Strong tease

Such an aunt, Su Min felt distressed and at a loss. She hugged Su Jing'an, she didn't know why her aunt was crying so hard, but she also knew that saying anything at this time was superfluous.

On that day, Su Jing'an huddled herself in the room for a long time, she listened to "The Year in a Hurry" repeatedly, and did not even hold the evening meeting.

Gao Xihui just heard it when she passed by her door, and she left after a long silence.

——If goodbye can’t be red-eyed

Can you still blush

……

If the past is still worthy of nostalgia, don't settle down too quickly

Who would be willing to leave each other alone like this

We owe each other we owe each other

……

At around nine o'clock, she went to see Mr. Huang, and told Mr. Huang exactly what she wanted to express.

Huang Lao was silent for a long time, she lowered her head, still rolling the old cigarettes in her hand, "I'm old, I can't control you too much, but, Xiao Hui, you are the one I brought out, I don't know you yet What? Tell me the truth, can you really forget her? "

"I can't forget it." Gao Xihui's frankness made Huang Lao raise his head.

Gao Xihui looked at her and said calmly: "Not only can't I forget when I was young, but I can't forget now and from now on."

Her voice was a little choked up, and her eyes were wet, "She promised me, but she didn't do it back then. But I promised her, and I will never forget it in my life."

"But... Mr. Huang, I'm tired and tired, and I don't want to continue entanglement like this. Let's keep the best appearance of each other in our hearts at the beginning."

"That's also good, I don't hate her anymore."

……

Walking out of Mr. Huang's office, Gao Xihui called Xiao Jiang and asked her to pack her luggage.

Xiao Jiang was stunned for a long time, although he was full of doubts, he still packed everything.

Gaobu didn't have much luggage, so Xiao Jiang packed it in half an hour. Before leaving, she called Su Min.

Su Min was still at her aunt's place. When she heard Xiao Jiang's news, she didn't know what it was like.

After hanging up the phone, Su Jing'an seemed to know. She looked at Su Min and said faintly, "She's gone."

Su Min nodded, "Yes."

Su Jing'an didn't want to appear so vulnerable, but tears still fell, and she gently wiped them away: "I know, she is like this."

So, back then, she mustered up the courage countless times but did not dare to go to Gao Xihui.

If it wasn't for Su Min who made the two of them implicated.

She was afraid that she would never have such courage in her life.

But what's the use of having it?

Gao Xihui no longer needed it, not even her sorry.

Between them, there is no going back after all.

At night, Su Min suffered from insomnia, she was sitting on a long chair looking at the moon, Lin Xiaoxiao took out a coat, put it on her shoulders, sat behind her and hugged her.

Neither of them spoke, they listened quietly to each other's heartbeat.

I don't know how long it took.

Su Min murmured: "I never understood why Gao Bu helped so many people, my master, my master's master, and us, always telling us not to miss it, why did she To be missed."

Now, she understands.

Probably because she doesn't want anyone to experience the pain she once experienced.

Lin Xiaoxiao rested her head on her back and murmured: "We won't miss it, we want to be together for the rest of our lives."

Su Min's heart felt like it was raining, she turned around and hugged Lin Xiaoxiao, "I just feel that it's a pity that we still love each other, but we have to miss our whole life like this."

miss……

Probably the most painful and sad time.

Lin Xiaoxiao looked at Su Min: "There is no empathy in this world, Gaobu has her own plan, Minmin—"

Su Min nodded, his eyes darkened, "I see."

She won't interfere anymore.

I just hope that these two people can really live peacefully and be well with each other as they said later.

After Gaobu left, Mr. Huang once approached Su Jingan. She didn't say the reason for Gao Xihui's departure, but only told him: "You are not young anymore, you should pay attention to your health in everything, you know?"

Su Jing'an nodded. She looked at Huang Lao with emptiness in her eyes.

She began to have inexplicable insomnia.

Can't sleep all night.

