole world, but now someone tells him that his world...is just a debtor with a disturbed conscience, trying his best to build a colorful and colorful world for his creditors. mirage of...

No matter how beautiful the mirage is, it is only an imagination after all...

For Dai Fei, his mother's death with hatred, more than ten years of ups and downs, the truth that could have been seen again...these pasts are real, and he can't ignore them, and it's impossible to ignore them.However, Dai Fei was unwilling and did not want to see such an outstanding son of heaven humbly begging for forgiveness in front of him, so he could only tell Meng Lei that the debt between them was "cleared" .

Looking at those chat records that have never been deleted, the only photo of the two of them together, and the photos of the person I secretly took in those albums, thinking of the corners of that person's mouth that doesn't like to be raised by others, feeling my own The temperature of the person in his body, those "brothers" with a strong and coquettish taste faintly in his ears, those popping candies with edges and corners in Dai Fei's chest, all of which fell towards his throat, It got stuck in the flesh.

Seeing Dai Rong's eagerness for knowledge, Dai Fei smiled and said softly: "He is the president and he is very busy. He has to deal with the food and clothing problems of hundreds of people in several companies. How can he stay here all the time."

After Dai Rong said "Oh" in a low voice, he suddenly didn't know what he thought of, and happily whispered into Dai Fei's ear, "Hey, brother, is Brother Meng Lei being chased by many girls?"

Dai Fei thought to himself, yes, he is the CEO who makes many people obsessed with madness...

Dai Fei looked out the window: "Well, it should be..."

Dai Rong said with a little regret: "That's it..."

After a while, Dai Rong didn't speak any more, and Dai Fei belatedly asked, "What's wrong?"

Dai Rong said in a muffled voice: "I still want him to be my brother-in-law. Look at him, he is handsome and rich. He is a domineering president. Standing with his sister, does he look like someone in a TV series..." After a pause, Dai Rong said in the smallest decibel that only Dai Fei could hear: "Although my sister is not stupid and sweet at all, but the cutest height difference between them standing together, one is handsome and the other is beautiful, is really cute. It's worthy... Brother, don't you think so?"

In the past, when Dai Fei and Meng Lei stayed at home and didn't go out, Dai Fei often joked and asked him if he didn't like reading since he was a child. Before finishing speaking, he held his belly and hahad the university, and then attracted Meng Lei's hot kiss punishment.

Every time Meng Lei is busy in the kitchen, Dai Fei especially likes to lean his head on his strong back from behind, raise his head and call his name and smile at him. Whenever this time, he will look sideways, and occasionally When the soup in the pot needs to be boiled for a while, I will bow my head and kiss Dai Fei for a long time. When Dai Fei is weak, I will kiss Dai Fei's forehead and say, "The kitchen fumes are too heavy. Go watch TV and wait for me."

Dai Rong put his hand in front of Dai Fei's eyes and shook: "Brother...Brother, what are you thinking?"

Dai Fei was a little dazed, and it took him a long time to realize that he and Meng Lei are inseparable now...

The car just passed through the tunnel, and Dai Rong couldn't see the expression on his brother's face clearly, but heard a very low and hoarse voice in the darkness: "Our world...is not suitable for him."

Shuguang Village is a small mountain village under Hengshi. The village is still surrounded by crop fields and high mountains, nothing has changed.

But there are changes... For example, the original muddy path is gone, and it is replaced by a flat modern road. Although two cars meet head-on and need to stop and enter in order to pass safely, it is no longer as long as it rains in the past. It is much better for the driver to ask the men in the village to help push the car out of the huge mud pit.

The car drove to the entrance of the village and had to pass the bridge connecting the outside world and Shuguang Village. The river under the bridge had dried up, and there were still traces of moss on the stones that had been washed by the river, and groups of poultry were hiding She hid herself from the cold behind the rocks, and occasionally stretched her neck to take two mouthfuls of river water that couldn't cover her feet.

The big locust tree on the river bank is still so high-profile. Even in the cold first month, the leaves are still lush, but occasionally with the cold wind, more than a dozen yellowed leaves will be dropped, and the ceremony of circling and landing is used to express the respect for winter. respect.

The short and black piers on the bridge are gone, replaced by a red and white guardrail that looks like the most popular T-shirt pattern at the moment. At one end of the guardrail stands a triangular traffic warning sign with a black border and a yellow background. Circle a student carrying a schoolbag.

Following the warning signs, the other end of the river is the only elementary school and middle school within tens of kilometers of Shuguang Village.

