What is your choice? ?
Chapter 115
You have chosen [B. Follow your heart and find the truth]
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This question is not difficult for you. From the moment you read the novel you wrote, you understand how strong your desire to know the truth is.
You want to know the truth, no matter the cost.
Yuan Yuan regained his composure immediately after the initial surprise, and even after you expressed your determination to him, the expression on his face was still lukewarm, making you unable to figure out what he was thinking.
You thought that Yuan Yuan would at least wait until after the film was finished to tell you everything, but you didn't expect him to pack up his things in a blink of an eye and go straight to the outside of the set.You were a little dazed, so Yuan Yuan turned around and gave you a playful look.
"Still not following?" He raised his eyebrows, "The reason why I asked you to wait until after the film is finished is because I want you to suffer a little so that you can make up your mind. Now that you know the true face of your boyfriend, just There is no need to do it all over again.”
After Yuan Yuan finished speaking, he turned around decisively and left, and you followed his pace after a moment of daze.You felt the curious eyes behind you, and heard the chattering voices behind you, but maybe because the expression on Yuan Yuan's face was too open and aboveboard, no one stopped him, so the two of you left the set so logically.
The moment you stepped out of the set, Yuan Yuan immediately grabbed your arm and ran towards the motorcycle parked beside you.
"They will definitely catch up after they realize something is wrong," Yuan Yuan clicked his tongue, and threw his hard hat in your direction familiarly, "No matter how you say this world, it still has to be logical, we have to get rid of them as soon as possible."
The moment you put on your helmet and stepped onto the motorcycle, there were a few hasty footsteps behind you.
"Hold tight." Yuan Yuan's voice was blocked by the helmet, and it sounded muffled. You hugged his waist reflexively, so he twisted the accelerator suddenly, and the car flew like an arrow off the string. go.
At the moment when the motorcycle was driving forward, you suddenly remembered that Yuan Yuan saved you from Director Jiang before, but at that time you were unable to sit in the back seat because of your unconsciousness, so you had to be half-embraced by him Now you are leaning on his back, holding his waist tightly, so as not to be thrown out of the car at such a fast speed.
It's just that no matter what the posture is, you feel extremely at ease.For some reason, every time you have physical contact with Yuan Yuan, you feel an incomprehensible sense of relief, which makes you involuntarily relax, and lean your whole body and mind on him.
——This is the trust you cannot derive from others.
You don't know where this trust comes from. After all, he has never shown affection for you, and after stripping away the setting of Yuan Yuan, he is even more sneering at you.But you can see the imperceptible sincerity from his indifferent or disdainful eyes - he has been communicating with the real you from beginning to end, and all his emotions are aimed at your essence, not just cloaked The role of this layer of skin.
He is the person in this world who really understands who you are and is willing to understand you.How does this not move you?
You close your eyes and don't want to think about these things anymore.Even though Yuan Yuan is the person you trust the most in this world, you still remain vigilant towards him. You are not a fool, knowing that his patience must be purposeful.The words of world awareness also sounded your alarm, allowing you to keep a bottom line under slack.
It's just that, no matter what, you hope that Yuanyuan will take care of you for even a little while seeking benefits from you.
You think this innocent idea is really funny, but you can't put it out of your mind.
You thought Yuan Yuan would take you to his apartment, but you didn't expect him to drive towards your residence.You were puzzled and asked him the reason, but Yuan Yuan just told you that his home's hardware facilities were not enough and did not meet the requirements.
Could he be saying that his rental apartment is too shabby and the walls are not soundproof?You hesitated to think, but immediately vetoed this guess, after all, you have also discussed those things about the core of the world at Yuanyuan's house before.
You simply stop thinking about it and let Yuan Yuan do what he wants.It wasn't until you opened the door of your house with the key under Yuan Yuan's instructions, and he walked to the bathroom with ease, that you realized that things seemed a little different from what you imagined.
"You seem surprised?" Yuan Yuan turned on the faucet of the bathtub, and the water splashed against the porcelain wall of the bathtub, making a dull sound.He didn't turn around, but the snort revealed his mocking attitude. You can even imagine the arc of his eyebrows and the sparkle in his eyes.
"It seems that you are much more stupid than I imagined." Yuan Yuan glanced at you sideways, the water level in the bathtub was nearly half, and it rose higher and higher with the continuous flow of water, "I thought you were watching What does the water in a bathtub bring to mind...such as your dreams."
You suddenly raised your head and looked at Yuan Yuan in disbelief, and Yuan Yuan smiled, knowing that you finally understood what he meant.
Yes, you are not unfamiliar with this scene - the scene in front of you just happened to overlap with the dream you had on the night you promised Ye Zi to confess your love.After waking up from the dream, you remember other things that happened in the dream, but you only missed this memory. As long as you try to recall it, you will have a splitting headache and simply forget this lost dream.
...It turns out that what you forgot was the scene where the person in the dream tried to commit suicide by cutting his wrists with a utility knife while lying in a bathtub filled with warm water.
Yuan Yuan nodded indifferently: "Sure enough, it intervened again." When he said this, he suddenly paused: "It seems that you haven't discovered the connection between dreams and reality."
Your heart trembled, and a vague guess gradually emerged in your mind, but Yuan Yuan didn't have any scruples at all that you hadn't completely straightened out the logic, and directly implemented the guess in your heart in the next second.
"This connection is actually very simple," Yuan Yuan smiled, "The dream you had was exactly what happened in your real world."
Thinking about it now, the fact that dreams are equal to reality is not without trace.You have doubted your relationship with the person in the dream from a very early age, because you can always easily substitute the emotion of the person in the dream, but you cannot empathize with the previous memories of this body.
You have also doubted whether the person in the dream is yourself, but because of your completely different facial features, experience and personality from the person in the dream, you have decisively rejected this conjecture.
However, when you integrate this conjecture with what Yuan Yuan told you before, everything is logical.
The person in the dream is indeed you. You seem to have no similarities because your consciousness has stripped off the original skin and put on the appearance and personality of the protagonist of the novel.And the reason why you can't empathize with the previous memories of this body is because those memories don't belong to you, but belong to Yuan Yuan, the original protagonist.
You try to recall lucid dreams you've had, but you can't piece them together into a cohesive story.The timeline of lucid dreaming is so vast that it runs through your adolescence and adulthood. You simply cannot arrange the scattered dreams in chronological order. An impressive moment with many details missing.
So far, the only thing that has fully overlapped is the dream of you laying in the bathtub and cutting your wrists and the fact that you chose to kill yourself.
Yuan Yuan asked you to take him to your apartment, not because his apartment is not soundproof, but because there is no bathtub in his rental apartment.Yuanyuan wants to restore the scene in your dream, use his existing power to construct a virtual space that is indistinguishable from reality, and introduce your consciousness into it, and the same scene as before you died is the medium of this hypnosis .
The time node of this virtual space is exactly what happened after you were rescued after you cut your wrist.
