What is your choice? ?

You have chosen [C. Tell him that he made a mistake, and don’t say anything else]

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Emotionally, you want to tell Ye Zi everything, but your rationality tells you that you must hold back.

You are worried that Ye Zi knows Mr. Yu as well as Director Jiang. After all, Mr. Yu was once a well-known actor.You know that with Ye Zi's character, you probably won't point out the rumors that Teacher Yu is miserable, but you are afraid that he will look at the whole thing with colored eyes like Director Jiang.

In addition, you think this matter is too private for you and Teacher Yu, and although you have a good impression of Ye Zi, you are not familiar enough to talk about these topics after all.

So you swallowed back the words that were about to come out on the tip of your tongue, reorganized the words, and it took a while before you spoke.

You told Ye Zi that you made an irreparable mistake, but you couldn't face up to it, you only knew how to evade responsibility.You say that this incident has hurt someone you love, and you feel guilty, but you don't know how to make it up.

When you get to this point, you can't go on.

You suddenly feel that what you said just now is like a coquetry seeking comfort, so pretentious that it makes you sick to your stomach.You feel confused and confused, not knowing exactly what you want.

Do you want Ye Zi to comfort you or to blame you?Should I use the former to ease the guilt in my heart, or use the latter to atone for my sins?

You don't know the answer, and you don't want to, because you're afraid that what's really on your mind is the more selfish one, and your self-loathing for yourself has reached a point where it's about to overflow the bottle.

You are still lost in the chaos of thoughts, until the whirring sound of the hair dryer interrupts your self-criticism, which makes you break free from the silent sea of ​​suffering.

"Although I don't know the cause and effect, I believe you didn't intend to hurt that person from the beginning to the end." Ye Zi said, while turning down the hair dryer by one degree, the warm wind brushed your hair and rubbed against your ear The skin makes you a little dazed.

"It's just that if the final result does cause harm to the other party, then you must admit your mistake frankly. Keep avoiding it will only make you feel more and more uncomfortable." Ye Zi paused here, and his tone slowed down, "Do It’s much harder than saying, you don’t need to force yourself to face reality all at once, but you must set a deadline for yourself and force yourself to face your mistakes.”

You remained silent until your hair was completely dry and the hair dryer stopped before you opened your mouth hesitantly.

"Five days... five days is all right?" You turned your head and looked at Ye Zi's quiet eyes from bottom to top.

"After the second audition is over... I will take the initiative to find him, and I will not avoid reality like today." You squirmed your lips slightly, and your expression became more determined.

"I'll admit I was wrong."

Ye Zi's eyes looking at you suddenly softened, and although the corners of his mouth were not bent, there was a faint smile.He gently brushed the long hair hanging on your back, and put it away from your shoulders.

"The source of the pain is the lack of communication. I don't know what happened, but an apology is always the first step in reconciliation."

"I believe that you also want to return to the previous relationship with the other party, don't you?"

You were stunned and didn't come back to your senses for a long time.

Yes, what you want is to be able to restore the original master-student relationship with Mr. Yu.How much you wish everything went back to the night before you went to the club, did not go to the club, did not agree to be the assistant of the show, did not have to face the choice of whether to replace Teacher Yu, and in the end would not be reduced to the place where Teacher Yu was replaced by guilt and fear. The point of abandoning it.

You are afraid to face Teacher Yu in your heart, and you are afraid that his eyes are mixed with dislike for you.

But what Ye Zi said suddenly woke you up.He tells you that the reason you are timid is that you have not made up your mind.Not being afraid to face is a common stress response when people encounter difficulties, but the important thing is that after being afraid, you must muster the courage to break the deadlock.

Ye Zi did not choose to comfort you or blame you, but pointed out a clear way for you from the most objective perspective.You suddenly became enlightened, and the dark clouds shrouded in your heart dissipated a lot unknowingly.

The way you looked at Ye Zi also became complicated, with gratitude and emotion mixed in it.The first two times when you encountered a bottleneck, Ye Zi's few words enlightened you, but this time he patiently enlightened your knot again.

You have mixed feelings in your heart, and thousands of words turned into a slightly inaudible "thank you" in the end.

Leaf just shook her head.

"I understand the despair of being alone and helpless, and it is because I know the pain that I want you to talk to me. You don't need to thank me. I did it for myself from beginning to end. I hope you are happy , don’t set foot on the thorny road that I walked before..."

When he said this, his lips trembled slightly, his eyes blinked quickly, and the eyes that were originally looking at you suddenly moved away.

"I'm glad to share your worries."

"Don't you find it boring?"

As you become conscious again, you hear yourself asking calmly.You were stunned for less than a second, and immediately realized that you had passed into the body of the person in your dream, and you couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion in your heart.In the last two dreams, you once dreamed of your lost memory, and once dreamed of Teacher Yu. Thinking about it this way, you have not been able to dream of this man who has many lovers for several days.

