i might like my brother

Li Chibin had never taken this bus before, so he just looked out the window and accidentally passed the stop.By the time he reversed the car and returned to the city library, they were almost finished, and people left one after another.

Li Chibin took out his mobile phone from his bag to check, there were three missed calls from Sun Fan.Li Chibin found the study room according to the location, and saw that only Sun Fan, the president, and a third-year senior member were left.

"I'm sorry," Li Chibin apologized embarrassedly: "I stopped by."

The president is a girl, and she has a good temper: "It's okay, we've agreed to organize the materials in two groups, and you and Sun Fan can get out the sponsorship list. You can go first."

Sun Fan took Li Chibin out: "I'll take you back."

"No, I'll just take the bus."

"And then sit and stand?"

Li Chibin was speechless.

"Come on, drop by." Sun Fan patted the back seat.

Li Chibin had no choice but to get into the car and followed Sun Fan to lead him across the edge of the night.

"You should know." When he was about to get home, Sun Fan's voice came from the front: "I like you."

Li Chibin still didn't expect him to admit so bluntly, and he couldn't talk to him for a while. It wasn't until Sun Fan's car stopped at the gate of the community that Li Chibin realized that he had been silent all the way.

"Well, I have a boyfriend."

"Li Jinzhi?"

Li Chibin suddenly raised his head, looked at Sun Fan, and saw that he didn't care:

"Don't look at me like that. Anyway, I've been your brother's classmate for so long. I don't know what's wrong with him? I even helped him chase you."

Li Chibin bowed his head and remained silent.

"Anyway, you won't be able to get together in the end."

Sun Fan left without waiting for Li Chibin's answer. Li Chibin couldn't even figure out what Sun Fan was thinking, but he was a little concerned about his last sentence:

"What do you mean?"

"That's what it means. You can accept him as a person. Besides, if the two of you mess with each other, isn't that a mess?"

"What kind of person is he? He's better than you anyway! It's not up to you to care about me, right?" Li Chibin blushed at Sun Fan's anger, and snatched the schoolbag from Sun Fan's arms: "You sort out the materials yourself, I'm looking for the president to change teams."

Sun Fan waited for Li Chibin to go far away, then frowned and said the words he had held back for a long time: "It's all rubbish."

When he got home, Li Jinzhi was sitting on the sofa waiting for him, the dim light in the house fell all over the floor, Li Chibin walked around the sofa to hug Li Jinzhi.

"You two are almost done, come over to eat." Sitting alone at the dining table, Li Tunan interrupted the two of them, and knocked on a plate of dishes on the table: "Today, the fish your father cooked, hurry up and taste it." taste."

Li Chibin brought a pair of chopsticks out of face, but it was too late for Li Jinzhi to stop it.

Li Chibin looked at the plate of dark things, and picked out a piece of something that was slightly whiter. It tasted a bit strange, but it was a bit gritty.

"Well, the taste is not bad, but it's a little toothache?"

"Then what, can you spit it out first, I can't seem to find my cufflinks."

Li Chibin stopped his oral movements on the spot, and after spitting out the thing, he was so angry that he wanted to hit Li Tunan: "If you want to cook again in the future, I will kill my relatives righteously!"

"Calm down, Li Chibin! It's against the law to beat me!"

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Li Chibin felt that something was wrong with Li Jinzhi, but he couldn't tell. When he asked Li Tunan, he only got the result that "the pressure may be too much in the third year of high school".

When Li Jinzhi was in No. [-] Middle School, most of the classmates in his class chatted with him, and he didn't answer much. The conversation ended when it was necessary. When someone asked him a question, he didn't know how to answer it. He found out the answer seriously and handed it to the other party.

His desk is not full of learning materials like other students. Most of the time, there is only one book, and a neat stack of straw paper is placed next to him. A long list of formulas is listed in a messy and orderly manner. There was very little communication, and even less so at the new school.

After school at [-]:[-] in the evening self-study of the third year of high school, after the end of each evening self-study, I used to step on the gradually extinguished corridor lights, wait for the torrent of noise and laughter downstairs to go away, and then carry a heavy schoolbag full of notes and test papers and set foot on the road. Bike to go home.

The communication with Li Chibin is also limited to explaining exercises that he does not know on weekdays, and occasionally receiving a toothpaste-flavored kiss. The language is poor but not embarrassing.

During a heavy snowfall in the depths of winter, Li Chibin curled up in Li Jinzhi's arms, and the two of them sat on the carpet on the balcony. Li Chibin held wolfberry and chrysanthemum tea and asked Li Jinzhi:

"Brother, are you tired?"

Li Jinzhi looked down and saw Li Chibin's fingertips holding the teacup were warmed to pink, and his eyes glistened with water vapor.

"I am not tired."

