I once saw Chu Yixiao

Chu Yixiao hugged a bouquet of beautifully decorated roses, and followed the order address given by Brother Yue to the third floor of a hotel.A grand wedding banquet is being held here, and Chu Yixiao was led to the groom who was standing beside the stage anxiously waiting for the bouquet. The groom heaved a sigh of relief when he saw the person who brought the flowers: "Fortunately, I caught up with you."

The groom's face is full of happiness. When encountering such a scene, Chu Yixiao always thinks, how happy would he be if he could have such a wedding?

Chu Yixiao drove a small car around the city, bringing a bouquet of flowers to different people, which made him very happy, as if he also got happiness from it.

When he returned to the flower shop, the boss had placed a recliner in the aisle next to the flower shop, lying on it and basking in the sun with his eyes squinted.

"Brother Yue," Chu Yi said with a smile, "Are there any new orders?"

"Today's deliveries have already been delivered. Sure enough, there is a young man who is fast at work." Xiao Liangyue pointed to another recliner next to him, "Do you want the young man to stay and rest?"

Chu Yixiao brought two bottles of mineral water from the store, opened one and handed it to the boss, and opened one himself sitting on the recliner and drank it: "The boss is young too."

Xiao Liangyue looked 40 to [-] years old, and he was pretty good looking.

"No, I can't compare to you guys in your twenties and thirties." He took a sip of water, "I've been guarding this flower shop for several years. If it wasn't for Waner's liking, I would have given up a long time ago and insisted on it alone. Also very tired"

That's right, for a relationship that doesn't get a response, it's been years of waiting, and it's tiring to walk alone.

"People always have to give themselves some hope, don't they?" Chu Yixiao comforted him with a wry smile.

"There should be hope before despair," Xiao Liangyue said after a pause, "I used to bump into Wan'er for ten years, and she suffered so much for me alone. I believed that I loved her." Yes, but I still chose to spend time and drink outside, and when I turned around and found out that she had run out of fuel, and no matter what kind of doctor I hired, I would know that there was no hope for me.”

Xiao Liangyue smiled wryly: "Maybe this is retribution, that's all, old men like me don't tell you these old stories about tooth loss."

They lay like this, waiting for the sun to set and dapple their faces.

The phone rang.

"Hello? Yixiao, it's me, Yu Wushu" the other side struggled to speak.

"what happened?"

"Come to my store after work, I have something to tell you"

Xiao Liangyue seemed to have heard the content of the conversation, and waved to Chu Yixiao: "Go, go, anyway, there are no people now."

When I came to Yu Wushu's pet shop, Yu Wushu was sitting at the front desk looking down at pet magazines, Chu Yixiao sat down beside Yu Wushu.

Yu Wushu raised his head and looked at him with a hollow expression.

"What's wrong with you? I'm Yixiao," Chu Yixiao shook his hand a few times in front of his eyes, jokingly said, "You're not stupid, are you?"

Yu Wushu ignored his joke, and said directly: "Yixiao, Xia Yiling called me yesterday, and he wants to get back together with me."

"Do you love him?" Chu Yixiao picked up the pet magazine Yu Wushu read and said.

"Do you know why we were divided?" Yu Wushu didn't answer, but asked without thinking.

Chu Yi smiled at him and said, "Didn't you let me ask?"

"It was then, and now is now," Yu Wushu suddenly became angry, "Because of you, do you know? Because of you"

Chu Yi was stunned for a while with a smile: "You are kidding, I didn't mess with you two at that time—" He suddenly stopped talking.

It seems that there was indeed a period of time when Yu Wushu was suddenly cold and distant towards Chu Yixiao.

Chu Yi smiled and asked him: "Then why did you two break up because of me?"

Yu Wushu looked into Chu Yixiao's eyes firmly and said: "The day before I broke up with you, he came to tell me that he liked you and wanted to break up with me. He said he wanted to get you no matter what. He had a bad impression, he couldn't possibly, the next day he was sent to the emergency room and almost died, don't you know why?"

Chu Yixiao froze for a moment.

"I broke up with you because he almost died; I reconciled with you because his condition improved and you didn't know about it, so it's not your fault; I broke up with him because he likes you," Yu Wushu said weakly , slowly turned into a smile, "After so many years, I think I should also let go, but I didn't expect that"

Chu Yixiao didn't know how to answer.

Yu Wushu put his hands on his shoulders suddenly, and said seriously: "Yi Xiao, you were there at the time, right? You knew that person, right? Otherwise, why didn't you have anything to do? You didn't even mention it to us. mentioned"

Chu Yixiao asked suspiciously: "Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"Xia Yiling mentioned to me what happened that night when he mentioned the reunion with me yesterday." Yu Wushu closed his eyes, as if he refused to admit it, "He said he wanted to find the person who beat him."

"Impossible!" Chu Yixiao replied firmly, with a firm tone.

Gu Chen is Chu Yixiao's bottom line, the thing he hides deepest in his heart, how could it be possible for people to inquire casually, and he is still an enemy.