You can't believe that such a supernatural thing will happen to you, and Yuan Yuan laughs at you that after experiencing so many unscientific things, your adaptability is still so poor.
"It's no wonder that when you first came to this world, its power far surpassed mine. It turns out that in your subconscious mind, you have always believed that only non-living bodies can reasonably have supernatural abilities, while humans can only be ordinary and inanimate. Strange, controlled by non-living bodies," Yuan Yuan sneered, "but in essence, the so-called world consciousness is no different from us."
Yuan Yuan said that what he is doing now is the same as the reason why the world consciousness tried to hypnotize you in Dr. Li's clinic. As long as you can believe that everything in front of you is hypnosis, and get out of that space in time at the last moment, then you can If you can successfully return to the novel world, otherwise you will be locked in the false world created by hypnosis forever.
This way of escaping space is also somewhat similar to escaping the hypnosis set by the world consciousness at that time—that is, breaking a reflective object.For convenience, he will set up a glass in this space from the beginning, as long as you smash that glass in the end, you can successfully return to this world.
"Remember, no matter how real things happen in that world, everything is just hypnosis," Yuan Yuan stared at your eyes tightly, and paused every word, "If you think that world has any sliver of reality, You may not be able to come back. I don’t think you would like to live in a fake world forever.”
You were secretly startled by the rare solemnity in Yuan Yuan's eyes, and you told him that you would not be so stupid and would not be fooled by the sight in front of you, then Yuan Yuan's eyebrows and eyes frowned, and his tense shoulders suddenly relaxed.
"Very well, remember your words." He whispered, patting your cheek lightly.
You guys went right into the process without further communication.At this time, you no longer worry about your shame, you simply took off your clothes neatly, and slowly stepped into the bathtub filled with warm water.The bathroom has long been shrouded in layers of steam, and the heat blowing from the water makes your cheeks flushed and you are lazy, but your spirit is always tense, and you have not neglected at all.
You took the utility knife in Yuan Yuan's hand and shook it gently under the water, a few invisible ripples appeared on the surface of the water.
"You don't need to cut your wrists, as long as you have that movement," Yuan Yuan knelt on one knee, resting his elbows on the edge of the bathtub. "Just like this," he gestured with his wrist, "the moment you do this, you will be hypnotized. My voice cannot be conveyed in that world, so it is up to you .”
You nodded to show your understanding, and moved your gaze down to the wet utility knife.You took a deep breath, with a solemn expression, raised your hand holding the utility knife as if facing an enemy, and gently slid it against your wrist.
Although the blade has not penetrated into the flesh, the sharp touch still makes you tense and keep your eyes on it.Just as the knife edge slid two-thirds of the way, you suddenly felt a little dizzy, and before you realized what happened, your consciousness suddenly pulled away from your body.
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When you open your eyes, the first thing you see is the white ceiling.
Although you have been mentally prepared for a long time, when you witnessed what happened in front of you, you were still shocked and couldn't recover for a long time.You can hear the chirping of birds and cicadas not far away, but what lingers in your nose is a strong smell of disinfectant.At the same time, the tactile sensation of being connected by needles on the back of your hand also reminds you of your current situation.
Yes, right now you are lying in a hospital bed.
Your mind moved slightly, and you wanted to get up and look at the environment you were in, but found that your limbs seemed to be poured with cement, and you couldn't move.
At this moment, a series of ticking sounds suddenly came from your ears, and before you could fully recover, the curtain beside you was suddenly pulled open.Hearing "The patient has regained consciousness! Call the doctor in charge!", a burst of hasty footsteps suddenly followed, and three or four doctors and nurses in medical uniforms instantly surrounded you.
You squirmed your lips, wanting to ask about your condition, but you couldn't make any sound.The nurse in charge of the examination noticed your subtle movements and smiled at you: "Mr. Dou, please don't worry, it's normal that you can't speak now. After all, you have been in a deep coma for a month. We will contact your family members in a while ,Please wait……"
At this moment, there was a sudden sound of panicked footsteps at the door. You thought it was your attending doctor who came, but you didn't expect that the doctor and nurses who were surrounding you to examine you were pushed away, and hurriedly grabbed onto the doctor. Your hand hanging by your side.
"Sir, the patient has not fully recovered, please go out first..."
"I know." Unexpectedly, although the voice of the visitor was a little nervous, it was full of gentleness, which was quite different from his reckless actions, "I just want to see... just give me a minute... ..."
Perhaps it was because the expression on his face was too stubborn, and the medical staff had long been accustomed to the over-excited appearance of the patient's family members, and simply ignored them after a few exhortations, and devoted themselves to their own work.
"Doudou, can you hear me?" The man slowed down his voice and held your hand nervously, but he didn't dare to hold it tightly for fear of hurting you.You can't turn your head so you can't see his face, but his voice is familiar to you—you've dreamed about him before when you were awake.
You didn't answer, and he didn't take the initiative to speak, but just held your hand silently, as if wanting to pass the temperature in his palm to you.
"...Since I broke up with you, I have always regretted it," the man finally said again after a long while, but the information revealed between the lines was shocking, "I shouldn't have left you at this time, I clearly know that you have Depression, can't stand the blow..."
When he said this, he took your hand with both hands and buried his face in the back of your hand.The moment his eyelashes touched your skin, a wet touch was like a light feather that silently rubbed against the back of your hand—that was tears.
You listened to this man with a gentle voice and a mature temperament confessing to you in a tone of remorse, and while the dusty memories in your mind gradually recovered, your mood was surprisingly calm.
This man's name is Jiang Yiran, and he met you in high school.At that time, you passed the bidding of the most prestigious theater troupe in the local area, and he was the son of the troupe director, and he was also one of the people who recommended you to interview the troupe.When you were in high school, you only met him once. You only knew that he was the one who was shocked after watching the performance of your high school drama club and recommended you to his father.
You didn't meet him again in college until you graduated from high school.You are the most energetic acting student in the same class, and Jiang Yiran is the most outstanding directing student in their class.You worked together, talked about everything, and finally became a couple naturally.
Thinking about it now, that part of the past was indeed the only good time in your life.
Thinking of this, you can't help but feel a little dazed.You thought that when you recalled all the changes that happened afterwards, your heart would hurt like a knife, but in the end you couldn't feel anything, only a kind of relief that transcended everything.
You can't even remember why you were so desperate in love at the time, and why you collapsed so much after having a disagreement with the other party. In a fit of anger, you chose to break up peacefully.
You try to recall the reason for the disagreement between yourself and the other party, but you can't remember it, like a puzzle with a missing piece, and you can't piece it together even if you rack your brains.
All you know is that he seems to be the only man in your pathetic life who treats you really well, with whom you can relate spiritually.You love him more than anything, but there is a gap because of an irresolvable problem, and finally choose to break up with the other party on impulse.It's just that after the breakup, you still haven't gotten out of the pain, and even accidentally fell into the abyss.But you can't remember exactly what happened after that.All you know is that what happened next was far beyond your control, making you fearful and subconsciously escaping from reality.
