What is your choice? ?
Chapter 88
You have chosen [B. Open the door of the room]
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The smile on Red's face makes you uneasy, but you know you have no choice - because you made up your mind the moment you stepped into the club.
You swear to God that you will never make the same mistake again, never leave Teacher Yu alone like last time, even if it means you will pay a painful price, what awaits you is endless darkness...
So you walked to the door in a few steps, and gently opened the door, as decisive as opening a Pandora's box.
The room was silent, and none of the lights were turned on.You subconsciously slowed down your breathing, and looked at the furnishings in the room by the light outside the house.You think that according to Mr. Yu's personality of pursuing perfection, his room must be orderly.But to your surprise, in this room of less than ten square meters, clothes and all kinds of sundries are thrown on the ground in a mess, which looks like a small garbage dump.
Your eyes avoided the clutter, and it took a while to catch the slightly bulging silhouette under the quilt.You took two steps forward, and cautiously called out "Teacher Yu", but the person huddled under the blanket was still lying motionless, and there was no sound in the surroundings except for your uncontrolled heartbeat.
You couldn't help swallowing your saliva, and moved closer again, and now you could clearly see his exposed cheeks covered by his hair.His closed eyelashes seemed to merge with the bangs on his forehead, and one arm was stretched out, hanging silently on the other side of the bed.
A strong uneasiness suddenly flooded your heart, so you staggered back a few steps, and pressed the light in the room with trembling fingers.
The light flickered twice before slowly turning on.How much you wish Teacher Yu could move his body due to the sudden light, slowly get up from the bed, and ask you about your intention to come to the club with a sleepy face... Even if he directly points at your nose and tells you to get out, you still feel the same in your heart willing.
But Teacher Yu just lay there quietly, with his body sideways, like a statue made of plaster.You yelled a few more times, each louder than the last, but he still turned his back to you and didn't respond.
Your heart suddenly sank, and you rushed to the other side of the bed.The moment your eyes moved down, you suddenly felt a strong dizziness, your knees softened, and you knelt straight on the ground.
What came into view was a pool of dried blood, and further up was a pale forearm.Dried blood flowed vertically into the palm of the palm along the two slits on the wrist, and slid along the slightly opened crevices to the fingertips, staining the nails red.
You stare wide-eyed at the bruised wound on his wrist, the double image caused by dizziness is like a filter, making everything in your retina illusory.But even so, the two repeatedly cut wounds still stung your eyes and made you tremble all over. You couldn't raise your arms and put your fingers under his nose for a long time.
"Don't think about it, his body has been cold for several hours." In an instant, you heard a voice faintly coming from your ear, with a hint of mockery mixed in the tone.You turned your head in a trance, and saw Xiaoqing looking down at you from a high position, with an indifference in his dark eyes that made you shudder.
"I saw him well in the morning. Judging by the blood, it probably happened around noon." Xiaoqing turned around calmly, pointing her fingertips at the blade soaked in blood on the ground. The blade is quite blunt, and he can cut the wound back and forth with all his heart, it seems that he really doesn't want to live."
Xiaohong peeped behind Xiaoqing, clicked twice in the direction of Teacher Yu's wound, and sighed: "It's a pity that the vein was cut. If the artery is cut, the blood splatter must be spectacular!"
Xiaohong chirped and commented on Teacher Yu's death, but you didn't listen to a word, and stared at Teacher Yu's peaceful face without blinking.Teacher Yu's eyes were tightly closed, and his expression was peaceful. If he ignored the tragic wound on his hand and the bleeding all over the floor, no one would have thought that the person on the bed would have passed away.
You remained silent, looking at his pretty face quietly, your eyes slid down along his carefully drawn eyebrows, through the neatly brushed eyelashes, across the full and seductive eyelashes. Human red lips.At that moment, an unprecedented daze engulfed you and wrapped your consciousness, like a closed bubble that isolated you from everything in the room.
You look at Mr. Yu's face through the transparent film. Sometimes his facial features look like a swollen sponge, and sometimes they look like wrinkled pickles, all kinds of strange and absurd.You tugged at the corners of your mouth, tears rolled down your eyeballs in an instant, the bubble burst, and Teacher Yu's distorted face returned to its original shape.
