tempting

Grandma is over [-] years old and still in good spirits, and she smiles when she sees Su Tang.Su Tang collected a few large bags of special products from various cities and gave her to her. While she blamed him for spending too much money, she cheerfully praised Su Tang for being sensible and progressive with a few old ladies who were partying at her home.

Then grandma also went to Rasutang to watch their performance rehearsal and give some references.When she was young, she was an actor in a theater troupe, and she couldn't stay idle when she retired. She went to the elderly activity center in a big town to form a theater troupe for the elderly and also served as a coach.

Su Tang was seriously watching them rehearse the drama "Tea House".The phone rang, and it was Cheng Zhiya.

"Aren't you coming back today?"

"Well, the interview is over. I'll go and have a look when I pass by grandma's house, and I'll come back tomorrow."

"Aren't you coming back today?" Cheng Zhiya asked repeatedly.

Su Tang laughed: "Yes, what's the matter, miss me?"

There was a silence on the other end of the phone before he said, "Well, it's okay."

Su Tang sighed deliberately: "Hey, that's a pity, I really want to see you very much. You can see super beautiful stars in the yard of grandma's house. I really wanted you to watch it with me a long time ago."

"Really?"

"Really, the stars here are really beautiful."

"I'm talking about you, you miss me, really?"

"Really, truer than pearls, I miss you." Su Tang's tone was half-true and half-false.

Coughed a few times over there, "Okay, then I'll see you tomorrow. I'm going to paint, so I'll hang up first."

There was a busy tone.

Su Tang watched the phone screen gradually dim until it was completely black.

Since the last time, Cheng Zhiya has restrained himself from calling and texting a lot, and it is Su Tang who is not used to it.

Being together is naturally a dream come true, but he still gets distracted from time to time, thinking, is he still in the dream and hasn't woken up?At first, Cheng Zhiya was so hot that he wanted to burn his love, which was very charming, but if it was like this, the more he suspected that it was an illusion, and he would suddenly wake up from the dream when everything was burned out and the rice was not yet cooked.

Cheng Zhiya is right, he is indeed the one who contradicts himself the most, he is obviously the most disturbed, but he vainly wants the other party to feel at ease to love less and love longer.

He only cared about encouraging Cheng Zhiya to like people in a way he felt comfortable with, and comforting his uneasy heart, but he forgot about himself alone.

Thinking about it this way, I feel a little uneasy. The table of meals prepared by grandma and aunt at night is a bit tasteless no matter how rich it is.

But after all, it was grandma who did the cooking herself. Su Tang ate as much as he could, and promised to take it home if he couldn't finish, which made grandma very happy.

After dinner, Su Tang sent Xiao Xun to do his homework, and he accompanied his grandmother to chat and watch the stars in the yard, which was nothing more than a parent's fault.

The October night in the small town is as cool as water, and the clear night sky is full of stars, which is rare in the city.

At the beginning of the conversation, grandma still scolded Su Tang's parents for being unreasonable as usual. After so many years, she still refuses to accept Su Tang who likes the same sex.

Su Tang smiled cheerfully, and gave his thumbs up to praise grandma for her smooth manner of cursing, which was well-founded and full of spirit.

The two mothers-in-law and grandchildren laughed again.

Su Tang laughed so hard that he couldn't help hiccupping. Grandma laughed and said, "I'm full, I'm telling you that you are greedy, and you have the nerve to compete with your cousin for a spare rib."

"Haha, it's all because the food at home is delicious, especially the sweet and sour pork ribs made by grandma. I can't make it like it."

Grandma rubbed his belly and sighed: "That's right, you can eat more when you come back, I'm afraid, you won't be able to taste this kind of taste when I'm not around in the future."

Su Tang was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "No way, the fortune teller said that grandma can live to be a hundred years old, and she can wait for Xiao Xun to marry and have children, so she is very lucky. Besides, how old is she?" Just something, I'll come back for dinner whenever I have time, as long as you don't think I have a big appetite."

"Which fortune teller, why don't I know."

"It's because I'm not talented, people in the Jianghu are called Su Banxian."

Grandma giggled.

Su Tang changed the subject and started chatting about other things. When grandma got tired of talking, he helped her to rest in the room, and then sat back in the yard to watch the stars.Grandma's exclamation was still in my ears, just thinking that she might not be here one day, Su Tang felt a faint pain in his heart.

He is a person who will hardly let himself be overly immersed in a certain kind of sadness, and he will heal quickly on the surface. To put it mildly, he can see it, but in fact he is pretending to be chic. As long as others look good, only he knows whether he cares or not. .

Today is an exception, the uncomfortable time is surprisingly long, Su Tang wants to sleep over it.

The phone rang again, and Cheng Zhiya asked, "Are you asleep?"

"No, I can't sleep." As soon as he heard his voice, Su Tang's heart seemed to feel better.

"Then, open the door for me."

Cheng Zhiya suddenly said this out of nowhere, and Su Tang couldn't react in time, and then he heard someone knocking on the gate of the yard.

With a few light strokes, Su Tang's heart was also knocked out.