You stop thinking about these vague memories, and instead focus on Jiang Yiran.But no matter how hard you try, your mind still wanders frequently and you can't concentrate.
Listening to the other party's affectionate and painful confession, you who have already recalled those past events can't make any waves, just like an old man in his twilight years digs out the images he recorded when he was young in his spare time, although he clearly understands the person in front of him I had a vigorous past with myself, but I couldn't agree with myself back then.
Yes, you were once deeply infatuated with him, fascinated by his maturity and stability, and fascinated by his incomparable talent in art.But those are all in the past tense, and now you are full of emotions, and you have long since lost the enthusiasm for selfless love at that time.
"I will come here every day, and I won't let you go this time," Jiang Yiran lowered his head and kissed your fingertips, "We can solve that matter slowly, and your depression will gradually improve, and everything will return On track..."
He then expressed his love to you in a soft voice, and finally left angrily because of the late arrival of the attending doctor.
On the contrary, you breathed a sigh of relief, happy that the sincere confession in your ears was replaced by the rigorous pathology report.
The doctor tells you that there are still several visitors on the way to the hospital, they should be your relatives and friends, so don't worry.He also told you that your physical condition is unbelievably good. Usually patients who have been in a coma for a month recover their body functions very slowly after suddenly waking up, but your recovery speed is extraordinary. Let the doctors and nurses who examined you The staff were very surprised.
According to this recovery speed, you can regain your body function in less than a moment. Although you will be stiff because of inactivity for a long time, simple movements can still be done.
The attending doctor left the ward after speaking, leaving you alone on the bed to recuperate.
You close your eyes, and suddenly feel that Yuan Yuan's worry is really superfluous.You think that the reason why he repeatedly emphasized that this is a false world is because he is afraid that you will be too addicted to "reality" and don't want to go back.If you haven't experienced the world of novels yet, when you hear that the lover you once loved suddenly changed his mind, you must be ecstatic and agree immediately.
But in fact, after you think of the ups and downs of yourself and your former lover, you don't have any mood swings, and your attitude can even be called indifference.
Maybe it's because all the memory fragments haven't been put together yet.You secretly speculated in your heart, quietly waiting for the arrival of more acquaintances.
Just then, you heard a series of inaudible footsteps.At this time, you can already do the simple movement of turning your head, so you saw a slender and tender hand carefully lift the curtain on the side of your hospital bed.
The one who opened the curtain was a thin, pale young woman. Her long hair was plastered obediently on both sides of her cheeks. There was a hint of sadness between her brows and eyes. Her facial features were small and round, which was the type most pleasing to men.
The moment she looked at you, she froze in place, but her lips trembled violently, and a cloud of water mist rose from her eye sockets.You feel overwhelmed by this, but the woman in front of you didn't estimate her image at all, and grabbed your hand excitedly.
She kept apologizing to you, and her messy blue hair covered most of her face, but you could clearly see the tears sliding down her chin.
You stare at her face as she confesses to you, and your impression of her gradually becomes clearer.
Her name is Lu Lu. She has known you since high school and is Cheng Jin's girlfriend since high school.She knows that she apologized to you because she told you that she was going to marry Cheng Jin.But you understand very well that she is the one who needs the least apology in this matter, because Cheng Jin told you about the wedding long before her, and she took the initiative to seek you out of conscience.
Yes, Lu Lu thought that you and Cheng Jin were in love with each other since they were students, but due to various reasons, they chose not to be together.She is obviously the most innocent of the three of you, but she always thought that her existence hindered your relationship, and she still has a grudge against her until now.
After discovering the ambiguous relationship between you and Cheng Jin, Lu Lu told you that if you and Cheng Jin fell in love, she would leave voluntarily.And you told her that you only had hatred for Cheng Jin, but no love, and advised her to leave Cheng Jin, a scumbag, as soon as possible, but you didn't expect that not only did she not believe your words, but even after being brutalized by Cheng Jin, she still chose not to leave. abandoned.
When you think of the memories about Lu Lu, Cheng Jin's shadow inevitably appears in your mind, so the memory about Cheng Jin also becomes clear.
Only this time, compared to the sweetness and sadness that Jiang Yiran brought to you, what Cheng Jin brought to you was only fear and hatred.His existence has carried out most of your life, forcibly distorting your personality into what you like, and finally kicking you away without hesitation.
He is your childhood sweetheart. After he accidentally discovered your shady feelings for your stepfather when you were 10 years old, he used this as a threat to torture you physically and psychologically.
As a child, his torture was limited to digging your wounds, burning your hair with a lighter, making you kneel on the ground, and inflicting all kinds of physical violence on you.However, when he grew up, his torment to you began to become ambiguous. While he was violent to you, he began to play with your body, and regarded your forbearance as inferiority, and your resistance as refusal.He trampled your dignity under his feet, but on the surface he was still a good student who was polite and well-received by everyone.
It is he who has been violent to your body and mind since childhood, which makes you unknowingly have a distorted dependence on this violence, and makes your life never return to the right track.
And your dependence on violence is also the reason for the estrangement between you and Jiang Yiran - he who loves you deeply is unwilling to treat you so badly, and even reprimands you for not cherishing your body, but you don't know that your roots have long since rotted In the soil, no matter how brilliant the flowers on the branches are, it is still impossible to recover from the original mistake.
You thought that the past between you and Cheng Jin could be completely cut off after you left home to go to university, but you didn't expect that the damage he caused to you would be eternal, branding an indelible tattoo on your soul.
After you and Jiang Yiran repeatedly had disagreements over this matter, your mentality began to become unbalanced, and you gradually suffered from depression. After breaking up with Jiang Yiran, your depression suddenly worsened, and you became more and more unable to get rid of yourself. walk out.
You hate Cheng Jin all the time, hate him for distorting you into a disgusting masochist because of his personal preference, and hate him for being treated kindly by the world after making so many mistakes.
——Different from your refusal, Lu Lu chose to accept his violence.She said she couldn't leave him because she loved him and wanted to save him from the abyss.The naive and stupid Lu Lu thought that Cheng Jin still had the possibility of reforming himself, so he stubbornly chose to stay by his side, even if his body was covered with bruises, he would not back down.
You let Lu Lu apologize for the mistakes that did not belong to her, but you didn't make a sound to stop her, and closed your eyes with a weary expression.
Now you have sorted out your life in the past 20 years, and the memories of the past are flashing in your mind one by one like slides.
You think of your initial attachment to your stepfather because your mother underestimated you, think of Cheng Jin’s atrocities against you, think of Lu Lu’s kindness in introducing you to join the drama club in high school, allowing you to use exercises to vent your grief in life, think of The junior who had an ambiguous relationship with you in high school, but eventually betrayed you, remembering the tenderness and sweetness of Jiang Yiran when he dated you...
