i might like my brother

Time is always like a hand hidden in the dark, no matter how good or bad you are, in the sea of ​​time where the reefs are full of fierce currents, it is always the one that pushes you away.You and your lover are kissing on the sea covered with golden sunset, you must hold each other's hand firmly so as not to be washed away.

Li Chibin not only grabbed Li Jinzhi's hand, he used his hands and feet like a koala to hug Li Jinzhi's big tree every day.

For example, every sunny morning, Li Jinzhi would find that Li Chibin got into his quilt at some point last night, sleeping gently and tenderly on the mattress.

Another example is that at every moment when Li Tunan and Lu Sha are not paying attention, Li Chibin will press Li Jinzhi against the wall, stand on tiptoes and kiss without any rules.

Another example is that after morning practice, Li Jinzhi would put the breakfast for the whole family on the table, and after taking a bath, he would kiss the eartips of the sleeping person, leaving drops of water on his cheeks from the wet hair tips.

It was midsummer when the school was about to start, and the clouds in the sky seemed to be melted by the sun, floating softly and waxy like silk, and the steamed asphalt road gave off the smell of paint and glue, baking the soles of the shoes, and the air was sticky What I'm tired of is the scorching sun. Going out is like being wrapped in a hot quilt, and I'm sweating all over without taking two steps.

Lu Sha finally showed mercy and allowed them to go on a trip. She and Li Tunan couldn't spare the whole summer vacation, and she thought Li Chibin was too lazy, so she sat at home every day.

The whole family sat on the sofa in the living room to discuss it the night before.

"I want to go to Yunnan to see elephants." Li Chibin suggested casually.

"It's too far away! Why don't you go to Mars to see aliens?" Lu Sha ruthlessly turned over the Yunnan page in the travel atlas.

"Then where are you going?" Li Chibin was already hungry, they had been sitting in the living room for two hours, and no one was cooking.

Lu Sha was about to rummage through the atlas, and found that they didn't have any famous scenic spots.In the end, Lu Sha did a search on Baidu, only to find an original ecological small fishing village, near the sea, with few people and no crowds, and the folk customs are simple.

They also booked a native homestay for the two of them, with air-conditioning and fans, two beds, and hot water. It is said that there is a luxurious double room downstairs like a giant-screen movie.

The most important thing is that it is close, and there is a direct bus.

After the decision was made, Lu Sha happily went to cook, and even called Li Jinzhi to help.

The next day, the two people who had been on the bus for three hours got out of the bus and walked for another hour on the bumpy dirt road. They were still in circles when they saw the owner of the homestay they had booked.

The boss's right leg is sloping, he walks bumpy, and speaks a not-so-standard Mandarin.

"Air conditioner? Of course there is, but it's broken. If anyone of you knows how to repair it, please help to fix it. I'll give you free air conditioner electricity bills."

"Little brother, isn't this just two beds? What's wrong with the sofa bed? The sofa bed is also a bed, and I also slept on the sofa bed when I was kicked out by my wife. The bed is big too.”

"What? Hot water? Boil it yourself. The electric kettle is over there."

"Giant-screen movies are only available at night, of course! How do you set up a curtain in broad daylight! Old Wang at the entrance of the village is showing opera movies downstairs at night, remember to join us, both of you."

Fortunately, the electric fan still works. After the boss slapped it hard twice, it creaked and twisted its neck, blowing a cool breeze. The seaside is not too hot, and the sea breeze is cool.

After the boss left, the two stood silently in this room, holding the suitcase, and considered the possibility of going home.

"Anyway, I don't want to move anymore, who knows I'll have to walk for another hour!" Li Chibin laid his body on the bed, and Li Jinzhi rubbed his neck and gently squeezed his shoulders.

Seeing that Li Chibin couldn't resist the drowsiness, Li Jinzhi had no choice but to let him go to sleep, turned down the electric fan, and covered him with a thin quilt.

Li Chibin woke up feeling sore all over his body, raised his arms and made a creaking sound, went out with his shoes on, and saw Li Jinzhi in the kitchen, wearing a small pink floral apron with his back to him, Chop shallots crisply and help the host to cook.

"Brother." Li Chibin called him at the door, leaning on the door frame and smiling to himself.

Li Jinzhi looked back at him: "It's too choking, you go out and wait."

The host at the side was full of praise: "Little brother, your brother's knife skills are so neat, I want your brother to stay and be my son-in-law!"

"No!" Li Chibin was rarely serious, he straightened up, gave the boss a glance, and went back to the room to wait.

The dishes are rich and sunny.The boss set up a piece of blue plastic cloth in the yard, and hung it on a bamboo pole with a rope to fix the sunshade. There were several old and crooked Eight Immortals tables in the yard, and each table was full of dishes.Now is the peak tourist season, and although the village is small, many people have been fooled into coming here due to the "false propaganda" of the boss.

The boss consciously came over to sit at the same table with the two of them, muttering: "Actually, I know that what is written on the promotional website is not the same as what we live in, but at least our price is low. In fact, we fishermen earn a lot of money all year round. You foreigners I can’t bear even a little bit of suffering when I come to play, how can our village have such good conditions, if we don’t write better, our place will always be a place where birds don’t shit..."

Li Chibin finally knew how the boss's feet got here, maybe they were beaten by these tricked tourists.