——How can people die so easily?
You are genuinely confused, but you can't figure it out.
You have already experienced many deaths, and even took the lives of others with your own hands.But there has never been a death that made you feel so sad and bewildered, and deeply understand how short a person's life is.
You sat slumped on the ground, staring blankly at Teacher Yu's face, your mind went blank.A body approached you quietly, with its chin resting on your slightly trembling shoulder.You hear a burst of giggling, and someone blew mischievously in your ear.
"Why are you crying? It's you who caused Xiao Yu'er to commit suicide." Xiao Hong said each word in a soft and slow voice, like a candied fruit stained with poison, so sweet that it makes people sick.
"We were rotten in the quagmire, but you forcibly intervened in our lives. If you hadn't appeared here all the time, reminding Xiao Yu'er that he would never regain his purity in his life, and he would have performed in front of the world openly. How can the depression get worse, and you can't think about it if you are not careful?"
When Xiaohong said this, she casually brushed the broken hair on your sideburns with her little finger: "Besides, you were ungrateful last time, and you left without even looking at him. Xiao Yu'er was heartbroken after waking up." , I was still crying there for a long time, and people who didn’t know thought it was the first time he did this kind of work. You know, he didn’t shed a single tear when he performed for the first time.”
"How can you be so cruel? Xiao Yu'er took all the torture for you, but the one who waited was treachery. Do you think he will die with regret when he dies?"
From time to time, Xiaohong's open and closed jaws pressed against your shoulders, but you just froze in place stupidly, your brain went blank as if shutting down, and all the muscles in your whole body felt numb as if they had been injected with anesthesia.
At this time, Xiaohong suddenly let go of your shoulders, and her two eyes were fixed on your confused eyes.
"It's all your fault," he breathed out, but his voice was sonorous and powerful, "If it wasn't for you, Xiao Yu'er wouldn't have died."
"—This is not suicide, he was killed by you."
You can't remember what happened after that.
It wasn't until someone from the Public Security Bureau came to confirm that Teacher Yu was dead and sent him to the funeral parlor for cremation, that you finally came to your senses, and reflexively grabbed Teacher Yu's cold wrist.
You grabbed it too quickly, and your fingers caught off guard the dry blood on Teacher Yu's wrist.You raised your eyelids, and the two uneven imprints were like two extremely deep ditches that cut open your numb heart.
At this moment, you suddenly and inappropriately remembered the scene before Cheng Jin's death—the white mask that was taken off, the words that made you feel incredible but deeply touched, and the "three" engraved heavily on your palm.
three……
You muttered silently, the eyes that were originally out of focus suddenly converged at one point, and the two straight bloodstains also came into view.
Your mouth opened involuntarily, but you couldn't spit out half a syllable, and your beating heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
——At this moment, the parallel cut marks, one long and one short, somehow remind you of the number "two".
You wanted to take a closer look at the two suspected digital wounds, but you were scolded by the police officers.Your body trembled, and the hand holding Mr. Yu's wrist loosened, and his forearm, which had started to turn gray and stiff, slipped out of your palm in an instant.
"My condolences." The man with a mediocre face said formulaically, and he worked with another man in uniform to lift Teacher Yu's body.He raised his big hand, and the white cloth covered Teacher Yu from head to toe, including the wrist hanging down the edge of the stretcher.
So the scar that resembled "two" was also hidden under the white cloth, and could never be seen again.
Teacher Yu has no relatives, but for Xiaohong and Xiaoqing, calling the police for him and not letting his body rot in the room is already the greatest kindness.Therefore, Mr. Yu's funeral and death certificate are all handled by you.
When you finished dealing with Mr. Yu's funeral, witnessed him being pushed into the crematorium, and his ashes were laid, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.
Walking on the bustling streets, a deep-seated exhaustion surged up belatedly, but it made the expression on your face more calm.You felt that your heart died the moment you saw the public security personnel covering Teacher Yu with a white cloth, so no amount of grief could touch your heart.
