The moon is full of flowers

The future is still uncertain, and Lu Shenyan's family has encountered a serious crisis in life.Not long after the college entrance examination ended that year, his father Lu Zhaoxin secretly asked someone to arrange his mother's life, found her a job, let her adapt to society, and prepared a large sum of money for Lu Shenyan enough for him to go to school. No more, and then, my father put the property rights certificates, car certificates, and bank cards of the two houses on the table, next to the divorce agreement he had signed.

Lu Shenyan understood that this day finally came. For a long time, there was nothing left between his parents except quarrels. He had the feeling before that sooner or later, this result would come.At that time, he looked at his mother and felt a little more distressed. After all, his mother paid more for this price, and he even resented his father a little. He was a successful person outside, but he was a bad father and a bad husband at home.

Lu Shenyan knew that if this continued, the gap between mother and father would only grow wider, and neither of them would be happy.Looking at his mother's increasingly unhappy face over the years, Lu Shenyan thought that maybe if he had his own life and found himself, his mother would change, at least he would be with her.Therefore, when he saw the divorce agreement, he didn't feel inappropriate or even felt that it was an opportunity.But how could my mother be willing to tear up the divorce agreement to pieces, hysterical for a few days, and firmly disagreed.

Lu Zhaoxin said "I'm sorry" to his wife and children, and moved out with only a few clothes.Lu Shenyan hugged his mother whose tears had dried up and said, "It's okay, mom, I'll be with you." Mom was like a helpless child, her thin shoulders were trembling, and her eyes were out of focus.Mom, you have paid so much for me, I want to accompany you to find a new life.

When the parents were young, it is said that they were together because they liked each other. At that time, they raised their eyebrows together and vowed to live forever, but so what, no matter how heavy the love is, it has stayed in the past, and no matter how deep the love has been bleached by the daily necessities, we can only Set off the ruthlessness of time.The two people who were originally together diverged as they walked, and separated for no reason.So much so that after Lu Shenyan was with Xu Tingting, he tried his best to be nice to her. No matter whose fault it was, Lu Shenyan would go to coax her when they quarreled and blushed. He didn't want to see eyes like his mother's.Since we cherish each other when we are together, even if we are separated in the future, I will not regret it. At that time, I had a bad time with her.

When Lu Shenyan was young, he didn't understand that love is the connection of two independent souls. You have me in you, but you will not force the other party to change for themselves or give up anything for the other party.For example, you like sweet food and I like salty food. At first you hoped that I would accompany you to eat sweet food, and I hope you would accompany me to eat salty food.When we were young, we couldn't turn the corner. Why can't sweet and salty exist at the same time?You eat your sweetness, I eat mine, and then smile silly, why do you have to be so persistent that you have to be in one place at a time, he is him, I am me, why change the other party.

Some people have gone through the vicissitudes of life to understand that the initial heartbeat has been wiped away without a trace, and what is even more sad is that some people have been obsessed with their obsession all their lives.A goodbye is forever, and a turn around will miss a lifetime.

Sometimes love is sharing joys and sorrows, and sometimes it is independent of each other. If independent personalities can still tolerate each other after years of turmoil, and they can stand on the crowded street and only see him, then there is no harm in waiting.

Some people really couldn't wait after all. Lu Shenyan's mother sat silently for several days, cleaning up the messy home, and signed the divorce agreement that Lu Zhaoxin sent over again.

Minglang remembers that the weather was extremely hot that summer, and people would be roasted to dryness. My mother who loved to pay attention to the weather said that it hadn’t rained for more than a month. My father was busy watering his flowers every day, and my sister was about to go to senior year. , busy with internships, papers, and job hunting.Everyone around is busy, only the senior high school students are on vacation, waiting for their grades to be announced and their fate to be pronounced.

