【Xun Si】How Could You Possibly?

Attached are the lyrics, which are too in tune with this part of the scene, there is a strong sense of dedication, body, and//////

ASkyFullOfStars(RobinSchulzEdit)-RobinSchulz (Yes, I like this version)

Cause you'reasky, cause you'reaskyfull of stars

You are the starry night sky

I'm gonna give you my heart

I want to give you my heart

Cause you'reasky, cause you'reaskyfull of stars

'Cause you're the night sky, you're the starry night sky

Cause you light up the path

because you light the way

And I don't care, goon and tearmeapart

I don't care, come on, tear me apart

I don't care if you do

As long as it's you, I don't care

Causeinasky, causeinaskyfull of stars

'Cause in the night sky, in the starry night sky

I think Isawyou

i saw you

Cause you'reasky, cause you'reaskyfull of stars

You are the night sky, you are the starry night sky

Iwannadie in your arms

i want to die in your arms

Cause you get lighter than more it gets dark

'Cause the darker the sky is, the more you shine

I'm gonna give you my heart

I want to give you my heart

And I don't care, goon and tearmeapart

I don't care, come on, tear me apart

And I don't care if you do

As long as it's you, I don't care

Causeinasky, causeinaskyfull of stars

'Cause in the night sky, in the starry night sky

I think I see you

i saw you

I think I see you

i saw you

Because you'reasky, you'reaskyfull of stars

You are the night sky, you are the starry night sky

Sucha Heavenly view

such a heavenly view

You're such a Heavenly view

You are such a heavenly beauty

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Shinji's heart was surging, and he couldn't suppress it on his own—the fact that he was going to Kaoru's house—he couldn't even imagine it, no matter how daring he was.But now Kaoru happily invited him, and even insisted that he go.He is very nervous.Also very nervous, very excited, but the nervousness is still the first... What is he looking forward to?He is not used to disturbing other people's homes, even if he is invited, he should refuse.

They walked and chatted, and within 10 minutes Kaoru's house arrived.He lived in a small rental apartment, remarkably similar in size and structure to Shinji's.The whole residence was simple and empty, following the original design of the apartment without any new ideas, even the position of the furniture hadn't changed... But it was also good, at least Shinji could move around a little easier.

It's just a small room like his own, but he feels happy.There was a warm, inhabited feel to the whole apartment that made his heart beat like a drum, tense and excited at the same time.Kaoru lives here.He comes back from school every day, eats here, sleeps here...

"Do you want something?"

"what?"

"Do you want something to eat? There should be some food in the refrigerator."

"No, thank you..." Shinji was distracted, his eyes swept every corner of Kaoru's room, not listening to him carefully.Looking at the ceiling, from the small cracks in the walls to the few pieces of furniture, he observed every detail and imprinted them all deeply in his mind.

"Sorry there's no place to sit. You'll just have to sit on my bed, I hope it's comfortable enough."

"Never mind..."

An open corridor, with a small kitchen on the right and, he guessed, the door to the bathroom on the left.The other closed door was supposed to be a closet, and his bed was on the side of the room, against the wall - better than Shinji's, a real bed with a bed frame instead of something sloppy on the floor Make a mattress.Overall better than his place, but not by much.

But he wouldn't say it stupidly - it would be rude.After all, Kaoru hasn't been to his house yet, how could he compare the two so capriciously.

It was very late, almost nine o'clock, and they hadn't eaten anything since lunch.That's when Shinji was surprised to realize that Kaoru wasn't really that good at cooking - if that was the only flaw he might have, that would be totally fine.The pasta, even the ready-to-eat kind, was overcooked by him.Kaoru then had to move on to a simple sandwich and rice.There was still some packaged food in the cupboard, and they ate cereal and fruit snacks.This meal was really not delicious, but he couldn't control his joy.

This is really, really good... One or two lights shone brightly in the night, and they just sat on the carpeted floor, looked at each other and smiled under the dim light, and talked about what happened today. Joking with each other and killing the time before going to bed.Two people.

They ended up in bed together.The bed was wider than the one in Shinji's house, and it was more than enough to sleep two people.They finished their "dinner" and cleared away the dishes, and Shinji changed into a shirt that didn't quite fit - but that's okay.So now they're lying in bed, each with a pillow and a blanket, trying to fall asleep.

Shinji is in trouble.First of all, he has to try to adapt to sleeping next to others; secondly, he has to keep himself from being scared to death by the fact that "this person is Kaoru, the object of his masturbation last night".

It's really self-inflicted...

Even with trepidation inside, they still slept in the same bed, covered with a purple blanket.Kaoru remained silent, Shinji didn't know if he was asleep or not, and if he should tell him that he usually didn't go to bed so early.Everything feels weird.He didn't know what to think, what to say, if at all.is he still awakeShould I pretend to be asleep?

The question that troubled him was answered, and the answer was his own name.

"Shinji?"

"Huh?" He tilted his head, "What's the matter?"

The voice was played very softly, but Cen Jing's night still seemed to be torn apart suddenly, and the two of them were shocked at the same time.Kaoru spoke even more quietly, the voice sounded like it was whispering in his ear.

"Are you cold?"

"There's no heating here..."

"I know, that's why I asked you that."

Without the reassuring sound of the heater running, it was a test for him to fall asleep in such a quiet environment... and the blanket was so thin that it wasn't warm enough to cover him.He obediently shrank to the side of the bed, with a premonition that something bad would definitely happen once the two of them got close.

Had he been out of his mind and sent himself to Kaoru's house?

"It's okay. It's just a little bit cold, it doesn't matter." He smiled, although he didn't know if Kaoru could see himself clearly in the darkness.Anyway he did.

