go too far

The word "discovered" eventually became a prophecy.

In fact, it’s hard to say that completely. After all, Jiang Yu would make a reminder at that time precisely because he knew that they would be exposed, but in the end it still failed to change the direction of the matter.

This He Lin has not yet opened his mind, but the teacher opened his eyes first.

He Lin's behavior has never been high-profile, and his grades can be said to be okay, but there is still some distance from being among the best.He never fights and causes trouble, and he doesn't go to the teacher's office if he can't.

However, with just one face, he can subvert this hill made of all the ordinary things.

When the school girls fall in love, they are still in the first grade of high school, no matter how low-key they are, they can still be exalted in public rumors.

When Jiang Yu stepped into the classroom, he saw his name on the duty list on the blackboard, and suddenly remembered that this was the first day He Lin went home with him after breaking up.

There are many things that he thought he didn't remember, didn't care about, or didn't bother to pay attention to, but they were actually engraved deep in his memory.

A team of two was in charge of the day duty after school. After Lai Xu swept the classroom, Jiang Yu said to him: "You go first, I will take care of the rest."

"Really? Why are you so leisurely?" Lai Xu was still asking, but Lai Xu had already put the broom and dustpan in his hand, ready to take his bag.

Jiang Yu looked calm, and only said: "Then you do it?"

Of course, Lai Xu was eager to leave early. He laughed a few times, carried his schoolbag, and left the classroom in three steps at a time. He didn't forget to say "Thanks for your hard work" to his brothers.

Jiang Yu finished wiping the blackboard and went to the bathroom at the end of the corridor to wash his hands. He felt suddenly anxious, afraid that the other party would leave without seeing him when he came, and also afraid that the revolving door would deviate from the original track.On the way back to the classroom, he even quickened his pace unconsciously.

Until I entered the classroom, I saw that familiar figure from the back, as if I heard a heavy object fall to the ground.Breathing up and down, he showed a smile that even he could detect.

It happened that the voice was heard, and He Lin who turned around caught it in his eyes.

He also smiled: "Why are you laughing, is it so fun to be on duty?"

Jiang Yu asked without answering, "Why are you here?"

"I'm looking for you to go home with me."

"Are you not in love anymore?" He asked knowingly.

"Well," He Lin thought about a roundabout way of explaining, and finally said directly, "We broke up."

Jiang Yu lined up the desks and chairs in the classroom from the first seat near the door.He didn't want to discuss this matter with the other party at school, so he changed the subject: "How do you know I'm on duty?"

He Lin walked to his diagonal line and helped him row together.There is no one in the classroom, and it looks very empty. Even if the volume is not raised, the voice can be completely transmitted to the other party: "You said you were sitting in the last row by the window, and I can't recognize your schoolbag."

"Then what if I'm already gone?"

"I just went to the office for 5 minutes after class. You dragged your things away. How far can you walk? At most, you will reach the subway station. You must not have taken the subway."

There are a total of seven rows of tables and chairs in the classroom, and Lai Xu has simply arranged them when he was sweeping the floor just now, and the rest only needs to check whether the front, back, left, and right are aligned.

While speaking, Jiang Yu had already lined up in three rows and was walking forward along the middle row of tables and chairs from the back of the classroom.

He Lin didn't seem to have finished speaking just now, but now he added: "Besides, if you are gone, I can just catch up."

The ending sound was gently retracted, and they met face to face in the middle of the classroom.

Jiang Yu was a little shorter than the opponent, raised his head slightly to look at him, and asked, "What if we can't catch up?"

He Lin was obviously stunned by his unreasonable questioning. He lowered his eyes to think for a while, and tentatively said, "Then I'll call you and ask you to get out of the car and wait for me?"

Jiang Yu stared at him with burning eyes.

"What if I don't wait for you?"

"Will you not wait for me?" He Lin met his gaze and asked back.

"No," Jiang Yu said, "never."

He Lin finally looked away, scratched his head, and said, "What is this? Are you going to act in a play? The art festival is over."

"No," Jiang Yu turned around to get his bag, "I'm going to audition to join the showbiz."

"Huh? Is it true or not?" He Lin believed it.

Jiang Yu snickered softly with his back turned to him, and what he said was deliberately solemn: "Really, you go too, and don't take the college entrance examination."

"I'm thinking about it, it's not impossible, okay..." He Lin really thought about the possibility, until Jiang Yu bumped into his leg with his bag, and finally pulled him out of this unrealistic fantasy Back to reality.

Jiang Yu called him: "Stop dreaming, idiot."

After leaving the school gate, on the way to the subway station, you will pass a candied chestnut shop.

