i might like my brother

Brother, March in the world has come.

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After being away from Li Jinzhi for more than a year, Li Chibin's life seems to have not changed much. After the busy and numb high school life passed, a new life followed one after another. The leaves of tall trees peel off in summer and grow into spring in winter.

Li Jinzhi's circle of friends has never updated a word, he is as naked as a dead branch in winter, and even his profile picture is just a cat, which has never changed.

But Li Chibin felt that Li Jinzhi was getting better day by day. From the beginning, he posted a lot of photos and gossip. "I got a new girlfriend" and "a certain star slapped me on the spot" were ignored, and I only paid attention to those who were close to Li Chibin about "I lost two catties again", "I was admitted to a normal university", "I'm super happy today..." Comment on related news.

Later, he was able to comment on He Jia's behavior of always changing girlfriends, "It's not that he is popular, it's that he was kicked fast." Later, Li Jinzhi would also post some landscape photos he took during his morning run. Roommates used facial cleanser as toothpaste in sand sculpture behavior.

Li Chibin felt that he was slowly getting better.

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"How did you come in?" When Li Chibin got out of the dormitory, he saw He Jia waiting for him downstairs.

"Don't you enter the gate of your university casually? It's a rare weekend, so why don't you go out and have a meal?"

"Kicked by your girlfriend again?" Li Chibin looked at him suspiciously, why did the well-behaved He Jia think about having dinner.

"Have you changed your career to fortune-telling? How do you know all this?"

Li Chibin took a lollipop in his mouth, and bit the candy into pieces, it was so sweet.

"I'm in a good mood today, my brother treats you." Li Chibin casually threw the lollipop stick into the trash can, and took He Jia to the food stall to eat barbecue.

"Barbecue again? Brother Bin, I found out that you eat delicious food every day since no one cares about you, and your diet is irregular. Let Li Jinzhi know that you are looking for a beating?"

"Stop talking nonsense, Li Jinzhi never beat me up." Li Chibin took a bite of the mutton skewers dipped in chili, and opened a bottle of beer.

"I didn't beat you, but you have to be careful in other aspects."

"Come on, you." Li Chibin understood the meaning of He Jia's words and blushed.

The two drank until the food stall was closed, and in the end He Jia hadn't sent Li Chibin back to the dormitory, and Li Chibin really had a stomachache.

He Jia leaned on Li Chibin's shoulders and let out a long sigh: "Brother, do you blame yourself or me?"

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He Jia hung up Li Chibin's emergency room and gave him a drip. Sitting in the lounge, he suddenly remembered something. He picked up Li Chibin's cell phone and went to the corridor to call Li Jinzhi.

"Hello?" He Jia spoke first, but before Li Jinzhi could recognize whose voice it was, He Jia continued, "I'm He Jia, Li Chibin is in the hospital now, he..."

He Jia glanced at Li Chibin, who was sleeping soundly on drip, and pretended to be sad: "It's about to die!"

Then I hung up the phone, deleted the record, just kidding, I have to help Li Chibin go down to get the Jianweixiaoshi tablet prescribed by the doctor...

Seeing that Li Jinzhi called again, He Jia simply blocked him.

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After Li Chibin woke up the next day, his stomach didn't hurt anymore, and he cheated the teacher of a day of sick leave.After being paralyzed at home for a while, he went to check his mobile phone. He was already bombarded by an unfamiliar number. Li Chibin suspected that he had received a fraudulent call.

"Hello? I don't buy real estate, I don't need a certificate, I don't need a miss, thank you."

"Little late."

Li Chibin was stunned for a moment and realized that it was Li Jinzhi, and then said softly, "What's wrong, bro? You can't sleep?"

"No, I'm back."

Li Chibin's first reaction was to lie on the window sill and look down.Outside the window in March is exceptionally bright and gentle, with sunlight filling the tall bushes, sparrows hiding in nests made of new branches, and clouds flowing endlessly into the blue sky.

You can also see your sunny smile when you look down.

Li Chibin stood by the window and looked at Li Jinzhi for a long time, put down the phone and said softly, I have been waiting for you to come back.

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end of june.The sun outside the car window is flourishing and everything is shining golden.

"It's so hot!" Li Chibin opened Li Jinzhi's car door, blowing the air into the air conditioner, and unbuttoned his high-necked shirt, revealing a few ambiguous red marks: "Don't mess with my neck next time, wear high-collared shirts." It's too hot to wear a shirt to class!"

Li Jinzhi pretended not to hear, and turned the steering wheel: "Don't blow on the air conditioner, be careful of catching cold."

Li Chibin rolled his eyes, as if he was used to Li Jinzhi's focus being completely opposite to his own.

