thirteen letters

[An Bao, long time no see.

Let me start by apologizing to you for not fulfilling my promise to you.Do you remember the house we both financed and bought together?I'm sorry, but the decoration of this house has not been completed as we originally designed. Since you left it, work has stopped, the decoration team has been dismissed, and the furniture that has been purchased and delivered has been randomly placed in any corner.

A lot has happened lately, both good and bad.

Kuang Xia committed suicide by jumping off the building.You will definitely be surprised, because Kuang Xia has always been the cheerful and lively little sister in your eyes, but the fact is that she was fine before you left, except that she was more irritable.I think the sudden deterioration of her condition is largely related to me. Excessive worry about me made her die quickly in just one year.I am very guilty, but I can't take care of myself.

Kuang Xia Kuang Xia, Kuang Xia, is worthy of the name.

I didn't hold Kuang Xia's funeral in a big way, and I didn't call many people, because I didn't have the energy to handle all the processes and details meticulously. Obviously, Kuang Xia and I are as close as brothers and sisters, but I can only admit that I can't do what I want.

My condition is not very good either, it's not that I can't accept your departure so far, but that there are some serious physical problems.I used to think that my world would collapse after you left, but the fact is that I am still living a very good life, except that I am a little lonely; I did not expect that there will be physical problems, but it may be Is it also destined?I have carefully read the doctor's advice, but after Kuang Xia left, it seems that I have no reason to implement it.

In short, let's write here first. ]

He sighed and put down the pen in his hand.

The handwriting on the letter paper was ugly and scribbled at the beginning because of not holding the pen for a long time, but it gradually became more beautiful as the number of words increased.

He meticulously folded the letter paper, stuffed it into a kraft paper envelope, sealed it, and neatly wrote: Received by Yan An.

Only name, no address.

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"This house is very nice, isn't it? The location is good, the room type is good, and the orientation is good. Get a bay window that you like here, and you can nest here while coding at home, and code while basking in the sun." The man said and said Laughed out loud.

He turned his head to look at the man puzzled, not knowing what the man was laughing at.

The man rubbed his head: "When the time comes, you will definitely look like a cute and beautiful puppet."

"what?"

"Which room do you want to be the bedroom and which one is the study room? The study room also needs to be well designed. You have so many books and need a large-capacity bookshelf. I just need a big desk to put my two computers on it." "The man changed the subject in time, "Either take this one, the space is bigger, this one will be our bedroom, smaller and more cozy. When the time comes, you will hold your small laptop and sit next to me to type, and I will Type codes on the computer, the bed doesn’t need to be too big, so I can hold you in my arms when I sleep.”

In the two people's house, the man obviously put more thought into it. The man took him around the house twice, kept talking about his little thoughts with the relatively silent object, and asked the object's opinion from time to time , making some naughty jokes from time to time, making my partner's ears flush.

"Then let's do this first? I'll go back and summarize it, and find a designer to design it for us."

"Okay." He nodded in agreement.

The man suddenly hugged him tightly, burying his face in his neck.

"What's wrong?" He hugged the man puzzledly, and gently ran his hands along the man's hair.

"Thank you baby, we are going to have a home." The man's voice trembled a little.

In the evening, the gentle light shines from the window they designated as the living room area, making it very warm.

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It's a pity that how warm it used to be is now how cold it is.

He was standing in the position where the two of them embraced tightly at that time, and now he is the only one left, and the cleaned house is exactly the same as when they came to see it at that time.