triumphant sister

Adding Ono Lisa, it is so comfortable that I can't add it any more;

When you are upset, try brushing a pair of white sneakers again and again, which will make you hold back a lot of hurtful words;

Read the sour love poems, that is, Acacia grinds the lover's tears into gold powder and pours them into the poet's mouth; read each paragraph of the book like a creator, and see how the author presents the text to you with blood and tears; Go back to each era like the characters in the movie, it will let you find the current background and empathize together; watch the sky and the earth, watch the heavy rain on the river, cherish what you are doing, even if it is trivial, as long as you can Touch you, listen to music, listen to everything, feel more about the explosion, because one day, you may never feel this way again.

Find your love, and then be subject to these loves, you can be brave like a child, hold your heart, make the biggest bet to face the stabbing, even if someone makes fun of you with the experience of crawling, don't be afraid, the so-called "Mature" is just kind of dirty.

To go on a long journey, you not only have to walk all the roads, but also walk your own way. Can you go back to your hometown when the purple flowers are blooming? After all, every love we have is better than our own. More need to exist.

For a moment in your life, even if your heart is a slave to your body occasionally, you should cherish it every day.

Your life has been promised by others, and from then on, I will no longer expect you.

In fact, I don't know how else to expect you.

Xingnan, we have no secrets anymore,

It seems that fate is always arranged in the dark. Some people who don’t look like they are arranged, and those who bumped into each other accidentally, the fate is not entangled. I am still entangled. When I think about it again, I think it is very meaningful.

Sitting on the train back to my hometown, I thought, since there is no leap in nature, which moment will be taken away, all of this will be even a little bit different, can that little bit of difference let us change the ending, such as the beginning of junior high school on Sunday In the afternoon, I saw the rainbow, but I didn’t see you. For example, on the day of the sports meeting, Jiang Yuan was broadcasting normally. Whether I can harvest the luck of the fourth leaf of clover, for example, I recognized the statement of the psychologist in high school without thinking about why. Let yourself be wasted in the very few chances, for example, your father didn’t get crushed in a car accident, but he came to his senses at the intersection of life and death, and forgive me, or the last time you saw you, you were not carved in powder and made of jade.

Thinking about it, I dreamed again, and my mother appeared in the dream. The chime clock on the honest wooden table struck the hour. My mother opened the door and wound the string a few times, threw the key back to the bottom of the clock, and dusted it a few times. Next to the portrait of my grandfather, my father walked out into the yard with his trousers raised high and his shoes on. The handle of the water pump snapped back to the edge, and the water after washing his face splashed onto the brick and mud plaster. , submerged, the cat went to bed again, pressed its shoulders to its neck, and slept soundly. It was fragrant and hot, and my younger brother walked over holding a persimmon in his hand. I shook it and said: Sister!

I woke up from the train, and outside the window glass, Cheng Ze ran towards me from the moon gate I was leaning against, shouting: "Sister!"

This time when I went back to my hometown, apart from visiting my brother and packing my luggage, I kind of miss the egg floating in the sea. Other places, even with you, seem to be outside the world. Maybe one day I will leave that egg and leave Benua, go to a certain place and start another life as a 'newcomer', and then the tedious and dusty things after that, it is inconvenient to bother with pen and ink, friends, then don't write, just cherish it.

I think everything that will happen to me in the future is not accidental.

2017.11.27

In the procession returning from the funeral, Liu Xingnan followed her father and walked back silently. They were told not to turn back on this journey. She remembered the same words her mother told her before getting into the sedan chair at her wedding, For the most important moments in this life, there is no turning back. Liu Xingnan doesn't know how many people can't turn back in this life.

On the first day before leaving, Father and Aunt Qin have been busy in the kitchen since the afternoon, trying to cook a sumptuous farewell dinner for Liu Xingnan and his young couple. Father who was cutting the vegetables suddenly remembered something and said something "Forget, forget!" After finishing speaking, he put down the knife and hurried out with the shovel on his shoulder.

