tempting

Clang.

Su Tang successfully threw the empty soda can into the trash can not far away, and temporarily pulled Cheng Zhiya back from his complicated thoughts.

"Am I playing football well?" Su Tang suddenly turned around and asked.

Cheng Zhiya nodded along the way: "Well, the kick was very good." After Su Tang was praised, he lowered his head and smiled. It turned out that he likes to hide his shyness and happiness by lowering his head and laughing. Cheng Zhiya can clearly see his little tricks Clearly, searched and continued to boast: "In high school, many people must have liked to watch your games."

Su Tang was amused by Cheng Zhiya's sudden and deliberate compliment, and said along the way: "Yes, there are a lot of people watching the game. Most high school students are naive, and they will always be casual because of some very external things. Like a person, it may be good sports, good grades, or good looks."

"how about you?"

"I, I am also an ordinary person, of course I have done such stupid things." Su Tang spread his arms and walked cautiously beside the flower bed, "For that person to win the district football championship, and for him to pass the exam Ten. I remember everything about him, what he likes, what he hates, what he wants, and I'm always around him to make him happy. But when he was watching the game, he was absent-minded, and as soon as he turned around, he forgot whether I chose liberal arts or science."

"What happened after that?"

"Separate, do you still keep it for the New Year?" Su Tang breathed a sigh of relief, and then began to be rude again, "So, this story has taught us that the effect of force is mutual, and the harder you love , when I want to withdraw, I will be hurt more severely. Newton is indeed a great man, and he has a long-term vision."

"Hey, thinking about it, I would only give my best and be so clingy at that time. It really made people feel a psychological burden. If I were him, I would definitely dump myself." Shoulder, made a shivering movement.

Inexplicable emotions churned in his heart, and Cheng Zhiya couldn't help substituting in, imagining that he might have let Su Tang pretend to be so relaxed, but turned his head but was sad, and couldn't help hating his carelessness and indifference in the past.Immediately afterwards, he blurted out: "How could it be in vain? It's just that person doesn't know how to cherish."

Scolding the ex who didn't cherish Su Tang was scolding himself even more.

But his expression was so indignant that Su Tang's rare sadness was also disturbed, and he burst out laughing: "Yes, that's right, he doesn't know how to cherish. Thanks to him, I found out that kicking Football is very interesting, and if you do well in the exam, you will have more choices. No, I have to thank myself, if I don’t work hard, I won’t have the results later.”

He paused for a moment, trying to take out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth to relieve the sudden craving, his voice became a little blurred, "But I always feel... If you like someone too much, that person will not like you anymore."

He said with a self-deprecating smile.

Therefore, Su Tang asked Process Zhiya many questions, but never asked him whether he liked him or not.

Seeing his inexplicably bleak back, Cheng Zhiya couldn't get rid of the small portrait and the tab of the can that Su Tang had hidden away in his mind.

And, a heart that silently likes him.

He eagerly wanted to hug Su Tang without any hesitation or worry.

At that time, when he was approaching the gate of the community, Su Tang was still swaying left and right on the edge of the flower bed, barely maintaining his balance.Caught off guard, Cheng Zhiya reached out to catch him, and he wrapped himself in his arms.It was getting dark, and the two hugged each other on the empty sidewalk, very quiet.

Cheng Zhiya left behind his usually tense self, just wanted to seize this spontaneous impulse and tighten his grip on Su Tang's waist.

Su Tang froze, his hands stuck in the air, not knowing where to put them.

"You...what's the matter?" He resisted the sudden warmth, and gently pushed Cheng Zhiya's embrace away.

Cheng Zhiya stared at him with undisguised eyes: "I drew that portrait casually on a napkin at the time, and I handed you the tab of the soda can unintentionally. It's not a treasure."

Su Tang was not as nervous as Cheng Zhiya thought when he was told about the central matter, but after a few seconds of silence, a signature smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Ah, you found out."

Cheng Zhiya hummed.

Su Tang's expression was the same, and he walked in front slowly: "I know what I think of you, whether it's disgusting, happy, touched or ashamed..."

The following words were quickly submerged in a passionate kiss, and Cheng Zhiya kissed a little impatiently at first, as if trying to block Su Tang's nonsense with his lips.He lowered his head to hold the soft lips, and after tasting the familiar taste, he sucked softly, and gently rubbed the back of Su Tang's neck with one hand.

