why does he always want to break up

Chapter 10

Shao Qingcheng's going to the appointment was as tragic as going to death. Regarding the unknown truth and the past of Liang Zhen and Li Xiu, he felt great fear in his heart, and he didn't know what kind of truth was waiting for him.

The place was chosen harshly, the location is in the corner, very quiet.There were not many choices of food on the menu, Shao Qingcheng skimmed through it in a hurry, and reluctantly chose a recommended dish, he didn't come here to eat, so he didn't have the mind to be picky.

"How have you been these two days?" Li Yan said that the wound on his forehead hadn't healed yet, his hair was let down a little bit to cover it, and he still looked very elegant.

"What do you want to hear from me?" Shao Qingcheng could hold back his tension for the time being, and had to endure it if he couldn't.

Sternly looking at his face, he smiled slightly: "It's a little thinner."

Shao Qingcheng took a sip of lemonade: "Your illusion."

The two didn't say a few words during the meal, and they didn't like each other. Even if there was no enmity or resentment, it was inevitable that there was an element of anger because of Zhou Sheng's relationship, and it was not easy to get along peacefully.

Li Yan wiped the corner of his mouth, and finally he was willing to bring the topic down to business: "How are you and Li Xiu recently?"

"Don't you know everything clearly, why bother to pretend to ask me?"

Shao Qingcheng's tone was not kind, and he smiled sharply: "You misunderstood, Li Xiu is not a child, he will not report everything to me, the last time we talked on the phone should be two months ago, and I am back this time He probably doesn't know yet."

Li Yan has been in Singapore all year round, and maintains a fixed frequency of contact with Li Xiu. Both parties have their own lives and will not disturb or interfere too much.

What's more, after Li Xiu and Shao Qingcheng got together back then, although Li Yan didn't express any objection, he was unhappy in his heart.When contacting, the two would tacitly avoid this topic, and Li Xiu rarely mentioned Shao Qingcheng in front of Li Yan.It's just that the phone call was at the stage when Shao Qingcheng broke up with him, so Li Yan heard that Li Xiu's mood was not right, so he asked.

Li Xiu came down from a social occasion that night, his defenses lowered after drinking, so he couldn't help but say a few more words.

"I don't know what's wrong with him, we broke up several times." Li Xiu smiled wryly, "Every time it's like a joke, but the anger seems real, and I don't ask, sometimes I just think, Is he... Is he really tired of it?"

That night Li Xiu babbled a lot about Shao Qingcheng, and at the end he fell asleep with the phone in his arms, still chanting Shao Qingcheng's name.

Probably because the speaker didn't care about the listener, or the onlooker was clear, Li Yan thought about it, and faintly felt that this matter was not that simple.

Until that night, Li Xiu sent a few WeChat messages without thinking, and quickly withdrew them.

Li Yan didn't tell Li Xiu, he had already seen it before withdrawing.

Li Xiu: Brother, should I forgive myself?

Li Xiu: If I forgive myself, what will Liang Zhen do?

Li Xiu: If I don't forgive myself, what will Shao Qingcheng do?

It was these withdrawn WeChat messages that made Li Yan find the crux of the matter, so he came back with Ye Chi who was about to return to China, but it was a pity that he was entangled by that bastard Zhou Sheng first.

Li Yan did deliberately expose Shao Qingcheng for a few days, and did not go to Li Xiu, because he was deeply troubled by his feelings, so he realized that this kind of thing cannot be solved with a few words of comfort from others.What's more, Li Xiu's situation is different from his own, at least there is no life between him and Ye Chi.

Shao Qingcheng didn't have that much patience, even if he had it, he had already exhausted it in the torment of the past few days, and he was not so polite to Li Yan: "Let's just say it, I always thought that Liang Zhen just left the capital city , I didn’t expect...how did he die?”

How did you die... Li Yan's eyes were clouded with gloom, and he asked instead: "I don't know what kind of feelings you have for Li Xiu, how serious are you?"

Shao Qingcheng wanted to scold someone: "If I were just playing around, I wouldn't be sitting here today listening to your nonsense!"

Li Yan nodded, and asked again: "Mr. Shao has time to leave Beijing with me for two days?"

Shao Qingcheng frowned: "Where are you going?"

Sternly: "Lucheng."

The next day, Shao Qingcheng and Li Yan set foot on the strange land of Lucheng together.

Shao Qingcheng came to Lucheng for the first time, and he was not familiar with the place where he was born, and he couldn't understand the local dialect, so he followed the strict words all the way.