But even if your heart has long since died, your body is still alive, as if reminding you all the time that you are still alive.
You are confused by this cognition, and you don't understand why you, the chief culprit, are still standing here, but the innocent people are long gone.But even if you want to break your head, the established facts cannot be changed after all, and there is no one to answer the doubts in your heart.
——There is no fairness in the world.
You thought blankly, your heart beating at an extremely steady rate.
Yes, if this world is fair, then you would not have the ability to recall death in the first place.And you who hurt Teacher Yu shouldn't stand here.
So, why is Teacher Yu the one who died, but not you?
If you didn't go to the club back then, if you didn't agree to be an assistant back then, if you promised Mr. Y to replace Teacher Yu...
——If everything that happened at the beginning was repeated.
When you think of this, your whole body trembles, and your heart, which has been silent for a long time, suddenly starts beating wildly.
At some point, the originally bustling street spontaneously vacated a small vacuum for you, and the passers-by walking aside curiously and secretly looked at you standing there with tears streaming down your face, talking in a low voice but not daring to disturb you without authorization.
In a trance, you suddenly recalled what Teacher Yu said before his death.
"There is no real medicine for regret in the world. As long as you take a wrong step, you will never go back." At that time, Teacher Yu had just severed the relationship with you as a teacher and apprentice. When he said this, he was facing you sideways, blocking it with his hair He has half of his cheek, so you can't see the expression on his face clearly.At that time, you hadn't recovered from Teacher Yu's unilateral severance of contact, and you didn't understand or care about this sentence.But when you understand the truth in his words, it's too late.
You are crying, and there is a fog in front of you.
Teacher Yu, I understand, I understand now...
No matter how much you are favored by the world, you can come back from the dead countless times, there are still some things that you cannot undo, and you can only watch them happen.
There is no medicine for regret in the world, and life can never really be repeated.
At this time, you choose-
【A. Do nothing】
【B. Back to Director Jiang's apartment】
【C. Call Ye Zi】
【D. Continue to roam the streets】
———————————————————————————————————
The smile on Red's face makes you uneasy, but you know you have no choice - because you made up your mind the moment you stepped into the club.
You swear to God that you will never make the same mistake again, never leave Teacher Yu alone like last time, even if it means you will pay a painful price, what awaits you is endless darkness...
So you walked to the door in a few steps, and gently opened the door, as decisive as opening a Pandora's box.
The room was silent, and none of the lights were turned on.You subconsciously slowed down your breathing, and looked at the furnishings in the room by the light outside the house.You think that according to Mr. Yu's personality of pursuing perfection, his room must be orderly.But to your surprise, in this room of less than ten square meters, clothes and all kinds of sundries are thrown on the ground in a mess, which looks like a small garbage dump.
Your eyes avoided the clutter, and it took a while to catch the slightly bulging silhouette under the quilt.You took two steps forward, and cautiously called out "Teacher Yu", but the person huddled under the blanket was still lying motionless, and there was no sound in the surroundings except for your uncontrolled heartbeat.
You couldn't help swallowing your saliva, and moved closer again, and now you could clearly see his exposed cheeks covered by his hair.His closed eyelashes seemed to merge with the bangs on his forehead, and one arm was stretched out, hanging silently on the other side of the bed.
A strong uneasiness suddenly flooded your heart, so you staggered back a few steps, and pressed the light in the room with trembling fingers.
The light flickered twice before slowly turning on.How much you wish Teacher Yu could move his body due to the sudden light, slowly get up from the bed, and ask you about your intention to come to the club with a sleepy face... Even if he directly points at your nose and tells you to get out, you still feel the same in your heart willing.
But Teacher Yu just lay there quietly, with his body sideways, like a statue made of plaster.You yelled a few more times, each louder than the last, but he still turned his back to you and didn't respond.
Your heart suddenly sank, and you rushed to the other side of the bed.The moment your eyes moved down, you suddenly felt a strong dizziness, your knees softened, and you knelt straight on the ground.
