be your cat

Shu Yi was in a drowsy state when he was awakened by the rustling sound of skin peeling.

He opened his eyes in a daze, the sun was shining outside the window, and he was immediately stunned by the white curtains of the hospital and squinted his eyes.

There is a piece of white flowers all around, which is the decoration of the ward.

Shu Yi felt his limbs, and found that he had been lying down for too long, his limbs were stiff, and his body was a little weak. He moved his hands and feet with great effort, and immediately alarmed the people next to him.

Sitting next to the hospital bed was Shu Yi's mother, a middle-aged woman with gentle and dignified features, who was originally a well-maintained and pampered lady, but now because of Shu Yi's sudden change, she was much haggard.

Shu's mother stayed by the hospital bed day and night, and this day, as usual, she sat by the hospital bed and peeled apples for her son.

Because the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with Shu Yi's inspection, she probably would be fine after waking up, so she thought that one day her son would wake up suddenly and he could just eat.

As a result, the apple was cut in half, and Shu Yi, who was unconscious on the bed, suddenly opened his eyes, and then began to move in pain.

Shu Yi's sudden waking up made Shu's mother both surprised and delighted, she quickly put down the apple, and hurriedly pressed Shu Yi's hands and feet, because she was too excited, her coaxing voice couldn't stop trembling: "Be good, don't move, Don't move, you're still drenched in water, don't move, mom will call the doctor."

Saying that, he hurriedly rang the bell beside the bed to call the doctor.

Shu Yi was comforted by his mother and slowly calmed down. After a while, a group of doctors flooded into the ward and began to conduct a comprehensive examination of Shu Yi's condition.

After hearing the news, the older sister of the Shu family hurried over to accompany her mother to wait for Shu Yi's examination results.

The results showed that Shu Yi still didn't find anything wrong.

It was just because he had been in a coma for many days that he was not so conscious when he just woke up, and his body was also a little weak. After the doctor patiently comforted and guided him, his spirit has gradually returned to normal.

Sister Shu shook her hand in front of Shu Yi, and then went to pinch his face, Shu Yi frowned and avoided her hand, muttering, "I'm really fine."

Sister Shu wondered: "How could you suddenly be in a coma for so long when you're fine, almost turning into a vegetative state."

She said and looked at the doctor.

The doctor also looked embarrassed. These days they also did a lot of examinations on Shu Yi to confirm that he was not pretending to be asleep, but had indeed passed out due to some unknown reasons.

Wake up now without any signs.

Doctor: "Uh... There is really nothing detected at the moment. We suggest you leave the hospital for observation for a period of time. If there is any abnormality, come back for re-examination in time."

Shu Yi insisted that he was really fine and did not need to be reexamined.

Seeing his appearance, Shu's mother and sister Shu had no choice but to take him home with suspicion.

As soon as Shu Yi returned to the house, he locked himself in the house.

He suddenly hid a lot of things in his heart, and he was not very good at hiding, so he could only hide from his mother and sister, so as not to reveal his secrets.

He flung himself on the bed, hugged the soft cup, and counted the number of days the doctor said he was in a coma with his fingers, which was exactly the same as the number of days he had been a cat in Zhao Yan's house.

Shu Yi didn't quite believe it: "Fuck me..."

He has been lying in the hospital bed for so many days.

Could it be that his mind really had the same dream for several days in a row, dreaming that he had turned into a cat in Zhao Yan's house, after so long?

Shu Yi recalled the scenes in the dream for a while, and felt that those scenes really gave him goosebumps.

It is said that when a person is dreaming, he cannot see the face of the person in the dream clearly. Even if he knows who the person in front of him is in his consciousness, his facial features cannot be seen clearly.

But he had a clear impression of Zhao Yan, Zhao Yan's mother, brother, and even his little niece Xixi.

He ate cat food, picked cat litter, jumped up and down, and was held in Zhao Yan's arms. These feelings were also very real. At that time, every day was as long as in the real world.

He was wondering when Sister Shu knocked on the door: "Xiaoyi."

Shu Yi raised his head alertly: "What are you doing?"

