just a little like

My name is Gu Luoyao. I am 30 years old. I am single and divorced.

I don't know what kind of evaluation I will get in the eyes of others. Maybe I will say it's a pity. After all, before the divorce, my life was so 'successful'.

They probably can't believe that I understand what happiness is better than before.

I am ashamed to say that I have gone through one-third of the journey in my life, and I finally understand that life is lived by myself, not for others to see.

In one's life, the person who should be the least sorry is himself.

The first time I saw Xiao Yu was at the door of the housekeeping company.

The little one was sitting on the suitcase, holding the mobile phone in his hand, but kept looking at An An, thinking that he was hiding it well, but in fact, others could tell what she was looking at at a glance.

To be honest, I was a little nervous at that moment.

Although this little girl is very similar to that person, even though she looks so innocent and kind, even though she doesn't look like a bad person at all.But out of a mother's instinct, I was on guard against her.

It wasn't until An'an called me that the little girl breathed a sigh of relief, and dragged her suitcase, which looked a bit overwhelmed and had badly worn wheels, to the nearby neighborhood.

It was also at this time that I realized that she had been looking at An An because she was afraid that An An would be taken away by bad guys.

What a silly girl.

She may not know that when she was silently taking care of this child, the child's mother also regarded her as a bad person.

The second time I saw Xiao Yu was at the meeting.

The people from the housekeeping company brought a stack of resumes. The young and beautiful girl put on a sullen face and tried to pretend to be mature. In fact, the photos she took were similar to the photos on her student ID card, and she stood out among a group of 34-year-old aunts.

By coincidence, I left her behind.

"My name is Yu Huan, Yu Wei Yu, Huan Huan of Joy. My family used to run a restaurant, and I had a few short-term orders before, and I also worked as a live-in nanny for a family of five."

Eight-treasure porridge, Bazhen soup, Wuhong soup, Sihong blood-enriching soup, Basa fish fillet, shredded apple, shredded yam, Liujun soup, Lingma catfish.

The little girl looked inexperienced at first glance, and when she said the next two sentences, she glanced at me but didn't look at me, and there were two words written on her face, 'lying'.

But if you look closely, she is actually not the same as that person at all.

Whether it's personality or appearance, there is no similarity at all, and I don't know what I did just now, but I think she is somewhat similar to that person.

Yu Huan may not know that she has a pair of eyes that make one's heart soften.

The watery almond eyes make people think of a frightened deer in the forest. When they are looked at by these eyes, no one can be hard-hearted and blame her for this little lie.

Life is not easy, if it is not forced to be helpless, how could a child who should be enjoying his youth in school appear here.

I laughed, and unconsciously took out the state of teaching a child, hoping to help her relieve some tension.

The third time I saw Xiao Yu was at home.

In fact, when I made an appointment before, I deliberately avoided her.

The conditions here are not good, and the salary that can be offered is not high.According to her conditions, she should be able to find a job with a higher salary.

Maybe some things are destined, the two aunts who came successively were not very satisfied.Asking An An to choose one of the aunts he had met before, he chose the young and beautiful sister.

That's right, An An chose Xiao Yu.

A simple and kind little girl is always very attractive. Not only An An likes her, but even some philistine sister Yang will speak kind words to me in private for her, and hope I can give her a chance to let her come and try.

"You see, a little girl like her is always inappropriate in other people's homes. Even if she doesn't have the heart, it's inevitable that others will use their brains. It just so happens that what you need here is a better craftsman who can take good care of children. You let her She comes over and tries, stay if she thinks it's suitable, if not, I'll find someone for you."

One chose her, the other highly recommended her, and there seemed to be no reason why I should not let her come.

It is undeniable that when I saw Xiao Yu again, I felt a little happy in my heart, just a little, really, just a little.

What is even more surprising is that this 20-year-old girl is very good at cooking, and the spinach that An An doesn't like becomes delicious in her hands.

During the meal, the little girl kept secretly looking at the expressions of An An and me, and her timid look made people want to hug her.In fact, she doesn't have to worry so much at all. She should be confident with such a skill. Even if her salary doubles, there must be someone willing to hire her.

An An really liked her, and after a while, she was able to get together and have a private conversation with her.Even though the voice was so loud that I could hear everything clearly, the two of them still enjoyed it and chatted very speculatively.

I asked An An to call her 'Sister Xiao Yu', just because I thought of the girls in the dance class. They all resisted being called 'Auntie' by children.

I think she probably doesn't like being called like that either.

Sure enough, when she heard An An calling her sister, she was only taken aback for a moment, and soon joined him to play a small game of "whispering" and coaxed An An to eat more meals than usual.

Xiao Yu stayed like this.

An An is very happy, because this beautiful big sister can make spinach that is delicious and not bitter.

