【Xun Si】How Could You Possibly?

Shinji woke up.

It was all a dream.Sitting up from the bed, his drowsy mind started spinning again, and he woke up suddenly from a deep sleep-it took him several minutes to realize this.

In such a distraught moment, he perfectly ignored the storm in his head and was simply happy that Kaoru had kissed him in the music room.

Just a dream.

bastard... i thought...

The most unbearable thing was that he rolled from the mattress to the floor, with red marks from the straw mat all over his body.He was sitting cross-legged in the darkness, still wearing his uniform, not even changing into his pajamas... What time is it?He turned his head to look at the clock and vaguely made out it was three o'clock—it was almost dawn.God, it's so late.Or early, whatever.Anyway, after falling asleep unconsciously immersed in talking to himself, he couldn't fall asleep anyway.He is sober now.

and……

Ah, and a little intolerable, to be honest.Judging honestly from his physical condition.

What was obviously out of tune with the cold room was that there was an evil fire running around in his body.

All right.Shinji was definitely not in the mood to go to sleep anyway, but his mind wasn't on anything else.That chilling feeling...and he hasn't done it in a while - now he finally has a reason.A dirty reason, but no one has the right to point fingers at him.

Everyone should be asleep by this time.In fact, the deep silence around him kept urging him, and he walked over to get the box of tissues across the room as if possessed.He knelt on the tatami and began to take off his pants, which he was supposed to do when he got home hours ago.The cold air irritated his bare skin. He rolled onto the mattress and took a few deep breaths without haste.He wriggled his shirt off, pulled the thin blanket up over his chest as if it would cover the impending filth—and slipped an arm under the pillow.

He closed his eyes and stroked the inner thigh with the other hand, sliding down to the place where the desire was strongest.He buried his head deeply in the pillow, pulled himself up and down, his nose was forced to rub against the soft pillow - ah, he hadn't done this for a long time, and the pleasure was stronger than he imagined.Panting, he pulled down his panties, slipped them around his ankles, and kicked them under the blanket.

"Kaoru..." he moaned the first name that came to mind.Pure love is overwhelming.He wasn't surprised at all when he heard the name coming out of his mouth, but... "Ah——"

Shinji's mind went blank, yet he yearned desperately for something.Just his name, he thought, no one would know—maybe Kaoru and I—the thought flashed through his mind, but he couldn't think anymore.The bursts of pleasure from below made him dizzy, and finally a erotic image clearly appeared in his mind, his whole body seemed to be on fire, even if he was only covered with a thin blanket, he felt so hot uncomfortable.

"Xun... ah..." He bowed his body and buried his head deeply in the pillow, trying to restrain himself from continuing to make such embarrassing voices, but the vivid images in his mind flooded towards him like a flood of beasts.

Kaoru, in his room, with him, caressing him just like that—what if the scorching heat wasn't just from her own arousal, but also from another person's hot body?Kaoru?Two people lie on a narrow single mattress and have to stick together tightly so they don't fall off.And if he's as eager as Shinji is, and wants the two of them to comfort each other—

There was a burst of stickiness on his fingers, and he was satisfied but—he also pushed himself into a bad situation, and he couldn't stop himself from continuing.Knowing the taste by eating marrow, this taste is really wonderful.

So good...that it scared him.