go too far

When he met He Lin again, Jiang Yu had already forgotten about his date that day.

It's just that the art festival on Friday made Jiang Yu feel uneasy.

Counting it down, Jiang Yu has never met the legendary Meng Shiqian a few times.

After entering the carousel, the side I saw in the dance room was only the third time, and it was also a re-enactment of the first side.

The second and fourth times were his unintentional glances at the front row of the auditorium when he was performing on stage.

Meng Shiqian watched intently, the corners of her mouth curled up, and her eyes curved into an arc that even he felt worthy of being a super flower.

This smile was naturally for He Lin.

At that moment, he was stunned for no reason, so that he almost bumped into another person while walking.

He wondered if, when he was still ignorant of this ignorant feeling, would he be like Meng Shiqian, who would inadvertently show such a pleasant smile when looking at the person he liked.

No wonder that person would give a comment that he likes to laugh.

He suddenly began to panic and began to be at a loss.If He Lin really did not break up with Meng Shiqian as he hoped, would he still be able to maintain his childhood identity and continue to get along with him calmly.

Backstage after the performance, he apologized to Fei Zhehan dully, Fei Zhehan patted him on the shoulder and said "it's okay", but he knew that He Lin was looking at him.

He could realize that he pursed his lips on purpose, as if all he could do at this moment was to try his best to control his expression.

At the same time, he prayed that the revolving lantern could go faster.

It's really tiring to control the expression, it's better to have a good time.

However, the assist that Jiang Yu wanted to do back then failed within a week.

Going out on dates for half a day every week will inevitably make the family suspicious.On Saturday, Jiang Yu and He Lin went out together, saying they were going to the library to study, and after He Lin's date ended, the two went home together.

Of course, Jiang Yu severely accused the other party of his anti-human behavior of going out at seven o'clock in the morning, and delayed the start of their date until before lunch.

When he returned home that day, he was about to go downstairs to the residence, but Jiang Yu, uncharacteristically, pulled He Lin back to the landscape lake.

He Lin's wrist was suddenly pulled by the other party, and the force pinched his wrist bone, which hurt a little, but he didn't want to break free.

This kind of Jiang Yu made people feel a little strange, he had never seen it before, it was as novel as discovering a new continent.

The person in front of him has always been calm and calm. This stems from his indifference and laziness to his surroundings. He may not be happy to move when the sky falls, like a puppet manipulator controlled by time.So apart from hip-hop, I've never seen him so...

Active look.

He Lin thought it was a bit amusing for him to behave like this, so he curled his lips and smiled, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Have you been possessed by a ghost?"

It's a pity that this joke didn't get an answer, Jiang Yu strode him forward.

It was the usual bench again, but the people who asked questions and answered changed positions.

Jiang Yu asked: "How is the date today?"

Similar to Chagang.

But He Lin suddenly thought, does this mean that the emperor is not in a hurry and the eunuchs are in a hurry?

For some reason, he felt that Jiang Yu seemed to be particularly concerned about his love affair, and the expression in front of him was also rare.

He tilted his head and replied, "That's it."

Jiang Yu frowned upon hearing this.

"What is this like?"

He Lin leaned on the back of the chair and counted them one by one: "After dinner, we went to KTV, and she even asked me to sing a duet love song. It's not like you don't know, I don't know if she will dislike me if I sing out of tune. .”

"I won't dislike you. Then?"

"..."

He Lin was silent for a while, then suddenly called him: "Mum."

Jiang Yu shuddered: "Everyone said don't call me by my nickname."

However, He Lin seemed to be lightened all over, with his elbows resting on the armrest, his fingers curled up against the corner of his jaw, and he leaned over to look at him, with a playful smile on his lips.

"Why are you suddenly so interested in my date? You talk more, people become more positive, and your reaction is so intense..."

Jiang Yu met his squinted eyes, saw the inquisitive expression of the other party, and felt ashamed immediately, as if his eyes had stripped away the youthful disguise, and suddenly peeped into his heart seven years later.

Jiang Yu began to regret, reflecting on his own management too much, and calculating the possibility of exposure.

But he was stunned again, he didn't know whether the exposure referred to his identity or the heart he liked.

He was flustered, but he still forced his composure on his face. He just looked away and tried to cover it up: "You said it, we have been brothers for many years."

He Lin thought about it, and it was really what he said.

He is a single-celled animal through and through, not only inexperienced in emotions, but not even talented.As soon as a nerve named "sensitive" was connected to the signal, it was cut off by Jiang Yu, who was "one step ahead", so he could almost be said to be led by the nose, and he didn't feel anything wrong.

So he said "Oh" and said, "That's right."

Seeing that he no longer doubted, Jiang Yu exhaled secretly, then hesitantly and persuasively said: "Then... do you feel a little bit of spring?"

He clearly said that he was the one who wanted to assist, but every word he uttered seemed to be accompanied by a thunderous heartbeat.

"That..." With a long sound, He Lin touched his chest and said, "To be honest, I'm quite calm."

"You haven't even held a hand, have you?"

