On the Correct Way of Not Failing a Course at the End of the Term

(1)

haven't seen you for a long time.

I don't know how you've been doing recently.

The new year has just passed, and the taste of the year has not dissipated. I bought a bunch of candied haws on the side of the road that day, and the candied haws in the cold weather also had a icy taste.

It doesn't feel as delicious as what you took me to eat at that time.

When I was buying candied haws, I saw a figure who looked like you from the back. I ran to him and looked back at him. Haha, he is not as good-looking as you.

I heard that you have been to this city, so I came here.

I don't know if there will be a chance to pass by you.

This city is indeed the place you have longed for. Skyscrapers are everywhere, and even at night it is brightly lit. It really is a city that never sleeps.

Two days ago, I met a foreigner who asked me the way. I happened to have just been there. I answered him in very rough English. I don’t know if he understood it. If it was you, you must be fluent. It was a pleasure talking with him.

I can almost imagine the smile on the corner of your mouth, your calm expression.

Then you patted me on the shoulder again and said, "You idiot, can't you do this?"

I am carrying luggage, that is, a simple backpack, a wayward journey to find you.

The sea of ​​people is vast, and the possibility of meeting is so low. If it were you, you would look at me with disdain and say, "I'm too lazy to do things with such a low probability. It's boring."

but.

Cars come and go on the road.

I watched the crowds surge, and pedestrians came and went.

I just miss you so much.

I want to see you again.

(2)

Do you remember where we first met?

Haha, yes, it is in an Internet cafe.I accidentally knocked over the water at my hand, and the water spilled on you. Fortunately, you told me that the keyboard is still working.

When I asked your name, you said that your name was not Yida.

Later, we became roommates again by fate.

I believe that everything is destined somewhere, and we will always meet.

So I'm here to find you, even if I can't find you, I can come to the city you want to go, experience the road you may have walked, and taste the food you have eaten.

Maybe a little more coincidence, I can find you.

Some people are right, no one will be inseparable from someone for a lifetime, people live selfishly and shrewdly.

Human instinct is to remember the pain and then not make the same mistake.

I don't know how long I will forget about you completely, and when I get old, I will just laugh it off when I mention these things when I was young, haha, how stupid I was at that time, to think so stupidly it has to be you.It must have been a bit of a brain tease then.

How childish.

but you know what?The thing I regret the most is not being able to see you wearing a bachelor's uniform when you graduate from college.

The way you speak on stage must be very high-spirited, just like you can temporarily organize a 5-minute speech without taking the speech script at the beginning of your freshman year.

You always smile confidently, and you look calm and breezy, as if you are not afraid of anything.

You will always refresh my cognition when I think you are good enough.

Yes, it's a pity that I just let you laugh in my memories like this, and I can only hug you for warmth from my memories and imagination.

warm myself.

(3)

You must not have imagined it, I wrote a novel about you, and I use that novel to recall the days with you.

For me, that memory is more precious than anything else.

Maybe it's hypocritical, I just don't want time to heal me and forget you.

If you ask me what memories I have of my first love, I have almost forgotten what she looks like.

The only thing I can remember is fighting with your hippie smile.

Hahaha, Dad is now a young author. Although there are not many readers, they all like the stories about me and you.

They said they wanted to see the follow-up, and wanted to know if you came back to me, or if I met you again.

I also hope that I can find you on this trip. If we don't have a chance, I will have to treasure you in my memory.

In my youth in my twenties, you were the most important one.

At least that's how I feel right now.

No matter in the future I recover, get married, start a business, mature, and forget about it.

In the future, I will definitely feel how unworthy or naive what I am doing now.

To be honest, I feel the same absurdity for my thoughts now.

What am I looking forward to, or who am I going to show my affection to?

You will definitely pop your eyes out when you hear it. I love reading a lot recently.

Hahahaha, right?People like me who doze off as soon as they get a book love reading.

It's Tagore's collection of poems, some things I don't understand.Anyway, I am also a small writer, how can I open my mouth to say that I have dedicated myself to art if I don’t cultivate the artistic temperament of a young man who is so literary and artistic.

