tempting

The two have developed a lot of tacit understanding over the years of getting along. Their personalities and living habits are complementary and tolerant to each other. After the relationship is established, there is not much need for running-in. Everything is as usual, adding a lot of natural lingering and ambiguous.

It's just that as time goes on, Cheng Zhiya's habit of using too much force when he likes it relapses again.He took care of all the housework and took care of Sutang's daily life and food so considerately that he only had to feed him and take a bath himself. In addition, he also took a special car to pick him up and go to and from work every day, sent regular text messages or phone calls to greet him, and personally supervised him to quit smoking and drinking. He even tried to delete the contact information of all potential ambiguous objects in Sutang, including Eden.

Talked about a boyfriend, but seemed to have an extra mother.

The past happened from time to time, and Su Tang was deeply disturbed by it. He thought of the same way he was to Shen Ling and Cheng Zhiya to Shen Ling back then. Too full to control too much, as if restraining the other party and his own hands and feet can give him a sense of security, but now Cheng Zhiya seems to be more than before.

He didn't know if Cheng Zhiya still couldn't get rid of the shadow left by his previous relationship.

That night, Su Tang proposed to cook again, but Cheng Zhiya naturally refused as usual.

"No, it's so boring to be alone. I want to cook and wash dishes with you." Su Tang didn't obey him, but hugged him from behind and whispered in his ear, "Give me everything I can think of." Do it, and you see I'm going to be a life idiot."

The tone was waxy, like a reproach, more like acting like a baby.

"Is not it good?"

"not good."

"why?"

"I want to do many, many things with you, instead of letting you do it all for me, I prefer to do it together. OK?"

Cheng Zhiya's heart skipped a beat when he heard the words, and the movement of chopping vegetables stopped.

"Are you okay, Mr. Cheng?" Su Tang quickly kissed him on the cheek and asked again with a smile.

In the end, Su Tang still didn't hear Cheng Zhiya's answer. The other party just stared at him deeply, bowed his head and kissed deeply, and then carried him to the bedroom on the second floor.Cheng Zhiya was very proactive today, the onslaught was as violent as a flood, mixed with some silent tenderness.

Su Tang can be considered to have fun on weekdays, but now his heartbeat is in a mess, dizzy, he doesn't care about the whole process of teasing, he only cares about sex, and he is so tired that he doesn't even have the strength to get up, he just sleeps on Cheng Zhiya There was an unlit cigarette dangling from his back, and the smell of tobacco was enough to relieve his addiction.

I don't know when he started to deliberately reduce the frequency of smoking, because Cheng Zhiya doesn't like the smell of tobacco, and he doesn't like watching him smoke.

Cheng Zhiya buried half of his face on the pillow, his expression was solemn, and he didn't know what he was struggling with.

Su Tang smacked his face and clicked his tongue again and again: "Look at this little green face, did I not take good care of you just now?"

Cheng Zhiya buried his head completely in the pillow, muttering: "I only know the way of loving someone."

The voice sounded dull and low.

"Which?"

"Give him the best all at once, and hope he can always feel my feelings."

But even so, he still lost people.This feeling of trying your best and only getting zero points is really bad.

Will it be the same again?He tried his best to kill such bad thoughts, and when the uneasiness in his heart surged, he could only treat Su Tang doubly well, so as to be sure that Su Tang's people and heart were still with him.

Su Tang immediately understood, with mixed emotions in his heart, he couldn't tell whether he was moved or distressed. He smiled and dug the man out of the pillow, lay on his chest and said, "Then you can try to pay me in installments, and it will make you feel comfortable." Instead of giving me the quota all at once, it will take longer to give it, and it is best to give it to me for the rest of my life."

Cheng Zhiya looked into his eyes and asked, "Will you always be here?"

Su Tang's eyes were deep, and he smiled: "Of course, haven't I been here all the time? You told me not to be afraid, so don't be afraid either. I'm here too. I've been here before, now and forever, until one day You no longer need to..."

Cheng Zhiya turned over and kissed Su Tang's **** before he stopped Su Tang from uttering unlucky words.

"You are also a contradictory person. After you agreed to spend the rest of your life, you turned around and framed me, saying that I don't need you."

