What is your choice? ?

You have selected [E. Tell Director Jiang, you know what he said to that actor]

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When you saw Director Jiang last week, your first reaction was anger.But when the same scene is repeated again, your mood can't produce any waves, and you even feel a little bit like a lifetime away from the sudden change from a quiet environment to a noisy studio.

You stared at Director Jiang in silence, but he immediately realized your gaze, turned his head slowly, and showed a subtle smile.That smile may seem normal, but there's a hint of nasty interest in it—he's waiting for you to strike out, and he's interested in how you're about to react.

You are not annoyed by his provocative gaze, and walk towards him with a calm expression.

"You lied that I wore a wig and asked the other actor to cut my hair." You lowered your head and looked at Director Jiang, and said everything bluntly, "Yezi gave me his hair, you do this Do you want Ye Zi to remember me? Is it because of the past disputes between you and Ye Zi, or because I didn't fall into the trick and have a relationship with you?"

Director Jiang raised his eyebrows, and a look of astonishment flashed in his eyes: "This really surprises me, that person would actually tell you such a thing..."

"But you know it's useless," he said, regaining his composure, with undisguised gloating on his face, "Guess he values ​​his hair more or you?"

You were not irritated by Director Jiang's skillful teasing, and nodded calmly: "Of course he will choose his hair, after all, he is narcissistic and regards this well-maintained long hair as his former glory."

"You worked so hard to design such a thing, isn't it because you don't want what you once wanted to be easily obtained by me?"

Director Jiang's smile suddenly froze on his face, and finally his smile collapsed. He looked at your expression expressionlessly, as if trying to figure out how much you knew.But you didn't panic at all, just stared at him like that, until he finally realized that he couldn't get any information from your expression, and then retracted his gaze resentfully, leaned back, and lay on his back with legs crossed on the armchair.

"Okay, you kid is more powerful than I imagined." He chuckled a few times, but the expression on his face was not very happy.

You didn't deny Director Jiang's words, and he was so happy that the other party thought you knew everything: "It's just that I don't quite understand why you did this. If you really still have feelings for Ye Zi, why did you start with me? Although the hair is attached to me On the head, the situation is indeed a bit troublesome, but Ye Zi can remove the attached hair at any time, you can continue to pursue him, and I will not hinder you."

"Pursuit?" Director Jiang asked with a strange expression, "Did you misunderstand something?"

You were also stunned: "Don't you want to rekindle your old relationship with Ye Zi?"

Director Jiang laughed out loud when he heard this, until he burst into tears. "This is a big misunderstanding. I don't want this sticky relationship. Besides, he and I are in the past tense. Since I realized his narcissistic nature, I have lost interest in him. ...After all, a person who loves himself the most cannot fully dedicate himself.”

When Director Jiang said this, he raised his eyes to look at you, with a low voice and an ambiguous tone: "My target has always been you. If you hadn't escaped by chance again and again, I would have succeeded long ago."

Just when you were terrified by the undercurrent in his eyes, Director Jiang suddenly withdrew the aggression in his eyes, and his whole person suddenly became lazy: "But my interest in you is also in the past tense, and I am always stuck in a disobedient It's no fun to prey on you. And the film is about to wrap up, so I'm sure you and I won't see each other again."

"Since you are not interested in me, nor in Ye Zi, why did you go to such lengths to design this one?" You asked inexplicably.

Director Jiang sighed pretentiously: "Didn't you just say that I'm not reconciled? Since they don't belong to me, then I don't need to have any scruples." When he said this, he suddenly winked at you Blink: "Besides, it's funny isn't it? I can't wait to see how that guy reacts."

You didn't continue the conversation with Director Jiang - you already know the truth of the matter, and the things that confused you before have also been answered.Now, you are no longer interested in everything in front of you.

You stare straight ahead, cut through the crowd, and walk hurriedly in someone's direction.At that moment, you feel that the human voices passing by your ears have lost their mechanism and become flat and weird, but sometimes they suddenly get out of control. Still ordinary in the distorted voice.

