Strong tease

After Gao Xihui left, Su Jing'an burst into tears.She collected all the photos of the two people's various gifts from when they were young, and put them at the bottom of the box.

In fact, there are not many things.

It seems that in their time, there were very few photos.

What Su Jing'an likes most is when she graduated with Gao Xihui. At the school gate, she was wearing a washed-out white shirt, with one arm around Su Jing'an's waist, smiling vigorously at the camera.Su Jing'an leaned against her a little bit shyly and also bowed his head and smiled.

How happy the two of them were at that time.

They are working hard for the future, and they want to live the best life for each other.

Now, they have everything, but lost the most precious.

Su Min was very worried about her. Taking advantage of the fact that the party school was not so strict during the closing period, she secretly went to see her aunt many times.

Su Jingan's reaction surprised and disturbed her.

She didn't say anything, most of the time she hugged Xi'an in silence.

Su Min spent this year on the go. When the exam was due at the end of the semester, she went to see Gao Xihui.

Gao Xihui seems to have returned to a normal track. This year, in order to meet the inspection, there are many tasks that she needs to take the lead in person. She flipped through the documents and pinched a cigarette in one hand: "Minmin, you have to concentrate on your studies. Other things should not be your responsibility." Thinking about it, you know?"

Su Min nodded, silently.

Kobu is so smart, she doesn't say anything, just look at her and she gets what she means.

Gao Xihui: "I'm getting old, and I have to cultivate a few useful people around me. Look at your masters..." She sighed, it's really good not to let her worry about it.

Su Min is also working hard. This year, following Gao Xihui, she has seen a lot, and her mind has gradually become more careful.

In Su Min's view, Gaobu is the same as before, nothing has changed.

But Xiao Jiang was a little anxious. She saw that Gao Bu picked up the expired medicine, and she started to lose her hair. When Xiao Jiang was cleaning the room, Gao Xihui smiled and asked, "You said I was Shouldn't I choose a wig? When I was young, I wanted to challenge green, but I didn't expect to be able to wear it at this age."

Xiao Jiang was upset when she heard that, so she went to Gao Xihui's personal doctor, who was a little annoyed, "I don't know what the chief went through, she finally let herself go, why did this happen again?"

Xiao Jiang was worried: "I just met an old friend."

The doctor didn't show any affection: "The one who abandoned her when she needed it the most, and made her wait for seven years to gradually come out of the shadows?"

Xiao Jiang: ...

What more can she say?

I can only hope that the high-level department can divert attention, such as training the people below to worry more, so that she may feel better?

"Su Min", who has a heavy responsibility, was not idle either. At the end of the semester, Su Min's friend called her: "Minmin, I'm checking the information here. Indeed, Uncle Su is checking on you again."

Su Min sighed after hearing this. At the beginning, after Su Pei was suppressed by Gao Xihui, he was indeed honest for a while, but who is he?The heart is smaller than sesame seeds, and he pays close attention to the dynamics of several people at any time. He probably also found out that his aunt and Gao Bu have completely broken up. His idea is very simple. Su Min had been at the party school all this time, and she had no close relationship with Gao Xihui, so he was naturally more certain of his judgment.

It's just that Dad's wishful thinking was wrong.

When Su Pei came to look for Su Min, he still had his usual aura, called her into the car, smoked a cigarette, and didn't speak at first, which put enough pressure on her.

Su Min didn't wait anxiously like before, and was even frightened by Su Pei's eyes. Now she sat in the car calmly, looking at Su Pei calmly.

"Xiao Liu, you go down first."

Su Min told the driver in the front row that it's not a glorious thing to fight between father and daughter, and she didn't want outsiders to watch the excitement.

Su Pei narrowed his eyes, "Do you know why I came to you today?"

Su Min nodded, and she met Su Pei's eyes: "You have caught Nanyang's trick, and you want to threaten me again."

The word "again" is ironic and funny, Su Pei crushed out the cigarette: "Hehe, it seems that there is a traitor around me."

Su Min didn't take it seriously, "Dad, you should understand a lot of things, right? You are in your forties, and after all these years you are still stuck in the position of the deputy department. The people around me have not been so active for a long time.”

Her words were too sharp, directly piercing the pain in Su Pei's heart for so many years.Su Pei's face changed drastically, he gritted his teeth and looked at Su Min ferociously.Okay, okay, this is the good daughter he raised.

Su Min said indifferently: "Father, I'm not a child anymore, and I won't be terrified after being frightened by you for a few words, besides, if you really want to restrain me, you can change the trick, just go back and forth like that, aren't you tired? "

Su Pei's anger rose sharply, and he felt that he almost lost his breath, "You, you..."

Su Min sighed, "Father, listen to my analysis. It's not that I look down on you, but that you think too highly of yourself. The giants in the Nanyang entertainment industry have survived for so many years. Is it because of us? Relationship? You know the relationship network behind it better than I do. I know that any matter, as long as you check it artificially, you can always find something wrong, and it is normal for you to catch some small horses. "

Su Pei's face turned purple.