He Lin paused for a moment before saying, "Actually, I really don't think it's necessary to be so impatient, it's better to proceed step by step."

"Obviously..."

Obviously you held my hand when we first went out on a date.

Jiang Yu almost blurted out.

He Lin turned his head to look at him, with a puzzled look on his face: "Obviously what?"

Jiang Yu shook his head.

Such words are absolutely unacceptable.

It's just that he was suddenly discouraged, and felt helpless inwardly.

He himself is just a loser, and his relationship experience is lacklustre, but at this time, he is pointing out the maze to the other party like a seasoned player, explaining every piece of experience to the point.

But he didn't realize it until now. His experience is only from the love process with He Lin, and it doesn't have any reference value at all.

It's really overpowering, and it can be called a terrible sentence.

He thought to himself, forget it, let him live and die.

It's better to use this energy to accuse Liang Jingru of giving him extra courage for no reason.

He Lin didn't get a response, but suddenly felt that he really couldn't understand this post.

He didn't understand the other party's sudden enthusiasm, and he couldn't figure out how he looked suddenly sluggish at this moment, so he could only look at Jiang Yu standing up and ask, "Mr.

It is impossible to make suggestions, the title of military adviser has been taken off by Jiang Yu and trampled to pieces.

Without looking back, he said, "Go home."

He Lin followed him: "Then don't go so fast, wait for me!"

In Jiang Yu's muddling through again, he has already reached the end of his sophomore year.

At dinner that day, Yu Ningyin suddenly asked him: "Are you really not going to America with us this year?"

Jiang Yu thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "No, I have to make up lessons."

One of Grandpa Jiang's older sisters immigrated to the United States more than 30 years ago. In the past few years, their whole family will go to the United States for half a month during the summer vacation, mainly to accompany the elderly to catch up on old times.

Yu Ningyin sighed, and said a few words about how hard it is for a quasi-senior high school student, and took advantage of the opportunity to change the topic to his studies.

"Have you decided on your subject selection?"

"Definitely, Chemistry."

"Have you seen the school yourself? Whether there is anything interesting in the major, you have to look in advance."

"Let's talk about it later." Jiang Yu replied hastily.

It’s understandable not to look at it, after all, Jiang Yu is just remembering, he knows the development of things after that, of course, he also knows what school he went to and what major he studied.He didn't have to spend extra time to study the score lines of other schools.

As long as things go the way they used to.

It also means that his "game" with He Lin may continue as usual.

Yu Ningyin was still nagging at the side, saying that he was too inattentive, that such an important matter should be prepared early, so don't rush to rush.

Jiang Yu pawed at the meal and didn't say much.

Jiang Jingshuo, who had been silent at the side, suddenly asked, "What did He Lin choose?"

Jiang Yu was taken aback, he didn't expect and didn't remember being asked this, he hesitated and said: "I don't know, maybe physics."

He Lin originally chose physics.

"That's science too," Jiang Jingshuo said, "You guys usually have similar grades, you can discuss and discuss when you have time, don't just stay together and just play."

One sentence reminded Yu Ningyin, she said: "At that time, the two families can still discuss and discuss together, and we are now blind."

discuss discuss...

Jiang Yu eats with chopsticks.

The two elders didn't understand the current exam situation, and they kept eating without making a sound.Grandma Jiang sat across from him, but suddenly interrupted: "What did Xiaoyu think of, so happy."

"Ah?" Jiang Yu asked blankly, "What's wrong?"

Grandma Jiang seemed to be delighted by him, even the wrinkles at the end of her eyes appeared vivid.She asked, "Smiling so happily, what good thing did you think of?"

Jiang Yu lowered his head, almost buried his face in the bowl, and murmured: "It's nothing..."

He couldn't control his expression again.

After dinner, the two elders went into their rooms, while Jiang Yu and Yu Ningyin were washing dishes in the kitchen.

Amidst the sound of rushing water and clinking of bowls and chopsticks, Jiang Yu suddenly asked softly, "Mom, have grandparents had a medical checkup recently?"

"What's the matter? Ask this suddenly."

"Just ask."

Yu Ningyin washed her hands under the water column, took a towel to dry, and replied: "The physical examination was done last month, and nothing was found. What's wrong?"

"It's really nothing." Jiang Yu lowered his head, looked at the foam floating in the pool, and said lightly.

Yu Ningyin didn't ask any more questions, she patted the shoulder that was already at the level of her chin, and said, "Then I'll go out and wipe the table first, and you wash the rest of the dishes."

Jiang Yu was left alone in front of the sink. He mechanically wiped off the grease stains on the bowl with a sponge, put it under the running water to wash away the foam of the dish soap, and then put the water filter rack on.

After the last bowl was washed, he turned off the water, and the small space fell into silence for an instant.

Even if the future between himself and He Lin cannot be changed in the end, if he is still doomed to be deeply involved in this love game, Jiang Yu may only feel helpless, and at most he will complain about his fate.

But in the face of life and death, even if he already knew the ending, he was full of unwillingness, and he was powerless to recover.

In the memory of his experience, grandpa survived, but only five months left.