Holding the phone tightly, he held his breath and walked quickly to the door, then slowly opened the door, and the goal he entered was Cheng Zhiya who was holding the phone.

In the dead of night, Cheng Zhiya was tall and tall, dressed in pure black casual clothes, barely in the night.

He smiled slightly at Su Tang, his indifferent eyes lit up, instantly overflowing with tenderness, and slowly stretched out his hands.

As if inspired, Su Tang handed over his hand in a daze, and Cheng Zhiya hugged him fully with a pull.

"How did you come?"

Cheng Zhiya had had enough hugs, he slightly distanced himself from Su Tang, and looked carefully: "Didn't you say that you want to see me?"

Su Tang laughed: "Just because of this, you drove three hours to come here?"

"That's it."

"Ah, then Mr. Cheng is really a philanthropist." Su Tang looked away, pretending to respond perfunctorily.

But Cheng Zhiya took it seriously, buried his face in Su Tang's smooth neck, and sighed as if admitting defeat: "Actually, it's me, I want to see you."

The warm sea water filled Su Tang's heart in an instant, completely softening it.

He scratched his palm with feathers, and began to peck and kiss Cheng Zhiya's neck, Adam's apple, chin and the corner of his lips one by one, whispering in a hoarse nasal voice: "Cheng Zhiya, I want you to hug me." .”

Cheng Zhiya didn't say a word, his eyes were dim in the night, he was only dragged into the bedroom by Su Tang, once he turned on the light and closed the door, he pressed him against the wall, held his face and kissed him deeply, Su Tang Tang also responded enthusiastically.Two tall men were lingering on a not-so-spacious single bed, like a little boy on a secret date, the bed was shaking until it fell apart, and they were tired of it for most of the night.

Su Tang was afraid that grandma and Xiao Xun, who were sleeping upstairs, would hear the sound, so he bit his arm forbearance, and almost screamed out after being attacked several times, and the hot air filled the bed with the rough panting.

In the end, there were deep and shallow tooth marks on his arm, and he was covered in sweat and limp on the bed, letting Cheng Zhiya hug him from behind.

Cheng Zhiya slowly stroked the row of imprints on Su Tang's arm, his palms made his skin itchy, and he said, "I counted the days and knew you would come back today, so I went to buy vegetables early in the morning and made it for you. Braised prawns in oil, sweet and sour pork ribs, grilled cabbage with chestnuts, and coconut chicken soup are all in the refrigerator now. I could have eaten some, but eating alone is boring. When you say you want to see me on the phone, I want to go Fly over to see you."

Su Tang bowed his head and smiled slightly: "Then I have committed a heinous crime. I dared to waste Mr. Cheng's hard work. How can I make up for it? Or, just pay with flesh?"

Cheng Zhiya was quiet, and his words were tentative: "Punish you... move to live with me at my house, how about it?"

Su Tang was taken aback, and blurted out: "No."

Cheng Zhiya was slightly surprised: "Why?"

Su Tang picked Cheng Zhiya's tiger's mouth with his fingers, and muttered in a low voice: "I haven't lived with anyone before, and it's troublesome for two people to live together for a long time. They will definitely quarrel often, and there is no guarantee that they will not be reborn one day when they move in. have to move out..."

Cheng Zhiya realized it all at once, and the hand that hugged Su Tang's waist tightened again: "This house was given to my mother by my father on the tenth anniversary of my parents' marriage. It was a gift promised by my father when they got married. It was originally just A few blueprints later became real, and my father personally supervised the construction. It can be said that every piece of brick and tile inside has traces of my father's design. It is also here that my mother walked with my father for the last part of the road and never left. "

"I know, I said it when I interviewed you." Su Tang replied naturally, playing with Cheng Zhiya's callused and scarred hands.

"I once thought that I could live here for the rest of my life with the person I like," Cheng Zhiya suddenly clasped Su Tang's hand, and said with a breath, "Now, I hope that person is you."

Although the separation time was not long, it was enough to torment him several times. The idea of ​​wanting to share this place with Su Tang thoroughly and face each other day and night filled his whole head at some point, until the moment he embraced Su Tang again.

It is impossible not to be honest about everything.

Abandon the uneasiness, self-esteem, worry, etc. in your hands, and free up a clean embrace, so that you can openly hug the person in front of you.

Su Tang didn't know where the magic power came from, which made him have such an idea that he had never thought of in a short period of time.

Cheng Zhiya felt that he was becoming less and less like himself, but it was gratifying to see himself like this.

"Promise me, okay?" He asked again, a little eagerly.

On the narrow bed, Su Tang reluctantly turned around. There was only one bedside lamp turned on in the room. The light was dim, blurring the face in front of him, but he had already sketched the serious and gentle lines of that handsome face countless times. And colors, you can clearly imagine it with your eyes closed.

"Cheng Zhiya." He called out.

Cheng Zhiya supported his back, subconsciously hummed softly, instead of asking what's wrong.

Su Tang kissed his forehead devoutly, and said softly, "Actually, you don't need to ask me, because no matter when you say something, I am willing in my heart."

Even if you let me go, I am willing.

He silently completed the sentence in his heart.