Su Min: "Before, my aunt told me that I still don't believe you should treat a person in the same way. Now look at it, it's just a rainy day." She stared at Su Pei: "Father, what are you doing?" Years, hands and feet are not clean."

Speaking such creepy words in such a flat tone, Su Pei looked at his daughter and felt a sense of weightlessness in his heart as he fell from a high place at a rapid speed.

Can't catch it, lost it, and finally lost his own daughter.

Su Min: "I don't think I need to bring you any materials or anything like that. Many people under your command have already called me every day during the Chinese New Year. You know about this, don't you?"

Su Pei stared at Su Min fiercely.

Su Min looked at him calmly: "Besides, Dad, you forgot the warning from the high department."

Su Min knows who Gao Xihui is, and the relationship between her and her aunt is not something outsiders can see through.

as predicted.

In the afternoon, Su Pei received a transfer order from the district, a red-headed document.He looked at the document, stunned for a long time, and almost passed out.

Su Pei went to the leader in a panic, and the leader made tea for him with a smile, "Actually, Lao Pei, this is also a good thing. You see, you haven't been promoted for so many years, and at this age, why don't you make a breakthrough?" What to do? Maybe I will be in this position for the rest of my life, so if you go to aid Tibet, you can help Tibet. I heard people say that the scenery there is very beautiful.”

Su Pei couldn't help cursing swear words.

He hurried home and hugged his sister crying bitterly.

Su Jing'an almost doesn't care about the facts now, and his work is not as hard as before, and his whole person is much calmer.

For her, life has lost the meaning of struggle.

Looking at his younger brother who was crying with tears all over his face, Su Jing'an said calmly, "The file has already been downloaded, hasn't it?"

What are you looking for her for?

Su Pei raised his head and looked at his sister in disbelief: "You...you know all about it?"

Su Jingan looked at him indifferently.

Su Pei stared at her for a long time, and the anger of this day suddenly vented, "Pervert, is that pervert doing it???!!! Hehe, if she doesn't get you, she will destroy me???"

He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists: "She is taking revenge, revenge on our family!!!"

Su Jingan stared at him calmly for a moment, "And then? What are you going to do?"

Su Pei's chest seemed to be pressed against a stone, and he couldn't breathe.

Su Jing'an: "She's already lenient, so don't push yourself further, and—" She looked at her younger brother with a coldness never before: "If you dare to insult her again, don't blame me for doing it myself."

"sister!"

Su Pei looked at Su Jing'an in disbelief, "Are you crazy? Don't want your brother for her??? You have already separated. Back then, if it wasn't for her, you would have married Yan Cheng long ago. I still use this Looking at her face like a dog?"

Su Jingan walked over and stared at Su Pei like a knife: "Did my silence all these years make you like this? Su Pei, let me tell you, don't bother about Minmin in the future. If I Besides, if you threaten her with something, I won't let you go without Gao Xihui's action. You know, this is what I hate the most. "

The indecision back then made her regret for the rest of her life. Su Jing'an treated Su Min as her daughter and would never let such a thing happen to her.

Su Pei looked at his sister's ashen face, he knew that his departure was a certainty and there was no room for reversal, he sneered: "Hehe, no matter what, sister, you will never get her again in this lifetime, so just let me go." Like me and Yirou, this is the predestined fate of our Su family."

Cruel words bring out dripping blood.

That night, Su Jing'an had a fever. When the fever was dim, she tilted her head and murmured: "Hui Hui, I was wrong... Come back..."

It burned for a whole day.

She didn't tell anyone, she carried it silently.

After burning.

Su Jingan asked for a leave of absence from the bureau, which was not considered a leave of absence. It was the first time in more than ten years that she voluntarily asked for annual leave.

The leader was quite surprised and smiled: "You are not in a good state recently, you need to rest and rest, let us know what's going on."

Su Jingan nodded.

She has nowhere to go.

Just holding Xi'an and walking the route that she and Gao Xihui used to travel poorly when they were young.

At that time, the two of them had no money, so they had to plan carefully even if they went out to play.

Gao Xihui bought a second-hand bicycle, and it made a "squeaky" sound when he rode it, but even so, the two of them were talking and laughing happily, and they were so happy along the way.

At that time, Su Jing'an would hide his head behind her back, put his arms around her waist, and smell the nice scent of soap on her body.

Nowadays, with advanced technology, wherever you want to go, the plane will arrive soon.

But Su Jing'an couldn't find the happiness he had back then.

She stayed in Tianya Haijiao where the two of them went for an extra day.

She likes that alley the most, and Gao Xihui even made an appointment with her to revisit it ten years later.

Now, 20 years have almost passed before she came back.

But yes, only a single shadow.

The scenery is still the same, and the people around me are not there, so everything will lose its bright colors.

Su Jing'an walked and watched all the way, and when he arrived at the restaurant the two of them had been to before, he unexpectedly found that it hadn't been demolished yet.

At that time, the restaurant was very modern, called Wangchuan Terrace.