You couldn't help speeding up your pace, and your retinas also started to play tricks. The vertical figures collapsed inwards centered on the top of your head, and their faces filled with various expressions were drawn into blurred shadows, thin and long, but Every time you blink, they snap back into shape, chirping past you.

——Everything is like your delusion.

Before you know it, your heartbeat has long been out of control, cold sweat soaks the clothes behind you, and sticks to your back obediently.

You tell yourself that you are safe now, that as long as you don't deliberately think about those things, the world is still intact, real enough to fool anyone's eyes.But maybe because in the space of death retrospect, you have received too much information at one time, and for the first time you have truly experienced the unreality of the whole world. You can't ignore the weirdness in your heart. The more you look, the more you feel that everything in front of you is full of With a sense of plastic, the original lifelike scene becomes more and more abstract and weird with your strong doubts.

What the world consciousness said is right, the origin of this world is indeed in your hands.It lives for you, and it can die for you. The more you question its existence, the more it will decay, like a moldy apple, and you control the time, deciding when this apple will be completely destroyed. Rotting maggots.

At this time, what Yuan Yuan said became vivid.Since that conversation, although you believed his rhetoric, you have not felt it.You have no memory of the real world and can only judge by intuition and logic.You have been unable to understand yourself as the Creator, until you see the novel you wrote in the real world in the space of death retrospect, until you witness everything in front of you fluctuate due to your emotional changes.

Yes, in that pure white space, the computer screen that attracts your attention is the computer you used during your lifetime, and the novel you wrote in the real world is recorded on it.

From your point of view, the language of the whole novel is crude and sloppy, and the plot is even more shoddy. It can be seen that the author did not write it with heart at all, but just used it as a way to vent.If it weren't for the fact that this novel was just written for yourself in your spare time in the real world, and it wasn't published on the platform, it would definitely be disgusted by readers.

But when you watch the whole process, you can't relax at all, and your nerves are always tense-because although this story is brainless and illogical, the protagonist of the story is you.It's just that you only have a layer of the protagonist's setting, and what happens to you later is like a wild horse, which has a huge difference from the original plot in the book.

In this book, the protagonist is an ordinary otaku. Although it is said that he is a graduate student, he never mentions his schooling, nor does he explain what major he is studying.He has an adoptive father who loves him very much, and the two had a secret love affair, and they were together tacitly on his 18th birthday.It’s just that for some reason, although the adoptive father and the protagonist love each other very much, the other party has never made their relationship clear, which makes the protagonist very uneasy.

At the beginning of the story, the protagonist got acquainted with a man named "Ruth" on Xiaolan under the irritability.Netizens have always wanted to face the base, but the protagonist is reluctant to develop the online relationship into reality due to various concerns, and has not let go for a long time.At the same time, he also met the shy shampoo boy and Ye Zi who extended his hair in the shampoo shop, and was discovered by Director Jiang on the street.

All three expressed affection for the protagonist, but the protagonist only had his adoptive father in his heart, and his personality was raised innocently. He didn't realize that the three people's feelings for him had already deteriorated, and they still treated them as friends.

Later, the netizen felt impatient because of the protagonist’s repeated push and push of Ji’s invitation, and impatiently followed the protagonist and kidnapped him to his residence.The protagonist was reluctant at first, but under the enthusiastic offensive of netizens, he gradually softened his posture, and the relationship between the two gradually melted away.

However, things took a turning point after the shampoo boy broke through the matter.It turns out that the shampoo guy and the netizen are brothers, but the shampoo guy lives on campus all the time, while the netizen lives in a rented apartment.

After the incident was revealed, the hair-washing boy also began to frequent the apartment, and the relationship between the protagonist and the shampooing boy gradually heated up.The adoptive father who discovered the protagonist's disappearance was devastated because he couldn't find the protagonist. Once he accidentally saw the protagonist on the street. He was overjoyed and pulled the protagonist home, but the protagonist rejected him indifferently.It turned out that although he still had some love for his adoptive father, he was moved by their sincerity during the days he spent with netizens and the shampoo boy, and decided to be with them.