"Is Dad coming home at noon?" Li Chibin leaned back, a distance away from the air conditioner.

"He'll be back at night." Li Jinzhi took advantage of the red light and came over to bite Li Chibin's chin.

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When Li Jinzhi came back, he was not cured.He couldn't let go of everything about Li Chibin, including that hideous and ugly scar.But Li Jinzhi has tried to accept it, and the bloody nightmare about Li Chibin lying in a pool of blood has gradually been replaced by spring dreams. Not every night in a foreign land, someone hugs him during the nightmare.

After half a year, Li Jinzhi's psychological evaluation finally returned to normal, and he is now completely off the medicine.The doctor's so-called "isolation and stimulation" treatment is ultimately based on Li Jinzhi's fear of Li Chibin, but if it is love, the more isolated he is, the more he will be stimulated.

Li Chibin's college entrance examination score was enough to go to the teacher school he wanted to go to, but he didn't apply for the art class. He chose mathematics and graduated as a high school mathematics teacher.

And Li Tunan...

"Dad, didn't you agree to go home for dinner tonight? Did you go to dinner with that pretty aunt again?" Li Chibin took off his shirt and threw it into the laundry basket.

"She's just my assistant!" Li Tunan quickly proved his innocence.

"I haven't said which one yet!" Li Chibin untied his belt and threw his trousers into the basket.

"You still don't believe me? Apart from you, your brother and your mother, I can't let anyone else go!" Li Tunan flicked through the documents at hand: "I promise to go home for dinner tomorrow after I finish my work today."

"Who cares." Li Chibin hung up the phone, threw the phone on the bed, and was about to take off his underwear when Li Jinzhi came in, Li Chibin was stunned: "What, I take a shower, do you want to come together? "

"No, what do you have for dinner?" Li Jinzhi finished asking the question he wanted to ask just now without changing his face.

"Potato beef brisket?" Li Chibin still took off his underwear, and got into the shower curtain in the bathroom to take a shower.

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After dinner, Li Chibin plunged into the room, turned on a small lamp, put on silver-rimmed round-rimmed glasses that had been turned up to two hundred degrees, and bent down to write lesson plans.

"Take a break." Li Jinzhi put the peeled and cored lychees on the table.

"If I had known, I would not have chosen mathematics! It made my head hurt!" Li Chibin bit a lychee: "Those little bastards are too thieves, they even imitated my signature and signed a fake leave note!"

Li Jinzhi didn't have any objection to this, and bent down to kiss him a lychee-flavored kiss. Under the warm light, there was only the sound of soaking water.

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"Wait, bro, let me finish writing first..." Li Chibin watched helplessly as Li Jinzhi gnawed on his neck again, but couldn't bear to push him away.

Li Jinzhi rudely took off Li Chibin's glasses and threw them on the table, then gently helped him take off the cotton shirt, and kissed the tip of his nipple. The drawer popped out with a safety port muzzle.

But Li Jinzhi seemed to see something annoying, took it and threw it far away. Li Chibin told Li Jinzhi countless times to wear a condom, and every time Li Jinzhi agreed to it Shooting is not willing to use condoms.

After taking off his panties, Li Jinzhi stroked Li Chibin's young sexual mouthparts twice, and used the lubricating mouthpiece in the drawer to fill it in with his fingers.Li Chibin blushed when Li Jinzhi saw it, so he had to say something else to divert Li Jinzhi's attention: "Are you free to travel during the summer vacation?"

"Yes." Li Jinzhi is currently studying in the province's national key Ph.D. program, so naturally he also has summer vacation.

"Where are you going...don't, don't touch it!" Li Chibin was touched and sat back, trying to stay away from Li Jinzhi.

"It's up to you." Li Jinzhi grabbed Li Chibin's ankle, let him put his leg on his shoulder, put two words on Li Chibin's earlobe, and took a bite.

When Li Jinzhi first went in, he was still a little nervous. After Li Chibin got used to it, he began to move slowly. He was as gentle as being carried by the seabed, wrapped in sea water, surrounded by tiny bubbles and the sound of gurgling water from the bottom of the sea.

"Brother..." Li Chibin knows the taste by taste, his thin legs are wrapped around Li Jinzhi's waist, and he slowly caters to him.

Li Jinzhi's eyes sank due to the sudden tightening of Li Chibin's back acupoints, he lifted Li Chibin's buttocks to speed up his thrusting.

The silver Pikachu game currency commemorative necklace hangs down from Li Jinzhi's neck, and Li Chibin bites it as if venting his anger, forcing Li Jinzhi to lower his head again, and kisses him with the back of Li Chibin's neck.

+ + +

Like waves and waves, not as turbulent as a storm surge, but enough to drown Li Chibin.

