tempting

Cheng Zhiya paused, then turned around and asked, "What do you mean?"

Shen Ling folded his hands in front of his chest, and said slowly: "He knows you very well, so what about you? Is the Su Tang you know just the Su Tang he wants you to see? I think you have You need to think about this.”

"For example, why did you hang up on my phone and not receive my text messages and emails? Is it because I'm hallucinating, or is someone not wanting you to hear and see?" Shen Ling glanced out the window at two o'clock, then turned back to Cheng Zhiya laughed, "Aren't you curious?"

Cheng Zhiya was silent for a while, feeling very unhappy and panicked.The Shen Ling in front of him was familiar yet unfamiliar, still ambiguous and easy to put away, every word he said was difficult to distinguish between true and false, and he pointed at all his current things arrogantly, the so-called reunion did not show any real affection, maybe it was just Unwilling and possessive.

Shen Ling always has a way to make himself invincible, and he is not afraid of wasting the kindness and love of those around him.

And he woke up a little late.

Seeing each other is really better than not seeing each other, Cheng Zhiya just wants to leave here quickly and see Su Tang.

"Shen Ling, three years is enough time for me to think through. We will break up, not because of any third party, nor because of the separation of our parents, nor because you ran away, but because you never thought about going with me. In the end, my patience and pampering towards you are almost exhausted, and I'm not even sure if the love you said about me is true or not. Those who will break up will break up sooner or later, and those who want to like will fall in love sooner or later."

Cheng Zhiya said these words almost in one breath, the more he said, the more he understood from the bottom of his heart.

It doesn't matter when and why he and Shen Ling ended, the important thing is that he and Su Tang started.

Shen Ling wanted to see some miracle in the world, and was amazed: "It seems that he drugged you heavily."

As he spoke, he gritted his teeth, and his beautiful eyes suddenly narrowed into two long and narrow ones, revealing a dangerous light: "I'm very jealous."

Cheng Zhiya had no intention of entanglement, said goodbye, left Shen Ling and left first.

*

Seeing Cheng Zhiya open the door, Su Tang moved to the passenger seat with difficulty to make room for him.

After sitting firmly, he turned to Cheng Zhiya and said, "If you don't come out, I'm going to drive away."

Only then did Cheng Zhiya smile on his stern face.

Before he had time to say anything, Shen Ling came over and knocked on the window on the driver's side, and gave Cheng Zhiya a meaningful look. The other party's face immediately changed, and he leaned back to protect Su Tang.

Shen Ling passed him, and Su Tang behind Chong Cheng Zhiya smiled and said: "Tang Tang, long time no see."

Su Tang nodded with the same expression: "Brother Shen Ling, it's been a long time. Do you want to have dinner together tonight?"

"No, I have to go to the hospital to be on duty later."

"Then let's meet another day?"

"Okay, you remember, you owe me a meal."

"Uh-huh."

The tense atmosphere that Cheng Zhiya imagined did not appear, the two exchanged polite greetings, even talking and laughing, just like old friends reunited after a long absence, he had no place to interject at all, he really couldn't understand the relationship between the two related.

As soon as Shen Ling left, Su Tang urged Cheng Zhiya to start the car and go to the supermarket to buy dinner materials.Along the way, Cheng Zhiya looked at Su Tang frequently, he was still the same, joking and joking from time to time, acting as if he was not affected by Shen Ling's appearance at all.

Today's dinner was Su Tang's cooking, and Cheng Zhiya helped him, and said, "Why are you here today? Are you done with your work?"

"Not yet, long-lived kung fu and long-lived work," Su Tang stirred a pot of soup, with a relaxed and lively tone, "I see that you didn't drive out today, and I want to pick you up when you pass by, and then go buy dinner ingredients together."

Cheng Zhiya asked again: "Is it that simple?"

"Well, what else?"

"Seeing Shen Ling, do you have any other ideas?"

"Yes," Su Tang thought for a while after hearing the words, "he seems to have matured, and he looks quite attractive, even more attractive than before..."

Cheng Zhiya interrupted his praise of Shen Ling: "But he is not you."

Su Tang raised his head and faced Cheng Zhiya's bright black eyes, as if realizing that he was a little insincere just now, grabbed Cheng Zhiya's collar, and said hesitantly: "If I say, I have been worried all day long. You will be taken away by Shen Ling, and when I came here, I was a little jealous when I saw you chatting with him, so I drove here on purpose and called to interrupt your chat, is this okay?"

Cheng Zhiya could actually hear the meaning of being coquettish and begging for mercy from these words.

His heart softened, he leaned forward, shortened the distance with Su Tang, and kissed the corner of his mouth: "Yes, we have agreed to be honest with each other. Today I have made it clear to Shen Ling. It will give you another chance to be jealous or feel uncomfortable."

Su Tang narrowed his eyes like a comfortably scratched kitten, showed a satisfied smile, and hummed obediently.

The turmoil surrounding Shen Ling seemed to have passed in this way, and after that day, they lived as they should.

Just like this, a few months passed, New Year's Day was approaching, Su Tang was having a party with a group of friends in a bar, Cheng Zhiya didn't get involved, and waited until it was almost time to pick up people.

He doesn't like to be sociable, and he makes friends with senior artists who are more than ten years older than him. He is not good at dealing with Su Tang's group of friends who are very playful, especially Eden and his like. Su Tang's bad behavior of being drugged but only watching the good show, he has long regarded them as cronies in his heart.But Su Tang was happy to play with them, but Cheng Zhiya didn't want to dominate his life, so he could only turn a blind eye.

When they arrived, everyone was still in high spirits, and Cheng Zhiya was inevitably encouraged to drink by those people, and Su Tang almost blocked them all.Cheng Zhiya really couldn't see it, so he snatched the wine toasted to Su Tang from others, and drank it in one gulp, his tone was a bit cold: "He still has work tomorrow, let's stop it."