Although the adoptive father was hit hard, he respected the protagonist's decision, and only begged him to let him visit him, and the protagonist readily agreed.

While chatting with Ye Zi, the boy who washes his hair accidentally revealed that the protagonist lives in a netizen's house, so Ye Zi also started to visit, and he claimed to take care of the protagonist's hair.During this time, Ye Zi gradually revealed her heart to the protagonist, telling him that she liked the protagonist at first because of the hair extensions, but later she was moved by the protagonist, and apologized for putting her own hair on the protagonist's head without authorization.The protagonist is greatly moved after hearing Ye Zi's confession and repentance, so he accepts his love.

The following plot is how the protagonist peacefully coexists with many men, and after the filming started, the protagonist and Director Jiang fall in love again.Even when the other party showed that he had a special hobby, the protagonist did not feel the slightest rejection.

The story stopped suddenly at this point, and I didn't write any more after that.However, judging from the development rhythm of the whole story, most of the protagonists will love each other with those men, and spend the rest of their lives without worries in being pampered.

After you read this story, you will feel extremely uncomfortable.You can't imagine that the original story will turn out like this, let alone such a story full of obscenity comes from your hands.For a moment, you even think that the display screen in front of you is just your fantasy, and the real direction of the novel is not so absurd.But at the same time, your intuition tells you that what you see is the truth—this is the fiction you wrote, and its truth is undeniable.

At this moment, the display screen in front of your eyes suddenly dissipated into countless light spots, and the voice of world consciousness sounded after a long absence.

"You don't need to doubt anymore, I don't need to deceive you anymore," the voice of the world consciousness is intermittent, like an old-fashioned tape recorder with poor reception, which may be scrapped at any time, "This world is coming to an end, you now Are you satisfied?"

When it said this, its voice suddenly rose, and the neutral voice that had no emotion was suddenly tainted with strong anger: "Do you know that everything I do is for the stability of this world? That half-assed Yuanyuan only considers He himself has no consideration for the world at all. What good do you think you know everything, it is of no use except to make you miserable!"

It paused, let out a self-defeating lament in a humane manner, kept cursing, cursing Yuan Yuan's selfishness, and scolding you for your innocence and stupidity.

You just listened quietly, without hastily interrupting, until the world consciousness got tired of scolding, it seemed to remember your existence, and turned to persuade you earnestly.It says that after you leave this space, you must stay as far away from Yuanyuan as possible. In this world, there are only two left after Yuanyuan is attacked. No matter who you choose, you will be happy in the end.

You laughed when you heard this: "Happiness? You mean falling in love with a man who fell in love with his hair?"

The world consciousness was choked by your laughter, and said sleepily: "Although the truth is so, he has already been moved by you, as long as you don't touch his thunder point when you go back later, and don't say that those hairs are no big deal, It will not trigger a dead end... By the way, remember to choose to borrow a wig from Director Jiang, with a wig, Ye Zi will naturally hypnotize herself that it is her own hair."

"But I don't want to lie to myself any more," you whispered. "What's the point of doing it?"

World Consciousness swears a swear word, and then softens his stance: "If you don't like Ye Zi, then Director Jiang will too. Although it's a bit late to attack him, as long as you do what you like, everything will be fine." In time."

When you ask the world consciousness what it means to do what it likes, the world consciousness hesitates for a while, and finally yells loudly as if to give up: "Tell you, tell you! Anyway, this is the situation now! Although this world Half of it collapsed, but as long as you listen to me, this world can still function normally!"

