[Xunsi]May Be a Dream

After the graduation party, the popularity of the classical music department increased greatly. Nagisa Kaoru and Asuka became more popular than before. Many clubs continued to send invitations to the two. Even Ayanami, who usually speaks very little, would have a lot of confessions every day when she opened the storage box. Letters poured out of the cabinet, and Shinji was tagged as "often with Nagisa-kun".

Whenever they go to school or even walk together, the two of them will attract everyone's discussion and attention, not to mention that Shinji often has to be the background board for female classmates to confess to Zhu Kaoru, but the girls are all attracted by Zhu Kaoru without exception. Declined.

Of course, whenever Zhu Xun wanted to clasp the "truth" to the girls with his fingers interlocked, he would cover his mouth and drag him away in due course.

"Xun, what do you want to eat tonight? There are not many things left in the refrigerator, we have to go to the supermarket to buy later." It was another day after school, and the final exam was approaching. Apart from the omen, the weather was coming and summer vacation was coming. At the same time, it also means more review classes, more homework, and a slight delay in the end of school.

Misato, Ayanami and Asuka, who went home together, quickly left after school, leaving the two of them alone.

When Shinji was packing his schoolbag after school, he realized that there were almost no ingredients in the refrigerator after making breakfast and bento.

Zhu Xun, who was walking aside, said, "Let's go out for dinner! Then go to the supermarket to buy things. Isn't the supermarket's flyer often saying that some products are half-price after [-] p.m. and there are limited-time big purchases?"

"Eh?" Shinji paused, and said, "It's the first time Kaoru is going out for dinner. How about the restaurant where the celebration was held last time? You seem to like the food there very much." He cooks every day Things, a little tired, right?

After the performance at the graduation party, Misato took the four of them to a barbecue restaurant for barbecue, but they got drunk as soon as they had eaten their fill, and had to be sent home by Ayanami and Asuka.

That was also the first time he and Zhu Xun didn't eat at home.

"Okay, the most important thing is to be with Shinji-kun." Zhu Kaoru took his hand without hesitation in front of the school gate where people are coming and going, only looking at him with a happy smile on his face: "Shinji-kun every day They are all working hard on their studies, and it is a good choice to go to places other than school and home once in a while. Moreover, Shinji-kun is unexpectedly obsessed with housework! Don’t talk about it when you are tired.” In rare cases, Shinji Zhu Xun will be asked to cook and clean, and Zhu Xun will take the initiative to share the housework on weekdays.

"I, the only things I can do for Kaoru are these things... I will feel very happy when I do these things." I don't know if it was because of the setting sun, Shinji felt his cheeks were warm, he looked at Nagisa Kaoru asked in a low voice, "Isn't that okay?"

Zhu Kaoru stopped and immediately replied: "Only these? Shinji-kun can do for me, how can there be only these things for me? What I mean by liking is not how many things Shinji-kun can do for me, pay How much labor. This is also my voice. If you like each other, you will give each other affection and do what you can for each other. "Like" and "love" are not words that squeeze each other's feelings to serve yourself? I want to serve Shinji Jun do more things to make you happier."

"Then... from now on, you can wash the bento boxes and dishes. When cleaning on weekends, Kaoru will use the vacuum cleaner." Shinji issued a small "order".

"I see, Shinji-kun also wants to make more delicious bento. Come on, let's go! Um, this is called the first "date"? I heard it from other people."

"Yeah." Shinji nodded emphatically, the hand that held Kaoru Nagisa tightened, and his palm was slightly sweaty.

"It seems that people in a relationship can use this word when they go out together?" Zhu Xun asked curiously again.

"Yes!" Shinji pushed Nagisa Kaoru's arm impatiently with the other hand, and lowered his head.

"The future is long, I hope to go on a date with Shinji-kun often. Will you? Shinji-kun." Zhu Kaoru asked sincerely.

Shinji didn't speak, his ears turned red, he nodded like a wooden man, and remained silent.

Who instilled all kinds of "common sense" in Kaoru!

As night fell, the small barbecue shop was overcrowded, with the sound of toasts, conversations, and shouts one after another, and the white smoke from the barbecue plate was scattered everywhere.

The two came earlier, so they could sit in the small box in the corner and eat barbecue facing each other.

The thin slices of meat squeaked on the high-temperature iron plate, and finally the bright red or light red flesh color gradually became darker or lighter, and the flat slices also slightly warped and wrinkled.

Shinji immediately picked it up with chopsticks, dipped it in some sauce and sent it to Nagisa Kaoru's bowl.

"Shinji-kun, don't worry about me, just eat more." After finishing speaking, Zhu Kaoru brought another piece of meat on the plate to Shinji's lips, and said, "Open your mouth."

The other party looked at the piece of meat, and then at him before opening his mouth slightly to eat it.

Slowly eating slices of meat one after another, their dinner was almost spent in feeding each other. Sometimes the waiter came to the table to add boiling water, and the two of them would be interrupted, and they would stop eating. Shinji couldn't be sure and didn't care if his stomach was full.

After paying the bill, the two went to the supermarket to do some shopping, and it was Nagisa Kaoru who brought home two big bags of food without letting Shinji do anything.

"If you go shopping in the supermarket in the future, you must go with me." Back home, Zhu Xun said while sorting food and stuffing it into the refrigerator.