After the kiss was exhausted, Cheng Zhiya pointed out his mistake.

Su Tang kissed back: "Okay, then I won't say anything."

Cheng Zhiya nodded in satisfaction, and took him into his arms again.

Su Tang touched Cheng Zhiya's face, his palm was a little wet, and he was stunned for a moment.

He teased: "Are you very touched now, do you think you are lucky to find a boyfriend like me?"

"……I'm okay."

"But you cried."

"I do not have."

"You cried in front of me before, remember?"

"Can not remember."

Seeing that his face was flushed, Su Tang stopped laughing, buried his head in his arms, and said in a whisper, "However, fortunately, you are crying happily this time."

The voice was very low, and there were layers of fabrics. Su Tang didn't know if Cheng Zhiya heard him, but the hug became tighter.

*

Cheng Zhiya drove Su Tang to work, and then he had to follow up on a selected topic, and the two of them didn't see each other for nearly a week.

The car stopped across the road from the main entrance of the building, but Cheng Zhiya didn't open the door immediately to let people go.

Su Tang wrapped his arms around his neck in a sensible way, pecked kisses on both cheeks and lips, and kept asking "is that enough?"

Cheng Zhiya was so teased that he blushed, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, pinched Su Tang's chin and kissed him deeply.

"Are you blushing?"

"No, it's a little hot in the car."

Su Tang continued to say with a smile: "You know what? I like to see you shy and awkward being molested by me the most. You have to be careful. If you do this again, I can't help but sleep with you."

Seeing his smug face, Cheng Zhiya could not help but twitch the corners of his mouth, and said baldly, "If you like it, actually, it's fine." As soon as he said that, he immediately felt ashamed , What the hell did I say.

Su Tang was stunned for a moment, then laughed non-stop: "I don't want to fuck you."

Cheng Zhiya was displeased: "What's wrong? I'm not as good as those little boys you had a crush on before?"

"No, none of them can compare with you." Su Tang's eyes were soft, "I don't want to let you hurt."

Cheng Zhiya's focus was: "What do you usually feel that hurts?"

Su Tang smiled even more happily, being happy with Cheng Zhiya is never absent, it always comes.

He said in a long voice, "It hurts, it hurts a lot." Cheng Zhiya immediately changed his face, Su Tang changed the subject when he was satisfied with his appreciation, and added with a playful smile, "But it's also very cool. I just like you sleeping with me." Do me love me, love me, are you satisfied with this answer?"

"No seriousness." Cheng Zhiya realized that he had been molested, and said angrily.

"I only do this in front of you."

Cheng Zhiya corrected him: "You can only do this in front of me."

The two had a quarrel in the car before giving up. Cheng Zhiya held back a bunch of instructions when he was parting, and only combed his messy hair for him. His movements, tone, and eyes were all gentle and solemn: "In short, Be careful, I'll wait for you at home."

Su Tang had heard countless love words, but at this moment his heart skipped a beat because of a simple "I'll wait for you at home".Cheng Zhiya's eyes did not hide their tenderness, and they were all aimed at him desperately, which made him a little shy suddenly.

He bowed his head and hummed, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop turning up after only a short separation from Cheng Zhiya.Although today is the most stressful finalizing day of the week, the entire editorial department including him is so busy that he is dizzy, and he has to seamlessly switch to interviews tomorrow, but none of this affects his good mood at all.

After the draft was finalized, he found a sofa in the editorial department to rest for a while, and the next day he simply washed up in the unit, packed his equipment and luggage, and rushed to meet the interviewee.

Su Tang traveled to several major cities to interview the local emerging one-person-one-story theater, and chatted with a group of amateur actors who love this new form of psychological theater. The interviewee is one of the main initiators of this theater. Su Tang has been in contact with it for a long time, and also took Su Tang to see several performances on the spot.

For a few days, Su Tang stayed with troupes from all over the world, watching their rehearsals and chatting with actors and audiences.Once he got busy, the contact time with Cheng Zhiya was much shorter, and he just had a quick chat when he returned to the hotel at night.

After a week of busy work, he finally got enough interviews. He didn't go back to the North City right away, but stopped halfway to visit his grandmother who lived in a small town in the south.

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