sneak test

Come. ”

I said, "It's not too rainy, just wear it yourself, don't worry about me."

"Do you want to get in the rain?" Yuan Che asked, taking off his raincoat again, "Then I will accompany you."

Yuan Toru's reading comprehension is really problematic.

His answer was like the kind that couldn't grasp the essentials of the answer, so he asked the teacher an early student in the answer area.Obtrusive but heartwarming.

As a marking teacher, you understand that boasting is a means, and scoring is the goal.You can't help but wonder how much this exam means to him, the game console, the pocket money, or something else, but you never think about one possibility: This student wants to make you happy.

But I, Qin Sigu, a game theory genius, always think in the opposite direction.

Toru Hara wants me to be happy = Toru Hara likes me.

It sounds a bit far-fetched, but I don't think it's unfounded.

After all, he licked me after all.

……Um.

I said, "Let's put it on together."

"Youth is to dare to embrace the wind and rain!" The sports committee tore off the raincoat, shouted and rushed out first.

The female class chased after him and scolded him for breaking the formation.

My cat was in Yuan Che's raincoat, he left me a gasp, and the cold wind swished in.

Yuan Che said: "There is air leaking from under the hem of the clothes, it's a bit cold, can you help me cover it?"

I groaned and grabbed him.

"The front is also missing." Yuan Che seemed dissatisfied, "Otherwise, you should still hug me."

"Ah? Oh, okay." With a calm face, I obediently stretched my arms around Yuan Che's waist, "Is this okay?"

"Well, much better."

There seem to be countless little birds singing in my head: Yuan Che likes you, he likes you, Yuan Che likes you, he likes you...

Yuan Che suddenly asked: "What are you painting?"

When I came back to my senses, I found that I didn't know when I started to draw a heart on Yuan Che's back.

I rely on!Dazed!

I hurriedly stopped and hugged him back, "No, no, help you wipe the rain off your clothes."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and everyone sang him saying that this little pain in the wind and rain is nothing, and he was regarded as a fool by the passing car owners.

The men's class emphasized safety awareness, and in the end everyone had to hide from the rain in a small shop by the side of the road.Yuan Che and I had difficulty moving, so we took a step slower. A car drove past us at high speed, splashing water at the uneven and low-lying places on the road.

At the critical moment, I pulled up my unraveled raincoat to block Yuan Che.

Yuan Che was one step ahead of me and blocked me sideways.

In the overwhelming water spray, we were not wet at all, only our shoes were completely soaked.

My mind began to circulate again: This is fucking love!Yuan Che must like you!He likes you!Tell him, you like him too!

We walked under the eaves, and Hara asked, "How is it? Are you wet?"

"I like it," I almost bit off my tongue, "it's not wet."

The clouds are over and the rain is over, and we are on the road again.

I was still sitting in the back seat of Yuan Che, and I still had an impulse in my heart, wanting to tell him my feelings loudly.But I can't help but think what if he just has a good personality and takes care of me?What if I'm mistaken?In case I say it...he thinks I'm disgusting.

Moreover, I always cause trouble, no matter how good-tempered Yuan Che is, he wouldn't want such trouble, would he?

I choose to keep holding back.

I was thinking wildly, leaning on Yuan Che's back and falling asleep in a daze.

"Qin Sigu." I heard Yuan Che call me, but I didn't answer.

"Are you asleep?" He took my hand and put it on his waist, "Just keep holding me like this."

It must be a sweet dream, I thought.

19 Schrödinger's

Dear Hara Toru:

Zhan Xinjia, I believe that you must abide by the agreement on the envelope. You only opened this letter at the beginning of autumn. I declare in advance that reading this letter may cause discomfort. .

This is the first time I write to you, it may be poorly written, nonsense, and lack of focus, but I trouble you to read it patiently, maybe this is also the last time?

Then I will officially start.

A lot of things happened in the three years we were in the same class, but strange to say, I still clearly remember the first time I saw you. You stood on the podium and attracted everyone's attention before you even opened your mouth. The classmate also mentioned you to me.The first time I saw you, I thought, oh, so this is the legendary freshman school grass.Second glance, yes, Fa Xiao asked me to take a photo for him.

You introduced yourself as Yuan Toru, the original of Yuan Ye, thorough Toru, at this moment, I secretly photographed you, and forgot to mute and turn off the flash, and secretly photographed you.