At this time, a cold hand suddenly landed on the back of your neck, slowly crawling across your bare skin like a cold snake, and silently stopped on your slightly protruding Adam's apple.You couldn't help rolling your Adam's apple twice, so his fingers that were rubbing against your Adam's apple suddenly became excited, and vigorously rubbed the bulge with your thumb and index finger.

You frowned, and raised your hand to wave him away, but instead he grabbed your wrist tightly with the other hand, so your back was tightly pressed against the chest of the person behind you, as if you were hugged by him of.Feeling the stiffness of your body, he smiled lowly, rubbing your Adam's apple with one hand, rubbing the softness of the inner side of your wrist with one hand, and lowered his head to bury half of his face in your shoulder blades.

The moist feeling of his mouth and nose tightly pressed against your skin makes you tired, but you are unable to move because most of your body is restrained, so you can only let him rub your skin with moist lips, intoxicated Take a deep breath.

"Why do you think so?" There was almost no gap between his squirming lips and your skin, and his voice was blocked by your skin in his mouth, which sounded muffled, "Is it because I love you so much? Raising you so capriciously?"

His voice was careless, and he rubbed his head against your neck like a coquettish child, but your whole body was suddenly frozen, your heartbeat was pounding, and your breathing became lighter and slower.A drop of cold sweat dripped from your forehead, but your facial muscles did not move at all, just like a static wax figure, and the sweat rolling down your forehead was the tears of the artist who sculpted you.

But you understand that the artist behind you who is willing to "shape" you will never shed tears of emotion, he will only look at you affectionately while pushing you into the abyss.

Your brain is full of disorganized thoughts, mixed with pain and fear, and it's not until he starts to unbutton your collar that you suddenly break free from that passive state.

What is wrong with me?You ask yourself, feeling a little hesitant for a moment.You know those thoughts just now are not yours, but the owner of this body.The only difference from the past is that in those few seconds, you seemed to have really become that expressionless man who sat on a chair and let the people behind him be frivolous.

At that moment, you seem to really become him, whether it is your consciousness, mind or body.

——You are the same person.

You are taken aback by your own thoughts, if it weren't for the fact that you don't have the dominance of this body, you would have goose bumps all over your body and cold sweat on your back.

At this time, your originally frozen body finally trembled slightly, and firmly held down the hand that unbuttoned your shirt.

"I'm tired, I don't want to..." When you said this, your breathing became more rapid, "I can't do it today, okay?"

But the man holding you in his arms just gently squeezed your trembling hand, and printed a kiss on the back of your hand tenderly.

"But I would." He smiled slightly, his hand that wasn't holding your wrist reaching into your open neckline.The scorching temperature of his palm burned you, making you shiver and want to step back, but instead you got closer to him.

He is like a smug artist lingering on your skin intoxicatedly, you tilt your head and close your eyes, your whole body convulsing uncontrollably, as if you are trying to suppress the disgust in your heart, but you can't suppress your physical reaction.

You let him take off your clothes, lick and bite your skin exposed to the air with the tip of your tongue and teeth.You shivered numbly, and didn't come back to your senses until his arms passed under your knees and hugged you up.

You turned your head in a daze, raised your eyelids to look at his face, but what you saw was only a blur.

"You were so beautiful yesterday, do you know how proud I am of you in the audience?" His face was pressed down again, and while kissing your face, he put you on the bed.

At that moment, a stone suddenly fell into your originally peaceful heart lake, causing ripples.

But the other party didn't realize your abnormality, and he couldn't help sighing while pushing you down on the bed sheet.

"It's just that you are still too raw, and your initial appearance is really corrupt... But it doesn't matter, beautiful things always have some privileges, we have plenty of time, and I will teach you hand in hand."

As he said this, he lightly touched your cheeks wet with cold sweat with his fingers.

"Let's continue yesterday's performance, this time it's just me and you, okay?"

Your breathing is disordered, the tendons in your calves suddenly twitch, your feet rub against the sheets, and your toes curl up.

No, no, no.

You seemed to hear a shrill scream that exploded from the bottom of your heart, and your originally docile body struggled uncontrollably.

But another body pressed down, holding your bare shoulders tightly with its hands.

"There is no one else here, please let me see the real you." He said, loosening the hand hanging by his side, a thin metal rod connected to a black leather strap fell on the ground in an instant. on the bed.

You turned your head to look at it, and your whole body was instantly cold.

You didn't know that thing before. It was you who watched Mr. Y let Mr. Yu bite the thin metal rod by himself at the beginning of the performance last night, and then he obediently pulled the strap tightly behind his head, and then you understood that thing effect.

——This is an extremely common mouthpiece, but it is born just like the one Mr. Yu is biting.

"You're a smart person, you know what to do right." A hand landed on your back, stroking back and forth along your spine like a comforting pet.

At this time, you choose-

【A. Do nothing】

【B. Ask who he is】

【C. Slap him with all your strength】

【D. Pick up the mouthpiece and actively bite the thin stick】

The author has something to say: Teacher Yu’s self-drawn figure is posted on Weibo, everyone is welcome to watch and complain hhh_(:3_」∠)_～