They rented a car, Li Yan drove him to a certain place in the suburbs of Lucheng, and finally parked the car in a deserted place.

There was an obstacle in front of him and he couldn't pass through. Shao Qingcheng stood on the rubble and looked around, then turned around and asked Li Yan: "What is this place?"

Li Yan leaned against the front of the car with a solemn expression, and Shao Qingcheng had a bad feeling in his heart.

"Liang Zhen died in this place." Li Yan pointed to a place not far in front, "There used to be Liang Zhen's grandfather's house, do you still remember that there was a big earthquake in Lucheng when Li Xiu graduated? ?”

Shao Qingcheng closed his jaw slightly and stopped talking.

Li Yan told him about the "later" things about Li Xiu and Liang Zhen that Ying Wan didn't have the heart to tell him.

Because of Li Xiu's coming out, the two had a quarrel.Liang's father called Liang Zhen, who had just graduated, back to Lucheng on the grounds that Liang Zhen's grandfather celebrated his birthday.

Liang Zhen stayed at his grandfather's house for a few days, and Li Xiu was so stubborn that he bought a ticket to come to Lucheng to find Liang Zhen.

Originally, Li Xiu's sudden appearance made Liang Zhen very happy, but because the problem had not been resolved, the two disagreed and became cold.I don't know what ugly words Li Xiu said in a fit of anger, Liang Zhen avoided seeing him in a fit of anger, and never returned calls or WeChat messages.

Li Xiu went out to search for half the night but did not find Liang Zhen.

That night, there was an earthquake in Lucheng. It was the worst earthquake in Lucheng in a century, and it was also a terrible disaster that Li Xiu had experienced.

In less than 2 minutes, everything is ruined, life and love, future and hope.

Because Li Xiu was outside at that time, he only suffered some minor injuries.Three hours after the earthquake, Li Xiu called Liang Zhen's cell phone, and what Liang Zhen said on the phone, Li Xiu probably will never forget it for the rest of his life.

"Li Xiu...are you okay...Li Xiu, I might...Li Xiu, I love you, I...cough...love you...don't cry..."

Liang Zhen sounded very weak, his voice was almost breathless, and he was still coughing up blood when he spoke.

The phone call lasted more than ten minutes, but Liang Zhen only said one sentence, and there was no further movement.

While calling his name with his mobile phone, Li Xiu looked for him in the collapsed ruins like crazy.That night, Li Xiu's world was full of ashes, howling, and corpses littered the field.He lost his way, Liang Zhen was very close to him, but he couldn't find Liang Zhen.

The search and rescue lasted for many days. Many people were alive, many people were carried out, and many people were dead, such as Liang Zhen.

Li Xiu refused to give up and tried his best to find Liang Zhen's body, but found nothing.

Two months later, Li Xiu was taken back to Beijing by Li Yan and Ying Wan.Li Xiu couldn't sleep, and often woke up when he fell asleep, always feeling that Liang Zhen was still under some board waiting for him to save him.

"For a few years after that incident, Li Xiu lived in self-blame. He thought that if he didn't insist on coming out and let nature take its course and cherish the present, he wouldn't have such a quarrel with Liang Zhen, and he wouldn't be so angry that he would come back. Lucheng, Liang Zhen will not have such a thing.” Li Yan sighed, “Later, he met you, I don’t know why Li Xiu chose to be with you, maybe he is willing to start a new life At that time, you just appeared, maybe it was because of you that he was willing to start a new life."

Li Yan smiled wryly: "I don't know, anyway, it's not someone else, it's you."

The Li Xiu Shao Qingcheng knows now is different from the Li Xiu he used to be. Now he lives a very restrained life, he doesn't force others to do anything, and he is also afraid of being forced.Li Yan knew that Li Xiu had been caught in that psychological cycle and hadn't come out yet. He felt that if things didn't go their way, there would always be unexpected consequences—such as Liang Zhen's death.This incident dealt him a great blow, no one could bear to bear a life in this situation, or the life of a lover.

In places that Shao Qingcheng couldn't see, Li Xiu was so inferior and timid that he was distorted. He neither dared to open his eyes to face the reality of Liang Zhen's departure, nor closed his eyes to recall Liang Zhen's last phone call.

After the stern words were finished, Shao Qingcheng stood still like a wooden stake.Li Yan stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder: "What? Knowing these things, how do you feel?"

Shao Qingcheng took out a cigarette and drank it, the expression on his face was indescribable: "I now know that Ying Wan is much cuter than you, at least he deliberately skipped this part when he told me the story."