What impressed me the most was the sentence, "The world kisses me with pain and wants me to reciprocate with a song."

You always treat others very gently, but it is a pity that others hurt you for the first time so that you cannot bravely face the discrimination against you in this world.

But I scolded you for being disgusting and told you to go away when you needed it most.

Second injury.

the same wound.

You must be very sad along with the pain from the first wound.

I am sorry.

(4)

It's raining, and I didn't bring an umbrella.

In novels, it is usually written that I let the rain hit my face with my head up, and let the tears fall from my eyes, and I can't tell whether it's rain or tears.

And I just cursed "Fuck", lifted my backpack over my head, and scolded all the way to find a place to shelter from the rain.

Fortunately, there is a subway station nearby, and there are many people hiding from the rain.

The feeling of getting wet all over is really uncomfortable.

I thought that I have no artistic ability at all, there is no way, I am just a rough person, ups and downs under the pressure of life, chasing unrealistic dreams.

And wasting youth on someone who is impossible to find.

If my mother was still there, I would probably have to be kicked out of the house by her.

Haha, before my mother passed away, she told me how lucky I am to have you as a friend, but it’s a pity that you just left the country like this, and you probably won’t see each other in the future.

The gap between us will become bigger and bigger in the future.

Even if I do find you, maybe you have forgotten who I am.

Your excellence means that you and I are not in the same life circle.

How I would like to be as lucky as in the novel, you still remember me, you still like me, so I can punch you, no, I will beat you flat.

The premise of all this is that I can meet you.

Speaking of which, today seems to be Valentine's Day.

On the rainy Valentine's Day, I watched couples holding the same umbrella on the road, and girls holding chocolates tightly in their hands.

And my poor singledog is hiding from the rain at the subway station.

Why the hell does it keep raining.

I remembered that when I was trapped in the teaching building after the meeting that day, you made a special trip to send me an umbrella from the dormitory thousands of miles away.

Of course, you wouldn't be so stupid as to carry only an umbrella, and then lean the umbrella towards me and get half wet yourself.

It's fine if you don't grab an umbrella from me.

We were both shivering from the cold, so we drank a bowl of hot soup at the snack street.

In the past two years, a song called "Nanshan South" has been popular. To be honest, I am quite disappointed to hear it. I don't know if you have heard it.

The sentence I like is not "You are snowing heavily in the bright sun in the south, and I am like spring in the cold night in the north."

It was "she heard someone singing an ancient song, singing what is still happening far away today."

We both love to sing, and we both love our co-star. I don’t know if you’ve heard his new album.

He too has grown from a proud boy to a mature man.

You must be very mature now.

(5)

The rain finally stopped.

I went out from the gate of the subway station.

The roadside stalls are all put away, hey, what a pity, I wanted to buy cotton candy to eat.

Hahaha I really love sweets, so far I have no resistance to sweets.

Oh, by the way, do you remember the tiramisu we ate on the Ferris wheel?

To be honest, I have never eaten such a delicious tiramisu, and now I think about the taste and I am still hungry.

I don't know why, but I feel that this city is very warm tonight. Although there are various activities on Valentine's Day, I can't feel such warmth in my original city.

Thinking about it, maybe because you are in this city, I am very happy to breathe the air that you may have breathed.

If I had known, I would have listened to you talk more about the city, so I wouldn't be wandering around like a headless chicken.

This is simply the most ridiculous thing, I lost my way.I forgot the way back to the hotel.

But when this technology is developing rapidly, getting lost is really a joke. If you are afraid of getting lost with your mobile phone, your IQ will really die.

To tell the truth, if I want to write this plot into a novel, I think I might write it. At this time, you will come to me, and Tesu said, "Why are you always lost?"

Hahahaha so I am also a person with the soul of Mary Sue?

But thinking about such a bridge section is quite exciting for me.

As long as I can see you, it doesn't matter how you appear.

Countless times I fantasize about you returning to me, I feel like I'm going to be dazed, why don't people feel at ease after you're an idiot?

