Amateur red "mother"

After the surrogate father came to his senses, Dai Fei stopped guarding in the ward, not even entering the hospital.I stayed in the hotel every day, and then learned about my father's daily recovery in the deliberate chat between Dai Rong and Dai Yu.

It's not that Dai Fei doesn't know what the siblings are thinking, but he still sleeps in the hotel every day on the grounds of physical fatigue, and begins to escape his eager emotions.

He didn't know why he didn't leave, why he still lived near the hospital, and stayed in a hotel that cost hundreds of dollars a night.

Just sleepless at night, looking at the hospital with red light coming in through the window, Dai Fei thought of his mother, the poor woman who spent her whole life loving but loved the wrong person.

Dai Fei remembers that when he was a child, when his grandparents were still there, Dai Fei started counting down every Wednesday, waiting for the arrival of the weekend... because, as long as the weekend came, his mother would take Dai Fei to visit the two elderly people, and occasionally his father In order to whitewash the peace, as long as the father goes with him, even if he walks far away alone, the mother will have tears in her eyes and a smile on her mouth. At that time, Xiao Daifei was the last When you are happy...

Grandpa has a lot of valuable handicrafts. As long as father goes, grandpa will give him one or two. On the way home, father must be in a good mood. At this time, Xiao Daifei will carefully try to hold his father's hand, and occasionally I can get a response, but more often, my father withdrew his smile and quickened his pace...

Even after many years, even if it seems to have healed, once the thin scab is lifted, there are still blood streaks inside, neither healed nor aggravated, just placed in a certain position of the body, occasionally bumped When it arrives, it will make you grin your teeth in pain...

That afternoon, Dai Yu called Dai Fei to the hospital on the grounds that "children's signature is required for discharge".

Standing in the ward, through the glass window, you can just see the small garden downstairs of the hospital. Dai Rong is walking back and forth on the cobbled path with his surrogate father. Occasionally, the surrogate father will push Dai Rong away. Insist on coming by yourself, and then walk slowly with crutches.

A man who spent most of his life squandering his health has passed before the gate of hell.Now facing the question of birth, old age, illness and suffering, I have learned to bow my head and admit my mistakes, and use my own way to strive for the infinite possibilities of life...

People are afraid of death. In the face of cruel and cold-blooded diseases, people hope that they can hear the doctor's words "rest for a few days and you will be fine."

But people don't seem to be afraid of death, even when they are dying, they are still not thinking about themselves, but about the man who came to see him when he was about to die...

Dai Fei beside the window didn't know what he thought of, his eyes dimmed.

Dai Yu has been standing beside Dai Fei, without making a sound, until his father swayed slightly and pushed away Dai Rong who was about to come to support him, and Dai Yu said: "Every time the doctor came to ask him about his condition, he would In a not-so-clean voice, he said that he was fine and nothing happened. He dragged the doctor to ask himself when he would be discharged from the hospital, and asked the doctor if he would stop smoking and drinking... I thought, I thought he I still want to mess around, but... But when I heard the doctor say that I will quit smoking and drinking in the future, he didn't say anything. I suddenly found that the person I was afraid of since I was a child, turned out to be old..."

The person downstairs who was walking on the cobblestones seemed to feel that he was in good shape. With a flick of his hand, he threw his crutches to the ground and moved his steps carefully.

After a long time, Dai Yu's trembling voice came over: "Brother..."

This is the first time that Dai Yu called his brother after reunion. Dai Fei's hand placed beside him, starting from the thumb, every fingertips trembled, but his face was still so calm, only a little misty The peach blossom eyes let Dai Yu see the unwillingness to those past.

Dai Yu looked at Dai Fei with a nasal voice: "Brother, I don't want to say I'm sorry about the past, because if I say I'm sorry, it means that I think the same as others, but in fact, I feel the same way as Dai Rong , I have never thought of you that much and...and the aunt I have never met, if I really have any opinion on you, it is...the indifference to you after you left..."