I am also happy, because... probably because An An feels happy, he is happy, so I am happy.

The longer we get along, the more I find that Xiao Yu has many advantages.

She is very patient, she will cook various meals in different ways to coax An An to eat more, and she will try to explain some things to An An patiently, even though she often does not understand it herself.

She is also very careful. She will pay attention to my work and rest time and try to match it as much as possible. She will pay attention to the tastes of me and An An and adjust the menu.

She thought I didn't know, but in fact, I saw everything she did.

She is very brave. When she met an unreasonable eldest sister in the movie theater, she rolled up her sleeves and rushed to quarrel with him.The little one stood in front of An'an and me, and didn't flinch from the older sister who was a few laps thicker than her, trying not to let us be bullied.

In fact, I am not as weak as she thinks. If she came a little later, I might have called the person in charge to come over and adjust the monitoring.But the little girl wants to be a little hero for a while, so why should I be so ignorant to sabotage.

It was also the first time that I found that this soft and weak girl had such a pungent side.With sharp teeth and sharp teeth and claws, he is aggressive but makes people feel very cute.

Pushing forward may be the inferiority of human beings. Being protected and tolerated by Xiao Yu time and time again, those squeamishness that has been worn away for a long time seem to have regained some.

Being pampered and pampered by a girl ten years younger than me, I really feel like I'm getting back alive.

But what can I do, even if I want to control it, some things really cannot be controlled.

When I come to my aunt, it is always very difficult and very fragile.

In fact, I am used to it. For so many years, I have been in pain for a day or two every month, and I have to get used to it.

But Xiaoyu seemed to be more nervous than myself. I deliberately teased her that she wanted to drink Coke, and I wanted to laugh when I saw her tangled and helpless expression.But my stomach hurts so bad I can't laugh.

I didn't expect that she would go back and buy so many ingredients just to help me relieve my menstrual pain.

A person who is usually so stingy bought so many things that he was usually reluctant to part with at once and came back. His heart is really warm, and he feels like he is being cared for with care.

I have been married for several years, and I gritted my teeth and persisted every month, and I really got used to it.But suddenly being cared for like this, I realized that I don’t need to force myself to pretend to be strong. Suffering is just uncomfortable, and it’s no big deal to show weakness.

It may be that Xiaoyu's medicated diet helped, and the pain passed faster than before.

My muscles and bones need to be stretched after being nestled for a day. I chose a song at random and let myself move with the music.I knew that Xiaoyu was coming up, and I saw the way she looked at me, admiring and obsessed, but she quickly recovered.

By the time I realized that the little girl might not be very happy, she had already started to teach me a lesson for not taking good care of my body with a serious face.

In fact, it doesn't hurt much anymore, I don't think there is any problem, but it's rare that the little girl is no longer so cautious and timid, so it doesn't matter to listen to her babble.

On Qingming day, Xiao Yu will go back to pay homage to his father who just passed away.

I was a little worried and restless all day.

Such a shock for such a young girl, I don't know how she persevered, but it must have been difficult.

From the moment I picked her up, I realized that something was wrong with her. Sure enough, the girl was secretly drinking there alone at night.

I don't know how to comfort her, so I can only sit by the side and listen to her talking about the little things related to her father.

It was rambling, talking about what was on my mind, but to my own surprise, I didn't find it annoying.If it wasn't for how sentimental she is when she brings it up, I'd even like her to talk a little more.

But I can't, because when she talks about it, although she is smiling, there are always tears in her eyes.

These beautiful eyes are suitable for laughing, not for crying.

She finally fell asleep, and she was still muttering while she was asleep. I seemed to hear my name, but I didn't know what she was talking about.

You're not talking bad about me, are you?

It doesn't look like her expression, it may be that she told her father about her recent situation during the day, and she didn't forget to keep talking about it at night.

I always knew that Xiao Yu was very thin, but I didn't expect her to be so thin.When I carried her back to the bed, it didn't take much effort. She was a light and fluffy little person curled up in my arms, which was very pitiful.

I think I am distressed.

But it was such a painful little girl who did something I didn't have the courage to do.

I don't really want to go to Wu Haoxuan's mother in the hospital, but she is An An's grandmother after all, so it's kind of cruel not to let the old man see her grandson.

What I didn't expect was that my momentary soft-heartedness not only added a burden to myself, but also caused Xiao Yu a lot of trouble.

I know Xiaoyu will be angry, she should be angry, if it were me, I would be angry too.

But she was angry not because she herself had been wronged, which was a bit beyond my expectation.

Looking at Grandma An An's face livid with anger, I admit that I was secretly happy.

It shouldn't be, but I do feel a little happy.

Yu Huan always makes me discover a different version of myself, maybe she is just complaining, but I really want to thank her.

Thank you for coming to my side, thank you for letting me discover more of my true self.