For a moment, you were overwhelmed by this series of images and couldn't breathe, but after a while, the dizziness caused by the overload gradually disappeared, and your heartbeat returned to its normal rhythm.
You opened your eyes again, turned your head and lightly pinched Lu Lu's palm, she suddenly raised her head, staring at you blankly.
"I never blamed you," your voice was hoarse from not speaking for a long time. "On the contrary, I have always thanked you for bringing acting into my life."
Lu Lu's tears flowed more fiercely, but no sound came out of his mouth.You stopped looking at her and patted the back of her hand lightly.
At the moment of heartache for those past events, the depression accumulated in your chest for a long time gradually dissipated.What happened in the past cannot be repeated, and the scars left behind will not disappear with time.But at some point, you have been able to fully accept it.
Before Lu Lu left, he told you that your uncle would come to see you later, but you just smiled and didn't care.
Those obsessions seem to be let go with your gradually waking memories, and the love-hate madness that deeply tortured you in the past seems like a mirror, but it is extremely real, but it has already faded away from the original strong color, scattered into clusters in the turbulent memories Clusters of scattered fireworks burst out with dazzling brilliance, and melted into the thick night in a blink of an eye.
As Lu Lu left the ward, another well-groomed man hurried towards you.He looked at the photo on his phone, seemed to be confirming your identity, and then he stuffed the bouquet of roses he was holding into your arms as if he had given a task: "Brother Xing sent it to you, saying that he has something today Filming work, I can't come to see you." After finishing speaking, he left the ward without looking back.
You hugged the large bouquet of delicate and charming roses with fresh dew on the petals, and your eyes fell on the card inserted in the middle.
"Looking forward to your recovery. —— Wen Xing"
You stared at the inscription's name for a long time, and finally you narrowed the look in your eyes.
The moment you see the name, the memory of that person floods you like a flood.
His full name is Ye Wenxing, he is your nominal boyfriend now, but he is also the culprit who caused you to commit suicide.
After you broke up with Jiang Yiran, this male model who had worked with you took the initiative to offer you an olive branch and showed you great hospitality.You have long heard the rumors that he is not taboo about meat and vegetables, and you haven't fully recovered from your emotional trauma, so no matter how gentle and considerate he is, and how generous he is, you still haven't let go.
But everything turned around one day.Ye Wenxing said that he was deeply fascinated by you, and he didn't want to see you indulge in emotional pain and disrupt your life by it.He said that he can see that you are a person with special hobbies, which is completely different from Director Jiang, who claims to be a gentleman. He can satisfy you physically and spiritually, and I hope you can give him a chance.
At that time, you happened to be in the trough of depression, and you gave up on yourself for a while and agreed to his invitation, but you didn’t expect to make a mistake. The other party recorded a video without your permission and threatened you to reach an agreement with him. Otherwise send this video to your stepdad or your childhood sweetheart.
Since then, your life has changed dramatically.
Ye Wenxing's private life is even more corrupt than you imagined, and his methods are also brutal and tough.Because of his wealthy family, he made many friends and friends, and often invited them to play at home.And you, who became his new favorite, became their pleasure and were forced to endure all kinds of new tricks that ordinary people could not tolerate.
Whenever you resist, he will inject prohibited drugs into your body, without any scruples that you are already at the end of your battle, and you are not hovering on the verge of mental breakdown for a moment.
You push the card down with your fingers, so it is buried in the gorgeous roses in an instant, and it can no longer be seen.
hate it?You ask.
The answer is naturally yes, you hate this sanctimonious hypocrite, and you are also afraid of the smile on his face when he pushes you to the crowd.
But what you hate the most is the self who is strong on the surface but weak on the inside.
After going through thousands of sails, you realized that the reason why you fell into this fate at that time was not only because God did not favor you, but also because you did not know how to save yourself and blindly succumbed to reality-everything is your own fault.
Your heart suddenly calmed down, and you who knew everything no longer had the interest to stay here any longer.
No matter how real the scene in front of him was, it was a false hypnosis after all.After waking up from the dream, everything was meaningless.You don't need to think about what to do next, after all, you have no future, and you don't have to worry about the past anymore.
- It's time to get out of here.
You pushed the large bouquet of heavy roses to the end of the bed, moved your eyes to the bedside table on the left side of the bed, and finally landed on the glass full of boiled water.You think of Yuan Yuan's advice to you, telling you not to regard this world as real, and let you break the glass and return to the world of fiction after you understand the truth.
Just when you put your fingers against the side of the cup and decide to push it off the nightstand.You suddenly noticed the reflection on the water, and vaguely saw a strange yet familiar face—it was the face of the person in the dream.
You are not surprised that Yuan Yuan knows your experience in reality, after all, he is a character in your writing, and he may have always had some subtle communication with you.
But how does he, who has been in the world of novels, know what you look like in reality?
The moment you hesitated, a voice screamed with such force that it almost pierced your brain: "Don't believe him! This is no hypnosis, this is clearly the real world!"
Your mind froze, and the movements of your hands suddenly stopped.
That voice is familiar to you—it is world awareness.
Realizing that you did not listen to its advice, the world consciousness acted directly, breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly cursed in the next second: "I told you that he is not a good person! You are still listening to his nonsense! You know that if you You listened to his words and broke the glass, what will happen to you when you return to the novel world?"
At this point, World Consciousness sneered, and smiled sinisterly: "He will lock you in the mirror like I did to him at that time, and you will never be able to leave-after all, the Creator who is useless will only Trouble the world, and you gave him all your power the moment you chose to listen to his lies."
The world consciousness explained that the real you did not die, but was successfully rescued and fell into a coma.At that time, it saw that you had an opportunity, so it tricked your consciousness into the world of the novel, replacing the original collapsed protagonist.
So although your consciousness has been in the fictional world, your real body has been lying unconscious in the intensive care unit of the hospital.
The world consciousness tells you that the reason why Yuanyuan deceived you is because he wants to gain control of the whole world selfishly.And to gain all the control rights of this world, besides eradicating it as the consciousness of the world, you also need to eradicate you as the creator of the world.
It's just that its existence can be erased, but your existence cannot—because you are the creator of this world, your existence is indispensable.
The only thing Yuan Yuan can do is to do everything possible to gain trust from you and squeeze all the power from you.The moment you trust him completely, all the power in you will be transferred to him, and then you will be defenseless and can only be slaughtered.And Yuan Yuan, who is suspicious by nature, will definitely not let you go, and will definitely let you feel the feeling of his being involuntary back then.
You didn't fully believe him before, because the doubts in your heart have not been fully resolved.Now when you know everything, you subconsciously relax. At this time, you will naturally not suddenly wake up and find that this world is not false.
World Consciousness speaks extremely fast, and between the lines reveals the meaning of hating iron but not steel.
