go too far

Everything seemed so unreal.

The machine was humming in the ears, the curtains were not drawn, the sun was shining brightly outside the window, a beam of slanting sunlight penetrated half of the window, and projected on several light-colored carnations in a transparent vase beside it.

Too unreal, too beautiful, just like a dream.

It seems that only the bustling campus, the sudden rainstorm, and the cherry blossom petals soaked by rain should be real.

But obviously, that is the real Huangliang Yimeng.

It has been two weeks since Jiang Yu woke up for the first time.

Before that, he had been in a coma for nearly two months.

After multiple checks, the doctor confirmed that there is no major problem with the various indicators for the time being, but the patient is still weak and needs to rest for a long time.

Jiang Jingshuo and Yu Ningyin thanked each other several times, Jiang Yu nodded slightly while lying on the hospital bed, and then stared at the pale ceiling with empty eyes.

He always felt that his consciousness was still in the spring five years ago.

The wanton student life, the first love that was destined to come back in the dark, all came to an abrupt end when he suddenly learned the truth, and the powerless running to catch up made him feel at a loss for the current reality.In the past two weeks, he has been lying on the hospital bed almost all day, and his sight is limited to a small circle of wards around him, as if he has clearly understood the cracks on the walls of the ward.

He subconsciously let himself go back to the memories. When they had not ended their relationship, they were greedy for the illusory beauty, but the breakup, wandering, and car accident were all established facts that had already happened.

Yu Ningyin sent the doctor out, and when she returned to her room, she saw Jiang Yu with her eyes open, wondering what she was thinking.

She tucked Jiang Yu up and asked, "Tired from the examination? Let's sleep for a while."

"Mom." Jiang Yu was awakened from the memory and shouted, but he hadn't spoken for a long time, his throat seemed to have been smeared with a layer of gravel, and only a hoarse breath remained.Yu Ningyin hurriedly asked him: "Do you want some water?"

Jiang Yu shook his head lightly, then looked to the other side.

"Dad." He asked, "What about work?"

Jiang Jingshuo wiped his face before saying, "Don't worry about these things, just take care of your body with peace of mind, ah."

Jiang Yu's body is weak now, and it seems that he has exhausted all his strength before he can say a few words. He wanted to speak, but he was choked by himself and coughed several times.The two people beside the bed hurriedly patted his chest a few times, Yu Ningyin's tone was a little anxious: "Stop talking, you can talk about it later if you have anything to say."

After letting go, Jiang Yu still opened his mouth and asked intermittently: "Grandma...does she know?"

"I didn't tell her clearly either." Yu Ningyin sighed, "I couldn't hide it later, so I said you had a little illness."

Jiang Yu closed his eyes and nodded, indicating clearly that if the old man knew that he was in a car accident and was still unconscious, he might not be the only one in the hospital now.

Yu Ningyin watched him close his eyes, touched his somewhat long hair gently with gestures, and said again: "Go to sleep when you're tired."

Jiang Yu moved his head almost invisibly, as if he was responding, but also as if he was just rubbing Yu Ningyin's hand, acting like a baby that didn't match his age.

Yu Ningyin could feel the slight squirm of her hand, and suddenly felt sore eyes, and she stroked the other's hair a few times.Jiang Jingshuo patted her hand on the opposite side, and said in a low voice, "Let's go back first, let Xiaoyu have a good rest, you have been with me in the hospital for several days, go back and get rested, and I will accompany you at night Just do it."

In order to take care of Jiang Yu, Yu Ningyin took a three-month long vacation after hearing the news and lived in Jiang Yu's rented house. Even so, she actually stayed in the ward most of the time.

Hearing this, Yu Ningyin gave a "hmm", and finally took a deep look at Jiang Yu, closed the curtains, and left the ward together with Jiang Jingshuo.

The door lock rang twice in a row, Jiang Yu slowly opened his eyes again, and there was no one in the ward except him.The light was blocked by the heavy curtains, only the faint fluorescence emitted from the instruments nearby.The faint scent of flowers purified the smell of the hospital's exclusive disinfectant water, reminding Jiang Yu of the scented candles that He Lin bought for unknown reasons during the Chinese New Year in his freshman year.

In comparison, the smell of that fragrance is a bit sweet and cloying, but Jiang Yu can't help but feel that the floral fragrance in his nose is too light, as if it is fleeting, which makes people feel anxious, is it a shame? In a second, all the smells will completely dissipate in the air.

He was a little tired just now, but he didn't fall asleep right away.In fact, there is another question. He closed his eyes and thought for a while, but finally he couldn't ask it——

Does He Lin know?

Do you know what happened to your car accident?

In addition, he has many parents who don't know, so he can only ask He Lin's questions alone——

Was it because of the photo you sent to the counselor that you broke up in the first place?

What was written in the love letter of the 20-year-old?

Is the love and love you say true?

Is it possible to go back to the carefree and reckless past?

But when Jiang Yu was lying on the bed doing nothing, he simulated the questioning scene several times, but he couldn't rehearse how he should start the conversation.

How should he explain that after being in a coma in bed for more than two months after a serious car accident, he suddenly revealed many secrets that he hadn't exchanged for several years?

Besides, based on what he knew about He Lin, I'm afraid the other party would just say "it's all over" as a perfunctory excuse.

Could it be that he could only tell the truth, saying that he had entered the revolving door by mistake, and only learned of the other party's unspoken thoughts under his various "coercion and temptation"?

Jiang Yu was almost amused by himself, but in the end, he only twitched the corner of his mouth slightly.

If he really said that, He Lin would probably send him to the local mental hospital even after he was discharged from the hospital.

He let out a silent sigh, and turned back into that lazy person who got by, let's talk about these things after he gets home from the hospital.

