i might like my brother

It was around six o'clock local time when we got off the plane, and the fog in the morning was so thick that it shrouded in a hazy way.

There were not many people at the airport. Li Chibin opened the map and found that the school was still a certain distance from the airport. He didn't bring any money with him, so he had to drag his tired body and walk slowly.

--

"Li Jinzhi, are you going for a morning run?" Yingnan, a roommate of Chinese origin, saw Li Jinzhi coming out of the room in a half-dream and half-awake, and sat up and asked him.

"Yes." Li Jinzhi answered him while changing his shoes.

"Bring me a breakfast, I want a sandwich and coffee, the money is on the table in the dining room," Yingnan sank into the sofa and said lazily: "My God, I played too late at the bar yesterday, I came back and slumped on the sofa I fell asleep right away, and now my waist is about to break."

"No." Li Jinzhi took the key and went out without even looking back at him.

Another little Canadian Goliath, who was pouring milk in the kitchen, could guess what they said when he heard the conversation between the two of them: "Why, you asked Li to bring you breakfast again?"

"I count how many times he has rejected me..."

"Don't forget it, let me tell you something real, you will never think that Li has a little boyfriend who looks like frigid."

"Really?" Yingnan sat up from the sofa, feeling completely drowsy.

"Of course it's true. I also drank too much when the two of us came back from the bar yesterday. I accidentally opened the door of Li's room. Guess I saw..."

"Are you crazy? Dare to enter his room?"

"Although I was beaten by him..." the Canadian brother pointed to his bruised right eye: "But I saw a photo on his bedside, he and his bamboo horse boyfriend."

"Are you sure they're not brothers? Are you blind?"

"I'm not stupid when I'm drunk, I don't look the same!" Leah drank the milk and snorted, "Just wait and see if you don't believe me! I'll bet a thousand."

"Betting is betting."

--

The square is a landmark building of the city, a tall cathedral stands in the distance, fountains are thrown high, and dry branches grow along the road, piercing the silky cloud balls on the winter sky.

He has run here countless times. In the morning, there are many people playing skateboards in the square, jogging, sketching, and a beggar playing the cello... Wait, does this beggar look familiar?

Li Jinzhi stood behind the surrounding crowd, listening to the sound of the piano coming through the crowd. The performer was sitting at the foot of a statue, playing the piano with his head down, his fingertips and nose were red from the cold, serious and dignified.

After the song was over, he quarreled with the homeless man behind him, and the homeless man's vulgar words were flying all over the place, but he emphasized over and over again in poor Chinese and English: "You agreed to give me a taxi money! You this liar!"

Li Chibin was tired from the quarrel and was about to take a break when he looked up and saw Li Jinzhi behind the crowd. The tune was played, but still no one moved.

When the crowd dispersed, only Li Chibin was left standing in front of Li Jinzhi. He was probably frozen, and he called out with a slightly trembling voice:

"elder brother."

Li Jinzhi didn't speak, went up to grab his reddened hand and took him away. Li Jinzhi's hand was slightly hot after exercising, and he held Li Chibin's hand in his palm, as if trying to melt him.

"Hey, slow down..." Li Chibin felt a little pain from being gripped, and Li Jinzhi only let go of his hand when he got on the bridge.

"How did you come?"

"To travel."

Li Chibin knew now that he was not very embarrassed.

"Alone? Wearing pajamas? No money? Reduced to borrowing pianos from vagrant artists? Still being cheated?" Li Jinzhi finished speaking in one breath, paused and continued to lead Li Chibin forward.

"I……"

Before Li Chibin could explain, Li Jinzhi sighed, took off his scarf and covered Li Chibin's head.

Li Chibin knew that Li Jinzhi didn't care about him anymore, and also knew that his brother was just worried about him, so he followed Li Jinzhi in a fawning manner: "Where are you going?"

"Dormitory." Li Jinzhi seemed to think of something again, and stopped talking.

"Oh." Li Chibin buried half of his face in the black towel and replied vaguely.

--

"Why did you come back so early?" Yingnan watched TV with a piece of ham sausage in his mouth and Lia crossed his legs: "Didn't eat outside..."

"Hi, sister-in-law." Lia greeted Li Chibin in not-so-fluent English. Only then did Yingnan realize that Li Jinzhi had brought someone behind him, and she was so shocked that the sausage almost fell off.

Li Chibin was stunned, Li Jinzhi ignored the two sitting on the sofa, turned around and said to Li Chibin, "Don't talk to them."

After speaking, he took Li Chibin back to his room and locked the door.

"Give me money." Leah stretched out her hand and asked, "That boy is the one in the photo."

"I didn't hear that he didn't admit it, and told people to ignore you." Leah's inability to understand Chinese doesn't mean that Yingnan can't understand it.

"They're all in the house! Who else has he brought back? He's in the house again! Not a boyfriend, but a friend with benefits!" Lia and Yingnan quickly quarreled again.

A fruit knife came out of Li Jinzhi's room and inserted it firmly into the gap of the sofa, which scared the two of them into silence.