It's really strange, I don't remember what you looked like that day, whether you were wearing a school uniform or a regular uniform, and what expression you made when you were secretly photographed. I just remember the cold sentence "Remember to secretly photograph next time", with the emphasis on stealth.

Since then, that blurred halo has become a cold and arrogant image in my eyes. Yes, I am obviously offended, but I think you are cold and arrogant. You have not been held accountable and you are extremely ungrateful.

Fortunately, this stereotype only lasted a short time.

Having said that, I must confess that the person who beat you in the bathroom of the military training base was actually me.But I swear on Pikachu's name, I didn't mean it, it was pure accidental injury, and it was all because of the slippery floor.The news that you have practiced judo is amazingly deterrent. I was really afraid of being beaten, so I had to accidentally hurt you and then pretended to pass by to help you, trying to make up for my mistakes.

I didn't expect that you were not only not angry, but also didn't want to find the culprit. You just thanked me for your help. The only deep contact I have had with you.

Before this trip we weren't even acquaintances, and now we're sitting in the same post office, sitting on opposite sides of the same table writing letters together, and it's pretty magical.

There is still one day before the end of the trip, my journey can go smoothly, thanks to your care these days, but I am writing this letter, neither to apologize nor to thank you, but because of something that has been bothering me these days things.

The longer we get along, the more I realize - you are really a good person.You are like a house of responsiveness. No matter how whispered I am, no matter how casually I say it, it seems that you will receive and respond in time. You accompany me shopping, borrow my clothes, sing the lively songs I want to hear, When you can’t straighten your legs, you are even willing to share a 1.5-meter youth hostel bed with me, and there are many things that are hard to think of at the moment. You let me understand how wonderful it is to be taken seriously.

Humans are probably contradictory creatures.

I praise you, but I hope you treat me well not just because you are a good person.

As smart as you are, you should have already guessed what I'm going to say next.

Yes, I like you.

I used to think that the sneak shot was a guilty conscience of being caught, and my heart beat fast without warning, but I recently realized that it was the first time you saw me, my brain went blank, and your voice was getting louder It was so clear in my heartbeat, and the indifference in that voice stung me again. Under the self-protection mechanism of face, I thought you were just good-looking, and had no special meaning to me. I told myself, Qin Sigu, you just didn’t see past life.

But until now, I have not been used to the world.

I should have been dull like this, turning a blind eye to this strangeness, and gradually moving towards the other side of the world far away from you. I shouldn’t have told you about this. Being secretly in love with a same-sex person I don’t like, it would be troublesome to think about it, maybe it’s not bad nausea.

And the reason why I choose to tell you is because I always have some kind of wonderful perception recently, do you... like me a little too?It's not the love between friends, it's the love that always wants to be with you, the love that wants to be with you all the time, it's my love for you, this kind of love.

It's a bit narcissistic to say so, but I really can't think of any other reason that would make you look at me the first time when everyone is laughing together, and then stagger away the first time you meet my eyes.And every time, you can always find me accurately from the crowd before I see such a dazzling you.And now, you may not realize that when you sit across from me and write a letter, you always sneak glances at me with a smile on your lips.

I presumptuously thought that you liked me, so I had the courage and impulse to tell you.In fact, I am a coward. I am so timid that I have to hesitate for a long time to add a dear before your name. I am so timid that I have to use games to cover up before I dare to let go of myself and kiss you secretly, so I wrote a letter to let you travel. After the end, we have to wait a long time for Liqiu to open it.

This letter is for respect, or commemoration.

Because I made my decision willfully, I'm going to tell you straight up that on the last night of the trip, regardless of the consequences, I just wanted to tell you that I like you.

If you feel the same as me, with my personality, you must have done a lot of things that I don't know, then it's time for me to approach you.Two people who like each other should be together, this is my willful and naive idea.

If everything is my own sentimentality, and I am just a temporary darling, then this letter should be able to explain the mental journey of a psychopath who likes you. If this is the case, I hope you can directly reject me (read the letter It’s not too late to add later), so that I can’t have the fluke mentality that I can achieve my goal with hard work. I know that I am a person who can do stupid things, and you don’t want to have annoying suitors who don’t know themselves.

Allow me to be sentimental for a while.

Don't feel guilty for rejecting me. When you read the letter, if someone asks me if I have ever liked someone else, I will definitely say that I have been blind.

You only need to finish reading a letter in Liqiu, and then forget the person who wrote it, just like passing by