The school on the left is four stories high, the exterior wall has been renovated, with white walls and blue edges, and the red flag hanging high on the playground is swaying in the wind.

Looking along the line of sight of the national flag, several large black characters stand out in front of the school gate - Sunshine Middle School.

The school on the right side of the line of sight is only two stories high, and the outer walls are still red brick and tile houses without whitewashing. The simple and natural style has a taste of "only my virtue". It's a bit against the law, it says - Shuguang Primary School.

Dai Fei remembers that these two schools are the only two schools within dozens of kilometers nearby, so many villages next door or even a few villages away will send their children here.

Dai Fei’s home is less than 3 kilometers away from the school, but when he was in school, in order not to go home as much as possible, he would go out in the morning and pack his lunch and dinner in black plastic bags, put them in his schoolbag and bring them to school. , Go home and wash the bag to dry, continue the next day.

For some children whose homes are far away, their parents will come over to deliver food to the children, and if conditions are good, they will board at the school.At that time, children who could eat in the school cafeteria and live in the school dormitory often meant that the parents were away and the family had money.

Shuguang Village is a very remote mountain village. The 11-year-old Meng Lei was sent to the next-door Shuguang Primary School by his father in a four-wheeled black car. He became Meng Lei's "Fengyun junior".

At that time, Dai Fei was protecting the cover of the new book he had just received.

Use a few large sheets of two-page hard paper that I picked up from the garbage dump at the back of the school, spread the paper on the desk, put the new book on it, and use the slightly harder paper to tighten the four corners of the new book cover. Strictly folded it into a simple book cover, and when it reached the last corner, I heard my deskmate shouting in my ear: "Dai Fei, look! There is a car!" Dai Fei was sitting in the last corner. Standing next to the window, you can see the two-story Shuguang Primary School outside the window in a blink of an eye. However, he was immersed in the work of protecting the new book at that time, so he ignored it and continued his actions without looking sideways.

Dai Fei lowered the window of the back seat of the car, and he could vaguely see the window on the fourth floor of Sunshine Middle School near the elementary school—Dai Fei’s former seat.

The village is renovating a section of the road that has not been repaired, and it does not know when it started to rain lightly outside the window, turning the short section of the road into potholes.

It may be because there are patients recovering from a serious illness in the car, the driver drove very slowly, and during the slight bumps, Dai Fei saw an extra door between the two schools... I can't tell whether it was originally dark red or an outer door. After the paint peeled off and rusted the iron door, he blurted out and asked, "When was this door installed?"

The acting father had already woken up, and when he heard Dai Fei's voice, he replied slowly, "I've been pretending for several years."

Dai Fei's sight was interrupted by a sudden, slightly old voice. Looking at the silver hair of his father sitting in front of him, and the already changed Shuguang Village, the moisture in Dai Fei's body that nourished the mold , along the flesh and blood to the outside of the skin, water began to ooze out little by little...

The sunshine that came after the rain, with a breath of new life, shines on the place where the story begins, forcing the small bugs that breed in the dark and damp corners to flee in all directions, with nowhere to hide...

Dai Fei looked at the familiar but unfamiliar home, at the uncle and third uncle who stood at the intersection and set off firecrackers to welcome his father home. His hands in his pockets were tight and tight. While hesitating, he said something on behalf of his father: " Brother, my son is back."

Dai Fei's body swayed just as he got out of the car, and before he could take the first step, a warm breath hugged Dai Fei, and a slightly hoarse voice came from his ear: "Welcome home ..."

The thin and capable uncle glanced at his nephew, whom he hadn't seen for many years, who was being hugged by his third brother, then turned around and said to his wife beside him, "Take out the box of Jiuzhou red fireworks at home." The woman kept watching Looking at Dai Fei, the corners of his eyes were red at this time, and he ran while wiping his tears: "Okay!"

Dai's father had just recovered from a serious illness, and Dai Yu, his aunt and third aunt, three women from two ages discussed having a family meal together to welcome the new students.

Three women of different ages, with no generation gap, were busy talking and laughing. A few hours later, Dai Fei ushered in a 14-year-overdue reunion dinner...

That night, the acting father got up to go to the toilet and found that the door of Dai Fei’s room was open. When he went in, there was a piece of paper on the desk and a bank card next to the paper. On the paper was written: “New Year, Take care of yourself, there is no password for the bank card, I took the jar of date pits away, and I will come back to see you when I have time."

There is no name on the sign, but only one sentence—Dad, please love yourself like your mother loves you.

Dai Fei disappeared in Shuguang Village that night and did not tell anyone where he went...