The moon is full of flowers

This situation can be regarded as a memory, but it was already at a loss.When I was young, my liking was simple enough, without any eccentricity, maybe it took years of fermentation to see my heart more clearly, but at that time I was so dazed that I had no time to think about it, only him was left in my eyes and only him in my heart.

At that time, Lu Shenyan didn't understand, and for a long time after that, he didn't understand.

The results of the college entrance examination were announced. Fortunately, Lu Shenyan performed normally, but Minglang scored more than 80 points higher than the first line. Lu Shenyan was dragged to the school by Qingming to fill in a medical school in the province. Among them, he quietly filled in the same school as him.Teacher Sun asked him to discuss it with his parents again, and Minglang said that it had been confirmed.Teacher Sun knew that this child looked soft and meek, but he actually had his own persistence. Although he didn't know the specific reason, it must have something to do with Lu Shenyan.Why is this kid so good with Lu Shenyan? Although Lu Shenyan's experience is sympathetic, but he gave up his own future because of him. I'm afraid he doesn't know which is more important. With only a wave of enthusiasm, I hope he will not will regret it.

Later, his parents finally found out, and they couldn’t understand the decision he made secretly. He had said before that he wanted to go to a medical school in Beijing, and asked him time and time again why he had to apply for this school, Mingming. Just saying, don't want to be too far from home.

The dust of filling in the volunteer application was settled, the parents sighed, and the elder sister Ming Jing later found out that the road inspector in the back street also applied to that school. The long-standing doubts finally couldn't help, she pulled him and asked: "Mingming, is it because of the road inspector?" say?"

Minglang looked at his sister and smiled wryly, "Sister, I—" I never thought that someone would take his actions seriously.

Ming Jing waved her hand to signal that he needn't say anything, "But Ming Lang, do you think it's worth giving up the future for him?"

Minglang bit his lip and was about to bleed, the word "worth it" made his eyes wet for the first time because of Lu Shen's words.

Ming Jing patted him: "It's okay, I understand that you also admire your courage, you have to be desperate once in your life, just don't pay too much attention to the result."

Minglang nodded, sister, it turned out that you who kept silent were the one who saw the most clearly.

After that, Minglang accompanied Lu Shenyan through the most difficult time, took him to eat delicious food, took him to play around, and looked at his empty eyes with pain in his heart.Until Qiu Ye arched her black and yellow sides, she accompanied him to university without hesitation.

When he was just a freshman, Lu Shenyan was not in a particularly good spirit. Minglang took him to participate in various club activities to keep him busy, and even took him to climb the Jicui Mountain next to him on weekends. Looking at the toy-like city from the top of the mountain, he shouted loudly: "Lu Shenyan, I will stay with you!" Lu Shenyan looked at him, showing a faint smile that he hadn't seen for a long time, and shouted loudly at Kong Kong : "Teacher Ming is a fool, a big fool!"

Only then did Lu Shenyan realize what Minglang had given up for him. If he didn't live a good life, he would not only be sorry for his mother, but also for Qinglang's silent and powerful company.Lu Shenyan took other thoughts and put all his energy into his studies. I think this is what his mother wanted him to do most. Mom, you have raised me for so many years, but all I can do now is this, mom , you have to look at me, I will not forget your dedication to treat me as your own.

It was at this time that Lu Shenyan's potential seemed to be fully tapped out, and he got on the helicopter all the way, opening a smooth road to become a great god of Lu.

Seeing him like this, Mingming was somewhat relieved.After a while, Xu Tingting, who had disappeared for a long time, reappeared at some point.Xu Tingting went to a local art school, and she became a lot more mature than before. When Minglang saw her again, she couldn't express any emotions. It didn't matter. He thought it was good, and maybe it would be better if more people were with him. Qinglang turned his head Shengsheng suppressed the waves in his heart.

Minglang felt that he was always the last to know about his relationship status. I don't know if it was Lu Shenyan's intention or something else. Minglang only knew about it from other people. He only cares, but when there is no one, he will fly away in a daze for a while, thinking of the eyes with his chin resting in front of his face in the summer with the fragrance of crape myrtle flowers.Isn't it enough to stay by his side as a friend like this?

In a blink of an eye, the golden color of one tree after another has fallen, the grass is withered, and the winter is dry and cold. Everyone is wrapped in thick winter clothes and huddling their necks in a hurry.

Minglang met Lu Zhaoxin on campus, and this time Lu Zhaoxin made a special trip to find him. "You are Yanyan's classmate, right? Yanyan has been taken care of by you for such a long time." The man rubbed his hands involuntarily, and said with a little embarrassment: "I'm getting married and moving to a new house, and I want to pick up Yanyan. Also go back to live, I'm afraid he won't want to, can you help persuade him?"