It was obvious that everyone was playing as they wished, but now Cheng Zhiya said it was like being forced into prostitution, and the person toasting the toast felt a little uncomfortable.

Su Tang hurriedly smoothed things over, punished himself with a drink and said with a smile: "Aren't you pouring him alcohol on purpose to make it difficult for me to go tonight?"

As he said that, he turned his head and stroked Zhi Ya with a bright smile, secretly squeezed his palm with the hand under the table.

Cheng Zhiya thought that he had made Su Tang difficult, so he held his hand and didn't say anything more.

Eden laughed a few times, took Su Tang's words, and half-jokingly and half-seriously urged the group to leave, so as not to miss work tomorrow.

Cheng Zhiya felt a little dizzy and nauseated after drinking less than three cups. Before leaving, he proposed to go to the bathroom and asked Su Tang to wait outside.

He locked himself in the first toilet and vomited cleanly before he felt a little better. Just as he was about to go out, he heard conversations outside, and he recognized one of the voices as Eden's.

"I'll go, but I was frightened just now. His eyes probably want to kill me."

"Isn't it? If it wasn't for Tangtang, you would have died in a bar today." Eden laughed jokingly, "Look at him blocking the drink and protecting Tangtang behind him. If you don't know, you might think that we are partnering to bully young boys from good families. , he'd better treat Tangtang like this all the time, otherwise..."

"Unexpectedly, I used to think that the painter Cheng Da was the kind of person who was extremely cold and hard to deal with, but I didn't expect that Lao Su would really have a way to subdue him. I just took a look and didn't say anything more, tsk Tut tut. How did he do it?"

"You can't learn his routines. You are not as patient and good at acting as he is. You are obviously very shrewd but pretend to be like a little white rabbit who has gone through thousands of sails but never changes his mind. However, great painters may like this style. , Tangtang is willing to act for him."

"Hahaha, that's right. When Zhou Yu hit Huang Gai, one was willing to fight and the other was willing to suffer."

The talking and laughing disappeared after a while, and the toilet became quiet again.

Cheng Zhiya came out of the cubicle and subconsciously checked his phone.The mobile phone has been changed, and it is no longer possible to confirm whether Shen Ling's number has been blocked, but his email address and various social accounts have indeed been set to block Shen Ling.For a long period of time, he deliberately avoided everything about Shen Ling, until now he realized that no matter whether he was willing or not, someone had already created a world completely isolated from Shen Ling for him.

What a painstaking effort.

He washed his face with cold water again, and the hands supporting the sink trembled slightly.

Many things became clear. He remembered how Su Tang became his friend through the interview, how he became his bed partner after Shen Ling left, and how he broke up without warning a few months ago. Yijia's various hints, as well as those showing weakness that just hit his heart... A question that Shen Ling asked a few days ago echoed over and over again in his mind. He asked Cheng Zhiya, do you really know Su Tang.

How many faces does Su Tang hide that he doesn't know?Why lie to him?

The answer seemed to be right in front of him, but Cheng Zhiya felt inexplicable fear in his heart, he refused to go any further, he just walked out quickly, and when he reached the bar door, he hugged Su Tang who was still waiting for him, kneading him again and again The back of Su Tang's neck seemed to be able to calm down the restlessness in his heart.

Su Tang was stunned by his sudden hug, then he pulled out his hand and patted his back, complaining with a smile: "You scare me, you are so clingy when you are drunk."

Cheng Zhiya let go of his embrace, and stared at Su Tang for a long time, his favorite pair of bright eyes and slightly curled lips looked like he was staring at and smiling affectionately at any time.

The person in front of him really exists, has warmth, and can breathe.

But is this still the Su Tang who loves to laugh, is playful and is a little unexpectedly fragile, who loves him purely and infatuatedly?

Why is his face blurred all of a sudden?

"Why don't you talk anymore? Are you really angry?" Su Tang put his arms around Cheng Zhiya's neck, smiling brightly, "They don't mean anything malicious, they just like to make jokes. If you don't like it, I won't play with them in the future, just accompany you ,OK?"

Seeing that Cheng Zhiya was still in a daze, Su Tang reached out to touch his face, but his arm was suddenly grabbed in midair.

"Su Tang..."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

Cheng Zhiya was still staring at him, and when he heard his answer in a nonchalant tone, his heart froze, and after a long time of deliberation, he finally asked an inexplicable question: "You, do you love me?"

Su Tang was stunned for a moment, and then laughed heartily: "Why do you ask this suddenly? Do you still not know whether I love you or not?"

Cheng Zhiya's voice was urgent, for some reason, he just wanted to confirm this matter: "I want to hear you say it again!"

"Okay, okay, it doesn't matter which language you want to listen to and how many times you listen to me," Su Tang put his lips together, and looked closely into Cheng Zhiya's eyes, his soft voice seemed to penetrate straight through Deep in Cheng Zhiya's soul, "I love you."

Cheng Zhiya's heart skipped a beat, and the many questions that came out of his heart stopped abruptly.

Suddenly all the strength to ask questions was emptied.

Back home, the first thing Cheng Zhiya did was hug Su Tang tightly, held his face and kissed him continuously, and finally took him to the bed to make love.Su Tang cooperated obediently, letting him get whatever he wanted without fear of death.Cheng Zhiya did as he wished, sticking until late at night before giving up.

Su Tang lost his strength and fell asleep, breathing shallowly.Cheng Zhiya looked at him in his arms, tightened his arms, shifted his gaze to the ceiling, and suddenly wondered if they were sleeping in the same bed, hugging each other closely, whether they were having the same dream.

Does it matter as long as he loves Su Tang and Su Tang loves him?