"Fortunately, I saved a hand and output the last bit of energy of the body in the form of a computer screen.
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This question is not difficult for you. From the moment you read the novel you wrote, you understand how strong your desire to know the truth is.
You want to know the truth, no matter the cost.
Yuan Yuan regained his composure immediately after the initial surprise, and even after you expressed your determination to him, the expression on his face was still lukewarm, making you unable to figure out what he was thinking.
You thought that Yuan Yuan would at least wait until after the film was finished to tell you everything, but you didn't expect him to pack up his things in a blink of an eye and go straight to the outside of the set.You were a little dazed, so Yuan Yuan turned around and gave you a playful look.
"Still not following?" He raised his eyebrows, "The reason why I asked you to wait until after the film is finished is because I want you to suffer a little so that you can make up your mind. Now that you know the true face of your boyfriend, just There is no need to do it all over again.”
After Yuan Yuan finished speaking, he turned around decisively and left, and you followed his pace after a moment of daze.You felt the curious eyes behind you, and heard the chattering voices behind you, but maybe because the expression on Yuan Yuan's face was too open and aboveboard, no one stopped him, so the two of you left the set so logically.
The moment you stepped out of the set, Yuan Yuan immediately grabbed your arm and ran towards the motorcycle parked beside you.
"They will definitely catch up after they realize something is wrong," Yuan Yuan clicked his tongue, and threw his hard hat in your direction familiarly, "No matter how you say this world, it still has to be logical, we have to get rid of them as soon as possible."
The moment you put on your helmet and stepped onto the motorcycle, there were a few hasty footsteps behind you.
"Hold tight." Yuan Yuan's voice was blocked by the helmet, and it sounded muffled. You hugged his waist reflexively, so he twisted the accelerator suddenly, and the car flew like an arrow off the string. go.
At the moment when the motorcycle was driving forward, you suddenly remembered that Yuan Yuan saved you from Director Jiang before, but at that time you were unable to sit in the back seat because of your unconsciousness, so you had to be half-embraced by him Now you are leaning on his back, holding his waist tightly, so as not to be thrown out of the car at such a fast speed.
It's just that no matter what the posture is, you feel extremely at ease.For some reason, every time you have physical contact with Yuan Yuan, you feel an incomprehensible sense of relief, which makes you involuntarily relax, and lean your whole body and mind on him.
——This is the trust you cannot derive from others.
You don't know where this trust comes from. After all, he has never shown affection for you, and after stripping away the setting of Yuan Yuan, he is even more sneering at you.But you can see the imperceptible sincerity from his indifferent or disdainful eyes - he has been communicating with the real you from beginning to end, and all his emotions are aimed at your essence, not just cloaked The role of this layer of skin.
He is the person in this world who really understands who you are and is willing to understand you.How does this not move you?
You close your eyes and don't want to think about these things anymore.Even though Yuan Yuan is the person you trust the most in this world, you still remain vigilant towards him. You are not a fool, knowing that his patience must be purposeful.The words of world awareness also sounded your alarm, allowing you to keep a bottom line under slack.
It's just that, no matter what, you hope that Yuanyuan will take care of you for even a little while seeking benefits from you.
You think this innocent idea is really funny, but you can't put it out of your mind.
You thought Yuan Yuan would take you to his apartment, but you didn't expect him to drive towards your residence.You were puzzled and asked him the reason, but Yuan Yuan just told you that his home's hardware facilities were not enough and did not meet the requirements.
Could he be saying that his rental apartment is too shabby and the walls are not soundproof?You hesitated to think, but immediately vetoed this guess, after all, you have also discussed those things about the core of the world at Yuanyuan's house before.
You simply stop thinking about it and let Yuan Yuan do what he wants.It wasn't until you opened the door of your house with the key under Yuan Yuan's instructions, and he walked to the bathroom with ease, that you realized that things seemed a little different from what you imagined.
"You seem surprised?" Yuan Yuan turned on the faucet of the bathtub, and the water splashed against the porcelain wall of the bathtub, making a dull sound.He didn't turn around, but the snort revealed his mocking attitude. You can even imagine the arc of his eyebrows and the sparkle in his eyes.
"It seems that you are much more stupid than I imagined." Yuan Yuan glanced at you sideways, the water level in the bathtub was nearly half, and it rose higher and higher with the continuous flow of water, "I thought you were watching What does the water in a bathtub bring to mind...such as your dreams."
You suddenly raised your head and looked at Yuan Yuan in disbelief, and Yuan Yuan smiled, knowing that you finally understood what he meant.
Yes, you are not unfamiliar with this scene - the scene in front of you just happened to overlap with the dream you had on the night you promised Ye Zi to confess your love.After waking up from the dream, you remember other things that happened in the dream, but you only missed this memory. As long as you try to recall it, you will have a splitting headache and simply forget this lost dream.
...It turns out that what you forgot was the scene where the person in the dream tried to commit suicide by cutting his wrists with a utility knife while lying in a bathtub filled with warm water.
Yuan Yuan nodded indifferently: "Sure enough, it intervened again." When he said this, he suddenly paused: "It seems that you haven't discovered the connection between dreams and reality."
Your heart trembled, and a vague guess gradually emerged in your mind, but Yuan Yuan didn't have any scruples at all that you hadn't completely straightened out the logic, and directly implemented the guess in your heart in the next second.
"This connection is actually very simple," Yuan Yuan smiled, "The dream you had was exactly what happened in your real world."
Thinking about it now, the fact that dreams are equal to reality is not without trace.You have doubted your relationship with the person in the dream from a very early age, because you can always easily substitute the emotion of the person in the dream, but you cannot empathize with the previous memories of this body.
You have also doubted whether the person in the dream is yourself, but because of your completely different facial features, experience and personality from the person in the dream, you have decisively rejected this conjecture.
However, when you integrate this conjecture with what Yuan Yuan told you before, everything is logical.
The person in the dream is indeed you. You seem to have no similarities because your consciousness has stripped off the original skin and put on the appearance and personality of the protagonist of the novel.And the reason why you can't empathize with the previous memories of this body is because those memories don't belong to you, but belong to Yuan Yuan, the original protagonist.
You try to recall lucid dreams you've had, but you can't piece them together into a cohesive story.The timeline of lucid dreaming is so vast that it runs through your adolescence and adulthood. You simply cannot arrange the scattered dreams in chronological order. An impressive moment with many details missing.
So far, the only thing that has fully overlapped is the dream of you laying in the bathtub and cutting your wrists and the fact that you chose to kill yourself.
Yuan Yuan asked you to take him to your apartment, not because his apartment is not soundproof, but because there is no bathtub in his rental apartment.Yuanyuan wants to restore the scene in your dream, use his existing power to construct a virtual space that is indistinguishable from reality, and introduce your consciousness into it, and the same scene as before you died is the medium of this hypnosis .
The time node of this virtual space is exactly what happened after you were rescued after you cut your wrist.
