tempting

Cheng Zhiya looked as usual these days, but tossing and turning at night revealed his mental fluctuations.Su Tang's sleep was very light, and someone beside him quietly pulled away his hand, and he woke up with the slightest movement. This was not the case the first night.

Su Tang got up and followed the light to the study room, leaning on the door frame to watch him practice calligraphy and concentrating, thoughtfully.

He poured a glass of warm water, walked over step by step and put it on the table, then hugged Cheng Zhiya's waist from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder.

What I wrote was "The Preface to the Collection of Lanting", the strokes of the characters are not as vigorous as before, and I am afraid that my mind is confused.

"Woke you up?" Cheng Zhiya put down his pen and took him into his arms.

Su Tang shook his head: "No, I'm having a nightmare."

Cheng Zhiya hummed to express his doubts.

"Actually, it's nothing. It's just that I'm a little scared and want to take it easy."

After finishing speaking, he hugged Cheng Zhiya tightly again, buried his face in his chest, his voice was vague and pitiful.

Cheng Zhiya was even more worried now, patting him on the back repeatedly, and muttering to him what's wrong.

"I, I dreamed that you told me that you don't like me anymore." After coaxing for a while, Su Tang was finally willing to say it. He grabbed Cheng Zhiya's arm and took a few breaths, as if this could calm himself down , "You said, you are going to reunite with Shen Ling. It is said that dreams are opposite to reality, isn't that true?" Rather than asking Cheng Zhiya, it is more like convincing yourself.

This question pierced Cheng Zhiya's heart and lungs, he was stunned, and the movement of patting his back also stopped.

"Zhiya." Su Tang tried to call him a few times.

Cheng Zhiya woke up suddenly, facing Shang Sutang's peach blossom eyes as cool as water, the perennial misty mist disappeared, and it was clear and deep.

It illuminated him clearly, like a naked trial.

The dream is a reflection of the subconscious mind, but Su Tang has always cared about it, minding that there is still a deep relationship between the two of them.

For such a thorn, perhaps only by witnessing him pulling it out himself can Su Tang feel at ease forever.

And he actually kept it a secret.

Cheng Zhiya said in a deep voice, "Actually, Shen Ling approached me three days ago and said he wanted to see me, and the appointment was tomorrow afternoon."

Su Tang was obviously dazed for a moment, but he curled his lips as usual and said, "Oh, is that right? That's good, you haven't seen each other for a long time." He laughed more than crying Ya couldn't face it directly, and his voice couldn't hear how happy he was.

Cheng Zhiya panicked now, he held Su Tang's cold fingers in his palm, and said eagerly, "I was wrong, I wanted to solve it myself before, but I didn't consider your feelings, right..."

"Shh, don't say I'm sorry, no one is right or wrong," Su Tang put his fingers on Cheng Zhiya's lips, and said with a smile, "You guys had such a good time at that time, and he was still your first love. There is nothing wrong with this entanglement. You cherish every relationship, and it is a very happy thing to be your love, and I have always liked you very much."

Su Tang held Cheng Zhiya's hand instead, and gently pressed his restless beating heart with a slow and gentle tone.The dim light cast a large shadow on Su Tang's slightly drooping cheeks, showing a broken sense of loneliness.

Am I wronging him?

Cheng Zhiya suddenly had such a thought in his heart, followed by a strong soreness in his chest. He could only relieve this uncomfortable guilt by hugging Su Tang tightly and hollowing out his heart: "This dream will not Come true, Shen Ling and I are over. This meeting is to completely end the relationship between three years ago. Even if he appears again, it will not change us. Now I cherish you the most. Believe me this time ?"

Su Tang raised his eyes to look at Cheng Zhiya, his watery eyes revealed a deep love, and he said: "As I said, no matter what you tell me, I am willing. In the same way, no matter what you say, I will letter."

At this moment, Cheng Zhiya was absolutely convinced that he was the most cherished person in his heart.

He said emotionally: "No matter what happens in the future, we have to face it together and be honest with each other, okay?"

Su Tang hugged Cheng Zhiya back, rubbed his cheek against his cheek, and replied softly, "Okay, it's all up to you."

His appearance of only looking at one person with love in his eyes and speaking softly is a bit different from his usual appearance, Cheng Zhiya can only see him when the two are alone.How should I put it, she was so obedient, so obedient that Cheng Zhiya stepped up the hug again, stroking Su Tang's heart with his chin to show comfort.

I don't know why, but Cheng Zhiya feels very warm at this moment, like being in the spring when the flowers are blooming for a while, and since then the seasons have changed, and the warmth will not change.

For the first time, he gained something called happiness, belonging, and trust in a loving relationship.

"Thank you." He kissed Su Tang's forehead preciously, and said again.

*

Cheng Zhiya showed up at the appointed restaurant ahead of time, ordered a cup of coffee and waited for Shen Ling.

He asked several times for Su Tang to accompany him, but Su Tang refused, and only said to let them have a good get together.That tone and gaze revealed deep conviction, and how much of a forced smile was hidden behind it, just thinking about it, the love and pity in Cheng Zhiya's heart surged violently, and he found that he was getting more and more helpless with Su Tang up.Obviously, he is usually so fond of laughing, playful and talkative, but as long as he shows weakness or acts like a baby, he just wants to love him and love him.