This is similar to Lin Xiaoxiao's waiting bar. In Chinese myths and legends, after death, people have to pass through the gate of ghosts, pass through Huangquan Road, and between Huangquan Road and Hades, the Wangchuan River is the dividing line.

Wang Chuan separated life and death.

There is a vast sea of ​​people, and they will never see each other again.

She heard that the boss's husband died at work, so she opened this store.

Back then, there were not many people, and everyone was a bit taboo, but now, when Su Jingan went in for a stroll, he was surprised to find that there were many people, and the room was very special. It was a place to eat, but there was a book on each table, and there were many young people. People are sketching and writing something.

Su Jing'an casually flipped through a book, opened the first page and understood.

——Comrade Xiao Liu, I haven’t waited for your call until now. I will forget you here on April 2019, 4. My old lady will never wait for you for a second.

……

She looked down, feeling a little sour in her heart.

When you are young, you don't know how to cherish, and you don't know how to cherish your feelings.

She sat down, ordered a glass of lemonade, and looked around to rest.

Unexpectedly, in front of the bar, a middle-aged woman was staring at her.

At first Su Jing'an didn't pay attention, but after the two of them looked at each other for a while, the woman was quite surprised: "You are An'an?"

Su Jing'an was stunned. With such an intimate address, she had no impression of the person in front of her at all.

The woman smiled, "I am He Hui, the proprietress here, you may not remember it, I met you and her 20 years ago."

20 years ago...

Su Jingan stared at her.

He Hui sized her up, then subconsciously looked outside the door.

This action made Su Jing'an's heart suddenly ache, "She didn't come."

She knew that He Hui was looking for Gao Xihui.

He Hui said "ah", as if feeling emotional: "A few years ago, she came every year, I thought you would be together... sorry."

Su Jing'an looked at her: "Has she been here all these years?"

He Hui nodded, "How else would I remember you, I don't have a photographic memory."

Su Jing'an lowered his head and remained silent for a moment, and when he raised his head again, his eyes were red.

Although she is no longer young, she still has the charm of a beauty. He Hui has been used to the joys and sorrows of many couples in the past 20 years. She talked a lot. She took a cup of tea and chatted with Su Jingan. I come here once every few months, as if I was waiting for something, and when I talk to her, she ignores her, and she has a very bad temper."

"Later, as the time interval increased, her mood improved and she would talk to us occasionally."

"I have been here for seven years, one after another. There have been great changes in those seven years. She sings very well, and she even sang a song on stage during the Spring Festival one year."

……

Zhang Hui talked for a long time, and a waiter who was not young next to her stared at Su Jing'an for a long time, and took out a CD from the back, "This is it."

The people in this store seem to be very welcoming.

They put the disc in a DVD that has been out of use for a long time.

During the Spring Festival at that time, there were not many people in the whole restaurant.

Gao Xihui sat there with a bottle of wine in his hand, with melancholy in his eyes.

young her...

Everyone around was having a carnival, but she was the only one who was drinking.

Su Jing'an glanced at it, tears streaming down his face.

Gao Xihui's complexion was very bad, and there were dark circles under her eyes. She was sitting beside her all the time. In the end, it was Zhang Hui who coaxed her to get on stage.

She sang "Leaves".

Gao Xihui's voice is very good. When he was young, he often claimed to be a capable singer.

She held the microphone in one hand and pinched a cigarette in the other, her voice full of desolation and sadness.

——I eat and travel alone, stop and go

Also read and write letters alone and have a heart-to-heart conversation

It's just that where my heart drifted to, I can't even see clearly...

At the end of the song, Gao Xihui looked up at the camera with tears in his eyes.

There were cheers from the audience. After Gao Xihui went back, she didn't say anything, but just picked up the wine bottle to drink again. In the last scene, she scratched something on the table with her hand.

Everyone thought she wrote it casually, but Su Jingan saw at a glance that she wrote the word An An.

After that.

Zhang Hui and the waiter were quite emotional. They had been in the shop for so many years, and it was the first time they had seen each other for such a long time, and the other half found it.At that time, Gao Xihui always had a photo of the two of them in his wallet, and he came here too many times. Zhang Hui saw it at the checkout and asked casually, "Is your lover?"

Gao Xihui didn't speak at that time, but lowered his head and bit his lip.

When Zhang Hui turned around and saw that Su Jingan's eyes were full of tears, she thought for a while, "Wait a minute."

She got up, walked to the counter, kicked away the waiter who was playing with her mobile phone, and searched, "Where did you go?"

Dust flew among the poplars.

After searching for a full 10 minutes, Zhang Hui took out a thick book from the cabinet and handed it to Su Jing'an.

"We have a rule in Wangchuan. The retention period for the guest's writing is one year. She should have destroyed the book, but she has been too old, so I will let it go. I don't think she will come. If you can open it, take it."

Su Jingan took it subconsciously. It was an old-fashioned combination lock diary. Without hesitation, she pressed 1125 for her own birthday. With a "click", the diary opened.