Sister Shu's voice said from outside the door: "I submitted a resignation application to your boss for you two days ago, and the company said that if you are fine, you can go over there tomorrow and hand over your things, and then you can leave with your things. "

Shu Yi was taken aback: "Huh? I didn't say I would resign."

Sister Shu's voice outside the door suddenly became upset: "You still don't resign after this is all over, you have been asleep for so long, then Zhao Yan came to see you once, and he came in the name of the company, and he was polite No, are you interested?"

"If you want me to say, just use this reason to resign. You should calm down and stick to other people's cold ass all day long. No one would look down on you. Besides, the salary is not much, and you are exhausted all day long." .”

Shu Yi was stunned for a while, and then realized that although he had been with Zhao Yan for so long in his dream, in reality, Zhao Yan really didn't care about his coma at all.

It's normal, Zhao Yan didn't have a good impression of him in the first place.

Shu Yi bit her lower lip and said 'oh'.

Sister Shu was relieved when she heard that he no longer insisted, and her tone became gentle: "Then can you go tomorrow? Or do you want me to go for you?"

Shu Yi was silent for a while, and said, "I... I'll go with you."

He is very embarrassed to see Zhao Yan now, but what happened these days is indeed just a dream, even if we meet, it should be fine.

Shu Yi lay on the bed again, thinking it was just a dream.

He had been Zhao Yan's cat for so long in his dream.

Those get-togethers are all fake, and Zhao Yan's blind date is also fake.

……

In the guest room, gently put the sleeping Xiaoyi into its exclusive nest, put its gauze-wrapped head on the soft cushion, then Zhao Yan stood up, walked out without a sound, and closed it with his backhand. door-to-door.

At this time, Zhao's mother didn't dislike the cat hair on the sofa anymore, and fidgeted on the sofa. When she saw her son coming out, her face was still as cold as ice, and she hurriedly asked softly, "How is Xiaoyi?"

Zhao Yan: "It's okay, the doctor said it was just a fragment of the glass scratching the scalp, so it shouldn't be a serious problem."

It's just that the puppet cat's proud head is bald, and after waking up, I don't know how to coax it well.

Mother Zhao breathed a sigh of relief, a little guilty: "That, Yanyan..."

Seeing her son's unfriendly expression, Zhao's mother couldn't help but call his baby name to please him: "This time, it's the mother who is not good, and the mother scared it. If you ask Xixi later, you can say it's the mother." -"

Zhao Yan interrupted her expressionlessly: "It's getting late, shall I take you back?"

Mother Zhao was stunned for a moment: "Ah? No, I'll call Lao Duan and ask him to pick me up."

Zhao Yan: "Yes."

Zhao Yan still stood upright in the living room, looking at her.

Mother Zhao understood her son's gesture, which was waiting for her to leave.

Now, right now, please go back.

Mother Zhao felt a little wronged.

Zhao Yan was angry. Zhao Yan was rarely so angry, and usually the target of his temper was others. Mother Zhao never thought that one day she would be expelled by her son so politely and indifferently.

She knew very well in her heart what caused Zhao Yan's fury.

She scanned the cat's room, and then looked at the study very anxiously.

The door of the study room was ajar, and it had been in this ajar state since Zhao Yan drove the injured Xiaoyi to the hospital. Zhao's mother waited at home for a long time, but she didn't dare to go there without authorization.

On the floor of the study, there were scattered ceramic shards.

The ceramic villain who was placed in the most prominent position by Zhao Yan was now smashed to pieces.

Xiaoyi, who fell down at that time, knocked his head on the back of the chair and knocked down a glass water cup at the same time. When Xiaoyi fell down, he happened to hit the broken glass, cut his head, and bled all over the place.

The one who landed at the same time as Xiaoyi was this ceramic figurine.

At that time, Zhao Yan was stunned for a moment, and immediately rushed over to pick up Xiaoyi. The gauze cotton balls from the medicine kit stopped Xiaoyi's bleeding briefly, and then immediately went downstairs to take Xiaoyi to the hospital.