--

"Have you eaten yet?" Li Jinzhi leaned down and rummaged through the closet to help Li Chibin find a white sweater and pants.

"The hot pot I just ate, it's my birthday." Li Chibin was a little sorry that Li Jinzhi forgot about it.

"I remember." Li Jinzhi went to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water, and put Li Chibin's cold hands in it to warm up: "Is it cold?"

Li Chibin nodded, let Li Jinzhi take off his coat and pajamas, took a towel and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Li Jinzhi tightly held the pajamas that were still warm.

His boy came to him bravely and fearlessly, across night and day, across all lakes and seas, mountains and rivers.

Li Chibin changed into a loose sweater and trousers and went out, only to find that Yingnan and Lia were staring at him.

"Uh... How are you?" Li Chibin was embarrassed by being stared at, and greeted casually.

"Hello." Yingnan put down the lollipop in his mouth and shook his hand: "I am Yingnan, and he is Lia, an otaku who is lazy, does professional courses, and never speaks in tune."

Lia nodded with a smile, and asked Yingnan, "What did you say about me in Chinese?"

"The general idea is to praise you for being handsome and popular." Yingnan lied and didn't write a draft.

"I'm Li Jinzhi's younger brother." Li Chibin put it simply, seeing Li Jinzhi coming out, he rushed up to meet him.

"Where are you going?" Yingnan asked casually.

"Watch a movie." Li Chibin was dragged away by Li Jinzhi. Yingnan also heard that Li Jinzhi was still emphasizing to Li Chibin when he closed the door:

"Don't talk to them."

--

In the morning, Li Jinzhi took Li Chibin to watch a giant-screen movie. Li Chibin was excited at first, but after watching it for a long time, he couldn't understand English, so he fell asleep in a daze. Half of Li Jinzhi's shoulder was numb from the pressure. up.

In the afternoon, I took him to a nearby amusement park and shopping mall, and bought a bunch of messy things: key chains, four-piece sets, Mickey hairpins, Stitch wallets, mice...

Li Chibin is simply showing his true nature.

When I went back at night, Lia and Yingnan were gone. Li Jinzhi's explanation was that they didn't need to worry about it. They were either in a bar or a disco.

Li Chibin had no choice but to sit on a chair and wait for the meal.

There were no ingredients at home, so Li Jinzhi casually fried two steaks, cut them into small pieces for Li Chibin, and handed them over.

"I'm full." Li Chibin put down his knife and fork after eating, and helped wash the dishes.

--

Li Jinzhi washed the dishes and opened the bedroom door, and saw Li Chibin leaning on the window sill, with the dark night and tall buildings in front of him.

"Happy birthday." Li Jinzhi spoke first behind him.

Li Chibin didn't turn his head and didn't answer him.It was just that I suddenly remembered that in every evening self-study, I wrote Li Jinzhi's name all over the straw paper, and traced the eight characters on the table over and over again. Li Chibin liked Li Jinzhi. In the night, he calculated the time difference and called, waiting for the ring to hang up, he suddenly felt sad.

It turns out that the so-called love is nothing more than that. Once separated for too long, goodbye is also a world away.

Li Jinzhi sensed that he was in a bad mood, so he walked up to share a window with him, leaning over to look at the colorful neon lights in the night.

"What's the matter with you?" Li Jinzhi suddenly sensed Li Chibin's emotional change, held up his face and realized that Li Chibin's eyes were already moist and hot just looking at him.

Li Jinzhi sipped the salty tears on his face, kissed his trembling eyelids, ignored Li Chibin's futile refusal to intertwine with him, and slowly exerted force, trying to hide Li Chibin in his arms.

"Don't cry." Li Jinzhi said softly against Li Chibin's forehead.

Li Chibin hugged Li Jinzhi back as if regaining consciousness, and stroked Li Jinzhi's back, like the thick and rugged peaks on the bottom of the sea.

"Brother, when are you coming back?"

"I've been here." Li Jinzhi clumsily pressed him on the bed, his poor words turned into gentle kisses at this moment.

Li Chibin got an erection just by being kissed, and leaned his neck up to let Li Jinzhi help him, grabbed the bed sheet with one hand, and supported Li Jinzhi's shoulder with the other, asking him vaguely why he didn't contact him.

Li Jinzhi didn't stop what he was doing, thought for a while and said, what Li Tunan said would disturb you, you are already in the third year of high school.

Li Jinzhi's sweater Li Chibin was wearing was too big, and the collar slipped off, revealing his tender shoulders, Li Jinzhi couldn't help but take a bite.

Li Chibin asked for Li Jinzhi's phone number, and Li Jinzhi freed up one hand to write the phone number on Li Chibin's shoulder, covering his teeth marks.

Finally, when Li Chibin ejaculated, he was exhausted and found that he hadn't slept for more than 20 hours, so he burrowed into Li Jinzhi's arms in a daze.

The night outside the window was turbulent, and his arms were as warm as a nest.