why does he always want to break up

Chapter 9

Shao Qingcheng hugged Li Xiu and covered his mouth with a kiss.Li Xiu didn't react at first, and he pushed him only when he was out of breath.

"Let go first—"

"Don't let it go!" Shao Qingcheng was so sad that he was so domineering, he didn't care about it.

Shao Qingcheng likes this person and wants to be with him. His feelings increase every day, and his enthusiasm for Li Xiu has never diminished. This person is simply his treasure.

It's probably what Shao Yicheng said, one thing falls one thing.Ye Chi demoted Zhou Sheng, and Li Xiu demoted him. The relationship matters are totally unreasonable.

He tortured himself for almost a year, repeatedly acting like a monster, breaking up and saying harsh words over and over again, just trying to test how much he was in Li Xiu's heart.He knew that it was childish and ridiculous to play this game at his age, so what could he do?Should he beg Li Xiu or force Li Xiu?He is unwilling to do both, but now he has no other choice, he can't bear to hurt him, he can't bear to force him, so he can only beg.

Shao Qingcheng's sense of superiority accumulated in the past 30 years is worthless in front of Li Xiu. He can show off his power in front of others, but whenever he encounters the word "Li Xiu", he feels guilty.

That rainy night, when Shao Qingcheng and Li Xiu talked on the phone, they were actually near him.

He was worried about Li Xiu, and drove to find him with Li Xiu's assistant at the address.Seeing that he was almost blocked on the main road when he was about to arrive at the location, he called Li Xiu, but Li Xiu didn't answer for a long time, and when he called again, the other party had turned off his phone. He guessed that the phone was out of battery.

Shao Qingcheng turned the car into a small road and parked it, got out of the car with an umbrella and rushed into the rain.There were not many people waiting for the bus at the roadside stop sign, Shao Qingcheng quickly found Li Xiu, and next to Li Xiu was a little boy with a schoolbag on his head.

Shao Qingcheng yelled twice across the road, but Li Xiu didn't hear him, and waved his hand, but Li Xiu didn't see it either.

There were too many cars, Shao Qingcheng couldn't get through for a while, and looked at Li Xiu anxiously from a distance.

Li Xiu stood there holding an umbrella, not knowing what he was thinking, Shao Qingcheng couldn't see his expression clearly.

The car behind was moving, Shao Qingcheng couldn't wait to run over, and walked through with difficulty, even being scolded by the driver without bothering to reply.

A young woman followed Shao Qingcheng, calling loudly to the ten-year-old boy who was hiding from the rain next to Li Xiu.

"Liang Zhen! Liang Zhen!"

Seeing the woman's eyes light up, the little boy jumped up and down and waved happily: "Sister!"

Then Shao Qingcheng saw that Li Xiu, who was still like a statue just now, seemed to be shocked, and turned to look at the boy named Liang Zhen. His eyes were wide open, and his breathing seemed to become violent.

"Is Liang Zhen calling you?"

"Ah, yes." The boy smiled, still a little shy.

Li Xiu squatted down slowly, put the umbrella on top of his head, and stared at the boy's face without blinking. "Umbrella, take it."

The boy thought the older brother was a bit strange, but he didn't look like a bad guy either.

Later, the boy said something to the boy's sister and Li Xiu. Shao Qingcheng didn't pay attention. His feet were nailed in place, and he watched Li Xiu squatting there unable to get up when the pair of siblings left.Li Xiu raised his hand to wipe his face, but he couldn't tell whether it was rain or something else.

Li Xiu didn't wait for the car any longer, turned around and walked into the entrance of the next subway station, Shao Qingcheng was only a few steps away from him, Li Xiu didn't notice him in a daze.

Li Xiu wiped his face while walking, and when he reached a certain place, he suddenly turned a corner, which was a dead end.

Li Xiu leaned against the wall, covering his eyes with one hand, his body trembling slightly because he suppressed a certain emotion too much.

Shao Qingcheng looked at it for a while, then turned and left.

He didn't look for Shao Yicheng, he didn't look for other buddies, he went to Ying Wan.

He dragged Ying Wan out of Ruanrouxiang, searched through his house's wine collection, and drank to his heart's content.