You can't believe that such a supernatural thing will happen to you, and Yuan Yuan laughs at you that after experiencing so many unscientific things, your adaptability is still so poor.
"It's no wonder that when you first came to this world, its power far surpassed mine. It turns out that in your subconscious mind, you have always believed that only non-living bodies can reasonably have supernatural abilities, while humans can only be ordinary and inanimate. Strange, controlled by non-living bodies," Yuan Yuan sneered, "but in essence, the so-called world consciousness is no different from us."
Yuan Yuan said that what he is doing now is the same as the reason why the world consciousness tried to hypnotize you in Dr. Li's clinic. As long as you can believe that everything in front of you is hypnosis, and get out of that space in time at the last moment, then you can If you can successfully return to the novel world, otherwise you will be locked in the false world created by hypnosis forever.
This way of escaping space is also somewhat similar to escaping the hypnosis set by the world consciousness at that time—that is, breaking a reflective object.For convenience, he will set up a glass in this space from the beginning, as long as you smash that glass in the end, you can successfully return to this world.
"Remember, no matter how real things happen in that world, everything is just hypnosis," Yuan Yuan stared at your eyes tightly, and paused every word, "If you think that world has any sliver of reality, You may not be able to come back. I don’t think you would like to live in a fake world forever.”
You were secretly startled by the rare solemnity in Yuan Yuan's eyes, and you told him that you would not be so stupid and would not be fooled by the sight in front of you, then Yuan Yuan's eyebrows and eyes frowned, and his tense shoulders suddenly relaxed.
"Very well, remember your words." He whispered, patting your cheek lightly.
You guys went right into the process without further communication.At this time, you no longer worry about your shame, you simply took off your clothes neatly, and slowly stepped into the bathtub filled with warm water.The bathroom has long been shrouded in layers of steam, and the heat blowing from the water makes your cheeks flushed and you are lazy, but your spirit is always tense, and you have not neglected at all.
You took the utility knife in Yuan Yuan's hand and shook it gently under the water, a few invisible ripples appeared on the surface of the water.
"You don't need to cut your wrists, as long as you have that movement," Yuan Yuan knelt on one knee, resting his elbows on the edge of the bathtub. "Just like this," he gestured with his wrist, "the moment you do this, you will be hypnotized. My voice cannot be conveyed in that world, so it is up to you .”
You nodded to show your understanding, and moved your gaze down to the wet utility knife.You took a deep breath, with a solemn expression, raised your hand holding the utility knife as if facing an enemy, and gently slid it against your wrist.
Although the blade has not penetrated into the flesh, the sharp touch still makes you tense and keep your eyes on it.Just as the knife edge slid two-thirds of the way, you suddenly felt a little dizzy, and before you realized what happened, your consciousness suddenly pulled away from your body.
……
When you open your eyes, the first thing you see is the white ceiling.
Although you have been mentally prepared for a long time, when you witnessed what happened in front of you, you were still shocked and couldn't recover for a long time.You can hear the chirping of birds and cicadas not far away, but what lingers in your nose is a strong smell of disinfectant.At the same time, the tactile sensation of being connected by needles on the back of your hand also reminds you of your current situation.
Yes, right now you are lying in a hospital bed.
Your mind moved slightly, and you wanted to get up and look at the environment you were in, but found that your limbs seemed to be poured with cement, and you couldn't move.
At this moment, a series of ticking sounds suddenly came from your ears, and before you could fully recover, the curtain beside you was suddenly pulled open.Hearing "The patient has regained consciousness! Call the doctor in charge!", a burst of hasty footsteps suddenly followed, and three or four doctors and nurses in medical uniforms instantly surrounded you.
You squirmed your lips, wanting to ask about your condition, but you couldn't make any sound.The nurse in charge of the examination noticed your subtle movements and smiled at you: "Mr. Dou, please don't worry, it's normal that you can't speak now. After all, you have been in a deep coma for a month. We will contact your family members in a while ,Please wait……"
At this moment, there was a sudden sound of panicked footsteps at the door. You thought it was your attending doctor who came, but you didn't expect that the doctor and nurses who were surrounding you to examine you were pushed away, and hurriedly grabbed onto the doctor. Your hand hanging by your side.
"Sir, the patient has not fully recovered, please go out first..."
"I know." Unexpectedly, although the voice of the visitor was a little nervous, it was full of gentleness, which was quite different from his reckless actions, "I just want to see... just give me a minute... ..."
Perhaps it was because the expression on his face was too stubborn, and the medical staff had long been accustomed to the over-excited appearance of the patient's family members, and simply ignored them after a few exhortations, and devoted themselves to their own work.
"Doudou, can you hear me?" The man slowed down his voice and held your hand nervously, but he didn't dare to hold it tightly for fear of hurting you.You can't turn your head so you can't see his face, but his voice is familiar to you—you've dreamed about him before when you were awake.
You didn't answer, and he didn't take the initiative to speak, but just held your hand silently, as if wanting to pass the temperature in his palm to you.
"...Since I broke up with you, I have always regretted it," the man finally said again after a long while, but the information revealed between the lines was shocking, "I shouldn't have left you at this time, I clearly know that you have Depression, can't stand the blow..."
When he said this, he took your hand with both hands and buried his face in the back of your hand.The moment his eyelashes touched your skin, a wet touch was like a light feather that silently rubbed against the back of your hand—that was tears.
You listened to this man with a gentle voice and a mature temperament confessing to you in a tone of remorse, and while the dusty memories in your mind gradually recovered, your mood was surprisingly calm.
This man's name is Jiang Yiran, and he met you in high school.At that time, you passed the bidding of the most prestigious theater troupe in the local area, and he was the son of the troupe director, and he was also one of the people who recommended you to interview the troupe.When you were in high school, you only met him once. You only knew that he was the one who was shocked after watching the performance of your high school drama club and recommended you to his father.
You didn't meet him again in college until you graduated from high school.You are the most energetic acting student in the same class, and Jiang Yiran is the most outstanding directing student in their class.You worked together, talked about everything, and finally became a couple naturally.
Thinking about it now, that part of the past was indeed the only good time in your life.
Thinking of this, you can't help but feel a little dazed.You thought that when you recalled all the changes that happened afterwards, your heart would hurt like a knife, but in the end you couldn't feel anything, only a kind of relief that transcended everything.
You can't even remember why you were so desperate in love at the time, and why you collapsed so much after having a disagreement with the other party. In a fit of anger, you chose to break up peacefully.
You try to recall the reason for the disagreement between yourself and the other party, but you can't remember it, like a puzzle with a missing piece, and you can't piece it together even if you rack your brains.
All you know is that he seems to be the only man in your pathetic life who treats you really well, with whom you can relate spiritually.You love him more than anything, but there is a gap because of an irresolvable problem, and finally choose to break up with the other party on impulse.It's just that after the breakup, you still haven't gotten out of the pain, and even accidentally fell into the abyss.But you can't remember exactly what happened after that.All you know is that what happened next was far beyond your control, making you fearful and subconsciously escaping from reality.