"Honestly speaking," Yu Wushu's eyes were serious, "is it your boyfriend who never showed anyone?"

"No, it can't be him." Chu Yixiao stood up and said loudly, with a little panic.

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Yu Wushu and Xia Yiling became friends when they were sophomores.

At that time, Yu Wushu went out with his boyfriend every day, and he also liked to bring his boyfriend to meet his close friends, including Chi Jian and Chu Yixiao of course.

Chu Yixiao doesn't like Yu Wushu's boyfriend, because Xia Yiling's eyes make him very uncomfortable.Chu Yixiao was just uncomfortable and didn't think in any direction.Chu Yixiao had told Wushu this feeling several times in private, but because Wushu liked it, he couldn't stop his words.

Later one afternoon after class, Chi Jian said to him: "Recently take care of Wushu's mood, he may be in a particularly bad mood because of you, if he does anything to you, you must call me"

Chu Yixiao was all focused on Gu Chen and didn't pay much attention to him, Chu Yixiao thought it was because Yu Wushu was so focused on his boyfriend that he didn't have time to worry about ordinary friends like them.

The second day after Chi Jian talked to him, Yu Wushu stopped him on the road with red eyes and said that he wanted to break up with him, and then alienated him for a long time.

Of course Chu Yixiao remembered those two days, because on the night Chi Jian finished talking with him, something happened that he will never forget——Gu Chen took him home while he was awake.

That night Chu Yixiao hurried home after finishing his part-time job, fearing that Gu Chen would lose his temper when he returned home before him and saw that he was not there.

There was a small hill on the road, and various trees were planted on the hill. It happened that there were no street lights on that section of the road, and it was pitch black. Chu Yixiao was usually timid, but he stepped up and walked forward when he passed by in the middle of the night.

Halfway through Chu Yixiao's walk, someone grabbed his hands suddenly. He screamed in fright, was gagged, and was pressed to the ground and tied up with a rope several times. Chu Yixiao was shocked again. Terrified again, he struggled desperately forward, but the man was so strong that he dragged him back as if he could hold him down with one hand.

The man's face could not be seen clearly in the dark, he only knew that he was being dragged up the hillside, his mouth was blocked, and even with all his strength, he could only make a sound of "um, um". was reduced to one percent.

The man didn't seem to be killing himself for money, dragged him aside and began to grope to undress him frantically, and he shed tears.

When his clothes were about to be stripped off, he suddenly heard a "snap" in the darkness, and the person who stripped him fell down and lay on top of him. He was so frightened that he sobbed and didn't dare to move. .

The standing figure pulled the person on him aside and beat the person with something like a stick until the person couldn't even grunt.Chu Yixiao was so frightened that he covered his head with his hands, wondering if he would be beaten like this too.

The standing man approached, and there was an extra coat on him out of thin air.It was the familiar smell of perfume, the smell of Gu Chen's body.

Chu Yixiao cried even harder. Whether it was because he was saved, or because of his embarrassment, or because the person who came was Gu Chen, he couldn't tell. The only thing he was thinking about was going back. Will Gu Chen beat him up again in the future?

Gu Chen let out a "tsk", Chu Yixiao didn't slow down for a moment and was still crying, Gu Chen came over and kicked him and shouted: "Don't cry like a fucking woman, are you annoying?" Gu Chen Shen was standing beside him, and he didn't try to untie him or let go of the cloth ball that was stuck in his mouth.

Chu Yixiao stopped crying and kept crying with his mouth closed.

Gu Chen sat down against a tree on the ground beside him, took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked silently, one after another.

When Chu Yixiao was so dizzy and about to fall asleep from crying, Gu Chen picked him up and said, "Go home."

Until now, Chu Yixiao couldn't believe that such a gentle sentence came from Gu Chen's mouth, and it was said to him alone.

Gu Chen hugged Chu Yixiao all the way without saying a word, and the two of them just remained silent.

Chu Yixiao originally wanted to say that he could walk home, but he yearned for the feeling of being hugged by Gu Chen.

Because I have never experienced it before, I cherish it very much.

Gu Chen directly put him in his bedroom, closed the door and went out.That night Gu Chen didn't come to sleep with him in his room, and there wasn't any storm as imagined.

The next day Gu Chen woke up earlier than him.When Chu Yixiao went downstairs, Gu Chen was sitting on the sofa without saying a word, and when he saw him going downstairs, he yelled at him: "If you get dirty, don't come back fucking, just die outside."

He was startled, lowered his head and responded in a low voice: "Oh" and went to make breakfast for Gu Chen.

Gu Chen rushed over and grabbed his hair and pulled it down: "Did you hear that?" His eyes were bloodshot.

Chu Yixiao's ears were deafened, his scalp was numb for a while, and his eyes turned red instantly: "I heard it, I don't dare anymore"

Gu Chen shook his hand away, and when he turned around, he "hummed" with a sneer.