The early summer of June is no longer the season to eat chestnuts, but Jiang Yu smelled the aroma of freshly baked chestnuts, stopped in a strange way, and asked He Lin: "Buy some chestnuts?"

"Ah?" He Lin paused in response, and said again, "Okay."

"how?"

"It's okay," He Lin said, "I just wanted to ask you if you want to eat, so you said it first. I think we really have a good understanding from childhood."

Jiang Yu bowed his head and responded with a "hmm", then turned around and went to the shop to buy chestnuts, but He Lin didn't hear this short response, because he was really pressed too lightly.

Jiang Yu didn't buy much, he estimated the amount they could eat when they walked to the subway station.He hung the plastic bag on his wrist, grabbed a few for He Lin, and took out another to peel off by himself.

These chestnuts were not fried well, and the hairy inner membrane in the shell was stuck to the chestnut flesh, but Jiang Yu took the trouble to peel off the wrapped skin bit by bit before putting it in his mouth.

He Lin looked at him curiously and said, "It's rare that you are so happy to start peeling chestnuts."

Jiang Yu felt guilty for no reason, and spoke forcefully: "Why? Have an opinion? If you have an opinion, can you peel it off for me?"

With that said, he took off the bag and handed it to He Lin.

He Lin only glanced at him, and took it without complaint.

The two walked while stripping, eating, and Jiang Yu kept his hands on, and said to him, "Tell me."

"What?" He Lin was a little confused.

"Why did you break up?"

He Lin is proficient in his movements. It is basically the time when Jiang Yu can finish a chestnut. He can eat one by himself, peel another and throw it back into the paper bag.

After chewing and swallowing the food in his mouth, he replied simply and in shock: "The teacher found me."

"That's it?"

"The teacher only looked for me first. I'm a man, so I should take it down. It's not easy to let other girls be called to talk, in case there is any bad influence."

Jiang Yu held all the peeled shells in the palm of his hand, and couldn't hold them any longer, so he grabbed He Lin's hand and threw the shells into the interlayer between the paper bag and the plastic bag.

He Lin followed his movements to help him open the bag, and kept talking: "Also it's been almost a month, and I still don't feel like I can fall in love with her. It's irresponsible to her if we continue to be together."

Jiang Yu sneered: "You are quite enlightened in this regard."

He Lin felt aggrieved: "You must have underestimated me, what kind of image do I have in your heart?"

Jiang Yu didn't answer, but reached into the paper bag again, and found a peeled chestnut. He asked, "Didn't you eat it?"

"Eat," He Lin said, "It's because you moved too slowly."

He had finished peeling the rest, so he simply put the rope bag containing a few chestnuts in Jiang Yu's palm. The touch of his fingertips was fleeting, but at that moment, it tickled Jiang Yu's heart, and he curled up quietly. Five fingers.

As if to prove that he really ate it, He Lin said again: "Stir-fried chestnuts that are out of season still taste bad, neither sweet nor waxy, and it's troublesome to peel."

Jiang Yu took out the chestnuts in the bag, one by one, and retorted: "Is that so, I think it's quite sweet."

He Lin glanced at him in disbelief: "It's so sweet."

There was the last round chestnut lying in the paper bag, Jiang Yu took it out with two fingers, grabbed the person next to him with the other hand, and pressed the chestnut to the opponent's lips.

"Here, it's the last one, try again."

He Lin looked at him and opened his mouth to eat.

Jiang Yu checked the bags under his eyes and confirmed that there was nothing left. He walked a few steps faster and threw the bags into the trash can.

Looking back, He Lin was still in a daze.

Jiang Yu took two steps back, took out a wet towel from his bag, wiped his hands, and stuffed them into He Lin's hands.

"Why are you in a daze, let's go."

He Lin followed like a dream, but he was still relishing the sweetness of the last chestnut.

In the penultimate school week, after school on Friday, He Lin yelled that he wanted to play football with his classmates. Jiang Yu glanced at the blazing sun above his head, and wanted to say that he should go home first. He Lin dragged him to the stadium.

With no choice but to find a shadowed audience seat, he lay down lazily and closed his eyes.

Unfortunately, the sun was so hot that he was still a little dizzy.

There seemed to be two roads in front of me.

There are endless winding roads on both sides, but one of them is as bright as a mirror, and he has all the memories of that future.

But the other place is full of unknown darkness.

He is at this fork in the road, wavering.

He knew that in this revolving door, he didn't have to stick to his memories, at least when he didn't like He Lin, he didn't give any hints or assists.Similarly, because he couldn't peek into the future, he didn't remind his grandfather.

Then at this time, he should also be able to choose not to go to He Lin, not to make a love invitation to him.