When Gao Xihui was young, many words that Gao Xihui said while holding her in his arms would pass by her ears now, as if his lips were pressed against her ears.

In just half a month, she lost ten pounds.

Su Min was terrified. She took her aunt to check her body, and all the departments were transferred. There was nothing wrong with her.

Luo Xin was also anxious. In the end, she discussed with Su Min: "Why don't we see a psychiatrist."

When the word mild depression appeared on the medical certificate, Luo Xin and Su Min were silent.

Is aunt punishing herself?

She wants to walk the path that Gao Xihui walked.

Su Min had no choice, Su Jing'an also had no children, and she was in a closed training at the party school, so most of the care could only be entrusted to Lin Xiaoxiao.

Lin Xiaoxiao doesn't know how to serve others, but she feels that she can learn anything. Su Jing'an is Su Min's aunt, who raised her more like a mother, and she should be filial.

Whenever she was free, Lin Xiaoxiao ran towards Su Jingan.

She found that if her aunt was working well, she still looked like a normal person, but if she was at home, it was as if she didn't exist, listening to music and reading in the corner by herself, and occasionally just letting go for a whole day.

Seeing her getting worse and worse, Lin Xiaoxiao also became anxious, but she didn't dare to tell Su Min that she was afraid and anxious, so she could only keep looking for a psychiatrist.

The doctor heard her situation, and gave Lin Xiaoxiao a simple analysis: "Actually, the root of her self-torture is that she can't escape. You can see that she recalls the past more and more, and misses the past more and more. To put it bluntly..." She looked at Lin Xiaoxiao: "She may not have any thoughts about life anymore."

This frightened Lin Xiaoxiao.

No idea of ​​life?

How old is my aunt, she is only 45 years old, and she doesn't want to live anymore?

Silently hesitated many times, Lin Xiaoxiao went to Gaobu anyway.

When she arrived at the tax bureau, Lin Xiaoxiao didn't find Gao Bu, but met Xiao Jiang.

Xiao Jiang looked at her with obvious vigilance in his eyes: "What's the matter? Are you looking for Minmin?"

Lin Xiaoxiao looked at her, "I'm looking for the senior department." She knew that Xiao Jiang would refuse, "There may be a problem with Bureau Su."

Hearing this, Xiao Jiang was stunned. What's wrong with Director Su?

Lin Xiaoxiao didn't hide anything, and told Xiao Jiang everything about Su Jing'an recently.

Xiao Jiang bit her lip: "The high-ranking officer went to hide when he came back from the party school."

Lin Xiaoxiao felt distressed when she heard this.

One is depressed, and the other went to Tibet. Do they want to punish themselves like this?

"You wait."

Xiao Jiang didn't dare to make decisions easily, but she knew Su Jing'an's position in Gao Bu's heart. If something really happened, Gao Bu would be in pain and regret for the rest of his life.

Xiao Jiang told Gao Xihui what happened concisely on the phone, Gao Xihui was silent for a moment, and hung up the phone after saying "um".

Xiao Jiang didn't dare to ask more questions, so naturally Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't ask too.

Both of them were apprehensive.

But no one expected that at three o'clock in the morning that day, Gao Xihui rushed back by plane, that is to say, the moment she hung up the phone, she booked a ticket and left everything in her hand to come back.

At the airport, Lin Xiaoxiao and Xiao Jiang were waiting.

Gao Xihui didn't even have any luggage. She was still wearing a windproof suit. When she got off the plane, she looked at the two of them: "Where are they?"

Lin Xiaoxiao brought Gao Xihui to Su Jing'an.

Opening the door, Xi'an thought it was Lin Xiaoxiao, and was about to walk over lazily, but suddenly saw Gao Xihui, and it meowed aggrievedly, ran over and jumped on Gao Xihui's body.

Gao Xihui hugged her and looked up into the room.

