lucky for the rest of my life

The pictures in his mind were played back again and again, and finally stayed on the huge collision sound and his last farewell to the person who had tortured him for several years.

He's back, or he's been back a long time ago, back when he was pushed off the bank by the twins as a child.

But that accident actually caused him to forget the things of his previous life, and it was not until these two accidents in succession that he completely remembered.

But thinking about it was not a pleasant thing, and he even wished he would never think about it.There was an extremely mocking smile on the corner of Su Xing's mouth.

How ironic, the last life was completely ruined by this person, but this life is still entangled with him, and even because of this, he has an evasive mentality, evading and unwilling to face everything.His whole body seems to be split, one is the self in this life, constantly wanting to get closer, wanting to be with him, wanting to go on with him, this feeling is so strong, reminding him over and over again how much he likes it This person; the other is the self in the previous life, licking those wounds over and over again, recalling those dark days.Before he died, he said that he didn't care anymore, but he lied to himself after all.Especially after seeing how good Li Rui really treats a person in this life, those repressed unwillingness, resentment, and sorrow seem to want to break free from the mind of memory every day, and bark their teeth and claws at him... He It's almost unbearable.

He couldn't even tell which one was the real self.He didn't know how to face Li Rui.In the end, he chose to escape.

In fact, many things are already clear, and Li Rui is also reborn.In retrospect, the biggest difference was after he hit Li Rui with a desk lamp.That event was the turning point of all the differences from the previous life.After that, Li Rui became completely different from before.But this is what chills him the most.

Why are the same people treated completely differently?This made Su Xing feel very sad, and at the same time resented Li Rui even more, dissatisfied with him.

There is resentment in the heart, and it is hard to calm down.

After lying down for a while, Su Xing collected his emotions and called An Cheng, telling him that he would not go to the company these days and let him watch more.

An Cheng didn't know what happened, but he could hear that Su Xing was in a bad mood, so he agreed very simply.After arranging everything, Su Xing seemed to have exhausted the last of his strength, curled up on the bed and fell asleep.

On the other side, listening to the busy tone in his hand, Li Rui froze there motionless as if he had lost his soul.He held the phone tightly in his hand as if holding his last straw.

Su Yutang felt that something was wrong with Li Rui's mood, but now he was more concerned about Su Xing's situation, and he didn't care about Li Rui's state at all.

"What did Xiao Xing say? Where is he now?" Su Yutang asked and wanted to pull the phone out of Li Rui's hand, but he didn't twitch after a while. tensed up.

"Why, does Young Master Li still lack my mobile phone?" Su Yutang said sarcastically.

Pulled back abruptly by Su Yutang's actions, Li Rui spent all his willpower to suppress the constantly collapsing emotions.He told himself over and over in his heart that Su Xing didn't say he couldn't come back, he just went out to play for a few days.There is no one around him now, so I have to find him quickly to protect him.

Relying on this belief, Li Rui forced himself to calm down.He threw the phone to Su Yutang, and strode out of Qingyuan.

He still has a lot of things to do now, and he must not lose his mind!

Both the Su family and the Li family soon found out that the first time the two families joined forces was to find a young man. It was too easy for these two families to find someone in such a small place in City A. After half a day, Su Xing's address was found.

Su Xing himself knew that he would be found soon, so he didn't bother to hide his whereabouts at all.He just doesn't want to see Li Rui for the time being, he needs to calm down, otherwise he is afraid that he will do something irrational.

Su Lan was the first to see Su Xing.

Su Xing opened the door of the hotel room and let her in sideways.

In fact, he had just met Su Lan not long ago, but seeing her now suddenly felt like it had been a long time, familiar and unfamiliar.

"Xiao Xing, I brought you a small dessert." Su Lan raised the things in her hand.It was freshly baked by her, and there was a rich aroma in the area.

Su Xing felt very uncomfortable.

Seeing him standing there without moving, Su Lan yelled again, with a hint of caution in her voice.

Su Xing suppressed the complicated emotions in his eyes, and silently took the dessert from Su Lan's hand.

Seeing this, Su Lan breathed a sigh of relief, with a smile in her eyes.

In silence, Su Xing finished the dessert brought by Su Lan.

"Xiao Xing, can I send a few people to protect you? I'm worried about you being outside alone."