Li Yan was noncommittal and shrugged. "Li Xiu is my younger brother. He chose you. I have nothing to say. I respect his choice. Ying Wan can't bear to tell you this. I have nothing to bear. I'm not related to you, so I don't care about your feelings. I just hope that Li Xiu has not misjudged the person and paid the wrong feelings."

"Let's go." Shao Qingcheng turned back to the car, closed his eyes and leaned there.

Li Yan is too hurtful.

Shao Qingcheng didn't have the heart to scold others, but at this moment, his heart was scratching.

Yes, Li Yan hopes that Li Xiu did not choose the wrong person, and that he will not be able to force Li Xiu to come out after knowing these things, and he cannot pick whether Li Xiu’s affection for him is light or heavy, as long as he loves Li Xiu, he will do it Don't hurt him with these things anymore.

Li Yan only cares about Li Xiu, and doesn't care whether Shao Qingcheng can bear it after knowing this. He would rather Shao Qingcheng be in pain than Li Xiu to blame himself and be afraid when he thinks about Liang Zhen again.

"Liang Zhen" is a forbidden zone, no one else can break through it, especially Shao Qingcheng.

He also knew that Shao Qingcheng would not let him down.Give Li Xiu time to heal, because no one has ever tried how heavy it is to carry a human life on his back, so he is not qualified to say "you want to open it" to him lightly.

How to talk about how to win Liang Zhen?He was a loser from the very beginning, as long as he loves Li Xiu, he has no chance of turning over.

Shao Qingcheng returned to Beijing late at night, and when he separated from Li Yan, he didn't even have the energy to say goodbye.

Li Yan did not embarrass or ridicule him, but only told him: "Don't let Li Xiu know that I am returning to China, I won't stay long."

"You are really a good and competent brother." Shao Qingcheng said sarcastically, and drove to part ways with him.

I used to think that Li Yan and Li Xiu didn't have a deep relationship, and it was not as deep as the relationship between him and his cousin Shao Yicheng. Now I know that Li Yan will never be absent when he is supposed to appear, and he doesn't even need to let Li Xiu know to what he did.

Shao Qingcheng went back to Li Xiu's house, and when he came back here again, he felt that something had changed, and felt that everything was still the same.

Li Xiu fell asleep, lying there alone feeling lonely.Shao Qingcheng took off his coat, lay down behind him, and gently held him in his arms.

When Li Xiu dreamed that Shao Qingcheng was back, he subconsciously hugged him and murmured his name.

"Promise..."

Shao Qingcheng's heart was filled with something, it was so full that even the tip of his nose was sour.

Forget it.

What else is not satisfied?

This person even called him by his name when he was raving, and if there was any unwillingness, he would admit it.

Forget it...

These two characters were like a sharp axe, Shao Qingcheng used it to split the shackles between the two of them.

He kissed Li Xiu lightly on the forehead and closed his eyes.

"My whole life is in your hands, remember to coax me more in the future, otherwise you will be too sorry for me."

The author has something to say:

I substituted it, if I was shy and Liang Zhen's last words said he loved me, then I wouldn't be able to get over this hurdle. . .I will probably never marry QAQ

In fact, Shao Zuozuo should thank Liang Zhen, after all, he would not be so used to Shao Zuozuo if he was ashamed before~ The two of them probably broke up sooner~

Then, Shaogou's mouth was hard and his heart was soft.

A good licking dog must have the basic quality of consciously avoiding BE

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Let me try the code again: Shao Yicheng's article "I'm the spare tire right" is as follows

Copywriting: 1

When Ruan Jin was in junior high school, one day during his afternoon nap, he was suddenly bitten by a soft little thing.He woke up with a start, and found a little boy lying on his bedside, staring at him with two big eyes.

Ruan Jin: Whose child are you, why bite me...?

Five-year-old Shao Yicheng: Zhou Sheng in the next class said that a kiss can make someone have a baby, so I'll try to see if he lied to me.

Ruan Jin: ... Fuck!

After growing up, Shao Yicheng couldn't remember how many times he brought home Ruan Jin who was broken in love and bought drunk, and asked Zhou Sheng: For Ruan Jin, I was a spare tire, right?

Zhou Sheng: No, you are not.

Shao Yicheng: I knew he didn't have feelings for me.

Zhou Sheng: You are not even a spare tire.

Shao Yicheng: ...Then I will work harder.

prompt:

①The story of making a fuss when you’re outside, and attacking like a dog at home, and never getting tired of it

②Gong is serious and counseled x is black-bellied and favored

③ year down attack

If the code is broken, you can enter my column and accept this article QAQ