In the fading fragrance of flowers, he finally fell asleep.

Two nights later, at the international airport.

He Lin dragged his suitcase and stepped out from the international arrival gate together with his colleagues.The half-month overseas business trip came to an end. Fortunately, I went to Singapore, and there was no trouble of adjusting the time difference after returning.

"Then see you at the company tomorrow." In the underground parking lot, everyone parted ways, and He Lin said goodbye to other colleagues.

But the colleague ruthlessly exposed him: "Haha He Lin, you must be on top at work, tomorrow is Saturday!"

He Lin took out his phone and looked, the date displayed on the screen was indeed Friday.He shook his head and said, "It's a bit high, see you that Monday."

"See you on Monday. You are the hardest part of this project. Go back and have a good rest."

A colleague patted him on the shoulder, and He Lin smiled: "Got it."

After saying goodbye, He Lin found the car he had parked here half a month ago, put the suitcase into the trunk, opened the door and sat in the driver's cab.

After replacing the mobile phone with a domestic mobile phone card, he checked his work mailbox, replied to a few emails, and returned to the desktop.

The desktop of the mobile phone is a profile photo of Jiang Yu, which was taken in Sishu back then.

He Lin stared at this photo intently, and for a moment, the dim light shining on his face in the parking lot became much softer.After rubbing his thumb on the screen for a while, he pressed the lock screen and drove home.

After eight o'clock in the evening, the road conditions were smooth, and the lights of Wanjia were spread along the high-speed car along with the moonlight. He Lin felt that the air inside the car was a bit dull, so he pressed the window, and the spring breeze whistling outside the car was instantly extinguished. rolled into the compartment, blowing his shirt collar.

Halfway through, the phone rang suddenly.

He Lin turned his head and took a quick glance, seeing "Mom" written on the caller ID, he pressed the answer button on the steering wheel.

"Mom, what's the matter?"

"Are you done with your business trip?" Lin Xin asked from the other end.

"Well, just got back."

The wind was a bit noisy, so He Lin closed the window again and drove off the elevated road at the same time.

"On the way home now? Back here or to your own home?"

Last year, He Lin bought a house near the company and moved in after the year. It's just that he would occasionally go home to live on weekends if he had nothing to do.

Now he has just returned from a business trip, and he has to go back to pack his luggage, so he replied: "Go back to my own side, and I will go home for dinner tomorrow."

"I'm not at home tomorrow." Lin Xin said.

"Do you have an appointment?"

"Xiao Yu woke up."

"呵啦"——

In an instant, the sound of brakes pierced the silent street, filling the night sky full.

Fortunately, the driving speed was not fast. The owner of the car behind stopped the car. After restarting the car, he passed by He Lin's car and cursed at him. He just woke up like a dream and pulled the car over.

"Hello? Hello?" Lin Xin was frightened to death when she heard the screeching sound of brakes, "He Lin?! Talk! Where are you?!"

"Mom," He Lin took a deep breath, "it's nothing."

"You scared me to death, you know that?!"

"sorry."

Lin Xin pressed her chest on the other end of the phone, took a deep breath, and said, "Forget it, just drive carefully!"

He Lin suddenly changed the subject: "Mom, did you just say that Jiang Yu woke up?"

"Yeah." Lin Xin responded, "I'm going to see him on the plane tomorrow."

After a pause, Lin Xin asked again, "Are you going?"

He Lin had already started the car again, turned on the direction lights, changed two lanes in a row, and merged into the leftmost U-turn lane.

"go."

Jiang Yu has been sleeping a lot lately.

When he was awake, except for routine checkups, he was basically doing rehabilitation.After lying in bed for more than two months, only relying on some simple stretching on the bed, Jiang Yu just woke up for a few days, almost feeling that he was no different from being paralyzed.

Although he was lazy, he would not allow himself to be like a useless person, so after the doctor gave permission, he started rehabilitation activities, but he was tired quickly and slept a lot.

The scope of rehabilitation activities has also extended from the ward at the beginning to the entire corridor.This morning, Jiang Yu naturally woke up.Jiang Jingshuo had already gone back this morning to deal with the work accumulated in the past two weeks. Yu Ningyin accompanied him to walk around the corridor, and then returned to the ward.

After lunch, the nurse came in to give him an injection.The backs of both hands were pierced many times, Jiang Yu was already indifferent, only physical activity and sleepiness after meals made him fall asleep again.

I don't know when I woke up again, Jiang Yu's eyelashes moved a little, and his throat felt dry, so he called out first: "Mom?"

There was a rustling sound beside him, but there was no proper response.

He thought it was a doctor or a nurse, so he didn't ask any more questions, and slowly opened his eyes.His consciousness was still hazy, and when he first woke up, his eyes seemed to be covered with fog. He blinked a few times, and after a while of adaptation, the fog finally cleared away, allowing him to see the face of the person beside the bed.

Based on reality, they had just met during Chinese New Year, but because of Jiang Yu's experience, it seemed that his impression of He Lin had gone back to the past, stagnant at the parting at the airport when he graduated from senior year.At this moment, the subtle changes in He Lin's appearance and temperament made him feel a strong sense of time passing.

The afternoon sun shone through the glass window and directly shone on He Lin's face that was deeper and more mature than he remembered, as if it was coated with a layer of golden light, which became more dazzling in Jiang Yu's eyes.

But what is more eye-catching than that is He Lin staring at his own eyes, and the faint flicker in the other's eyes.

He Lin just bent his waist slightly, staring at him, slightly moved the hand propped on the edge of the bed, raised it a little, and then closed his fist and fell back to the original position.His lips moved together, as if he had a thousand words to say, but he couldn't open his mouth. Finally, he pursed his lips and murmured, "It's okay..."

He said, "It's fine."