Su Tang's body became a little hot from the kiss, and he was the least forceful in this regard, so he obediently put his arms around Cheng Zhiya's neck to respond, quite like a fool who is bewitched by beauty.The long kiss made the brain a little hypoxic, and at the end, it seemed that only Cheng Zhiya was left in the whole world softly whispering in his ear: "Su Tang, you, can you think about me?"

Bumping and bumping, a bit reckless, but it makes people happy.

It is better than any time Su Tang's dream has ever heard.

Cheng Zhiya rubbed Su Tang's red lips with his thumb reluctantly, and the ice in his eyes melted into a pool of spring water.

"You, don't just look at me, just talk. Promise me?"

The long silence made Cheng Zhiya gradually calm down. At this moment, he belatedly realized what he had just done and said.At this moment, Su Tang's indistinguishable gaze made him feel even more uncomfortable, and his ears and cheeks were congested with blood.

Su Tang left rationally for a moment, staring at Cheng Zhiya silently, only feeling his heart beating powerfully in his chest.But soon, all the desire and surprise melted in the deep eyes, and Su Tang regained his usual calm self.

He didn't answer Cheng Zhiya's question, instead he asked calmly, "Cheng Zhiya, do you remember Shen Ling?"

Unexpectedly, hearing the name "Shen Ling" from Su Tang's mouth, Cheng Zhiya was slightly taken aback, and somehow let go of Su Tang's hand.

How could he not remember, that was the person he loved for the first time, his fatal lover.

The hesitation at that moment was sensitively captured by Su Tang. He didn't show much surprise or disappointment on his face, and there was still a smile on his face: "Zhou Shang sent me a message that day, saying that Shen Ling was in England with his classmates from the same school. The school girl is engaged, and she may have to return to China to organize her wedding in a few days."

He also joked: "If you still like him, you can't let him go in your heart, but you have to prepare to grab a marriage."

Cheng Zhiya's eyes dimmed, and his chest was indescribably congested.The basin of cold water on his head woke him up completely, and his body was slightly chilled.After a while, he sighed a long time: "I... I'm done with him, and it's not fake for you."

Of course it's not fake, how can you force yourself emotionally with your temperament?

Su Tang nodded to express his understanding, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, but his voice became calmer: "We both went to bed side by side because you were drunk and thought I was him, and I don't know how many times you will think of him when you do it. It doesn't matter, anyway, it's what you like and I want it, as long as we are happy. But love is a double bed, which can only accommodate two people.

I don't talk about it because I am bothered or greedy for one-night tenderness, but for me, once I am tempted, it is a matter of my whole life.

As a bed partner or a friend, I can let you plant his favorite roses in the garden, waiting for him to come back or remembering this relationship.But if we are together, I hope you will be willing to pull out the previous roses and open up a new vegetable field for me.I just want to be the only one, and it's not your fault if you can't, isn't it? "

This remark instantly sentenced Cheng Zhiya to death.It was as if a big piece of his heart had been cut off, and it was empty, but he couldn't say a word to make amends.

The pain at the moment of hearing the news of Shen Ling's marriage couldn't be more real.

He couldn't fool Su Tang, let alone himself.

Su Tang patted him on the back very considerately to comfort him: "It's nothing, really, you don't need to feel guilty about it, after all, you are not indifferent to me, so I am very happy."

The harder the person in front of him tried to comfort him, the less Cheng Zhiya dared to meet his eyes, for fear of peeping deep expectations and disappointment inside.

"Be careful driving back."

Su Tang talked to himself, turned around and entered the community, Cheng Zhiya seemed to hear him humming, his smile was still perfect.

How could it be that it never happened?

Cheng Zhiya was sitting in the driver's seat, and the window looking at Su Tang in the distance was lit for a long time.He looked down at his outstretched hands, which hesitantly let go of Su Tang's hands, and now they can't hold anything.

Su Tang's secret love for him for many years is like a ball of fire in the sky and snow, how can a hard-working person on the road of love not be attracted.

He really wanted to seize the impulse that he hadn't had for a long time, and break the emotional shackles that had been steadfast for almost three years, but at the crucial step, he chose to linger at the gate of the siege.Before fully weaning off the aftereffects of the previous relationship, he tried to whitewash the peace with a new relationship.

Su Tang's parting smile stung him again. Whether this guy was happy or sad, he smiled so heartlessly.It was obvious that Mount Tai collapsed, but he still stepped over it lightly.

He beat the steering wheel hard, cursing in his heart, what stupid thing did Cheng Zhiya do?