Li Chibin always thought that Li Jinzhi looked like a vast and deep sea.

There are colorful and precious coral fish surging in the heart, the boundless broad embrace, the gentle and lingering small waves, the surface is calm and peaceful, but the love is like a stormy tide, just seeing it, you will be drawn into his arms middle.

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On the second day, Li Chibin remembered that he had a public class today. Looking at his lesson plans that had been dried up by Jingye and his glasses with broken temples, he really had a headache all morning: "Brother! I definitely can't judge Best teacher ever!"

Li Jinzhi knew he was wrong, so he carefully helped Li Chibin clean up the table and went to make breakfast. Li Chibin got out of bed awkwardly and went to his open class after eating.

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"I heard that you are giving a public class evaluation today? How is it?" Li Tunan rushed home after work, just in time for Li Jinzhi to make braised pork ribs.

"Don't ask, I don't even have a lesson plan, it's safe!" Li Chibin huddled on the sofa and sighed.

Li Jinzhi was cooking in silence beside him.

Li Tunan knew that his youngest son was in a bad mood, so he stopped disturbing him, and was going to go upstairs and go back to his room for a rest. He was too tired in the morning.

As a result, as soon as Li Tunan went upstairs, Li Chibin heard him shout:

"Li Chibin, Li Jinzhi, you two come here!"

Li Chibin put down the mobile phone in his hand with a dazed expression, Li Jinzhi turned off the fire and accompanied him to the stairs, and saw Li Tunan with a set of hands between his fingers, burning with anger:

"Throwing a condom at the door? No way! No shame!"

Li Chibin thought about it carefully, and it should have been Li Jinzhi who threw it out last night without using it...

After Li Tunan lectured for a while, he realized that he forgot to send the fax, and hurried back to the room.

Li Jinzhi expressed his apologies to Li Chibin for being wronged in vain and losing his face in the public class, and he honestly admitted his mistake that night.

"what is this?"

Li Jinzhi just drove back from the research room to pick up Li Chibin from get out of class. He was standing upright under the banyan tree with his white coat still on. His back was scorched by the sun. He went up to meet him.

He took out colorful candies from his pocket, the kind of fruit candy wrapped in colorful transparent plastic paper. Li Chibin always bought a lot when he was a child, but now it is rare and he hasn't bought it for a long time.

"apologize."

Li Chibin suddenly thought of the day of the autumn outing, when he and his brother stood under the low curtain of stars, stroking the mountains and rivers with their eyes, the hills and hills in thick autumn, the train running fast, and the moon hanging over the trees.

Now Li Chibin has forgotten the taste of candy, but he still retains the feeling when he peeled off the candy wrapper.

(Extra) Empty nester Li Jinzhi

The hug of the wind comes eagerly, and always gets in before you open your arms, and smashes into your careless and generous shoulder sockets. You turn around to catch the wind, but you don't know that he has already been smashed to pieces for that hug with you, and his soul is scattered.

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Li Jinzhi didn't pay much attention to Li Chibin recently, and Li Chibin was also very distressed, so he weighed two bottles of wine and went to chat with He Jia.

"Are you sure it's not your fault?" He Jia was eating melon seeds and watching the football game, while listening to Li Chibin's nagging, all in one mind.

"What's wrong with me? Although I've been busy recently, I didn't mess with him," Li Chibin snatched the melon seeds from He Jia's hand: "My friend, I haven't had sex for more than a week!"

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A week ago

"No way, you're going to get married so soon?" Teacher Zhang in the laboratory heard that Li Jinzhi was about to quit, but he was very resolute to persuade him to stay. Hearing what he said, he was a little shocked.

"Already ready to propose," Li Jinzhi ignored his teacher's twisted face and stood aside, and began to pack his things: "It's too busy here to spend time with him."

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The cold wind was fierce, and Li Jinzhi was still waiting for Li Chibin to come out at the school gate. He was wearing a low-necked thin sweater, gray woolen jacket, and dark trousers, which really stood out in the crowd.

"My child's test scores fell back a dozen in the class last time, what should I do in the future college entrance examination?" An aunt on the side couldn't find anything to say: "Hey, I think you are quite young, where is your child? ?”

Li Jinzhi pursed his lips: "He's fine."

The aunt saw that Li Jinzhi didn't want to say much, so she had to shut up and discuss gossip with the woman next to her.

Li Chibin called Li Jinzhi just after class: "Brother? Don't wait for me tonight. Teacher Tan asked me to watch the last evening self-study for her. I don't think I can go home until after nine o'clock."

Li Jinzhi just said "Oh", and the other person hung up the phone with "The meeting is over, goodbye".

