[Xunsi]May Be a Dream

Kaoru closed the door and said to Katsuragi Misato, "Sorry, Mr. Katsuragi, I'm late."

"It's okay." Glancing at Shinji, Misato patted Nagisa Kaoru on the back: "Go, Shinji is looking forward to you."

Shinji didn't know that the moment he saw Kaoru Nagisa, his face was full of longing, his eyes seemed to be lit up by stars, and he didn't know that this expression was so amazing in the eyes of others.

Misato watched Nagisa Kaoru take a seat in front of the piano, and couldn't help but sigh at the delicate relationship between the two.

What a wonderful and strange child, who can make such a Shinji so dependent, no, not dependent at all, Zhu-kun has let Shinji sink, and no one can leave the other...

One look, one smile can soothe Shinji's uneasiness, one minute, one hour's departure can arouse Shinji's longing for loneliness, Asuka always says that Shinji depends on Nagisa-kun, she doesn't know

白渚

What you want is this kind of Shinji, and what you want is the effect of mutual centering.

"Now that everyone is here, how is your practice?" Misato asked, looking up at the score.

"Teacher, there is still a problem with the violin part." Only Ayanami answered, and Asuka's eyes fell on Shinji.

"Well, I see, Rei, you and Asuka stay here later, I'm going to check the part of the violin ensemble, got it?"

"I understand." Ayanami pulled Asuka's skirt.

Asuka reluctantly turned her head and responded, "Oh, oh... I understand." Then she lowered her head and silently stared at the violin in her arms.

"Really..." Misato glanced at Asuka, then said to Shinji and Zhuxun, "Shinji, Zhukun, what about you?"

"Ah?" Then Shinji remembered that he didn't know what the repertoire was. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a white document protruding from the cello bag, and he quickly reached out and took it out.

"Hey, Shinji, don't tell the teacher that you have forgotten." Misato said with a straight face.

"No, no, that, I'm fine." Pachabel's Canon in D major?He has been exposed to the cello part of this repertoire, and it is still possible.

Misato nodded, and said again: "Ah, is that so? Zhu-kun, how about you?"

"No problem teacher."

"Okay, Shinji, I'll check yours first." Misato pointed at Shinji with the score.

He quickly opened the music score and put it on the music stand, picked up the bow with one hand, and pressed the strings with the other.

The long and deep music is born from the subtle and accurate movements of fingers and wrists, and the fragile fingers sink into the deepest part of the heart in the music, groping for the softest part of the heart.

Absolute domain, the last line of defense to maintain people's hearts. Music is not only the rain and dew that nourishes people's hearts, but also the catcher of the soul. It is Kaoru who let him appreciate this.

The cello is responsible for the part, as long as the player masters the rhythm, basically there will be no major problems, and Shinji can always do this very well, obviously it is not as good as the cello

Matched

A calm heart is unexpectedly suitable for playing the cello.

Shinji put down his bow, and immediately there was applause from beside him.

Misato was in a good mood, and said loudly: "Shinji, well done, there are no mistakes in the whole part, and the rhythm is well mastered, the last ensemble is just missing, but there is no need now

worry

.Everyone has been doing very well, and I believe that the performance at this graduation party will be absolutely fine. "

"Thank you... But, do you really want to perform?" There is also such a thing as a graduation party performance.

Asuka took the lead and looked at Shinji with contempt: "Isn't this a custom? Regardless of the size of the event, as long as it is a school public performance, there must be a program in charge of the classical music department.

"

"I understand." He replied submissively, still not daring to look directly at Asuka, the water-blue eyes, the girl's angry appearance, even if there is no bondage of that world now

, but

Whether facing Asuka, there are still unspeakable contradictions and pains.

The unfathomable secret hidden in his heart made him very afraid of the girl's anger.

"Stupid, are you? You don't even dare to face me, always like this, evasive, sneaky, and today you dare not even look at me, what are you dissatisfied with me?

! ”

Today's Ikari Shinji annoys her even more than in the past, she can't get that kind of expression with Nagisa Kaoru, and with Ayanami who can talk calmly.

"I... didn't..." The courage to no longer run away from myself that I mustered up for Zhu Xun last night was exhausted, and the shameful and sinful memory was awakened by the girl's bossy orders, and he again

Fall into

escaping.

Are you sorry?Useless, useless now or in that world...

Suddenly feeling like you're lousy again, when you've always been lousy?

"Asuka! That's enough, come with me!" Misato shouted angrily.

"Bastard!" Asuka jumped up from the chair, put down the violin with one hand, and rushed towards Shinji.

Ayanami blocked her way without making a sound: "Calm down, let's go back first."

The furious Shui Lan was so shocking in the setting sun, Asuka was pulled out of the classroom by Misato, and when she left, her eyes of hatred still stayed on Shinji.

"Shinji, you should think about it too!" Ayanami glanced at Shinji emotionlessly, left behind these words, closed the door and left.

The bow slipped to the ground, and Shinji almost dropped the cello in his arms. Kaoru Nagisa walked up to him, took the cello from Shinji's arms, and picked up the bow again.

Zhu Kaoru stared at Shinji, not letting go of even a trembling movement: "What happened after that? Today, after you met Asuka, you were too abnormal, and you worked hard tomorrow morning.

力地

Express your feelings. He reached out to touch Shinji's cheek, but Shinji avoided Kaoru's hand, slowly lowered his head, buried it in his legs, and wrapped his cold arms around his knees.

"Sure enough, I'm still the worst..."

Kaoru's hand stopped in mid-air, and was finally retracted stiffly.