triumphant sister

The same age, I learned to surf the Internet all night, I don’t understand why philosophy can be counted as a subject, and I get angry when I see it. Now thinking about it, it may be because I don’t know how to live at all. Laziness and greed can easily control me. I think willpower is just The power of God; the second year of high school is still autistic and lonely, even ashamed to share playlists and book lists with others, and occasionally take out his damp soul to dry; the dignity of the third year is nothing to lose, and the skills are not bad. It seems that I can only drop out of school and marry the owner of a hardware store. I still don’t understand that what is killing is not time, but myself; now that the trend has appeared, experience and expectations are lacking, and I start to feel that there is no way out, I have to pick up pennies, and I can’t keep watching It’s the moon, and it won’t even fall on my riverside. What’s funny is that contrary to what is written in the book, when I have the most hair, I have the fewest friends. I get more than one love and lose more than one love. , Believe in my heart, serve as a king, and the rest, I really don't have that time to make people feel that at least I am still kind.

Fortunately, I still have strength. I feel that I can withstand the force majeure of life. I feel that there are many beautiful things that I just don’t have time to meet. I admit that I need a belief to guide me to become the person I want most. Curiosity exceeds meaning. Have strength, grasp every possibility, and go through the seemingly insurmountable. I believe that this is crowning, and I also believe that one day.

Xingnan, I know that my meaning to you is never special or prominent, and the longer it takes, the more I can't find the source of this relationship. Only this life should not be surrounded by one person to the end.I picked up the memory fragments you lost all the way, and I was lucky and forced to come to the present. Sometimes I feel that I am carrying a bad you on my back. I have come here far enough. I want to leave you and turn back. But There is an iron law that is ridiculous when you first hear it, but it does apply to everyone in all aspects, that is, people are more reluctant to give up things that cost more. Wait, wait, etc., it seems that most people have perseverance, I want to be your VIP, I want to kill you with money, I want to end up with you, even if it is a broken end, I want to be with you anyway, If you stop, you will fail, and most people are not afraid of heartbreak or disappointment.The sages say that everything is empty, Zhuang Sheng understands dreams, and the sages say that birth and decrease are impermanent, and they are all illusions.

When I was young, I planted a tree that gave people wisdom in the game. Later, when it didn’t give me any wisdom, I still watered it to 250 feet. It turns out that I’m just a [-] feet owed to wisdom. I can't even let go of a tree let alone you.

Tomorrow is December 21st, the end of the world rumored by many people. My father took his younger brother out to drink mutton soup. After I finished my meal, I was sleepy at noon. I fell asleep until [-] o’clock in the afternoon. I really remember the dream very clearly after waking up.

In the dream, the sycamore flowers fell to the half pavilion of Huaqingxuan.

The sweetness of catkins and acacia flowers is flying in the air at the same time. You sit in the thicket of Pennisetum, leaning against the paulownia tree with your back, string up the fallen paulownia flowers, tear them along the lines to the yellow flower center, and make a fluffy circle , Hang it around my neck and give it to me as a necklace. You pull out the stems of amaranth that are spread on the ground, peel off the leaves, choose the thickest leaf stems, fold them into a half-hollow dark red bead curtain, and hang them on the Earrings for my ears.

The grass there is very wild, strangely clean, green hair oil, with an attractive smell. We threaded the caught grasshoppers with pennisetum straws, put them on the unburned bituminous coal in the boiler room, and roasted them until they smoked. Remove the head and dip the salt in the palm of your hand.

I said, "The piece of coal picked today has no strength. Is the grasshopper you just ate ripe?"

You said in surprise: "It's familiar!"

He asked me again, "Are you familiar?!"

I said, "...it's ready."

Lie back on the grass with you after eating, tear off the long roll of gummies, each of you bites one end, leisurely watching the physical education student under the order of the potato-colored physical education teacher, wearing sports shorts, showing straight long legs in the Fucking the earth in the distance, two, candy-biters, getting closer and closer.

We lay in the sun and listened to Jin Haixin's "Stars in the Sun" together. You told me that under the sun, the stars are still in the sky, but we can't see them.

But I can see you when I turn my head.

You are the star in the sun.You are like a star, the happier you are, the more beautiful you are, the more you will shine.The wind is blowing, the wind is blowing the tip of the grass, with a bitter breath, the oil gourd is jumping around, I think you can see it so clearly.

The capacity of MP3 is less than 1GB, and we don't have a splitter, but the heartbeat can be a frequency.

In the dream, the sky is very blue, I wish time could go slower on your body.

In the dream, the sycamore flowers fell for half a pavilion. I hope that I share the same heart with you.

