【Double Xun】Know what is like

The shadows of death and love gradually meet like wandering souls, and they hold bright lights in the farm every night in full dress, death caresses the frail old people, and love caresses them.According to the experience of previous years, in the middle of winter, many frail old people began to freeze to death quietly in their dreams.Such a death was far away from them, and they did not foresee that it would already be a special kind of forgiveness, a blessing to escape from suffering, in the death of various names in the future.Since the two had their first escapade, Xun You and Xun Yu seldom said anything superfluous except for necessary conversations in the next half month.This stalemate made others quite at a loss. Xun You and the strong man went out to repair cars a few times. There were two salted duck eggs in the meal, and the strong man asked him hesitantly: "Do you still want the salted duck eggs? No." I'll take it back and give it to Professor Feng." Xun You put the salted duck eggs back into his arms as before, and the strong man laughed at him: "You two are really interesting. You two don't talk when you meet, but you'll think about it when you're done. , Do you know what happened to Xun You's illness?" The strong man knew that he had poked Xun You's sore spot, and his nerves were thick, and he could feel something was wrong from the peeping last time.The people on the farm have always been generous to get sick leave no matter whether they are seriously ill or minor, and the strong man hates such a small matter in private.But he was somewhat biased towards Xun Yu in his heart, he felt that Xun Yu was weak and shouldn't demand more.The strong man joked a few words in the car, but Xun You didn't answer his words, and the two sat silently facing each other in the hatchback.After all, at the beginning of the relationship, I was always afraid of hearing his name from others.Xun You is nearly forty years old, and he is at a loss for his heart.He has only been in love once. When he was young, his ex-wife was a very cheerful and lovely girl with a good family background and carefree.Even their wedding night had a bit of childish playfulness.As for a person like Xun Yu, as for the turbulent sex and pleasure, he has never experienced it before.This flower was folded by himself, not enough pain, not enough pity, he often quietly looked at Xun Yu Qingjun's back in a daze after turning off the lights, and there was a spring water in his heart, which made him sleepless.After Xun You returned to the dormitory, Xun Yu laid out the bowls and chopsticks, and the iron box contained corn bread and wild vegetable paste, which were still warmed in the porcelain basin.They are used to waiting for each other to eat together, no matter what delays they have, they always have to eat together.Xun Yu assembled two wooden stools into a temporary dining table, and took out two small horses issued by cadres and put them on the side, but he heard Xun You secretly laughing behind him: "What are you laughing at?" Three salted duck eggs came out: "Today is salted duck eggs. Do you like them?" "Salted duck eggs?" At least, when I was young, my father pampered me, I could only eat the egg yolk, and when the egg yolk is opened, it will be so fragrant..." Xun Yu was halfway through talking, probably because he realized that he had talked too much, which really showed the closeness between the two of them. He shut his mouth tightly again.Xun You looked at Xun Yu blinking his eyes in a daze, and felt very cute in his heart.Xun Yu always inadvertently showed some expressions that are rarely seen on weekdays. When he was surprised, he would open his eyes wide, and when he was extremely happy, his eyes would narrow into small crooked bridges.When Xun Yu was emotional, there was misty mist in his brows and eyes, and he would lightly part his lips and kiss his earlobe softly.Xun You blushed suddenly in silence, coughed lightly, picked up the salted duck eggs on the wooden stool and began to peel them.After peeling it off, he carefully sandwiched the blue-colored egg white into his bowl, exposing half of the egg yolk. His luck is really good, today's egg yolk is really nourishing yellow oil.He picked up a corner of the egg yolk and brought it to Xun Yu's mouth with chopsticks: "You eat." Xun Yu put down the chopsticks and waved his hands: "I will do it myself, I will do it myself." Xun You just held up the chopsticks stubbornly and lowered his voice Said: "You eat, I will peel a new one for you after eating." His eyes were too straightforward, Xun Yu couldn't avoid it, he could only put the piece of egg yolk in his mouth.Just when Xun Yu's lips touched the other end of the chopsticks, a strange undercurrent began to flow between them.Xun You knew that this undercurrent implied some kind of solemn promise and some kind of unrealistic fantasy.For example, the life and death agreement is broad, and the child grows old together.That night, neither of them was in a hurry to turn off the lights. Before the lights were turned off, there was a simple atmosphere of revolutionary comrades-in-arms. After the lights were turned off, everything changed.Xun You sat by the bed, listening to the noise in the wind for a while, and listening to his own heartbeat for a while.He wanted to open his mouth to break the embarrassing situation, but he heard Xun Yu whisper softly: "I'm sorry." It's a bit abrupt, and it can be seen that the two of them are thinking about it all the time, and they can always think of going together.Xun You looked at him quietly, the little deer in his heart was still alive and kicking, but after staring for a long time, the little deer also calmed down, and looked at Xun Yu with him.Hey, is it him?Xun You asked about the little deer in his heart.The little deer slowly bent its knees and lay down on the ground, then rolled its hooves in the air, smiling joyfully, if it wasn't for him, what were you doing that night?Yes, if I didn't like him, if I still regarded him as a passerby in my life, I should regard him as the weird Gregor, but I followed him and sank without hesitation.Xun Yu wanted to explain something more, but Xun You had already sat down beside him and put his finger on his lips: "Listen to me first, okay?" Xun Yu nodded obediently in his arms, his eyelashes were Casting a lonely shadow by the candlelight, Xun You's heart trembled, he turned his head and turned off the lamp.There was no candle and no moon that night, and when he stretched out his hand and couldn't see his fingers, Xun You confessed his heart to himself in the dark. "I admit that I was in a hurry that night, and I never thought about the relationship between us..." Xun Yu stood up and wanted to escape, but Xun You hugged his shoulders tightly: "I just want to tell you that since we have All these things, we are the closest people in the world, from now on, you are not allowed to hide anything from me, and make me worry for nothing, okay?" Xun You whispered the promises about responsibility and responsibility in his ear , Xun Yu lowered his eyes for a long time, then slowly raised his head to look back at him and said, "You don't understand, Xun You..." How should Xun Yu tell Xun You about his growing love for him? Flowers, he doesn't want to pick them.Let it grow well by itself, rich and charming, and he can bear it, because he would rather it perish than let the wind of lust blow the strong grass.But Xun You could not help but press his body into his arms, lifted his chin slightly with his fingertips, and kissed him without hesitation.At first Xun Yu was caught off guard, so he could only let him do the sweeping, but when he regained his senses, he began to resist.He wanted to get rid of Xun You's unclear kiss, but he was afraid that the sound of pushing and shoving would attract others. What's more frightening was that his body was weakening involuntarily, and he was gradually submerged in Xun You's embrace.The tacit understanding between them started that night, and since then there have been a lot of affairs, but they were all silent, except for Xun Yu's uncontrollable moaning, only Xun You's intermittent panting.But what came out of the intersection of the skin was hot, limp and heavy pleasure like a molten stream.Sometimes Xun You, who is concerned about confusion and confusion, will inevitably think of some strange questions to ask himself. If he had a pair of clear eyes and looked at their sexual intercourse hiding under the quilt, what would he think about.Will he be moved, will he laugh, will he sigh, or will he write a report and wipe out their deformed peace talks?