It tells you in an excited tone, just like what you saw in the novel, Director Jiang is a pervert with special hobbies, as long as you take the initiative to lower your posture and show that you are willing to cooperate with him, then he will naturally take you into his pocket.When it comes to this point, I am afraid that you will say something you don’t want or don’t like, and tell you in a good voice that as long as you persevere, even if the other party just likes your obedience at the beginning, they will definitely be moved by your sincerity in the end.

The more you listen to it, the more absurd you feel, and you give up communicating with the world consciousness when you hear half of it.Now you are affirming the authenticity of the novel, and you also believe that what the world consciousness said at this time is from the bottom of your heart, but you can’t compromise as the world consciousness said. Play deaf and dumb.

You don't want to treat yourself like a chip that can be expended.You want to see through the only truth hidden behind all these hypocrisy, even if this truth is not good, you are willing to enjoy it.

"Is it because of Yuanyuan that we have fallen into this situation now?" After listening to the long lecture on world consciousness, you suddenly said, "But when he was trapped in the mirror before, he couldn't interfere with my behavior, I even Thought he had a dual personality."

"Of course he can!" World Consciousness said angrily, "He is so cunning, he buried part of his consciousness in the options, if I hadn't locked it..."

It stopped suddenly when it said this, and after a few seconds, it continued in the middle of the sentence as if nothing had happened: "In short, it is indeed Yuan Yuan's fault that caused this situation, but it is not too late now, as long as you Listen to me and everything will be back on track!"

"Since you want the world to get back on track so much, why don't you just adjust the world? I remember that you updated the world after the end of the little black room, and even changed the character settings." You asked leisurely , "It shouldn't be difficult for you."

World Consciousness let out a few hecks, and said viciously: "The situation at that time was completely different from now. You still trusted me at that time. Although you were shaken for a moment when the small black room ended, after I comforted you Afterwards, it didn’t take long for you to withdraw from that state. But what about you now? Ask yourself, how much trust have you given me?”

"Trust..." You laughed suddenly when you heard this, "After you tried to hypnotize me, do you think I can trust you again? After I broke the glass, it was you who screamed to stop me Yes."

"That's a bad idea! It's because you were brainwashed by Yuan Yuan's words that I had no choice but to use such an extreme method. If you honestly accept Ye Zi's marriage proposal and regard all of this as real, then you I can spend my life happily with my boyfriend forever!" The world consciousness became angry with embarrassment, "In the end, you insisted on waking up smartly, which not only made the situation worse, but also trapped me here. You know my hypnosis I have exhausted all my energy, and now I can't help you any more besides giving you death regression?"

World consciousness tells you that its capabilities are not infinite and require the trust of you, the Creator, to maintain it.Ever since you met Yuan Yuan, your trust in it began to plummet. It was impatient and could only fight with all its strength.

"What about lying to me that lucid dreaming caused me to be mentally ill?" You ask, "The origin of lucid dreaming cannot be groundless...that is my real experience."

The world consciousness shouted loudly, and the distorted voice faintly revealed the meaning of collapse: "I did this for you, of course! What good is it to think of things in the real world! I did this for you!"

At this moment, the world consciousness suddenly realized that you didn't pay attention to its words at all, and simply said everything in exchange for a little bit of trust from you.

It says that until now, the final choice is in your hands, as long as you turn around at the last moment, everything can be saved.It says that the core of this world is controlled by three individuals, you as the creator, it who controls the direction of the entire world, and Yuan Yuan, who is the former protagonist of the world and replaces his stepfather as Gong.

On the surface, it has mastered the big head of the core of the world, and Yuan Yuan has only mastered a very small part, but in fact it and Yuan Yuan's energy are all based on your cognition, as long as you are partial, the ability of that party will be will increase, and the ability of the other party will also weaken accordingly like a seesaw.

But your ability is not only reflected in the distribution of energy, but also in the subtle influence of the world.The world consciousness said that this is how the existence of Teacher Yu and Cheng Jin came about.The two of them didn't exist in the novel you wrote, it was your subconscious that shaped them.