You stop thinking about these vague memories, and instead focus on Jiang Yiran.But no matter how hard you try, your mind still wanders frequently and you can't concentrate.
Listening to the other party's affectionate and painful confession, you who have already recalled those past events can't make any waves, just like an old man in his twilight years digs out the images he recorded when he was young in his spare time, although he clearly understands the person in front of him I had a vigorous past with myself, but I couldn't agree with myself back then.
Yes, you were once deeply infatuated with him, fascinated by his maturity and stability, and fascinated by his incomparable talent in art.But those are all in the past tense, and now you are full of emotions, and you have long since lost the enthusiasm for selfless love at that time.
"I will come here every day, and I won't let you go this time," Jiang Yiran lowered his head and kissed your fingertips, "We can solve that matter slowly, and your depression will gradually improve, and everything will return On track..."
He then expressed his love to you in a soft voice, and finally left angrily because of the late arrival of the attending doctor.
On the contrary, you breathed a sigh of relief, happy that the sincere confession in your ears was replaced by the rigorous pathology report.
The doctor tells you that there are still several visitors on the way to the hospital, they should be your relatives and friends, so don't worry.He also told you that your physical condition is unbelievably good. Usually patients who have been in a coma for a month recover their body functions very slowly after suddenly waking up, but your recovery speed is extraordinary. Let the doctors and nurses who examined you The staff were very surprised.
According to this recovery speed, you can regain your body function in less than a moment. Although you will be stiff because of inactivity for a long time, simple movements can still be done.
The attending doctor left the ward after speaking, leaving you alone on the bed to recuperate.
You close your eyes, and suddenly feel that Yuan Yuan's worry is really superfluous.You think that the reason why he repeatedly emphasized that this is a false world is because he is afraid that you will be too addicted to "reality" and don't want to go back.If you haven't experienced the world of novels yet, when you hear that the lover you once loved suddenly changed his mind, you must be ecstatic and agree immediately.
But in fact, after you think of the ups and downs of yourself and your former lover, you don't have any mood swings, and your attitude can even be called indifference.
Maybe it's because all the memory fragments haven't been put together yet.You secretly speculated in your heart, quietly waiting for the arrival of more acquaintances.
Just then, you heard a series of inaudible footsteps.At this time, you can already do the simple movement of turning your head, so you saw a slender and tender hand carefully lift the curtain on the side of your hospital bed.
The one who opened the curtain was a thin, pale young woman. Her long hair was plastered obediently on both sides of her cheeks. There was a hint of sadness between her brows and eyes. Her facial features were small and round, which was the type most pleasing to men.
The moment she looked at you, she froze in place, but her lips trembled violently, and a cloud of water mist rose from her eye sockets.You feel overwhelmed by this, but the woman in front of you didn't estimate her image at all, and grabbed your hand excitedly.
She kept apologizing to you, and her messy blue hair covered most of her face, but you could clearly see the tears sliding down her chin.
You stare at her face as she confesses to you, and your impression of her gradually becomes clearer.
Her name is Lu Lu. She has known you since high school and is Cheng Jin's girlfriend since high school.She knows that she apologized to you because she told you that she was going to marry Cheng Jin.But you understand very well that she is the one who needs the least apology in this matter, because Cheng Jin told you about the wedding long before her, and she took the initiative to seek you out of conscience.
Yes, Lu Lu thought that you and Cheng Jin were in love with each other since they were students, but due to various reasons, they chose not to be together.She is obviously the most innocent of the three of you, but she always thought that her existence hindered your relationship, and she still has a grudge against her until now.
After discovering the ambiguous relationship between you and Cheng Jin, Lu Lu told you that if you and Cheng Jin fell in love, she would leave voluntarily.And you told her that you only had hatred for Cheng Jin, but no love, and advised her to leave Cheng Jin, a scumbag, as soon as possible, but you didn't expect that not only did she not believe your words, but even after being brutalized by Cheng Jin, she still chose not to leave. abandoned.
When you think of the memories about Lu Lu, Cheng Jin's shadow inevitably appears in your mind, so the memory about Cheng Jin also becomes clear.
Only this time, compared to the sweetness and sadness that Jiang Yiran brought to you, what Cheng Jin brought to you was only fear and hatred.His existence has carried out most of your life, forcibly distorting your personality into what you like, and finally kicking you away without hesitation.
He is your childhood sweetheart. After he accidentally discovered your shady feelings for your stepfather when you were 10 years old, he used this as a threat to torture you physically and psychologically.
As a child, his torture was limited to digging your wounds, burning your hair with a lighter, making you kneel on the ground, and inflicting all kinds of physical violence on you.However, when he grew up, his torment to you began to become ambiguous. While he was violent to you, he began to play with your body, and regarded your forbearance as inferiority, and your resistance as refusal.He trampled your dignity under his feet, but on the surface he was still a good student who was polite and well-received by everyone.
It is he who has been violent to your body and mind since childhood, which makes you unknowingly have a distorted dependence on this violence, and makes your life never return to the right track.
And your dependence on violence is also the reason for the estrangement between you and Jiang Yiran - he who loves you deeply is unwilling to treat you so badly, and even reprimands you for not cherishing your body, but you don't know that your roots have long since rotted In the soil, no matter how brilliant the flowers on the branches are, it is still impossible to recover from the original mistake.
You thought that the past between you and Cheng Jin could be completely cut off after you left home to go to university, but you didn't expect that the damage he caused to you would be eternal, branding an indelible tattoo on your soul.
After you and Jiang Yiran repeatedly had disagreements over this matter, your mentality began to become unbalanced, and you gradually suffered from depression. After breaking up with Jiang Yiran, your depression suddenly worsened, and you became more and more unable to get rid of yourself. walk out.
You hate Cheng Jin all the time, hate him for distorting you into a disgusting masochist because of his personal preference, and hate him for being treated kindly by the world after making so many mistakes.
——Different from your refusal, Lu Lu chose to accept his violence.She said she couldn't leave him because she loved him and wanted to save him from the abyss.The naive and stupid Lu Lu thought that Cheng Jin still had the possibility of reforming himself, so he stubbornly chose to stay by his side, even if his body was covered with bruises, he would not back down.
You let Lu Lu apologize for the mistakes that did not belong to her, but you didn't make a sound to stop her, and closed your eyes with a weary expression.
Now you have sorted out your life in the past 20 years, and the memories of the past are flashing in your mind one by one like slides.
You think of your initial attachment to your stepfather because your mother underestimated you, think of Cheng Jin’s atrocities against you, think of Lu Lu’s kindness in introducing you to join the drama club in high school, allowing you to use exercises to vent your grief in life, think of The junior who had an ambiguous relationship with you in high school, but eventually betrayed you, remembering the tenderness and sweetness of Jiang Yiran when he dated you...