The nasal sound became more and more serious, and Dai Yu's voice began to choke: "Since... since you left, he has become more and more silent, and his temper... has become worse and worse. When I was in the second year of high school, my mother asked him for a divorce... His temper, my mother can bear him for so long, I really admire her, so when I learned that my mother was leaving, I still I'm very happy for her, you think I'm not normal... Later, I thought, this family is really miserable, both women have left, and I'm miserable too... other female classmates We're all on dates, but I still have to worry about my younger brother doing bad things in school alone. I have to rush home to review Dai Rong's homework for the only day off, and I also worry about whether my father will make trouble after getting drunk... "

Without waiting for Dai Fei to speak, Dai Yu said directly: "... Sometimes I feel bored and tired. Once Dai Rong failed the exam and kept yelling not to study. Once I couldn't hold back my temper, I Throwing his schoolbag into the small ditch in front of our house, shouting at him to leave quickly..."

Dai Yu smiled wryly and said: "Heh... I have followed him since I was a child. Fortunately, it was summer and there was no water in it. Dai Rong rushed out to pick up things, and he didn't care if I was angry or not. Shouted at me, saying that it was filled with colored pencils and toys that my brother bought for him, and the greeting card you drew for him on his fourth birthday, so big, he stood in front of our house, crying Let me say that these are my brother's things, let me apologize to him..."

After Dai Yu's words, he was completely choked with tears, trying to adjust his breathing, and after a pause, he said: "Look, Dai Rong was less than five years old when you left. You have been gone for so long, but he still Remembering you, looking forward to your return, even... Even if other classmates laughed at him and told him that you were not his brother, he never wavered from wanting you to come back. Later I understood, is blood important? Really It doesn't matter at all, you see, Dai Rong just thinks that you are his brother, it has nothing to do with blood relationship, he believes that you are his brother, whether you are father's child or not, you are his brother..."

Looking at Dai Fei, Dai Yu spoke solemnly, spreading out in the quiet room: "I am the same, no matter what others say, you will always be my brother."

Sighing, Dai Yu continued: "Actually... Dad has a bad temper and never said anything, but... I ran into him. He took the birthday card you gave Dai Rong while Dai Rong was not at home. Come out and look, a person stands there looking at the pattern on it in a daze..."

As if remembering something, Dai Yu suddenly became a little excited, and grabbed Dai Fei's hand: "By the way, brother, that can... that can of colorful date stones you left at home! We... always thought it was thrown away Yes, but one time when I was doing cleaning, I found it hidden under the bed in Dad's room. He has been keeping it for you. He thinks you will definitely come back again, Dad... He is also waiting for you to come back Woolen cloth……"

Dai Yu looked at Dai Fei, and conveyed his voice and emotions into Dai Fei's eyes word by word: "Brother, come home with us..."

Dai Fei looked at the man downstairs whose hair was no longer thick and black, and whose figure was no longer tall and straight, and suddenly felt that those things had really passed for many years...

Dai Yu still had tears in his eyes, but he still looked at Dai Fei with burning eyes, waiting for his brother's response.

The surrogate father walked more and more steadily, and looked at Dai Rong behind him with a smile. Dai Rong clapped his thumbs up while applauding, and the surrogate father suddenly became grinning like a child.

Dai Fei put his hand on Dai Yu's hand holding his own, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

After getting along for a month, Dai Fei has already begun to admire his younger sister. If it wasn't for the limited resources and the fact that he couldn't let go of his old father alone, he could only find a job as a shopping guide in the small city of Hengshi. Her ability and her calm and stable personality will definitely allow her to make a breakthrough in her career, and she will definitely become an outstanding strong woman.

Seven days later, after getting the doctor's consent, Dai Yu asked for a few days off without anyone's help. He went through all the procedures by himself, then called a seven-seater commercial vehicle to pick him up, and left him sleeping in the hotel. Dai Fei called out: "Brother, let's go home."