A cup of coffee was still steaming, and the chair hadn't been warmed up yet, and he was already thinking about Su Tang, whether he had eaten on time today, quit smoking well, and what he was doing now.

She was so dazzled that she didn't even realize that Shen Ling was sitting opposite him.

"What are you thinking about?"

Shen Ling smiled lightly, and didn't even say hello, as naturally as if they had never been separated.

He is even more attractive now than when we first met him. The years have deepened his facial features, and the years of experience written on his face make his gestures more calm. Even a daily dress will not damage his temperament.

However, Cheng Zhiya's mentality has undergone earth-shaking changes, and the endless roses have long since withered.The extraordinarily bright rose in front of him could no longer make his heart beat violently. He could politely respond to Shen Ling's greetings, and had a quiet meal with him. The news of the marriage made his heart ache, but there was no disturbance in his heart. The crazy love for Shen Ling seemed to be an old story of the last century, and the dust was so heavy that he didn't even have the strength to lift it up.

The love story with Shen Ling, summed up, turned out to be simply that he met him, fell in love with him, he left, he came back and he was gone.Those plots, once thought that they would never be performed, now end early and leave the building empty.

It turns out that the passage of time is used to describe such feelings.

Cheng Zhiya gave a rare smile, Shen Ling looked at it with interest, and then asked: "What's so funny about it?"

"No, I just suddenly feel that this is very good."

"What's good?"

Cheng Zhiya didn't beat around the bush: "You're getting married, and I also have someone I love, and we're both moving forward, which is pretty good."

Shen Ling raised his eyebrows: "The one I love, who is it?"

"It's Su Tang," Cheng Zhiya looked straight at him, and said solemnly, "I'm with him. We started a long time after you left. I hope you don't mind him because of this. It is uncontrollable, whether it was me and you in the past, or me and him now."

Hearing the news, Shen Ling didn't seem too surprised, instead he laughed out loud: "Why are you still like this, sometimes you are awkward, and sometimes you speak so bluntly that people don't know how to answer. If someone Wanting to rekindle an old relationship with you will really hurt."

Cheng Zhiya heard something in his words, and couldn't help frowning: "Do you want to get back together?"

Shen Ling rested his chin with one hand, and his earnest eyes approached step by step: "You don't want to?"

There was no wavering on Cheng Zhiya's face: "Shen Ling, as early as the moment you left, the story between us has already changed, and today is just a period."

Shen Ling still didn't give up, and said: "I didn't know how to cherish before, so I made the same mistakes again and again. I was also very scared at the time, so I ran away. Now that we are all mature, can't we give each other another chance?"

It was rare to speak so earnestly, but Cheng Zhiya avoided his outstretched hand.

"Shen Ling, let the past stay in the past. I don't want to delve into it when you left, and it doesn't matter who is right and who is wrong," Cheng Zhiya said from the bottom of his heart, "In the future, we will try our best to Stop contacting each other, take care of yourself."

Shen Ling was choked by these words, and after a while, he recovered his smile, pretending to be really hurt: "I'm so eager to get rid of my ex, I'm not afraid of hurting the relationship between us. Too much like your style."

"I don't want to drag myself around."

"why?"

"I'm afraid Su Tang will be sad."

Shen Ling's complexion changed, and soon he returned to normal. He only curled his lips into a smile: "So you hung up my phone at the beginning, sent me a text message to tell me not to look for you again, and blocked my text messages and emails. I'm afraid it was at that time You and Su Tang have already met each other, you are really cruel."

Cheng Zhiya's face darkened, he didn't like Shen Ling's uneasy and kind speculation: "I haven't received your text message or phone call, and I wasn't with Su Tang at that time, he didn't meddle in our relationship .”

Shen Ling was stunned for a moment, but after thinking about it, he immediately understood, and laughed.

Cheng Zhiya ignored him, feeling that he had said almost everything that should be said and should not be said, so he gestured to the waiter.

"It's almost time to go."

Before Shen Ling could reply, Cheng Zhiya's cell phone rang. He saw the note and quickly connected it, and he heard Su Tang's voice.

On the other side of the phone, Su Tang said cheerfully, "Mr. Cheng, look out the window at two o'clock."

Looking in the direction, there was a black jeep with a familiar license plate parked on the opposite side of the road, and Su Tang was holding the window and waving at him.

Cheng Zhiya smiled: "Isn't it impossible to say?"

Su Tang said "Oh", pretending to be angry and said, "Then I'm leaving."

Cheng Zhiya smiled even more heartily: "Don't, wait for me, I'll come right away."

"Well, then I will reluctantly wait for you."

"it is good."

Cheng Zhiya hung up the phone, the smile on the corner of his mouth hadn't faded away, and he happened to look at Shang Shen Ling Ruo with a substantial scrutiny when he turned his head.

"Su Tang?"

"Ah."

Shen Ling laughed again.

Cheng Zhiya felt uncomfortable and helpless with his reaction, settled the bill, got up and prepared to leave.

Shen Ling's casual voice came from behind: "Cheng Zhiya, do you really know Su Tang?"