After school, Shinji felt that Zhuxun was getting more and more strange. He didn't talk more than usual, and the first thing he said was "Shinji-kun, what will happen in the future", like a worried old woman, without the usual Calm and unrestrained.

Although there is no lack of sincere confession and affectionate gazing at these things that must be done in the past, he just feels that Zhuxun tonight is very strange.

Until the two of them were about to go to bed, Zhu Xun was still uncharacteristically, spreading the quilt under the skylight, sitting upright and waiting for the other party to take the pillow from the bed.

"Kun, what's the matter with you today? Is there anything you want to say?" The pillow was already arranged, and Shinji was about to cover the quilt, but Nagisa Kaoru was still sitting, looking at him with piercing eyes.

Shinji had no choice but to sit up, and asked suspiciously: "Can't sleep? Don't you want to watch the stars together? Or, what's bothering you?" Kaoru is like a child who refuses to sleep at night.

All the questions were rejected by Zhu Kaoru, Kaoru sighed softly: "Shinji-kun is the source of my happiness, how can there be other things that make me unhappy? But equally, Shinji-kun is also the source of my feeling helpless the source of it."

"Huh?!" Shinji was slightly stunned, and said desolately: "I'm sorry..."

The moonlight penetrated the window again like that night, and everything in the room was soaked in the clear blue world.

Zhu Xun quietly looked at the young man who dared not look directly at him. His silence made the young man even more anxious, and those eyes that were not expressive but calmly looked around anxiously. For some reason, this made him feel anxious. Everything that was expected was canceled in my heart.

He stood up from the bed, went to the desk and opened the drawer, and returned to Shinji with a small bag.

Holding the small bag in front of Shinji, he said, "Don't you know yet? Then take out the contents."

Shinji took the small bag slowly, looked at Kaoru Nagisa, and stretched out his hand to pull out the contents of the small bag.

Inside is a square box, not much bigger than a palm, and the silver logo printed on the lower right corner of the box cover shines brightly under the moonlight.

He touched the box, pulled up the lid, and a black square that could be held in the palm of his hand just rested in the groove in the center of the box.

Picking up the small square, Shinji held it in his palm and looked at it for a while. The cool and slightly rough metal touch, the small protruding buttons, the bright blue numbers and various logos on the small screen all told him that it was a portable cube. listen.

"so small……"

"This is convenient. Do you like it? Try it." Nagisa Kaoru opened the bottom of the box and took out the earphones and handed them to Shinji who still couldn't react.

"Why did you give me this?" Shinji remembered that on a rainy day Nagisa Kaoru had told him that he wanted to give him the Walkman.

"What day is today?" Zhu Kaoru took the player from the opponent's hand and plugged in the earphones, and then put two headsets into his and the opponent's ears respectively.

"Today?" Shinji thought for a while, and said in surprise, "Mine, is it my birthday?!" The familiar music came to his ears, and Kaoru had prepared all his favorite tunes.

"What do you think... That's why I said that Shinji-kun worried too much and even forgot his own birthday."

"Xun, how did you know?!"

"I read Shinji-kun's information before. June [-]th."

"Thank you! Kaoru." Shinji couldn't put it down, he looked at Nagisa Kaoru and said, "No wonder Kaoru is going out to eat again today, and worrying about this and that, so silly. Birthday present... I can't imagine it. "As he spoke, his eye sockets were hot and a little stinging.

Zhu Kaoru kissed Shinji's eyes: "They told me that if a lover has a birthday, they have to treat each other twice as well, and they have to give birthday gifts and birthday cakes, but I want to see if Shinji-kun will really forget about himself It's my birthday, so I didn't order a cake, and you really forgot your birthday."

The two removed the box and lay on the quilt while listening to music while looking at the brilliant starry sky outside the window.

"Kun has always been very nice to me, so today is weird! And birthday or something, because I have never looked forward to it. I don't dare to look forward to it." Regardless of the reason, Shinji blinked, Tears that blurred his vision fell from the corners of his eyes.

It was like never being able to believe that someone needed him, liked him.

Suddenly pulled into a not-so-wide but firm and warm embrace, wrapped around his waist by the opponent's hands, tightly encircling him in his arms, Zhu Xun took out his earphones, and whispered in his ear: "From today Let's start looking forward! Year after year, reincarnation and reincarnation, until we meet again. The day when the person I like is born will also be the day that heralds my rebirth."

On the back of the neck, the warm breath came and went, and fiery kisses kept falling on those few inches of skin.

Shinji groped for the opponent's hand, grabbed it lightly, hot tears dripped from his half-closed eyes again and stained the pillow.

The earphones were plugged into the ears again, and I felt that the person's kiss became more and more gentle, like a butterfly kiss, just feeling the other person's body temperature silently like this, as if they would become one.

"Looking forward? What will it be like..." After an unknown amount of time, sleepiness struck, Shinji muttered in a haze, and finally closed his eyes.

In the clear blue like water, Shinji seems to have sunk into the bottom of the sea, where there are only him and Kaoru.

"Happy birthday, Shinji-kun. Good night." It was Kaoru's voice, far away.

My birth is the day of your rebirth?Is this what you expected?

Perhaps, after reincarnation, I was familiar with the warmth of your palm before I was born.