What is your choice? ?

You have chosen [D. Call Ye Zi]

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You stare blankly ahead, your chest tight and you can't breathe.

You wrapped up the overcoat that was draped over your shoulders, and pressed the phone while trembling, only to find that it was already two o'clock in the morning.

On the phone screen is a message from Director Jiang, which tells you in a joking tone that it is good to have fun occasionally, but don't play too much and drink too much.

You twitched the corners of your mouth silently, trying to laugh but couldn't.You feel that what happened tonight is far beyond what you can bear, and you feel a sinful numbness in addition to the pain.

But you understand that this feeling of numbness is just a buffer period before rebounding, and your spirit is on the verge of collapse at any time, as long as you move half a step forward, you will fall into the abyss, beyond redemption.

For a moment, you feel that the words on the screen are doubled, and colorful noises suddenly appear on the black words, piercing into your retina, so you close your eyes tightly and open them again, and the black words lie in an orderly manner. On the screen, there is no color, it is clean.

At this time, you finally realize that not only your spirit is on the verge of collapse, but your body is also exhausted.

You want to reply Director Jiang's text message, telling him that you are fine and will go back soon, but your fingers are trembling, and you haven't typed for a long time.Staring at the blinking cursor, you can't help but think of Mr. Yu who collapsed on the stage as if he was out of breath.You can withdraw instantly after witnessing everything, and relieve your inner distress through ordinary conversations, but what about Mr. Yu who has been trapped in the club?

He was cast aside by the world, hiding in a corner that the world couldn't see, enduring cruel treatment, but he didn't have anyone to confide in.

Teacher Yu never mentioned the performance to you, not once.

You panted heavily, and your body, which had been slightly relaxed just now because you escaped from the club, tensed up again.You feel that the grief carried on Mr. Yu seems to be passed on to you through that performance, but the pain you can feel is far less than that of him in it.

So, that despicable thought rose again in your mind.

- Find someone to talk to about your inner pain.

It is precisely because I can't do anything, I can only stand on the sidelines, that I need to ask others for help.Maybe someone else can come up with a way to help Mr. Yu out of the sea of ​​suffering...

You tell yourself that this is not for yourself, but for Teacher Yu.But no matter how much you comfort yourself, your reasons are still weak and hypocritical enough to make you sick.

It's just that reason and sensibility are completely different, no matter how much you despise yourself, you still can't throw this idea behind you.

You desperately need someone to listen to your inner struggles, and this urgency overshadows your sadness, self-loathing, and loss.

You looked down and found that the screen of your phone had already been blacked out during the time you were contemplating.So you turned on your phone slowly, and the page for replying to Director Jiang's text message lit up again.

After hesitating for a few seconds, you finally closed the SMS page.

You can't tell Director Jiang, he won't understand, you thought to yourself.

——Yes, Director Jiang has always been prejudiced against Mr. Yu.If you tell him about this matter, he may comfort you. This matter is not your fault from the beginning to the end. It is because Mr. Yu's private life is corrupt, and everything is karma.

Although you want to be comforted by others, you never want to hear such words.Such words have no effect except to make your conscience more tormented.What you need is someone who can quietly listen to the whole story, who can calmly point out your embarrassment, but can tolerate your cowardice and meanness.

Thinking of this, you couldn't help but click on the recent communication list, and your eyes fell on the phone number marked "Ye Wenxin".You stared at the string of numbers in silence for a full minute before dialing his number tremblingly.

The moment the other party picked up the phone, you felt flustered belatedly, and realized that it was early morning, so you stammered an apology to Ye Zi.

"It's okay, I haven't slept yet." Ye Zi's calm voice came from the phone, but it made you feel like a spring breeze, and the depression in your heart suddenly eased.

"It's so late, what's the matter?"

You hear this and get nervous again.

"It's nothing too important..." You paused, and then continued after a long silence, "It's just that I did something wrong, and I dare not face it and can't tell others."

"I'm too despicable and shameless. I evade responsibility and want others to comfort me. I did nothing wrong."