A woman's intuition is a strange thing, especially when it comes to people close to her.As soon as Su Lan saw Su Xing, she felt that Su Xing was not in the right mood, but she didn't ask anything, didn't ask him why he came out of Li's house all of a sudden, didn't ask him why he didn't come to Su's house, why he felt the same as theirs. The relationship is more distant.Her gut told her something bad might happen if she asked.The more you care, the more careful you will be.So she expressed her intentions very directly.

Su Xing looked at him and didn't speak. There seemed to be a lot of things in those eyes that were always clear before.That look made Su Lan's heart skip a beat, and even before she could react, her heart ached.

Su Xing didn't make her wait too long, and after a short while, he opened his mouth and said, "Okay, but I hope you won't come to me again these two days... It's not safe outside."

Listening to the first half of the sentence, Su Lan's heart immediately felt cold, but the second half of the sentence barely pulled her out of the boundless panic.She seemed to feel that the real reason was not this, but at this moment she would rather believe what Su Xing lied to her.

"Okay, don't worry, I can rest assured that someone is protecting you."

Su Xing knew that what he said would probably hurt Su Lan's heart, but he said it anyway.He finally knew why he always wanted to be close and stay away when facing Su Lan, so no matter how close Su Lan was, his reaction seemed to be indifferent.

That's because of the complaints from my previous life.Even though he knew that this emotion was unreasonable, even unreasonable, it still really existed.He was blaming her, blaming her for why she hadn't found herself after being trapped in City A for more than four years in her previous life, and even blaming her for losing herself in the first place... But, how can these be said to be Su Lan's? What's wrong?She was not wrong at all, perhaps the biggest mistake in her life was that she was entrusted with inhumanity.

With Su Xing's acquiescence, some people appeared around him, and these people protected him without any trace.And Li Rui was among these people.

He and Su Xing seem to have returned to the way he was when he was just reborn. At that time, he was like now, hiding in the car, guarding him downstairs and watching him carefully.After Su Xing said that sentence, he knew that Su Xing was reborn just like him.

He could feel the secret joy in his heart, but at the same time, the greater panic was.He hoped that Su Xing would have memories of their time together, but at the same time he also knew that those memories were not good.He was formed from the darkest days of Su Xing's life.So he was afraid and afraid that Su Xing would really be reborn like him.In order to put an end to this hidden danger, he took great pains to let Su Xing live in the area he designated. He separated all the people who had relations with him and Su Xing from the previous generation to prevent them from appearing in Su Xing again and becoming his own. Remembering the opportunity of the previous life, even Jiang Xu and Su Xing have never met him in this life.He knew that he looked like an unfounded worry, but he was afraid, so he couldn't stand even the slightest accident.

However, no matter how prepared he was, he did not expect that there would still be a loophole.

A fierce look appeared on Li Rui's face.He should have kept Liu Ruqian away from her the first time she appeared!In his previous life, his temper was much worse than now. It's not that he didn't know some things Liu Ruqian did, but he didn't care at all.Although the Liu family did intend to marry the Li family, he clearly rejected it.What he said at the time was quite rude, and the Liu family hadn't looked for him since then, and the defense around him was excellent, so Liu Ruqian seldom appeared in front of him.And in this life, after his relationship with Su Xing improved, he devoted all his attention to the bad Su Xing, and he would not waste his time on this woman, but he never thought that she would take advantage of her loopholes.

From the moment Li Rui recovered his memory, he knew that they couldn't go back.But he is not reconciled!Some things, as long as you have it, you can't bear to let it go.It was not easy for him to get Su Xing's affection in his life. Once he had the feeling of being liked by Su Xing, he could no longer bear to lose it.

As long as he thought that Su Xing might never want to see him again, he would feel heartbroken and unable to control himself.He simply couldn't imagine what would happen without Su Xing, that was not gouging out his flesh, but killing him.

But now he didn't dare to see Su Xing at all, he was afraid.He was afraid that as soon as he saw him, he would lock him up like in his previous life without hesitation, and if that was the case, it would really be over.

So he could only hide so far away, watching the man carefully.Just being able to look at him like this would give him a lot of peace of mind.

The author has something to say: So, Su Xing actually came back earlier, but by mistake, he forgot.