After waking up, it was getting dark, there was no movement in the house, and my father and younger brother still didn’t come back. Everyone said not to sleep in the afternoon, let alone wake up when it was getting dark. Sure enough, at that moment, I looked out the window and only The night will be getting deeper and deeper, and I am a little looking forward to the end of the world tomorrow.

I looked at the half plate of garlic sprouts left on the table, thinking that if tomorrow is the end, I will not be able to cut the garlic sprouts well, and if tomorrow is the end, I will not be able to love you.

In the atrium is actually a magnanimity after obedience.

A Goldbach's conjecture that can't be proven, a piece of land that can always grow crops, a tomb palace even if it is not an emperor's mausoleum, an outer space without a border, a dream in a red building, the light and shadow on a water lily, As long as you want to dedicate your whole life to one thing, then do whatever you want. As far as I'm concerned, it's fine if there's someone you can never love.

I sneered, on this last night, I would actually look at my obsession dialectically.

I turned on the computer and found out the song I was listening to in my dream.

At the end of the song, I repeatedly asked: "If falling in love with you is just a dream, how can I fall asleep again after waking up? If I lose my memory, can I fall in love at first sight again." '

If tomorrow is the end, then I don't have much certainty in my life, but I am certain that it will be the moment I most want to go back to, and I will definitely fall in love with you at first sight. I hope that we who fell asleep in the sun at that time will now open our eyes Eyes, surrounded by a beautiful scene, young us throw ourselves on the grass, earphones are the end of the song, after singing, nothing will flow anymore.

Even time is no longer flowing, it has returned to the eyes of the cat, the strings of the cello, the attraction of the moon to the sea, the mirror that reflects you in the morning, and the inseparability of dogs and dogs. In the clear sunset.

Just, if tomorrow is not the end.

It will continue, living in the morning, dying in the evening, dying in the evening, and born again in the morning.

I have to do it, but I can't.

Are you and father a trap that I didn't recognize.

Whether it is you or not, they are all traps.

2012.12.20

Liu Xingnan, who was walking home alone, looked at the happy-looking children running around all over the street, and felt that it was like the first day of Yinhe's holiday.

The best day is the first day before you go home, and the school usually organizes a party or a movie.

At that time, the movie played in school is "Mom Loves Me Again", Xiaoqiang has no front teeth, and it is miserable to cry. The hateful thing is that as soon as Qiuxia undresses, the teacher fast forwards behind, and the students in front There was a lot of booing.

"Hey, who! Old Lu, hurry up again."

"Did you see clearly?"

"No, I just saw one yellow and one green."

The yellow color and green color that the couple took off made the memory of sex in the student days very fresh.

Gu Chengen said: "Do women really spray water when they orgasm?"

Liu Xingnan said: "Spray water and fire, the two of you can go save grandpa together, Siba, save grandpa!"

I don't know if such ignorance can happen again.

There are also "My Brothers and Sisters" and "The King of Dogs" who are also tear-jerking, but usually you can't cry after watching it for the second time. Liu Xingnan took Gu Chengen and ran quietly to Hua Qingxuan. Sure enough, the young female teacher was there We watched the videotape of "Meteor Garden" secretly together. At that time, a whole box of pirated copies cost nearly [-] yuan.

The most attractive thing is the beautiful Taiwanese men and Hong Kong women at that time, Lin Zhiying and Athena Chu, who were so tender, made the children below so fucking crazy, and ignited a raging fire of love at every turn.Please express my raging love to Jimmy Lin.

Please express my raging love to Zhu Yin.

All of this is not superficial at all, because this is the feeling of a generation.

You may not like it, but it is impossible not to miss it.

Go home at this time, just in time to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

At that time, the Milky Way Gala was organized according to the pattern of the Spring Festival Gala. A few of them were often kept, including the "Yellow River Cantata" by the teachers, and the director of teaching wore a red suit he didn't know where to get.The director of the sports department "Borrow another 500 years from the sky", "following the ups and downs of the mountains and rivers~fuwen~soft~curve~", teaching sports lung capacity is not a cover.

The sports students who were often kicked in the back said with concern, "If you live another 500 years, will we survive?"

"Tianzhu Girl" by the sexiest and hottest third-year-old sisters, and the coolest third-year-old brother played the guitar and sang "Jiangnan". Yes, Suona's "Raise the Whip to Urge the Horse to Transport Grain Busily", and Saxophone's "On the Golden Mountain in Beijing".

The female student's favorite foreign teacher played the piano and sang Leehom Wang's "The Only" with his tongue. The boys

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