Aunt Qin also stopped, poked her head out of the kitchen and said, "I'm busy, I forgot, I just remembered."

Liu Xingnan looked funny, and asked Aunt Qin, "What did you forget?"

"The Jerusalem artichokes that your father saved, he said that you like to eat them. Every year, the Jerusalem artichokes are newly harvested here. He buys a lot of them, and then borrows a piece of land from others to bury them. He said that you don't like pickled ones, but fresh ones. Yes, I want to mix it up for you when you come back from the Chinese New Year. It’s just that you haven’t come back every year in the past few years. Let us eat the Jerusalem artichokes. Not to mention, a plate of fresh Jerusalem artichokes is really refreshing… "

Liu Xingnan asked: "Where is the place where my dad buried the Jerusalem artichoke?"

"It's not far away. You can see it by walking along the main road in the west of the town. Hey Nannan, don't go. It's so cold. Wait until your dad digs it back."

Before she finished speaking, Liu Xingnan had already run out.

In winter, the field was barren and there were no crops. I saw my father not far away. The pit was dug to a depth of one meter. Next to the excavated soil, my father was bending over and kneeling on the mound, his whole body almost With half of his body leaning into the bottom of the pit, he was digging hard at the Jerusalem artichoke buried in the soil with his hands bit by bit.

"It's so cold, what are you doing here?"

"Dad, let me come."

"Don't, your hands are tender, I can just dig it. You can't use a shovel for this. If you accidentally shovel it, it will be damaged."

Liu Xingnan squatted next to him and patted off the soil one by one from the Jerusalem artichokes dug out by his father, and put them into the bag with care, big and small. After digging, the two of them filled the hole, carried a bag with their father, and walked to the house side by side. , it was half dark, and the dim lights of people in the east and west of the town slowly lit up.

Liu Xingnan hugged the Jerusalem artichoke and said, "It's getting dark early, if you dig later, you won't be able to see it."

My father said, "No matter how dark the sky is, we can find it no matter how dark it is."

"You buried it yourself, of course you can find it."

The father's face was even more proud: "Don't tell me, there is really something that I buried so much that I couldn't find it. I dug the whole field and didn't remember where it was buried. It makes people laugh to death, and I mix it for you when I get home." , Aunt Qin has nothing to say about my art of mixing Jerusalem artichoke."

"It's snowing dad!"

"Hey, really, let's hurry up, the Jerusalem artichoke is warming up, after eating a plate, the blood will be hot."

This year it was snowing hot, but Liu Xingnan hugged his father tightly as he walked home.

My father said, "Don't let the dirt on my body get on your clothes."

She still cuddled up to her father.

"Fortunately, I remembered it while I was cooking today. If you can't remember it, you won't be able to eat it."

"Co-author, you won't save it for me next year?"

"Save, save more, eat as much as you want."

"You don't need to wait for the New Year, I will come back when the lilac blooms."

"What kind of dish is Huadiding?"

"...It's an edible wild vegetable, and it will bloom in a few months."

"You really like to eat wild vegetables. Okay, in a few months, the willow trees by the river in the town will start to sprout. Your grandma goes to pick the sprouts every year and comes back to eat. This year your grandma is gone, so I will go instead with your dad."

"Dad, just let those willow trees go, is it easy for them to take out buds?"

I saw the sycamore tree at the entrance of the town.

Zhou Xu didn't understand why his wife sitting in the passenger seat suddenly burst into tears.

"Xingnan, what's the matter, don't be sad, don't we come back after a while?"

"Did you see that tree?" Liu Xingnan pointed to him, "Ten years ago, many Sunday afternoons, there was a girl who would wait for me under that old tree, and then we would go to school together."

"Isn't it a pity that I haven't come back for ten years?"

"It's okay, that person paid me back for ten years."

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