For a moment, you were overwhelmed by this series of images and couldn't breathe, but after a while, the dizziness caused by the overload gradually disappeared, and your heartbeat returned to its normal rhythm.
You opened your eyes again, turned your head and lightly pinched Lu Lu's palm, she suddenly raised her head, staring at you blankly.
"I never blamed you," your voice was hoarse from not speaking for a long time. "On the contrary, I have always thanked you for bringing acting into my life."
Lu Lu's tears flowed more fiercely, but no sound came out of his mouth.You stopped looking at her and patted the back of her hand lightly.
At the moment of heartache for those past events, the depression accumulated in your chest for a long time gradually dissipated.What happened in the past cannot be repeated, and the scars left behind will not disappear with time.But at some point, you have been able to fully accept it.
Before Lu Lu left, he told you that your uncle would come to see you later, but you just smiled and didn't care.
Those obsessions seem to be let go with your gradually waking memories, and the love-hate madness that deeply tortured you in the past seems like a mirror, but it is extremely real, but it has already faded away from the original strong color, scattered into clusters in the turbulent memories Clusters of scattered fireworks burst out with dazzling brilliance, and melted into the thick night in a blink of an eye.
As Lu Lu left the ward, another well-groomed man hurried towards you.He looked at the photo on his phone, seemed to be confirming your identity, and then he stuffed the bouquet of roses he was holding into your arms as if he had given a task: "Brother Xing sent it to you, saying that he has something today Filming work, I can't come to see you." After finishing speaking, he left the ward without looking back.
You hugged the large bouquet of delicate and charming roses with fresh dew on the petals, and your eyes fell on the card inserted in the middle.
"Looking forward to your recovery. —— Wen Xing"
You stared at the inscription's name for a long time, and finally you narrowed the look in your eyes.
The moment you see the name, the memory of that person floods you like a flood.
His full name is Ye Wenxing, he is your nominal boyfriend now, but he is also the culprit who caused you to commit suicide.
After you broke up with Jiang Yiran, this male model who had worked with you took the initiative to offer you an olive branch and showed you great hospitality.You have long heard the rumors that he is not taboo about meat and vegetables, and you haven't fully recovered from your emotional trauma, so no matter how gentle and considerate he is, and how generous he is, you still haven't let go.
But everything turned around one day.Ye Wenxing said that he was deeply fascinated by you, and he didn't want to see you indulge in emotional pain and disrupt your life by it.He said that he can see that you are a person with special hobbies, which is completely different from Director Jiang, who claims to be a gentleman. He can satisfy you physically and spiritually, and I hope you can give him a chance.
At that time, you happened to be in the trough of depression, and you gave up on yourself for a while and agreed to his invitation, but you didn’t expect to make a mistake. The other party recorded a video without your permission and threatened you to reach an agreement with him. Otherwise send this video to your stepdad or your childhood sweetheart.
Since then, your life has changed dramatically.
Ye Wenxing's private life is even more corrupt than you imagined, and his methods are also brutal and tough.Because of his wealthy family, he made many friends and friends, and often invited them to play at home.And you, who became his new favorite, became their pleasure and were forced to endure all kinds of new tricks that ordinary people could not tolerate.
Whenever you resist, he will inject prohibited drugs into your body, without any scruples that you are already at the end of your battle, and you are not hovering on the verge of mental breakdown for a moment.
You push the card down with your fingers, so it is buried in the gorgeous roses in an instant, and it can no longer be seen.
hate it?You ask.
The answer is naturally yes, you hate this sanctimonious hypocrite, and you are also afraid of the smile on his face when he pushes you to the crowd.
But what you hate the most is the self who is strong on the surface but weak on the inside.
After going through thousands of sails, you realized that the reason why you fell into this fate at that time was not only because God did not favor you, but also because you did not know how to save yourself and blindly succumbed to reality-everything is your own fault.
Your heart suddenly calmed down, and you who knew everything no longer had the interest to stay here any longer.
No matter how real the scene in front of him was, it was a false hypnosis after all.After waking up from the dream, everything was meaningless.You don't need to think about what to do next, after all, you have no future, and you don't have to worry about the past anymore.
- It's time to get out of here.
You pushed the large bouquet of heavy roses to the end of the bed, moved your eyes to the bedside table on the left side of the bed, and finally landed on the glass full of boiled water.You think of Yuan Yuan's advice to you, telling you not to regard this world as real, and let you break the glass and return to the world of fiction after you understand the truth.
Just when you put your fingers against the side of the cup and decide to push it off the nightstand.You suddenly noticed the reflection on the water, and vaguely saw a strange yet familiar face—it was the face of the person in the dream.
You are not surprised that Yuan Yuan knows your experience in reality, after all, he is a character in your writing, and he may have always had some subtle communication with you.
But how does he, who has been in the world of novels, know what you look like in reality?
The moment you hesitated, a voice screamed with such force that it almost pierced your brain: "Don't believe him! This is no hypnosis, this is clearly the real world!"
Your mind froze, and the movements of your hands suddenly stopped.
That voice is familiar to you—it is world awareness.
Realizing that you did not listen to its advice, the world consciousness acted directly, breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly cursed in the next second: "I told you that he is not a good person! You are still listening to his nonsense! You know that if you You listened to his words and broke the glass, what will happen to you when you return to the novel world?"
At this point, World Consciousness sneered, and smiled sinisterly: "He will lock you in the mirror like I did to him at that time, and you will never be able to leave-after all, the Creator who is useless will only Trouble the world, and you gave him all your power the moment you chose to listen to his lies."
The world consciousness explained that the real you did not die, but was successfully rescued and fell into a coma.At that time, it saw that you had an opportunity, so it tricked your consciousness into the world of the novel, replacing the original collapsed protagonist.
So although your consciousness has been in the fictional world, your real body has been lying unconscious in the intensive care unit of the hospital.
The world consciousness tells you that the reason why Yuanyuan deceived you is because he wants to gain control of the whole world selfishly.And to gain all the control rights of this world, besides eradicating it as the consciousness of the world, you also need to eradicate you as the creator of the world.
It's just that its existence can be erased, but your existence cannot—because you are the creator of this world, your existence is indispensable.
The only thing Yuan Yuan can do is to do everything possible to gain trust from you and squeeze all the power from you.The moment you trust him completely, all the power in you will be transferred to him, and then you will be defenseless and can only be slaughtered.And Yuan Yuan, who is suspicious by nature, will definitely not let you go, and will definitely let you feel the feeling of his being involuntary back then.
You didn't fully believe him before, because the doubts in your heart have not been fully resolved.Now when you know everything, you subconsciously relax. At this time, you will naturally not suddenly wake up and find that this world is not false.
World Consciousness speaks extremely fast, and between the lines reveals the meaning of hating iron but not steel.
"Fortunately, I saved a hand and output the last bit of energy of the body in the form of a computer screen.
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