lucky for the rest of my life

Su Xing stayed in the cemetery for a long time, and stopped talking when he finished talking later, just sat there silently, as if he was recalling, but also seemed to be in a daze.Seeing his appearance, Li Rui didn't dare to speak, so he could only stand aside and accompany him silently.It was not until evening that Su Xing stood up.Maybe it was because he squatted for too long and got up so hard that his eyes were dark when he got up, and he staggered, Li Rui immediately stepped forward to support him.

"Thank you." Su Xing smiled and took his hand away again.

Li Rui didn't care, just watched him take two steps, and looked away when he seemed to be all right, and asked, "Ah Xing, you haven't eaten at noon, are you hungry?"

"I'm sorry, I forgot the time." Only then did Su Xing realize that it had been such a long time, and he looked at Li Rui apologetically, "I'll take you to dinner."

"Okay." The smile on Li Rui's lips suddenly deepened, "What do you want to take me to eat?"

"What do you want to eat?" Seeing him smiling so happily, Su Xing felt a little relieved for no reason.

"Ashin, take me to the places you often eat and go to."

Su Xing looked at him, stunned for a moment, then laughed, his eyes seemed to be brightened: "Okay, as long as you don't dislike him."

Li Rui smiled and said nothing, Su Xing would never know that there was a person who regretted a lot after he left in the last life, but he didn't even have the chance to repent.He used to look for the traces of his existence time and time again, the place where he grew up, the place where he grew up, the place where he went to school, the things he ate, the road he walked... He used to find it again and again He has sought, walked, seen, and tried, and he thought about his demeanor when he did these things, but he never saw him again.Now, what a blessing, God gave him another chance, the person he had thought for so many years could accompany him to see the scenery that he could only explore by himself in his last life.

Su Xing took Li Rui to the place he used to go to when he was in elementary school. There really wasn't anything delicious there. They were all common things here, such as tofu nao, deep-fried dough sticks, sesame seed cakes, pickles, vegetable pancakes...all of them The most common snack on the side.

"Do you eat spicy food?" Su Xing asked Li Rui.

"food."

So Su Xing brought Li Rui a bowl of tofu nao, added some chili after putting away the brine, and bought him a medium-spicy vegetable pancake. Fearing that he would not eat enough, he bought him another pancake and served a Small dish of pickles.

"Let's eat and eat." Su Xing said.

Li Rui immediately started eating.

Tofu nao is sold in cities A and J, but it is called differently in different places, and the method is even more different. It is like the tofu nao at Su Xing’s house. The seasoning is mainly salty marinade. Pot stew, one side is spicy, and the other side is not spicy.What Su Xing put for Li Rui was spicy marinade, and then some MSG and sesame oil.Li Rui was sweating profusely after eating the pancakes. After eating the pancakes, he began to eat oil cakes with pickles.

He looked up, and the porridge in Su Xing's bowl had also been finished, waiting for him.

The porridge sold at Su Xing's house is to be eaten with salted beans, but Su Xing doesn't like it, so he always only eats porridge without beans.

Li Rui looked at it and pushed the pancake in front of him.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Li Rui asked him.

"No, I'm full, you can eat, I bought it for you." Su Xing shook his head.

"But you bought too much, I can't eat it." Li Rui looked at Su Xing and said with a smile, "Ah Xing, are you going to raise me like a pig?"

Su Xing also laughed when he heard the words. The bright smile on the youthful face seemed to be able to soften people's hearts, "How can there be such a handsome pig like you? I'm afraid you won't be full."

"I can't eat it, Su Xing, you bought too much, and you eat so little yourself, it's not fair, you have to eat more."

Su Xing was tortured by Li Rui. Firstly, he was not good at rejecting other people's kindness. For those kind behaviors, he would always try to respond as much as possible. Secondly, he was afraid that he would really buy too much to support Li Rui. , so I grabbed a few pieces and ate them.Li Rui took care of the rest.

"I'm so full." Walking on the road, Li Rui leaned on Su Xing and said.

Su Xing pushed him, "I thought you wouldn't be used to it."

He really didn't expect that there would be such a day that this picky young master would eat with him at a small roadside stall.

Li Rui smiled and said nothing, even if it was something he was not used to, he got used to it after a few years of eating.

"I remember you like to drink bean curd, why did you drink porridge this time?"

"It's too late, I didn't eat anything at noon, and I can't eat spicy things. But I like to drink spicy tofu nao, the kind with a lot of chili. Or I like spicy things, but I have a bad stomach, often I can’t eat it, I can only eat a little occasionally, and I have to worry about whether my stomach will hurt.” Su Xing said with a smile

"It's okay, I will take you to eat a lot of delicious food in the future." Li Rui changed his mind after thinking about it, "No, I will prepare a lot of delicious food for you to eat."