"really?"

"I—" Shinji's answer fell silent as he was too scared to breathe.Kaoru turned around and hugged him - his whole body fell into his arms, and as soon as he took a breath, all his breath would be sprayed on the opponent's shoulders. "Koru—— Kaoru, I didn't—it's not that cold, so don't—"

He could only try feebly to push him away.Shinji was completely overwhelmed, his face was burning with heat and his mind was in a mess as the tip of the nose of the boy who had invited him over for the night was rubbing against his neck.Kaoru not only did not let go, but hugged him even tighter, his fingers stroked his skin beyond the overlap of their bodies, and then he-kiss-kiss-kissed my shoulder he was kissing my shoulder he exist--

"Ah——" A tremor escaped from his lips accidentally, and Shinji suddenly gained a little strength, and quickly moved his arm—blocking between the two tightly pressed chests, at least creating some gaps to relieve Take a look at the overly ambiguous air right now.Shinji couldn't see the other boy's face clearly, but when he pushed him away and sat up on the bed, he felt that the other boy seemed a little frustrated.Kaoru also sat up cross-legged, facing him.

"what happened?"

"I—I dreamed that you kissed me yesterday." Why should I say this, this isn't—why should I—

"and then?"

"I—that's not what I wanted to say—" He frantically tried to change the subject, trying to think of a reason, anything—but nothing came to mind.

"What did we do in your dream?"

Kaoru only seemed to ask casually, but Shinji suddenly felt hot from shame, in sharp contrast to the sudden coldness on his body when Kaoru let go of him more than a minute ago.

"I—we—" Shinji couldn't believe he told him "—kissed. You were playing the piano and I closed my eyes and you kissed me."

"What happened after that?" He was just curious, so he asked while admiring the rosy glow on the other person's face that he had teased—and secretly looking forward to the answer. "Are we kissing again, Shinji?"

Hearing such a deep voice calling his name again, Shinji blushed so much that he was about to bleed.

"I, uh, woke up." It was the most honest answer, but he was afraid that if Kaoru continued to ask, he would accidentally say something stupid again.Shy as hell, he turned his head away from the boy who could only see the outline of his body in the darkness.He couldn't tell the other party what he did after waking up.

"So...why would you want to tell me about your dream?" Shinji didn't know how to answer the question - it slipped out of his mouth accidentally, I'm not - "Do you want me to kiss you? "

Shinji was already so hot that he was almost out of breath, his hands were pinched tightly on his knees, and his thin body was trembling slightly under the oversized shirt.

"I do not--"

He couldn't answer because another lip was on his.A glassy and fragile fantasy he had fashioned himself, became reality the moment Kaoru leaned over to invade him.It was the first kiss he'd expected, or at least the first kiss he'd suggested.It took a minute or two before Shinji realized what was happening.

Sitting on the bed, legs crossed, hands resting on his knees, the touch of another person's palm on his shoulders - pressing him firmly, lips touching, gentle but so firm.

Kaoru was kissing him.

Really, really kissing him—not in a dream, not the skin on his shoulders but—

His head is so dizzy.Losing the ability to understand, it is also difficult to accept what is happening, he can only sit still and wait for the touch on his lips to disappear, but the fact is—Xun's sporadic kisses fell on him like raindrops, kissing two Kiss his thin lips once, kiss the corner of his trembling mouth once, kiss his tight chin once, and kiss his slender neck once.His hands were wandering, one gently supporting the back of his neck, while the other went all the way down the neck, slipped past his collarbone, sank into the collar of his shirt, and caressed his chest.

Shinji could only sit there, trembling, fingers clutching his borrowed shirt, not realizing it was about to be torn.

hot.hot.So hot……

"Kun - Kaoru..."

"Ok?"

He looked up, and Shinji caught a glimpse of that dazzling red in the dim moonlight and the darkness of the room—enough for him to realize that he was looking up at him from his chin, where his lips had just rested. .

"Are you ok?"

Shinji forgot what he was about to say.

He felt as if he was on the verge of falling.Kaoru noticed.

"Not so good..." Shinji shook his head lightly, struggling to come up with this belated answer.

"Not good?" Hearing such an unexpected answer, Kaoru's tone was immediately full of worry, and some emotion that Shinji couldn't identify; he waited for his next words, not just one that was too simple, but Unexpectedly negative response. "What's wrong with you? Are you—"

"I feel like I'm going to faint..." Shinji said vaguely, but the content was surprisingly frank.

Kaoru felt his heart beating anxiously, and he held the other boy's shoulders tightly, looking at him anxiously, his every move revealing strong worry.

"Why?! How—are you okay?! What do you need—"

"I'm just—really tired..." Shinji almost laughed, "and I...you make me feel so sleepy." He had so much to say, the words falling on his face, on his neck How those kisses were as soft as a feather, how he made him lazy and tired little by little, but there was no energy left in his body.

Kaoru breathed a sigh of relief, but he knew the situation was still serious.He guessed that the boy had been sleep deprived, but he did nothing about it.He knew that he should find a way to help him, but now he had no choice but to let him rest.

"Do I need to get you something?"

"I just want to...sleep, I..." His body started to shake again, and Kaoru hugged him and laid him flat on the mattress. "I suck, I'm sorry..."

The light-haired boy shook his head and lay down again, finding a comfortable position for the two of them.He wants to continue, but Shinji's mental state is more important - he doesn't know how much sleep he's had this past week, but it's certainly not enough.

"You kissed me," Shinji closed his eyes and smiled softly.It was off topic, but he finally realized it in a half-dream. "You kissed me, Kaoru."

"Yes, I kissed you... sleep well."