(6)

I heard you talk about that dessert house, and I just wanted to eat some desserts.

The self-brewed coffee you recommended before tastes really good.

It tastes sweet and rich in chocolate, but it becomes bitter in my throat, so bitter that I almost burst into tears.

This self-brewing coffee also has a literary and artistic name, called Memories.

Memories are always full of sweet taste at the beginning, but when it comes time to treasure the memories, they are too bitter to swallow.

But I still finished drinking, after all, the memories I ordered, I have to finish drinking with tears.

Otherwise, how cowardly.

During the Chinese New Year a few days ago, I remembered the candy man you made for me, haha, I was still reluctant to eat it, so I brought it here today.

For Valentine's Day, you have to eat something sweet to make you feel happier.

People can't always live in sadness. Although I haven't found you all these years, and I haven't waited for you to come back to me, but I'm still quite heartless and fool around all day long.

I just think of you like this now and then.

Who said today is Valentine's Day, I don't want to think about how you fit the occasion.

The roadside stalls have been set up one after another, and there are fewer young couples on the street, but there are quite a lot of people in the cinema.

I will not go to the cinema to join in the fun, the barbecue at the roadside stalls is quite delicious.

I had the BBQ with beer and it was really good.

I remembered that year when we were lying on the playground and watching the stars, haha, we were so artistic when we were young.

By the way, it seemed that I had lost my love that day. My first love came back to me and brought her boyfriend with her.

I'm just so spineless and crying like a fool, but fortunately I have you, hehe.

I'm very embarrassed to say it, but I'm a big man and a little bird is nestled in your arms.

but……

Very reassuring.

At that time, I didn't feel that there was anything wrong. You hesitated to speak.

It was all written in the thousand paper cranes you gave me.You say you like me more than she does.

But I'm such a fool, why did I throw all your sincerity on the ground and ignore it.

(7)

Can you see me?

Although I know it's impossible and never will be.

Or you can meet me when I'm drunk now.

Just like when I was drunk and you carried me all the way to a nearby hotel, when I woke up the next morning and saw your face sleeping like a dead pig, I was extremely relieved.

How can you walk so quietly?

why did you leave me alone

Even if it was me who committed the crime and asked you to get out, why did you really get out that time?

You can't wait for me anymore, when I find out that I actually like you so much, I won't hurt you, and I won't find you.

(8)

I seem to see you.

And there are three of you.

I tried to catch one of you, but I just caught a blank.

When I withdraw my hand, you hold me.

You call my name with trembling, disbelief, and temptation.

"Song Yu?"

It's your voice, damn it, your pornstar voice hasn't changed yet.

My nose is so sour.

My heart suddenly felt sour.

I don't know how to describe the feeling right now.

surprise, or fright.

Or are you just a dream after I get drunk.

park view.park view.Yan Baijing.

I miss you so much.

I really miss you.

I have a lot of words to say to you.

I have so many things I want to do with you.

I have so many regrets that I want to make up with you.

Is this you in front of you the real you?

You finally appeared before my eyes?

I knew I would find you.

I really miss you.

I miss you so much.

(9)

Yan Baijing, Happy Valentine's Day.

Long time no see, stay safe.

(10)

I had a dream about your Valentine.

I was woken up by the boss at the barbecue stand.

He said that what was whispering in my mouth was your name.

wake up.

without you.

But fortunately, at the end of Valentine's Day, I still saw you.

I know that this world is not so bloody, it is impossible for me to meet you at the next corner.

Seeing your face in a drunken dream is enough for me.

Yan Baijing.

haven't seen you for a long time.

(11)

"haven't seen you for a long time"

I came to your city

Walk the way you came.

imagining the days without me

how lonely you are.

take the photo you gave

the familiar street

just lost your picture

We can't go back to that day.

你 会 不 会 的 出现

coffee shop on the corner

i will smile

waving greetings

sit and chat with you

how i want to meet you

look at your recent changes

don't talk about the past

just to say hello

just say a word to you

haven't seen you for a long time.

(12)

Really say goodbye this time.

happy Valentine's day.