"Okay."

Under the street lamp, Su Xing looked at Li Rui and smiled happily. Li Rui watched, the tips of his ears hidden under the black hair couldn't help turning a little red.

"Xing, where are you taking me?"

"Let me take you to a place I liked to go when I was a child."

Finally, Su Xing took Li Rui to a river in the village.

"This is the place I liked to stay when I was a child." Su Xing looked at the river and said, "The water in the river was much clearer than it is now, and there is soft yarn when you step on it, which is very comfortable. Summer When I was young, I liked to go to the river to catch fish, touch shrimp, and catch crabs."

Su Xing said, with a look of nostalgia in his eyes, "There are not many things for children in the countryside to play. In summer, they all like to soak in the river. It is very lively to watch! Those children also know how to measure and will not go to the river. Go to the deep place, just play in the shallow place, and you can see the fish swimming in the river when you lower your head, and the shrimps are also scurrying about.”

"One time I caught a lot of fish, and when I got home, my grandma made fish soup with that fish, which was very fresh! It was the first time I drank fish soup, but I only drank one bowl."

Su Xing spoke lightly, but Li Rui didn't know why, but he felt distressed. No one told him this when he came here before, and he wanted to hug Su Xing, so he did.

"Su Xing, it's okay, I'll make you whatever you want to eat in the future, I'll take you wherever you want to go, and I'll accompany you whatever you want."

Su Xing was stunned for a moment, feeling that his eyes were suddenly a little sore, he blinked and suppressed the sourness forcefully.He didn't know how Li Rui could hear the loneliness in his tone.Su Xing was lonely when he was young, or he has been lonely since childhood.As a child, Su Xing longed to communicate with others.Su Xing was a child of someone else's family since he was a child. He was well-behaved, sensible, obedient, and good-looking since he was a child, but he was not Su Dexi's own child. Just like what Su Dexi said, he was bought.Coupled with the exclusion of his two younger brothers, it can be said that Su Xing was always alone when he was a child. He did not have the playmates that normal children should have. His younger brothers did not welcome him. Although his older sister did not say that he hated him, But I can't say I like him.Therefore, he is all alone, eating, sleeping, and playing alone. When he is a little older and able to go to school, he will go to school, work alone, and for some special reasons, the time for playing It is even less pitiful.Later, when he entered junior high school, even the only person who cared about him passed away, so he didn't even bother to make friends. Besides going to school, he tried to save money to pay tuition every day.

"Li Rui, why are you being so nice to me?" Su Xing was hugged by Li Rui, and could only lie in his arms and asked sullenly, "To be honest, don't lie to me."

"Because I like you." Li Rui blurted out.

As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned, Li Rui hurriedly pushed Su Xing away, but Su Xing lowered his head, he couldn't see his expression.The moonlight cast a shadow on the two of them, Li Rui swallowed nervously, and his heart beat instantly faster.

He opened his mouth to explain, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't utter a single word.He held Su Xing's arms with both hands, stared at him closely, took a breath and said, "Ah Xing, I won't lie to you, I told you before that I like you, I am I really really like you, I like you more deeply than I like you, I like you even more than I like myself. Xing, do you understand?"

Su Xing didn't speak, Li Rui kept staring at him, but Su Xing just lowered his head and didn't even look at him, Li Rui felt his heart sinking little by little, and his mind began to think in a mess.For a while, I thought about what to do if Su Xing got angry?After a while, I thought about what to do if Su Xing ignored him anymore?After a while, he thought about what to do if Su Xing escaped. It was impossible for him to lock him again.After much deliberation, there is no way.At this time, Su Xing spoke.

"It hurts." Su Xing said.

"What?" Li Rui didn't hear clearly for a while.

"My arm hurts from your grip." Su Xing said again.

Li Rui let go of his hand at once, and stretched out his hand to grab Su Xing's arm again. Looking at Su Xing's arm, he knew that his hands were always strong, but he didn't pay attention this time.

"It's okay." Su Xing avoided his hand, didn't let him touch it, and looked up into his eyes, "Li Rui, let me tell you about my past."

"Other things will be discussed after you listen to me."

"Okay." Li Rui nodded. Anyway, as long as you don't directly refuse, there is hope, right?In fact, it doesn't matter even if he refuses, the worst is that Su Xing ignores him again.Even so, he will follow Su Xing and protect him well. If Su Xing really doesn't want to see him, he can just watch him from a distance where he can't see. Worse isn't it?At least in this life, I can guard a living Su Xing and protect him under my wings. In the last life, I didn't even have the chance to see this person again.

The author has something to say: Yesterday was a memorable day, because the author received the first comment from the little cutie, so happy! !And also added two favorites, cheers! !So I decided to add another day on Tuesday.So happy^_^! !