Li Jinzhi rubbed the ring box in his pocket, and went back to the car with a calm expression. The aunt behind was still shouting: "Aren't you waiting for the child to finish class?"

Li Jinzhi pretended not to hear, and started the engine.

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The next Christmas, although the school was not on holiday, Li Jinzhi still planned to take Li Chibin to dinner at night.

"Ms. Li! Do you want to have a dinner together tonight?" English teacher Tan Yingying came to invite Li Chibin early in the morning.

"Forget it, there are people waiting at home." Li Chibin packed up his things and prepared to go to class.

"Ms. Liu just came to our school, and everyone thought it would be a good time to hold a welcome party. Isn't it appropriate not to go? Besides, Mr. Liu has been helping to fetch water and clean the office for the past two days." Tan Yingying put her hands together and begged him to go.

Li Chibin looked at Teacher Liu who was still mopping the floor at this moment, rubbed his temples: "Go."

So Li Jinzhi's plan fell through again at night.

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The next day, Li Chibin worked overtime for a meeting, and the school held an art festival the next day, which was delayed, and then he was attending lectures across provinces, so Li Chibin simply went on a business trip to another city.

The seventh day after dinner with Li Tunan at home.

Li Tunan said cautiously: "Xiao Zhi, why do you look so bad? Could it be that the food I cook is not delicious?"

"No." Li Jinzhi calmly bit off the cold and tough beef, and commented mercilessly: "But don't cook in the future."

"Why, didn't you say it's not bad?"

Li Jinzhi nodded: "It's very unpalatable."

Li Tunan slumped on the table like a salted fish that had lost its ideal.

"I'm going to bed."

Li Jinzhi went back to the room, leaned against the head of the bed, stroked another ring in the ring box, and said nothing.

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It was already one o'clock in the evening when Li Chibin came back from the plane. The family members were probably asleep, so he didn't call again. Jia woke up from the bed:

"My ancestor, do you know what time it is? You don't sleep at home and ask the little one to come out for supper?"

"I just knew it was too late so I didn't go home and disturb them." Li Chibin held the bag in his hand: "I brought you wine."

He Jia couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he stood up with his chicken coop on his head: "Cheng Chengcheng, you go to my convenience store and wait, I'm going downstairs now."

He Jia didn't get into any good university after graduation, so he opened a convenience store opposite the school, selling stationery and snacks, and earning a lot of money.

After He Jia went downstairs, Li Chibin stood up from the curb and followed him into the store. The lights poured down on his head and face, which immediately woke up He Jia's sleepy nerves.

He Jia took a cup of coffee from the front desk and drank it down, sat on the chair and crossed his hands; "Say it, chatting with me is charged by the hour, five hundred per hour."

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"Let me be honest, you have such a handsome and mighty bosom friend as me. You have Ms. Tan and Xiao Liu at school. You have so many friends, but you are the only one in Li Jinzhi." He Jia poured out half a glass, He touched the cup with Li Chibin and drank it down.

Li Chibin didn't speak, and he didn't swallow the wine right away.

"With all due respect, your brother looks like an empty nester now."

"I go first."

"Where are you going?"

"Caring for empty nesters."

"No, what do you mean, call me out in the middle of the night and leave?" He Jia broke down completely. Wearing pajamas and wearing a chicken nest, he drank the wine in his glass and heard Li Chibin leave a sentence, "Next time, please." You eat" and left.

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When Li Chibin arrived home, Li Jinzhi had already fallen asleep leaning against the head of the bed, frowning slightly, holding two rings in his hands.

Li Chibin immediately understood why Li Jinzhi had been trying to ask him out recently, and why he was angry.

Li Chibin lowered his head and kissed Li Jinzhi's eyebrows, hooked one and put it on himself, and the other circled Li Jinzhi, interlocking his fingers.

Li Jinzhi pulled Li Chibin over quickly, and held him in his arms, so frightened that Li Chibin held his breath.

"Why so late?"

"Are you pretending to be asleep?" Li Chibin opened his eyes wide and looked at Li Jinzhi, who raised his eyebrows and did not answer the question.

"Well, I've been a little busy recently, and I don't have a class to take a rest tomorrow." Li Chibin coughed a few times in embarrassment, his right hand was still tightly held.

Li Jinzhi remained silent, playing with Li Chibin's slender fingers and caressing the ring on his hand.

"Do you like it?" Li Jinzhi suddenly got very close, breathing intertwined with Li Chibin.

"I like it." Li Chibin replied hesitantly, not knowing whether he liked the ring or Li Jinzhi.

"I love you too." Li Jinzhi supported his upper body with his arms, and leaned forward to give him a soft and affectionate kiss.

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The embrace of the wind is always eager and warm, if you crash him, please don't panic.

He will always come back to you.