Zhao's mother's driver was sent out to hang around by Zhao's mother, and she was not downstairs for the time being. Zhao's mother saw her son's expression of indifference in an instant, and did not dare to follow.

Then Zhao's mother sat in the house for a long time, passed by the study several times, and instinctively wanted to clean up the leftovers for Zhao Yan, but when she saw the broken ceramic figure, she hesitated several times and did not dare to move. .

She knew this ceramic villain, and Zhao Yan made no secret of how much she treasured this gift.

Since his son entered adolescence, the distance between him and his parents has been getting farther and farther. After entering university, he even reached the point of alienation. At that time, Zhao Yan was almost depressed due to various reasons. There is no countermeasure, and the psychiatrist's advice to her is to keep her away from her son.

Just when Zhao's mother was at a loss, someone saved Zhao Yan in this period. Zhao's mother didn't know who it was, but knowing that there was such a person made Zhao Yan become cheerful again, and the relationship with his parents was not as rigid as before.

Zhao's mother even wanted to find out about this mysterious friend that Zhao Yan hid so deeply, and invited him to have a meal at home as an excuse to thank her, but Zhao Yan never responded.

Then, this person seemed to disappear suddenly again in a certain period of time, Zhao Yan was hit hard by this, and his mental state almost returned to the time when he was about to be depressed. Fortunately, his mind gradually matured at this time, and he learned to regulate himself. It just became more and more silent.

After graduation, Zhao Yan rejected his father's suggestion to study abroad and stayed there.

Mother Zhao vaguely guessed that he still wanted to find that person.

But it never came true.

This ceramic figurine is the only thing that person gave Zhao Yan, and Zhao Yan has always treasured it as the most precious gift.

Now it's broken.

Although after the accident happened, Zhao Yan devoted all his attention to Xiaoyi, and didn't look too much at the ceramic villain. After taking care of Xiaoyi, he turned around and was about to send himself home.

But mother Zhao knew that Zhao Yan was enduring, whether sad or angry, he didn't want to show it in front of her mother.

She should leave now.

But Zhao's mother didn't, she just sat on the sofa rigidly, staring at Zhao Yan for a long time.

After a long time, looking at his mother's red eyes, Zhao Yan sighed softly, and instead of persisting, he walked towards the study step by step.

Instead of taking the broom, he sat cross-legged and picked up the ceramic fragments bit by bit. The villain fell into pieces, and the fragments were scattered all over the floor. There were even some debris that could not be put back together with the naked eye .

Zhao Yan's expression was very calm, but he picked up the pieces seriously.

Mother Zhao stood up apprehensively. Zhao Yan was very similar to his father in this way. The more furious he was, the less he would show it. So the calmer Zhao Yan was, the more scared Mother Zhao was.

The atmosphere is very heavy.

She cautiously moved to the door of the study, wanting to strike up a conversation with Zhao Yan, but she didn't know what to say, her eyes swept around, and suddenly she saw a large piece of ceramic fragments in a corner, and there seemed to be something on the fragments .

Mother Zhao: "Huh?"

She froze for a moment, then pointed at the ceramic shard: "What is that?"

Zhao Yan raised his head in puzzlement, and looked along her fingers, only to see a folded note on the large piece of debris.

Zhao Yan didn't respond, thinking that the shredded paper on the desk had been knocked off, so he hooked the shredded paper along with it.

But the moment Zhao Yan picked up the note, his whole body stiffened.

This is an old paper folded from a complete piece of paper. It is yellow and looks old.

This is not something on Zhao Yan's desk.

Judging by the shape and size, the paper seems to be stuffed inside a small ceramic figurine.

Zhao Yan stared at the note in his hand stiffly, his heart stopped beating for a moment, and his originally calm face suddenly distorted a bit.

A slip of paper stuffed in a ceramic figurine...

His brain was blank and he couldn't turn the corner at all, but his movements were ahead of his consciousness, and he slowly unfolded the paper.

On the yellowed old paper, only two short lines were written into the time, and now the confession can be seen in the light of day.

My heart is like a pine and cypress, how can your love be like that

——Shu Yi.

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