What came into view was a pool of dried blood, and further up was a pale forearm.Dried blood flowed vertically into the palm of the palm along the two slits on the wrist, and slid along the slightly opened crevices to the fingertips, staining the nails red.
You stare wide-eyed at the bruised wound on his wrist, the double image caused by dizziness is like a filter, making everything in your retina illusory.But even so, the two repeatedly cut wounds still stung your eyes and made you tremble all over. You couldn't raise your arms and put your fingers under his nose for a long time.
"Don't think about it, his body has been cold for several hours." In an instant, you heard a voice faintly coming from your ear, with a hint of mockery mixed in the tone.You turned your head in a trance, and saw Xiaoqing looking down at you from a high position, with an indifference in his dark eyes that made you shudder.
"I saw him well in the morning. Judging by the blood, it probably happened around noon." Xiaoqing turned around calmly, pointing her fingertips at the blade soaked in blood on the ground. The blade is quite blunt, and he can cut the wound back and forth with all his heart, it seems that he really doesn't want to live."
Xiaohong peeped behind Xiaoqing, clicked twice in the direction of Teacher Yu's wound, and sighed: "It's a pity that the vein was cut. If the artery is cut, the blood splatter must be spectacular!"
Xiaohong chirped and commented on Teacher Yu's death, but you didn't listen to a word, and stared at Teacher Yu's peaceful face without blinking.Teacher Yu's eyes were tightly closed, and his expression was peaceful. If he ignored the tragic wound on his hand and the bleeding all over the floor, no one would have thought that the person on the bed would have passed away.
You remained silent, looking at his pretty face quietly, your eyes slid down along his carefully drawn eyebrows, through the neatly brushed eyelashes, across the full and seductive eyelashes. Human red lips.At that moment, an unprecedented daze engulfed you and wrapped your consciousness, like a closed bubble that isolated you from everything in the room.
You look at Mr. Yu's face through the transparent film. Sometimes his facial features look like a swollen sponge, and sometimes they look like wrinkled pickles, all kinds of strange and absurd.You tugged at the corners of your mouth, tears rolled down your eyeballs in an instant, the bubble burst, and Teacher Yu's distorted face returned to its original shape.
——How can people die so easily?
You are genuinely confused, but you can't figure it out.
You have already experienced many deaths, and even took the lives of others with your own hands.But there has never been a death that made you feel so sad and bewildered, and deeply understand how short a person's life is.
You sat slumped on the ground, staring blankly at Teacher Yu's face, your mind went blank.A body approached you quietly, with its chin resting on your slightly trembling shoulder.You hear a burst of giggling, and someone blew mischievously in your ear.
"Why are you crying? It's you who caused Xiao Yu'er to commit suicide." Xiao Hong said each word in a soft and slow voice, like a candied fruit stained with poison, so sweet that it makes people sick.
"We were rotten in the quagmire, but you forcibly intervened in our lives. If you hadn't appeared here all the time, reminding Xiao Yu'er that he would never regain his purity in his life, and he would have performed in front of the world openly. How can the depression get worse, and you can't think about it if you are not careful?"
When Xiaohong said this, she casually brushed the broken hair on your sideburns with her little finger: "Besides, you were ungrateful last time, and you left without even looking at him. Xiao Yu'er was heartbroken after waking up." , I was still crying there for a long time, and people who didn’t know thought it was the first time he did this kind of work. You know, he didn’t shed a single tear when he performed for the first time.”
"How can you be so cruel? Xiao Yu'er took all the torture for you, but the one who waited was treachery. Do you think he will die with regret when he dies?"
From time to time, Xiaohong's open and closed jaws pressed against your shoulders, but you just froze in place stupidly, your brain went blank as if shutting down, and all the muscles in your whole body felt numb as if they had been injected with anesthesia.
At this time, Xiaohong suddenly let go of your shoulders, and her two eyes were fixed on your confused eyes.
"It's all your fault," he breathed out, but his voice was sonorous and powerful, "If it wasn't for you, Xiao Yu'er wouldn't have died."
"—This is not suicide, he was killed by you."
You can't remember what happened after that.