"Tell me about Li Xiu and Liang Zhen." Shao Qingcheng didn't dare to speak until he was drunk.

Ying Wan felt sorry for the good wine she collected, and wished to beat him up: "You really want to hear it?"

Shao Qingcheng took another sip of wine: "If you want to hear it, tell me."

Ying Wan smirked: "It's done, then I'll tell you about it."

The story of Li Xiu and Liang Zhen is very simple. They are college classmates, in the same dormitory. At first, the relationship between upper and lower bunks, and later the relationship between the bunks changed to the relationship between body positions.

Although Li Xiu was said to be cold at that time, he was much more cheerful than now.Between the two of them, Li Xiu took the initiative to pursue Liang Zhen.

Liang Zhen has a domineering personality, but he really favors Li Xiu.

"This is very similar to you." Ying Wan flung a knife lightly at Shao Qingcheng, and continued, "Li Xiu is quite recruiting, and he specially recruits hard-to-serve young masters like you. Be tamed like a house dog."

How could Shao Qingcheng have the heart to argue with him now, what kind of dog, he obviously looks like a wild dog, the kind of wild dog that Li Xiu occasionally feeds and feeds.

The two have been together for several years, and their relationship is very stable.Li Xiu wanted to come out, but Liang Zhen didn't agree at first, but he thought it was fine now.Li Xiu quarreled a few times and insisted on coming out. Liang Zhen refused to persuade him no matter how much he tried to persuade him, and the two had a rare big fight.

That should be the most violent quarrel between the two of them. Li Xiu was pressing hard, and it was the graduation season, so Liang Zhen went back to his hometown for a few days to calm Li Xiu down.

Ying Wan didn't continue talking when he said this, Shao Qingcheng couldn't help asking: "And then?"

Ying Wan didn't know what he was thinking, and took a big sip of wine himself: "What happened later is boring, I'd better tell you about the sweet and nasty things about the two of them."

It's not that what happened later was boring, it's that Ying Wan's heart softened a bit, thinking that there was no need to use that incident to hurt Shao Qingcheng.

Li Xiu has been independent since he was a child and is good at taking care of others, but also because he is used to being independent, he is also particularly prone to longing for a lover emotionally.So he relied on Liang Zhen, and was strict with him, with no room for sand in his eyes.Liang Zhen is also really good. He thinks he is going straight and is willing to give up the whole forest for Li Xiu. Liang Zhen ignores the Yingying Yanyan outside, and spoils Li Xiu to the sky. He likes Li Xiu's body. I can't see it with a bit of arrogance.

Li Xiu is actually a very naive person, he is born crooked, he probably lives too smoothly, and he has never found it difficult to like the same sex, and the people around him are very friendly to him, and he has almost never suffered from this aspect What a pain.There were four people in the dormitory, and the other two students often covered them after they found out about the two of them.

At that time, Li Xiu lived a chic and comfortable life, planning the future and imagining the future when he had nothing to do.His future is all about Liang Zhen. Li Xiu believes that he will be happy like this for the rest of his life, and having Liang Zhen in his life is the greatest fulfillment.

Ying Wanxu babbled a lot, provoking Shao Qingcheng and stabbing himself at the same time.He didn't have the courage to reveal his true feelings, and missed Li Xiu time and time again. He played the role of a spectator for half his life, carefully watching the love and hatred between Li Xiu and others.

Shao Qingcheng spent three days in Ying Wan's place, and Ying Wan said everything that should be said and could be said, without revealing a single word that should not be said.

He doesn't like Shao Qingcheng, but he can also see Shao Qingcheng's heart for Li Xiu. Li Xiu is willing to get out of the past disaster, and Ying Wan would rather regret than make him sad.

It's not magnanimity, it's not the Holy Mother, he's just used to it, it's good to be by Li Xiu's side as a buddy.

What about Shao Qingcheng?

He heard that Ying Wan sprinkled dog food for three days, and when he was not clear-headed, he wanted to wish Li Xiu and Liang Zhen a happy marriage for a hundred years, but when he was clear-headed, he finally asked, "Where is Liang Zhen now?"

Ying Wan was silent for a long time before saying, "In Lucheng."

Lucheng.

