just a little like

Wu Haoxuan will come, I thought of it.

Anyway, after being together for so many years, I still know what kind of person he is.

Proud, conceited, looking down on all those who earn less than him.Before getting married, he knew to restrain himself, but as his salary got higher and higher, he became more and more unscrupulous.

I'm not good at quarreling, and I don't intend to quarrel with him.I can tolerate his disrespect to me, anyway, it's not the first time, but he can't say that about Yu Huan.

Yes, Yu Huan is just a nanny, but she works hard to make money with her skills, why should she be looked down upon by him?

I admit that I protect my shortcomings, and I think good people can't be said by others.

In fact, it's not a quarrel, it's just a tough attitude.I just laid out all the truth, and I just learned not to give in again and again because of soft-heartedness.

Wu Haoxuan was left in anger because he didn't expect me to be so determined and difficult to speak.

I'm a little sad, after all, we've been married for many years, and I thought there should at least be some affection without love.Even if it is a dog raised at home, it will develop feelings after a long time, won't it?

But this family...

In the final analysis, I was blind and blind. For my so-called "filial piety" and my so-called "should", I ruined my five years of youth.

But is it "filial piety" to marry and have children according to the wishes of parents, and to have a stable and easy job in the eyes of others?

Getting married and having kids is no problem.If the other party loves me, protects me and respects me, and I love him, respect him and consider him, then there is no problem in this marriage at all, even if there are some quarrels and frictions, we can slowly get along.

But the reality is that the last marriage was very bad.

Our conditions are indeed very suitable, but after five years, there is still no such thing as love between us.I know that love is a luxury, and not all people who enter marriage have love.If we can continue to respect each other as guests, I don't mind going on like this.

Family affection is also love, as long as we respect each other and support each other, that's fine.

But did he do it?

Even though we were divorced, he still felt that all the fault was on me.How can such a person let me live with him for the rest of my life.

Even if I can bear it, I can't let my son grow up in such an environment, I can't let my son become such a person.

Xiaoyu is really cute. She knew I was feeling uncomfortable, so she hurried up to comfort me, but she didn't know what to do, so she sat beside her and kept saying that I was good, that I was amazing, that I was It should have been tougher earlier, otherwise that kind of person will only push an inch.

Obviously a hug can solve the problem, but I have to force myself to be like this.

Really stupid.

I also expected that my mother would come over, but I didn't expect it to be so soon, and brought news of that old Uncle Zheng's son.

I don't know why, but my first reaction was to see Xiao Yu.

The little girl can't hide things in her heart, and everything she thinks is written on her face. Fortunately, her mother's attention is not on her, otherwise I would have to find a way to explain it for her.

I don't plan to get married again for the time being. A compromise has made me realize a lot of things. Now I just want to live a good life for myself. As for other people's eyes, what does it have to do with me?

I have a job and income, I can support myself and take good care of An An, so why should I make trouble for myself?

It's true that I'm not very good at many things in life, but now I have some spare time, don't I?

She cooks delicious food and keeps the house in order. She takes good care of me and An An. I don't think there is any problem with my current life. A marriage that doesn't make you happy.

But my mother still thinks that a woman should get married, and that a man's life in the family is considered complete.

"Who said we didn't, An An is a little man. Right? An An."

An An nodded, "Yes, I am a man, I can protect my mother."

"And I still have my father, and my father will not want me." I acted like a baby to my mother, telling her that I can live a good life without getting married.

Mom sighed, "How can we protect you forever."

"Mom, I'm not a flower in a greenhouse. I have the ability to take care of myself. Look at me, I'm doing well now, aren't I?"

My mother was probably moved by my words, but the deep-rooted concept will not be completely changed just because of my few words, so she still has people come to the house.

It's a coincidence, but we all know that this is a blind date banquet.

The man on the opposite side was examining my conditions, and kept inquiring about it. I knew it all, but I didn't want to answer it.

Sitting down to eat this meal is not because I approve of this blind date, but because I don't want to embarrass my parents and embarrass my parents.

But whether he likes it or not, I'm not a commodity for sale on the shelf.I don't have that in mind, what he thinks has nothing to do with me, and after this meal is over, we probably won't meet again.

Compared with the person opposite, I am more worried about the little girl who went to city B.

The little girl went to see her relatives again today, and I always have a bad feeling.Every time she went to see those so-called family members, she was not in a good mood when she came back.

I know that every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, and everyone has a heavy burden.

It's understandable, but it doesn't mean I won't feel bad.