Seeing his father this time, Minglang feels that he has aged a lot. Is he going to get married? I don’t know if he is talking to the person from that day. It must be uncomfortable for Lu to interrogate him, but with Qingming’s understanding of him, he will definitely agree. "Uncle, it may be better in a while, I will tell him during the winter vacation."

Lu Zhaoxin nodded, and handed a bank card to Minglang, "I left money for him before, but he didn't seem to move it. You keep this and give it to him when he needs it."

Mingming knew that Lu Shenyan didn't touch the money, and found a part-time job by himself. Apart from spending his time on studies, he spent his time as a tutor to make money.Minglang didn't answer, "Uncle, I think it would be better for you to hand it over to him when he wants to go home."

Lu Zhaoxin nodded helplessly, turned and left.

On the other hand, Lu Shenyan got himself drunk, as if that was the only way to forget about the day's events.During the day, my father called and said mildly that someone was very kind to him, Lu Shenyan immediately understood what he meant, and interrupted what he said, "Then let's be together, Dad, I wish you happiness. "In the whole incident, except for the beginning, Lu Shenyan didn't resent his father too much. If both of them are unhappy, it's better to find happiness separately. He regrets what he did at that time more.

Turning his head, Lu Shenyan got very drunk.

Minglang found someone in the small shop that Lu Shenyan frequented on weekdays. The waiter said that he occupied a table of the boss himself, ordered a full table, and asked people to reserve three seats.

The small shop is bustling with people coming and going, laughing and talking, he is the only one at the big table in the inconspicuous corner, his beautiful eyes are red, and there is misty water vapor, There was already a layer of blush on his face, and he didn't speak, pouring down cup after cup, looking at the people in front of him and couldn't help giggling.

It took him a while to recognize Ming Lang, and his smile grew wider, "Mr. Ming, come here, I have reserved a seat for you. This is my mother, and this is my father. You have to sit next to me." Holding on to the corner of the table, she wobbled and stood up to pull him.

Minglang caught the dangling man, he smirked and lay down on the table, lowered his head and muttered to himself, "Dad, Mom, this is my best friend, I have to introduce you formally." After a long time , raised his watery eyes again to Minglang and said, "Mr. Ming, let me introduce you. These are my adoptive parents, my father and my mother."

What? !He whispered a word, and a bolt of lightning struck Mingming's heart, foster parents? "Lu Shenyan, what did you say?"

Lu Shenyan was sometimes sober and sometimes dazed and intermittently said: "My parents,...me, their adopted child...not related by blood...Do you think I have been very successful..."

After listening to him clearly and vaguely, I don't know how he succeeded.After roughly understanding the truth of the matter, he turned out to be an adopted child, Minglang felt his heart ache, Lu Shenyan, when did you know?

When Lu Shenyan was only in junior high school, he knew that his blood type was different from that of his parents. His mother even joked and explained that he had a blood type mutation, but Lu Shenyan gradually knew that two people with O blood How can a person have a child with Rh negative blood?It turned out that he always thought that he looked like his mother was an illusion.Then one day, Lu Shenyan accidentally opened a locked drawer at home, which clearly contained his adoption documents.

Lu Shenyan, your life is a joke, but your mother is really kind to him, she gave him all her hard work, and pinned her hopes on him, so Lu Shenyan has always kept this secret in her heart, even That time, he went secretly to save people and donate blood. Until the end, his parents didn't know about it.

After a while, Lu Shenyan raised his head and said to Minglang: "I think... my mother is right, and my father is also right... Maybe it's because of me, or why did it happen." Kong Kong asked: "Dad, Mom, is it my fault?" As if not waiting for a response, he turned to ask Ming Lang, "Teacher Ming, do you know?"

Minglang hugged his slightly trembling shoulders and didn't answer.This question, only God knows.

Everyone is born as a Don Quixote, single-handedly going through the world, fighting against the meaningless things, but the world is too big, Don Quixote is too small, often encounter a fork in the road, and sometimes it will fork while walking, I can't find them again. Many people just broke up like this. There is no reason, they just broke up.Minglang instantly understood what Lu Shenyan said at that time, some people came, some people left, and the eyes gradually faded and dispersed.

Minglang can't answer this question. Thinking about life, there will be too many things that you can't let go of. Lu Shen said, I just know that I won't let you go unless you want me to go.

On that cold night, someone got drunk and told the secret that was pressed in the bottom of his heart, and someone gave a hot heart unconsciously, without any intention of keeping anything, and gave it all to you.

The author has something to say: continue tomorrow.