When you said this, the apex of your heart couldn't help but tremble, and those painful pictures flashed across your mind again.You suddenly feel remorse about calling Ye Zi, and your conscience overwhelms the despicableness in your heart that you want to excuse yourself the moment you speak, so your heart that wants to vent suddenly becomes silent.

I made this phone call from the beginning to the end and had nothing to do with Mr. Yu, it was all because of my own selfishness.That's all good, and if I go on talking about it, I really can't go back.You tell yourself that your inner peace suddenly returns.

Yes, please let me fall into infinite self-abuse, only pain can atone for sin...

So you opened your mouth.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong again, just pretend that I haven't called." You pretended to smile relaxedly, "Sorry for the interruption, please go to bed early."

Just when you were about to hang up the phone unilaterally, Ye Zi's voice suddenly came from the phone.

"Where are you?"

You froze for a moment, and the fingertips hanging on the hang up button also froze in place.

"I heard a car honking, are you outside now? I'll pick you up."

You want to tell Ye Zi that he heard wrong, and you are in the apartment getting ready to go to bed now.But for some reason, you couldn't open your mouth no matter what, and the desire to talk overwhelmed everything again, and the psychological defense line you built just now collapsed in an instant.

Your mouth is full of bitterness, and your chest is even more suppressed to the extreme.

But you finally opened your mouth, and Ye Zi told you that he would arrive in 15 minutes and asked you to stay in a place with street lights and be careful.

After you hang up the phone, you still stare blankly at the blacked-out phone page, unable to recover for a long time.

You are so overwhelmed with thoughts that you completely ignore the time, and when you look up dazedly from the headlights ahead, you realize that the leaves have arrived.

You watched Ye Zi get off the car and came towards you, so you stood up from the ground.The moment you straightened your body, you became dizzy due to squatting for too long, and you leaned to the side, but the fall as you imagined did not happen, and Ye Zi quickly grabbed you.

"Are you okay?" You turned your head, and saw Ye Zi's expression worried, her brows furrowed tightly.

Before you could react, one hand fell on your hair, and the other hand gently wrapped around your slightly open coat collar.

Perhaps realizing that you didn't have the desire to speak immediately, Ye Zi slightly smoothed your hair and sighed softly.

"It's okay, let's go back and talk about it."

Ye Zi's villa is only a ten-minute drive from the club, and you will be there soon.Along the way, you didn't talk to Ye Zi, and Ye Zi drove the car without saying a word, and didn't rush to ask the whole story.

On the contrary, this kind of silence makes you feel much more at ease. Ye Zi's quiet temperament makes the impetuousness in your heart gradually fade away, so the tense muscles all over the body also relax.

After arriving at the villa, Ye Zi quickly walked in, and when she came out again, she had a clean bath towel and pajamas in her hand.When you took the pajamas and bath towel, you suddenly felt that this scene was a little familiar, and then you suddenly realized that this is the second time you have bathed in Ye Zi's house.

You suddenly felt a little embarrassed, thanked you and hurried to the bathroom.

After taking a shower, your mood is obviously much calmer.

Sitting in the living room, Ye Zi frowned slightly when she saw you leaving the bathroom with wet hair.He walked up to you in a few steps, spread out the bath towel around your neck, covered your wet hair, and rubbed it gently.

"Let me blow your hair for you. Sit down first." Then she walked towards the bathroom without looking back.

You don't want to bother Ye Zi any more, and keep saying that you can blow your hair by yourself, but Ye Ye, who took the hair dryer and comb from the bathroom, just silently took off the bath towel covering your hair, and twisted it carefully with your fingers. Cause water stains stuck to the hair at the nape of your neck.

You were aroused by the cool touch of his fingertips, and your heart beat faster, but his words that followed broke up the charm in your heart.

"Would you like to tell me what happened today?"

At this point, you decide—

【A. Silence】

【B. Tell the whole story】

【C. Tell him that he made a mistake, but don’t say anything else】

【D. Tell him what happened in the club, don't talk about your mistakes】