It's just that he seemed to be suffering from a lazy cancer. When he took a step towards the unfamiliar darkness, or even raised his foot, he suddenly gave up all his strength, just wanted to let go of his hands, let the lantern lead him, and avoid Unknown, take that repeated avenue.

Like people making a decision while tossing a coin, he smiled and admitted failure at this moment.

Now that we have reached this point, if it is a mistake, we will make a mistake, and if it is a predetermined number, then let nature take its course.

He was determined to follow his own will, knowing clearly that it was only for a while, and they would eventually break up. Maybe it was impulsive, but he still wanted to choose this limited happiness and joy.

The people on the football field gradually dispersed, Jiang Yu turned his head and didn't see He Linren, so he stood up and saw that He Lin was lying on the lawn in a big shape.

Jiang Yu walked towards him, kicked that long straight leg, and asked, "Aren't you leaving?"

He Lin put one hand behind his head, glanced at him lazily, then patted the lawn beside him with the other hand, and said, "Sit for a while, I'm exhausted."

Jiang Yu sat down expressionlessly, completely ignoring the school's constant reminder to take care of the football lawn, pulled a piece of grass in front of him, and twisted his little knuckles back and forth repeatedly.

He suddenly asked softly: "Do you still want to fall in love?"

He Lin didn't react for a moment: "What?"

"Falling in love," Jiang Yu emphasized again, "Isn't it what you said before, you want to fall in love."

He Lin also pulled out the root grass, raised his hand and rubbed it in front of his eyes, and replied: "No, what if the head teacher catches him on the spot again."

Jiang Yu didn't pause, and said again: "Maybe if you fall in love with a man, you won't be discovered."

"Ok?"

He turned his head to look and bumped into He Lin's eyes.He tried to be calm, but his heart was beating like thunder, but he still analyzed in a steady tone: "You see, if you don't do anything too extreme, the teacher will treat you as brothers."

He Lin pondered for a while: "It seems quite reasonable, and I can't refute it."

Jiang Yu raised the corner of his mouth almost invisibly, and asked: "Then why don't we try?"

Half joke, half truth.

It used to be casual, but now it is very solemn.

He Lin seemed to be startled by him, sat up with his upper body awkwardly, crossed his legs, and turned to him.

Jiang Yu also changed direction, touching the opponent's knees, his eyes met.There is a persuasive tone in the low tone: "Let's try."

The breeze blew past, blowing Jiang Yu's hair hanging down his forehead.He Lin looked at the fluttering hair ends for a moment, and then moved back to Jiang Yu's bright pupils.

"Are you serious?" he asked.

Jiang Yu nodded and said: "Yes, you see, we hang out all day long, and the teacher won't think it's a relationship. It's not very safe. Just try it and see if we fall in love. be found."

"Or..." He paused, and then said, "You reject homosexuality?"

He Lin's eyes fell on the other person's face, then moved to his lips, and said, "That's not true, I just didn't expect you to say such a thing."

"So, what's the answer?"

He Lin didn't answer for a while, just looked at him quietly, not knowing what he was thinking about.

Jiang Yu felt that he had been made a little impatient by the silence at this moment.He spoke again, provocatively: "Why, don't you dare?"

He Lin narrowed his eyes, the word "dare not" was the same as that of a man, he replied without hesitation: "Why dare not?"

Jiang Yu laughed, really laughing out loud.He untied the grass wrapped around his knuckles, and the little finger was strangled with a red line, which was particularly conspicuous against his fair skin.The other hand holding the grass hangs lazily on the calf, and the emerald green is thrown onto He Lin's bare calf skin like a light feather.

He lowered his eyes, his tone softened in an instant, and he said in a low voice, "Then let's just say that."

He Lin stretched out his hand to pinch the other end of the grass, even if he didn't look at his expression, he could read a smile from his tone: "Well, it's done."

All he could see was the green grass that was held in their hands at both ends. In a trance, Jiang Yu seemed to have an illusion, thinking that the revolving door started to go backwards, and he returned to the skipped preschool period in a blink of an eye.

He has forgotten the reason, but the scene in his memory is exceptionally clear.He and He Lin hooked their little fingers together without any ambiguity, it was the purest meeting in childhood.

"Then we've agreed. Hang yourself on the hook, 100 years, don't change—"

The joints are offset, and the hearts are close.Thousands of years have passed, but nothing seems to have changed.

Jiang Yu added softly: "He Lin, although we are together, if you really like someone in the future, you must tell me."

He Lin looked at him and said word by word: "Okay, I promise you."

Hearing the sound, Jiang Yu let go of his hands, and lay down on the back as if relieved, and what appeared before him was the sky that he hadn't noticed before.

The junction of the horizon was actually dyed pink by the setting sun.

The sunset is so beautiful.

Maybe it will become the most beautiful afterglow in this life.