I think I'm planted.When I saw this father and son, and understood that this was a blind date, my first reaction was that the little girl would groan when she knew about it; thinking of the little girl's relatives who were not very kind, and thinking that the little girl might be wronged , I just want to quickly end this boring meal and pick her up.

Yes, I want to pick her up.

yes i like her.

I don't know when this relationship started, maybe it was the attention when we first met, or maybe it was the accumulation of getting along with each other later.I have no way of judging when it appeared, and when I found out, I couldn't resist anymore.

I just want to see her.

As I said, I want to live for myself once, don't care about other people's eyes, and live only for myself.

I missed it once many years ago, and I don't want to make the same mistake again.

I will no longer back down, no longer compromise.

But there is one more question, Yu Huan.

The little girl is only 20 years old, and her life has just begun.I know that she will not be a nanny for the rest of her life. She has her own dreams and a distant place to go, and her future has infinite possibilities.

Likes are not all of life.

I do like her, but I don't have to have her, let alone break her wings just because I like her.

If she wants to fly, I can't be her shackles.

Then, take your time.

I believe she also likes me a little bit, eyes can't lie, not to mention she can't hide herself at all.

It's just that she hasn't realized it yet.

After all, this kind of feeling is not the mainstream of the public, and no one would think about it casually.

I can wait until she grows up slowly, until she understands what she wants.

If one day, her choice is me, then I will hold her tightly without hesitation and never let go.

But before that, all I can do is to let myself gradually become her habit, convey my feelings little by little, quietly wait for her to understand, and wait for her to make a decision.

This may seem a bit condescending, but I am 30 years old and she is only 20 years old.I can't rely on myself to live ten more years, and I can't rely on my more experience to coax a little girl whose life has just begun.

I like her, I like her, she is the most worthless thing in this world.

So every time Xiaoyu anxiously asked me if I would fire her, I didn't tell her that the person I liked was her, I just told her again and again that we signed a contract, and no one can easily repent.

I like her, but I can't stop her from going to the future because of this trivial liking.

I'm not going to back down, but I also don't want to deliberately change the trajectory of her life.I am willing to stand here and wait silently, until she finds out, until she understands.

I don't want to be her hindrance, I hope to be her help, her backing, if possible, I am willing to accompany her to move forward.

But if she doesn't need it, that's okay, I don't have to.

She can fly forward with confidence, and I'm fine by myself.

Liang Xiaoxi likes Xiao Yu, I know it.

This girl is always in a hurry to do everything, she likes someone and wants to let the whole world know.That's why Xiaoyu was slow to react, didn't see that Xiaoxi treated her differently, and foolishly felt that she was regarded as a good friend and girlfriend.

Of course there is a taste, but I'm not too worried.I know that Xiao Yu only likes her among friends, and even treats Xiao Xi as a younger sister to be tolerant.

This silly child, at an age when she should be pampered and loved by others, takes care of someone who is two years older than her as her younger sister.

But I don't seem to have any position to dislike others. I'm already thirty, and I'm also being taken care of by Xiao Yu.

I thought that when the class was over and the distance between them was widened, Xiaoxi's feelings would gradually fade with the distance.

It may be that I really underestimated the drive of young people, or it may be that I am born with such a lack of courage.A few years ago, I chose to escape, but Xiaoxi chose to move forward bravely.

I thought I could wait quietly, but at this moment, I admit that I panicked.

I overestimated my patience and underestimated Xiao Yu's influence on me.

This silly girl foolishly pushed the story to that non-existent friend. She went around and almost fainted, but she didn't realize that I already knew who she was talking about, even the other so-called 'friend'. I can guess who 'friend' is.

I know that Xiaoyu likes her not as a lover, but I'm not sure.

I'm not sure if Xiaoyu can tell the difference clearly, or even if my judgment is accurate.

What if Xiaoyu really likes her?They are the same age, and they have more topics to talk about. If you really want to choose a girl, the two of them seem to be more suitable.

I understand that I should have a little faith in myself.But as early as when I handed over the choice to Xiao Yu, I knew that this day would come sooner or later.

Xiao Yu will fall in love with someone, and that person may not be me.How should I face it at that time, I should be prepared, but I didn't expect this day to come so early.

I don't know if I should be lucky, it may be a good thing for me to realize that the same sex can love each other earlier, but what if more options follow?

That man hasn't appeared yet, another girl has already stood on the opposite side of me.

What's more, this person is still my student.

I thought I was ready for everything, but found that I couldn't accept other possibilities.

It turned out that I was not as calm as I thought.

It turns out that things like feelings really cannot be controlled if you want to control them.