Li Jinzhi half closed his eyes, watching the snow fall all over the city, quiet and vast.

--

Sometimes Li Chibin thought, if it wasn't for the entanglement of blood ties, if he wasn't born to be Li Jinzhi's younger brother, Li Jinzhi might not like him, and if it was possible, he would never have met Li Jinzhi.

--

After Lu Sha left, no one mentioned her again for a long, long time, not because they forgot, but because everyone tacitly stopped mentioning her. Although they would think of her again, no matter how life was, they had to return to the daily track ,move on.

After all, time is a hand hidden in the dark, no matter how good or bad you are, in the sea of ​​time where the reefs are full of fierce currents and undercurrents, it is always the one that pushes you away.

For the two of them, each is a piece of firewood floating on the sea.Only when Li Chibin saw Li Jinzhi did he feel a little more relaxed.

--

Recently, Li Chibin always feels that something is not right. In the past, it was just that he was not very popular. Recently, it can be said that someone deliberately found fault.

"He Jia? Have you seen my schoolbag?" Li Chibin asked He Jia when he came back from playing.

"No, did you forget the restaurant?" He Jia unscrewed the mineral water bottle and drank wildly.

"Impossible, I didn't carry it behind my back." Li Chibin flipped the table for a long time, and went to the teacher's office to take a look.

"Would you like to ask the teacher?" Just after He Jia finished asking, Wang Minmin, who was sitting two rows in front by the window, turned his head and asked:

"Li Chibin? Is that your schoolbag?"

Li Chibin hurried to Wang Minmin's seat and looked down through the window. His schoolbag was lying in the trash can downstairs.

Recently, Li Chibin always loses things. At first, it was composition texts, history books, and later, pencil cases and water cups. Only when I lost my schoolbag did I realize that I was being watched.

"Fuck! Who the hell did it!" He Jia flipped the book and stood up.

The whole class stared at He Jia and no one said anything, Li Chibin patted He Jia on the shoulder: "You sit down first."

He Jia also didn't get carried away. Seeing the teacher come in and blow his beard and stare at him, he had no choice but to sit down despondently, and said in a low voice, "If you let me know, he will die."

Although He Jia said so, but most of the people were out of the mood of watching the excitement, and naturally no one expressed any opinions. Li Chibin also thought that it was just someone provoking trouble just like before.But what made Li Chibin most angry was the exam week before the May Day holiday.

Before He Jia and Li Chibin entered the classroom, they heard that the class was already in chaos, and the sound of laughter and gossip gathered into a torrent. The students who were already excited because they were about to have a holiday seemed to have grasped something more interesting. Qizui Babbles of voices filled the classroom.

Li Chibin was wondering, He Jia opened the door first, pushed away the classmates who were watching the excitement, and put the school uniform on Li Chibin's desk.Li Chibin seemed to be aware of what was going on. The eager voices of the students on the side converged into a gurgling torrent and squeezed into Li Chibin's ears, but he felt extraordinarily calm.

"He Jia, pick up your school uniform." Li Chibin looked calm, with his schoolbag in one hand and his school uniform jacket hanging on his shoulder.

"Brother Bin, there's no need to read it. I'll change the table for you later."

"I said take it away." Li Chibin didn't get angry, and directly tore off the school uniform that He Jia had covered on the table, revealing the scratched wooden table.

It seemed that someone had cut it with a knife and filled it in with a red pen. There were a bunch of words such as "Li Chibin likes Li Jinzhi" and "Incest" written on the table, which looked a bit dazzling.

Li Chibin pursed his lips, looked at everyone silent for a while and said, "What are you doing in a daze? Go read in the morning."

"Aren't you going to explain it to everyone? Are you incest?" Someone's voice came out of the crowd.

"None of your business?" Li Chibin sat down on the seat, regardless of his ravine desk, directly took out the book and started to memorize it. said:

"What's wrong with my liking Li Jinzhi? Is it breaking the law, everyone?"

His words made everyone stunned for a moment, but they didn't know how to refute.

Wang Minmin knocked on the table in front: "Today is Chinese morning reading, anyone who violates the morning reading discipline will be registered and handed over to the grade director!"

Then everyone dispersed slowly, and He Jia took out the Chinese documents from his schoolbag and whispered to Li Chibin, "I'll change the desk for you after class."

"No need," Li Chibin put the school uniform in the table bucket: "It's not wrong."

Li Chibin looked at the eye-catching "Li Chibin likes Li Jinzhi" in the middle of his desk, it was well written.

In the morning reading, someone covered it with a book and cast their eyes on Li Chibin. Li Chibin felt that a hole was going to be burned in his body by people's eyes, but he was not angry, and just memorized his "Preface to the Pavilion of the King of Teng".Only Li Chibin knew that his hands were shaking while holding the book for this morning reading.