The two of them respectively represent your obsession with reality, and they are also the restrictions you set for yourself. Every time you break a layer, you will be closer to reality, and your psychological fluctuations about their death are a kind of influence on you. warning of this behavior.

And the reason why the direction of this world is so different from the plot in the novel from the very beginning is not only because Yuan Yuan killed the adoptive father, resulting in changes in the plot, but also because your subconscious mind is at work, and you don’t believe that reality can be so smooth .

"I've explained everything, so you can trust me now," the world consciousness lamented helplessly, "I really have nothing to hide from you now, it should be able to prove my sincerity Bar."

The world consciousness is still talking endlessly, trying to win your trust and sympathy, but now you can't listen to anything.

You just feel that your three views have been reshaped countless times in just a few minutes, and in the end they were easily destroyed by the world consciousness.

You start to recall the memories that you deliberately buried, recalling that Cheng Jin had to wear a mask and was unable to talk to you.At that moment, Cheng Jinyin's figure in the darkness seemed to overlap with Mr. Yu who was rooted and rotted in the club.

Yes, world consciousness did not lie to you, their existences are so similar—they are also shady, treated coldly by the world, but they treat you with special emotions.You have never understood why in this world, only the deaths of Cheng Jin and Teacher Yu made you cry and your spirit was on the verge of collapse. It turned out that their existence reflected your shortcomings in reality, and it was because you couldn’t erase them even if you lost your memory. pain.

Suddenly, you suddenly thought of the "three" written by Cheng Jin in your heart and the "two" engraved on Mr. Yu's wrist, and you couldn't help feeling a little dazed.

Is there something else that you haven't noticed?If you have penetrated the last "one", does it mean that you have fully understood the truth?

Your mind is full of noisy thoughts, and it takes a while to digest them all.Ye Zi's obsession with his hair, Director Jiang's malice, and countless lives and deaths in this world have gradually become floating clouds.

Now you just want to know the truth—and this desire is clearer and stronger than ever before.

You believe that the world consciousness has not lied. It has exhausted all its abilities and lost your trust. It cannot leave this pure white space. It can only turn around by your change of heart. There is no need for it to lie.

However, even if you know that it is not lying to you, you still cannot agree with it.It wants you to be blindfolded and happy blind, but you don't want to.

At the same time, you also understand that it is not useless to continue to ask the world consciousness about reality - after all, it wants you to submit to the status quo and not to upset the existing balance.

After straightening out the logic, you pretend to listen to the words of the world consciousness and tell the world consciousness that you understand what to do.Only then did the world consciousness breathe a sigh of relief, and finally told you several times before doing death retrospective for you.

You close your eyes, and stop thinking about what happened in that space, and stop thinking about all kinds of information revealed between the lines of the world consciousness.

Your heart has already made a choice, no matter how much the world consciousness persuades you, you cannot go against your original heart.

During the time you recalled, you have already walked in front of Yuan Yuan.He noticed your approach, raised his head, and looked at you with a strange expression, as if wondering why you suddenly came to the door after having been in a cold war with him for a long time.

But you looked the same as usual, and you directly entered the topic.

"I've already died once, Yuan Yuan," you looked at Yuan Yuan calmly, "The movie has already been finished."

Yuan Yuan was stunned for a moment, and it took him a while to realize: "Could it be Ye Wenxin..."

There is a flash of clarity in your heart, Yuan Yuan really knows that you have the ability to recall death, otherwise it would be impossible to kiss you suddenly in that play.Seeing that you acquiesced to his words, Yuan Yuan curled his mouth, but before he could speak, the smile on his face was frozen in place by your following words.

"The world consciousness told me everything...it said that everything it does is for the stability of this world."

Yuan Yuan frowned, and after a long silence, he sighed: "Then what is your plan now? I once said that I will tell you everything after the movie is finished. What is your choice?"

At this time, you choose-

[A. Listen to the words of the world consciousness and stop pursuing it]

【B. Follow your heart and find the truth】