At that time, what Shao Qingcheng thought was: The former lovers are now far away from each other, no wonder Li Xiu is so sad, after several years, he still can't forget it and even hold it in his heart.

Only now did he understand what Ying Wan meant. Liang Zhen was buried in Lucheng.

Liang Zhen is dead.

This news made Shao Qingcheng unable to hold back anymore, just like what he said to Zhou Sheng, Zhou Sheng wanted Ye Chi to come back to him, and he could fight Li Yan for a lifetime.

What about yourself?He didn't even have a chance to fight with Liang Zhen, Liang Zhen had already taken root in Li Xiu's heart before Shao Qingcheng knew Li Xiu.

He was buried in Lucheng, and he was also buried in Li Xiu's heart.So Shao Qingcheng panicked and scared.He even showed Li Xiu the way that day, but his own way had lost its direction.

He heard Li Xiu's crying on the phone, and he didn't even care about who Li Xiu was crying because of, he only knew that Li Xiu was crying.

For such a precious person, Shao Qingcheng would not let him cry.

Li Xiu was wrapped in his arms, and when he heard him mention Liang Zhen and Liang Zhen's death, tears welled up again uncontrollably.

"Didn't you agree not to see me during this time?"

"I repent," Shao Qingcheng closed his eyes, "I just want to kidnap you with my emotions. I'm going back on my word. I'm a shameless bastard. You can say whatever you want. I don't care about these things. I only... only care about you."

The words thrown to Li Xiu half a month ago now look like a joke.If you don't need to kidnap him emotionally, does Shao Qingcheng have any bargaining chips?

Li Xiu seemed to see a glimmer of hope: "You, are you willing to promise me?"

"No, I want to come out, or on the 25th, I will have a showdown with my family whether you come or not," Shao Qingcheng made up his mind, and he broke the boat, otherwise he had no other way, "I love you, Li Xiu."

Li Xiu was startled, and Shao Qingcheng randomly pecked at his face and eyes: "I love you, I love you, Li Xiu, I love you."

This was probably the first time Shao Qingcheng said these three words outright. At this moment, he didn't care so much, as long as he could keep Li Xiu and let him do whatever he wanted.

Li Xiu was dumbfounded, those three words hit his heart one after another, this scene almost overlapped with the past.

Shao Qingcheng held his face, kissed it again and again: "You see me clearly, see who I am, don't cry anymore, don't cry because of him in the future, I will also feel uncomfortable, like a needle in my heart of."

Shao Qingcheng was so hot-headed that he even thought about whether to have a show in the car: "Shame, let's... let's do it, you coax me, I want you to coax me."

Shao Qingcheng moved his hands as soon as he spoke, and his hot lips brought Li Xiu back to reality.

Li Xiu stepped back in horror, leaning his back against the car door, but there was only so little space in the rear seat, he couldn't avoid Shao Qingcheng at all.

"No, not this time," Li Xiu put his arms between the two, "You let me think clearly."

Shao Qingcheng loves him, and countless flowers bloom in Li Xiu's heart, but at this moment, Li Xiu understands that there are some things that he can't continue to escape. He needs to clear up those past events that are locked in his heart, otherwise he will not feel good about Shao Qingcheng. fair.

For three years, he relied on Shao Qingcheng's kindness to him to heal the pain caused to him in the past. He wanted to get out of it completely, so he was worthy of Shao Qingcheng who loved him so much.Even if neither of them was serious enough to think about it for a lifetime at the beginning of their relationship, but now he knows that neither of them wants to be separated.

Shao Qingcheng didn't go any further, but begged like a child rascal: "How long do you want? Not too long, okay? Shame, I can't wait too long."

"Just... the 25th."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you," Shao Qingcheng caught him back, and pressed a lingering kiss on his palm, with burning eyes, "I'll wait for you."

In the days that followed, Shao Qingcheng lived like years, waiting for Li Xiu's choice like a death row prisoner waiting for a sentence.

One afternoon, Shao Qingcheng finally received a call from Li Yan.

The author has something to say:

Anyway, Shao Zuozuo slaps himself in the face every day, and he is used to the pain. Shame is more important than face~ What can he do if he likes shame so much~ He can't help it

Li Yan is also coming to stab Shao Zuozuo~Let Shao Zuozuo have no ability to resist~

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