Su Jing'an was sitting on the big cushion in the living room with his back to her. She looked out of the window with no expression on her face, and her eyes seemed out of focus.

Lin Xiaoxiao closed the door gently for the two of them.

Gao Xihui approached Xi'an with her arms in her arms. Every time she took a step, her heart ached.

This picture once appeared in her mind thousands of times when she was suffering in the middle of the night.

she goes home.

At home, Su Jing'an and Xi'an were waiting for her.

None of them have changed.

Neither left.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Su Jing'an thought it was Su Min, and she said calmly, "Minmin, are you here again?"

Gao Xihui looked at her terribly thin body, took a deep breath, "It's me."

The choking voice caused Su Jingan's body to tremble suddenly. She turned around and looked at Gao Xihui in disbelief.

The two looked at each other quietly.

All wept silently.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Jing'an smiled, and she stood up: "You're back? I'll cook for you."

With such words, such gentle gaze, Gao Xihui felt like he was in a dream again, and he couldn't even distinguish the real from the fake around him. Only when he looked down and saw Xi'an's no longer soft fur did he know that in the blink of an eye, the two of them had long since disappeared. young.

Su Jing'an got busy in the kitchen.

She cooked four dishes, all of which were Gao Xihui's favorites when he was young.

Her taste is relatively strong, at that time Su Jing'an was always in charge of her, Gao Xihui acted coquettishly and had a playful smile, always pleading that it was the last bite.

Under the light blue firelight, the breath of home is spreading.

Xi'an was also rewarded with fish bones. He was satisfied with his meal and looked at his two masters meowingly.

Boiled pork slices, spicy lobster, fried eggplant box, sweet and sour pork...

All put up.

Gao Xihui stared blankly at Su Jing'an, watching her set the table and chopsticks, and watching her raise her head and smile at her tenderly, with the tenderness in her eyes that made her miss her for half a lifetime: "Hui Hui, come and eat."

Something jumped out of her heart until it reached her eyes, Gao Xihui raised her head, and she walked over.

She shouldn't be crying.

She knew Su Jing'an too well.

Since it's the last, shouldn't we leave the most tender side of each other?

The two of them sat there, opened a glass of red wine specially, and ate quietly.

No one spoke.

The familiar atmosphere gradually permeated, and after a long time, Su Jingan looked at Gao Xihui who had already eaten a bowl of rice: "Do you want more?"

Gao Xihui shook his head, tears fell on the table.

Su Jingan took a tissue, walked over, squatted beside her, and wiped her clean little by little.

This was what Su Jingan did most often when Gao Xihui was feeling uncomfortable.

Today, the movements are still so proficient, as if they have never left these years.

"Huihui, can I listen to your song again?"

This was Su Jing'an's last small request, Gao Xihui nodded, she walked over, and wrapped Su Jing'an in her arms like she did when she was young.

When the familiar breath hit his nostrils, Su Jingan still shed tears after holding back for a long time.

"The most romantic thing I can think of is growing old with you..."

Whispering singing, countless pictures flashed before his eyes, Gao Xihui hugged Su Jingan tightly, "You will still treat me as a treasure in your palm until we are too old to go anywhere..."

After the last line was sung, the tears of the two blended together, and they couldn't tell each other apart.

in a second.

Just this last second.

Su Jingan leaned against Gao Xihui, greedily feeling the warmth of her embrace.

I don't know how long it took.

The two stood up, and Gao Xihui gently kissed Su Jingan's forehead as he did many times before: "You have to be good."

Su Jingan closed his eyes, "You too."

Xi'an looked at the appearance of the two masters, and seemed a little puzzled. It screamed anxiously, and kept scratching Gao Xihui's trouser legs with its paws.

Gao Xihui bent down and touched its forehead, "You should be fine too."

The moment you close the door.

Looking at each other for the last time, Gao Xihui and Su Jingping both smiled, with tears in their eyes.

So be it.

The ends of the earth, everyone is safe.