Layers of fuzzy heat wave steamed up on the road, Lu Shenyan and Minglang finished watching the last movie in middle school, and ate popsicles in the bustling street with people coming and going, before their eyes were the people coming and going, with blurred faces all over the place. Exuding heat, Lu Shenyan suddenly said: "My parents are divorced."

ah?Minglang has been preoccupied with what happened on Christmas night last year for more than half a year. After all, he still hasn't opened his mouth, and he doesn't know how to tell him. There are always many things about adults that he can't explain clearly, and he faintly feels that things may not be thought of. So simple.Hearing him say these words easily now, Minglang looked at him sideways, as if there was no big fluctuation.

"Tell me, is there any family that doesn't fight? It seems that there isn't one." Lu Shenyan asked him as he sucked a popsicle in his mouth.

"Maybe not." Minglang's own parents often quarreled over trivial matters, but after the quarrel, the two went to the supermarket together again.

"There is no inseparable feeling, it seems that there is no midnight scene that cannot be separated." The heat wave hits the street one after another, but Lu Shenyan's tone of voice instantly makes people feel as if they have fallen into the ice, "Aren't people just Like this, it will fade away as you walk, and your eyes will gradually fade away." After finishing speaking, he turned his head to meet the bright and surprised eyes and smiled: "Let's go, boy, I will take you to a place." It was me just now. illusion?I haven't figured out yet that I was dragged away by him.

Lu Shenyan took the people to the mall selling Lego toys and stopped.Lu Shenyan pointed, "Choose, your birthday is coming, don't you like to play Lego, I'll give you a birthday present."

Another year, Minglang's uncle came back from abroad and brought him a set of Lego toys. Since then, Minglang has fallen in love with playing this game, it's so fun, uh~~~The price is also~~ brilliant.

Minglang still hasn't recovered from hearing the news of his parents' divorce, but seeing him has a calm face, "When did you become so generous?" Minglang looked at the row of expensive toys.

"Mr. Ming, when did I stop being generous to you? You are heartless. I'm just afraid that you will be heartless. If you go to college, you will meet new friends. If you turn your head and forget me when we are separated, you have to give You leave something that reminds me of me, even if we are separated, you can hold the thing I gave you and think of me, tossing and turning, unable to sleep at night and thinking about it." After a few words, this guy went out of his way again.

Minglang couldn't listen anymore, raised his hand to cover his mouth and still felt dazed, didn't he just coldly say something about walking away, and he was still thinking about how to comfort him, this person healed himself in an instant As if it wasn't him who spoke just now.Minglang gave him a hard look, said something like "a person with schizophrenia", and turned his head to face the Taj Mahal, a miniature version of the Taj Mahal, shining delicately and looking so handsome, but the following The bright price seems to say that it is very handsome, but forget it.

Minglang glanced at it and turned his head, and picked the burger restaurant in the next set of Lego Classic Street View. There is no Taj Mahal, so let’s heal the burger restaurant.

Although it was only for a moment, Lu Shenyan had already caught the sparkling eyes when he passed the Taj Mahal just now, and smiled in his heart.Teacher Ming, why do you have to be so obedient every time, let me bully you in the future.

The set of Taj Mahal was finally stuffed into Qinglang's hands on his birthday, and Qinglang was in a daze again.Lu Shenyan took out all the money he had kept in the bottom of the box, "Mr. Ming, I found out all about my wife. If you go back and forget about me, your conscience is really broken." That signature smile, red mouth and white teeth, youthful spirit, bright and bright.

That was the brightest smile Minglang had seen for a long time since then, melting the stars and the moonlight, filling the burnt hole full of ashes with golden light.

Later, sister Mingjing found out the origin of the Taj Mahal, and seeing him staring at it in a daze for several days, she just sighed softly, silly brother, take it easy.

A thought gives rise to an attachment, first it is the person who fell in love with at a glance when I was young, then it is a result that I can't ask for, and then it is a relationship that I can't afford to let go, back and forth in the scouring of time, Mixed with reluctance and reluctance, it seems that it is enough to leave a gap in an airtight place to breathe, and it seems that you want more, want more, or you have to have a little bit, otherwise you will not be able to live with yourself That close.