In the afternoon, the two of them went to the beach to play, and were going to take the evening car. This place is really not as comfortable as at home as a vacation spot.

The sea breeze was rough and salty, Li Chibin took off his sneakers and white socks, sank into the sand with his bare feet, and occasionally stepped on sandstone shells, wearing a white loose cotton shirt, lowered his head to pick up colorful and hard shells, and the collar showed plain snow He has a sunken collarbone, and a handsome chin is exposed under the brim of a ginger smiley hat.

Sitting on a rock, Li Jinzhi looked at Li Chibin, and felt that he was like a cluster of bright and shining corals on the bottom of the sea, drinking the beams of light drifting from the surface of the sea in the deep blue sea, wanting to be taken for his own .

After Li Jinzhi thought about it, he was still reluctant to dig up the coral by its roots.

Li Chibin grabbed a lot of shells without picking them. The broken ones, beautiful ones and ugly ones were all stuffed into his pockets, and he came to lie side by side with Li Jinzhi on a huge pale gray rock, watching The boundless sky that stretches thousands of miles, distinguishes the sound of every wave blooming in the ears, rests with hands behind the head.

Li Jinzhi suddenly felt someone holding his face with both hands, feeding him the salty sweetness of the sea waves.

It started to rain at night, and Li Jinzhi and Li Chibin held an umbrella and got off at the dilapidated and yellowed bus stop, waiting until 12:30 in disgrace and exhaustion.

A shy little lamp is lit on the platform, which fills the benches under the lamp and fills up the thousands of gullies in this quiet night.

"Aren't you here yet?" Li Chibin asked with half-closed eyes as he rested his pillow on Li Jinzhi's shoulder.

"It will always come." Li Jinzhi answered him like this.

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The life of a senior high school student should always be exhausting and working hard, but Li Jinzhi didn't show any of these two things.

Li Chibin was entrusted by Li Jinzhi, so he had to stare wide-eyed in class, let He Jiazha pinch him when he fell asleep, and went home to sleep in the dark at night.

Li Jinzhi naturally went to and from school normally, except for the normal morning and evening practice, he did not participate in the competition. After all, he did not follow the path of a sports student. He stayed at his desk honestly, did not stay up late or work hard, and worked on time and on time.

Li Chibin occasionally snatched the milk and fruit from Lu Sha's hand and gave it to Li Jinzhi, taking advantage of it. Lu Sha simply handed over the task to Li Chibin and left it alone.

Everything was running on track in an orderly manner, even though Li Jinzhi occasionally rejected Li Chibin, he couldn't stand Li Chibin's approaching again and again.Li Chibin also always felt that Li Jinzhi lived a depressing life. When he turned to the balcony to look for him at night, Li Jinzhi always sat silently on the edge of the bed in a daze, kissing him under the moonlight, as if he and loneliness were a match made in heaven.Li Jinzhi also tried his best to cater to Li Chibin, and sometimes he was not stingy in expressing his desire, pressing him on the table and kissing him in a storm, not like beating, but like eating prey, It left a string of hickey marks on Li Chibin's pure skin.

When they calmed down, the two of them looked at each other silently, and the documents spread out on the table had long been crumpled and torn.So the next day Li Chibin tried every means to trick Lu Sha and Li Tunan from the spots on his neck.

Until things go off the rails, at the beginning of November - when late fall meets winter.

Li Jinzhi took Li Chibin home. On the way, the wild wind was strong and harsh, and the dead leaves were cracked and shattered into limbs and bones.

"Phone," Li Chibin heard the buzzing of Li Jinzhi's cell phone in the pocket of his school uniform jacket, and helped him take it out: "Our father's."

"Take it." Li Jinzhi didn't talk nonsense, and his cycling speed didn't slow down.

"Hello? Dad," Li Chibin put one arm around Li Jinzhi's strong waist, and answered the phone with the other.

"Well, my brother is beside me."

"Where is she?" Li Chibin's voice trembled, "We'll go right away..."

"What's the matter?" Li Jinzhi asked Li Chibin, before he could answer, he had already stopped the car because his back was wet.

"Are you crying?" Li Jinzhi stopped the car and held Li Chibin's face to make him look up.

Li Chibin trembled in Li Jinzhi's arms, tears streaming down his face.Li Jinzhi had never seen Li Chibin cry, and the most he could do was curse at anyone who made him sad.Li Jinzhi suddenly felt that his heart was being squeezed tightly, and he couldn't catch his breath. He vaguely felt that something happened, so he could only pat Li Chibin on the shoulder and ask him what's wrong.

"Brother, brother..." Li Chibin cried until his nose turned red, his eyelashes were covered by a thick water curtain, and he couldn't see Li Jinzhi's face clearly.

The sycamore avenue in autumn is covered with golden broken leaves, and there is a slight sound like tiny sugar wrappers when you step on it. A handful of gray birds in the distance are fluttering and hovering on the top of the pointed church tower.

The wild wind was strong, and Li Chibin's sad tears had not had time to be dried by the autumn wind, and they had already stained Li Jinzhi's coat with salt, seeped into his shirt, and penetrated every inch of his skin.

Li Jinzhi didn't know how to comfort the boy, so he could only soothe his sobs, stroked his arched spine, and called his name over and over again, Xiaochi, Xiaochi.