It wasn't until someone from the Public Security Bureau came to confirm that Teacher Yu was dead and sent him to the funeral parlor for cremation, that you finally came to your senses, and reflexively grabbed Teacher Yu's cold wrist.
You grabbed it too quickly, and your fingers caught off guard the dry blood on Teacher Yu's wrist.You raised your eyelids, and the two uneven imprints were like two extremely deep ditches that cut open your numb heart.
At this moment, you suddenly and inappropriately remembered the scene before Cheng Jin's death—the white mask that was taken off, the words that made you feel incredible but deeply touched, and the "three" engraved heavily on your palm.
three……
You muttered silently, the eyes that were originally out of focus suddenly converged at one point, and the two straight bloodstains also came into view.
Your mouth opened involuntarily, but you couldn't spit out half a syllable, and your beating heart suddenly fell to the bottom.
——At this moment, the parallel cut marks, one long and one short, somehow remind you of the number "two".
You wanted to take a closer look at the two suspected digital wounds, but you were scolded by the police officers.Your body trembled, and the hand holding Mr. Yu's wrist loosened, and his forearm, which had started to turn gray and stiff, slipped out of your palm in an instant.
"My condolences." The man with a mediocre face said formulaically, and he worked with another man in uniform to lift Teacher Yu's body.He raised his big hand, and the white cloth covered Teacher Yu from head to toe, including the wrist hanging down the edge of the stretcher.
So the scar that resembled "two" was also hidden under the white cloth, and could never be seen again.
Teacher Yu has no relatives, but for Xiaohong and Xiaoqing, calling the police for him and not letting his body rot in the room is already the greatest kindness.Therefore, Mr. Yu's funeral and death certificate are all handled by you.
When you finished dealing with Mr. Yu's funeral, witnessed him being pushed into the crematorium, and his ashes were laid, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.
Walking on the bustling streets, a deep-seated exhaustion surged up belatedly, but it made the expression on your face more calm.You felt that your heart died the moment you saw the public security personnel covering Teacher Yu with a white cloth, so no amount of grief could touch your heart.
But even if your heart has long since died, your body is still alive, as if reminding you all the time that you are still alive.
You are confused by this cognition, and you don't understand why you, the chief culprit, are still standing here, but the innocent people are long gone.But even if you want to break your head, the established facts cannot be changed after all, and there is no one to answer the doubts in your heart.
——There is no fairness in the world.
You thought blankly, your heart beating at an extremely steady rate.
Yes, if this world is fair, then you would not have the ability to recall death in the first place.And you who hurt Teacher Yu shouldn't stand here.
So, why is Teacher Yu the one who died, but not you?
If you didn't go to the club back then, if you didn't agree to be an assistant back then, if you promised Mr. Y to replace Teacher Yu...
——If everything that happened at the beginning was repeated.
When you think of this, your whole body trembles, and your heart, which has been silent for a long time, suddenly starts beating wildly.
At some point, the originally bustling street spontaneously vacated a small vacuum for you, and the passers-by walking aside curiously and secretly looked at you standing there with tears streaming down your face, talking in a low voice but not daring to disturb you without authorization.
In a trance, you suddenly recalled what Teacher Yu said before his death.
"There is no real medicine for regret in the world. As long as you take a wrong step, you will never go back." At that time, Teacher Yu had just severed the relationship with you as a teacher and apprentice. When he said this, he was facing you sideways, blocking it with his hair He has half of his cheek, so you can't see the expression on his face clearly.At that time, you hadn't recovered from Teacher Yu's unilateral severance of contact, and you didn't understand or care about this sentence.But when you understand the truth in his words, it's too late.
You are crying, and there is a fog in front of you.
Teacher Yu, I understand, I understand now...
No matter how much you are favored by the world, you can come back from the dead countless times, there are still some things that you cannot undo, and you can only watch them happen.
There is no medicine for regret in the world, and life can never really be repeated.
At this time, you choose-
【A. Do nothing】
【B. Back to Director Jiang's apartment】
【C. Call Ye Zi】
【D. Continue to roam the streets】
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