The world is so rich, some people are very simple, some people are very persistent, some people are bewitched by ideals and go forward in confusion, some people are bloodied by reality.

After all, Lu Shenyan's mother still couldn't pass her test, and walked away without a sound in a dark night.When I found her again, it was already three days later, in a detour in the lower reaches of the river, and she was still wearing the simple ring that she had when she got married.

Lu Zhaoxin was afraid that his son wouldn't be able to take it, so he didn't tell Lu Shenyan, and after burying him himself, his gray hair climbed to his temples overnight.

You were once the white moonlight, you were once the cinnabar mole, it was I who made you look like you can never go back.Lu Zhaoxin aged ten years in an instant, and wept bitterly, he was the one who harmed her, and I will never be forgiven in this life.

Mother, that was the mother of a child. During the period when he found out about the incident, Lu Shenyan almost collapsed. He hadn't eaten a grain of rice for several days. He was so thin that he lost his appearance, leaving only two empty eyes Stay there.His mother left forever, and his father turned gray all night. He didn't understand why two people who were well-behaved would end up in such a mess because of a love word. Isn't there any other way to go.

His father didn't want him to stay in his old home alone, but wanted to take him to his new place. He refused, and moved away from his mother, and then hated himself. Why did he have to persuade his mother to let go? Maybe at that time It would be nice to stick with her for a while longer, maybe then there would be a home that seems to fit in here, maybe that's all she wanted.

The river flows endlessly, and time dilutes grievances. Regardless of grief or joy, everyone's life will continue in the future. People can only automatically choose to forget forever.

Lu Zhaoxin can only be busy with work in order to make a living, but he can't take care of Lu Shenyan, so he can only spend his best time to see him, knowing that he has a good relationship with the boys in the front street, so I specifically ask Minglang to greet him more .Looking at his father's back, Minglang thought that even if there was no one, he would take care of him, and now he was the only one who was carefree all day long.

Minglang's parents also felt that the child had suffered badly. They often asked Minglang to take him home, but that was another story. Only the elder sister kept looking at him with ulterior motives. Maybe women are born with a stronger sixth sense. Mingjing thinks that the younger brother will He has been entangled with Lu Shenyan.

During that time, Xu Tingting heard about his family, came several times and saw his heart ashamed, and finally broke up with him hesitantly. Lu Shenyan just responded to her with blank eyes.

At the beginning, he rejected relatives, classmates and teachers who came to visit him. Later, only Minglang came again and again to see him shutting himself in the house and playing the guitar crazily until the strings of those guitars were all broken. , His finger was bleeding, he threw the guitar aside and was drunk, Mom, I'm sorry for you, I should stand by your side and help you keep him.

Minglang watched the light in his eyes disappear little by little, and his heart ached like it was about to burst, but he yelled at him again and again: "Lu Shenyan, can you cheer up!"

Lu Shen turned a deaf ear to it, and was just so decadent, he seemed to have a reason to be decadent, didn't he?Not to check the results of the college entrance examination, nor to go to school, Minglang finally couldn't help it, and one day he went upstairs and slapped him severely, "If Auntie is here, what will happen to you now, you make her feel uneasy down here What happened! Lu Shenyan, is the sky falling?! You still have me!"

Lu Shenyan didn't feel how painful his slap was, but Minglang's words stung him and made him feel a little pain in his heart. Yes, the sky hasn't fallen, and everyone is living their own lives.Mom, do you wish me well? What else do you wish for? What else can I do for you?Thinking about it, tears fell silently.

Minglang sighed, hugged him and patted his back, like stroking a small animal covered in thorns but full of scars, thinking silently: "Lu Shenyan, you still have me, you still have me, you And me..." The person who was happy all day without worries buried his head on Mingming's shoulder and gave him full trust.

That night, tears that had been suppressed for a long time soaked the boy's shoulders, which were not broad.That night, the teenager had the idea of ​​wanting to take care of him for a long, long time.

The author has something to say: Did you have a good weekend?a little busy.