truth or Dare

Xiao Yaowen's birthday falls on Christmas every year. In the past every year at this time, Dou Heng kept busy sending him messages to discuss how to celebrate.It's just that this year is different. Since the second half of this year when they started their sophomore year, almost every time they met, Xiao Yaowen would have an awkward fight. Even Xiao Yaowen himself was surprised. He who is usually able to handle the work of the class and clubs, why has he been in the past half a year? Whenever I meet Dou Heng once, I will be awkward for several days. I don’t know why I am awkward, but as long as the relationship between him and Dou Heng is involved, he will jump the wall in a hurry, as if someone has seen through his mind Like the famous "jumping clown", I am afraid that others will not see how clumsy I am.

Dou Heng made an exception this year, and on the night of "Christmas Eve", he still did not contact Xiao Yaowen.Xiao Yaowen saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart, but he still couldn't put down his face and asked Dou Heng to apologize.All along, he has always been a person who couldn't be more proud, especially in front of his feelings. Over the years, he has vaguely realized that Dou Heng has some meaning for him. After all, life Alive, how many people can stay with a person for 5 years without complaint or regret?

But the two of them never tell the truth, and even laughed at the rumors in the college. Although they kept whitewashing the status of "friends" between the two, when you like someone, the light in your eyes After all, it can't be hidden, especially since entering the sophomore year, the two of them kept fighting behind their backs, secretly probing, whether they would still violate the rules and be noticed by the other party.

He said he was crazy about himself, so why not himself?I have already roughly guessed that you like me, but I don’t really want you to like me. After all, compared to you, I am too despicable. A liking that doesn't get a response, after all, still makes me anxious, just like that, I mustered up the courage to tell you countless times——Xiao Yaowen likes you, but every time it comes to my lips, it becomes a joke again.

With schizophrenia so far, can't he still be called a "lunatic"?

Some people were anxious, but those who were silent remained silent. On Christmas Day, Dou Heng still did not contact Xiao Yaowen.

On his birthday, after cutting the birthday cake, Xiao Yaowen kept pouring bottle after bottle into his mouth. There were thousands of partings in the world, you and I had a huge quarrel, and then you left with a bang. Leave me alone, if your liking can only go so far, let me get drunk for a while, while being self-indulgent, while being drunk and dreaming, while falling into the darkness, while looking at you again in the dream.

Xiao Yaowen gradually lost consciousness. In a daze, he seemed to have thrown himself into the arms of a person. The breath of that person reminded him involuntarily of the person who always made him scratch his head. In a trance, he began to call that person The person's name, I want to tell him all the love I have hidden in my heart all these years.

The next day, when Xiao Yaowen woke up, it was already afternoon, and the sun was shining outside the window. He got up together, his whole body was sore, and he struggled to get out of bed. There were several boxes of gastric medicine on the table under the bed, and there was no message next to it, only a cup Water and boxes of medicine.Xiao Yaowen was in a daze, and he couldn't remember what happened after he was drunk. He only remembered that at the last moment when he closed his eyes, he threw himself into the embrace of a person. The embrace of that person was very similar to the person he had been waiting for. It was so warm. It made him want to blurt out all the grievances of these years, but he was not sure whether he blurted out in the end, and whether that person was the person he had been waiting for.

It is estimated that Lao Qin and the others also asked for leave for themselves, and they didn’t have to go to class. They casually flipped through books and watched videos in the dormitory. Three or two hours passed. If I wanted to eat, I simply changed my clothes and wandered around by myself in a cafeteria.In a cafeteria with side dishes, appetizers relying on sour and salty side dishes, drank a bowl of porridge, before passing by the milk tea shop, I happened to remember that a student from the School of Life Sciences I met at the club and fraternity told me about something. The milk tea at the milk tea window in the cafeteria is delicious, so I don’t care if I have a stomach problem or not, so I just walked over to the milk tea shop.

"Hello, what would you like?" the waitress in overalls asked him.

"Have a cup of brown sugar milk tea!" Xiao Yaowen looked at the milk tea menu on the table and ordered one at random.

"Okay, a cup of brown sugar milk tea, 7 yuan." The waitress counted a number in front of the campus card machine, and Xiao Yaowen swiped the card without any hassle.

Then, the waitress made milk tea, there were not many people in front of the window, Xiao Yaowen had nothing to do, looked at the menu on the table to play, there was a kind of milk tea called "encounter", a name that couldn't be more beautiful, thinking about the next time Must try!

As soon as his mind was distracted, the cell phone in Xiao Yaowen's hand suddenly rang. Xiao Yaowen glanced at it and picked it up. "

"Hello~"

"Xiao Yaowen, where are you now?" Lao Qin asked on the phone.

"Eat in the canteen, what do you want to bring?"

"No, just take care of yourself, don't fucking kill yourself on your birthday next year!"

"Ah."

The two sides fell silent.

"What happened to you and Dou Heng?"

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yaowen took the milk tea, nodded to the waiter, and walked away.

"What's the matter? Then you crawled on someone while drunk yesterday, not only scolded him bloody, but also vomited all over him."

"I……"

How is this going?Don't you want to confess to him?Why did you become scolding him?

"Apologize to someone earlier! If he hadn't been taking care of you back and forth last night, you would have died of a stomach problem! Don't you know you have a stomach problem? You still have to drink so much wine! Just die as soon as possible!" After speaking, Qin Rui hung up the phone.

Qin Rui's words made Xiao Yaowen upset, holding a cup of milk tea, he wanted to call Dou Heng, after thinking about it, he still couldn't save face.When did I start to become such a mother-in-law?After entanglement and entanglement, I finally decided to make a compromise and simply send a WeChat message to Dou Heng.

Xiao Yaowen opened WeChat, clicked on the WeChat dialog box, and found that there was an additional message in it, which was Dou Heng's reply to him later: "I will go there after handing over the department work with the teacher at night." The time was 3:26 yesterday afternoon point.

Seeing this news, Xiao Yaowen suddenly felt that his old habit of quitting WeChat and QQ is really not good, it seems that he still has to change it!

Xiao Yaowen sent Dou Heng a message:

-Where?

The message came back quickly.

-Houshan Pedestrian Street, departmental gatherings.

-oh.

-how?something?

- nothing , just ask where you are now

-Um.

Dou Heng was a little cold, Xiao Yaowen was a little lost, even Xiao Yaowen didn't notice that he started another topic.

- How many people are there?

- It's okay, just the people in the department.

-oh.

-Um.

Fuck!What does he mean?What does it mean to always answer "um" to yourself?Is it that impatient?Xiao Yaowen sent another message with a smile on his face.

-Your deputy department should be there, right?

- well, yes.

Xiao Yaowen had already pressed the next sentence. After thinking about it, he still didn't send it out. However, he deleted the message and felt unwilling, so he wrote it again. After a moment of hesitation, he still sent it out.

- Is Liang Sijie here?

-exist.

Oh shit!Dou Heng, what do you mean!Lao Tzu is declaring sovereignty!what the fuck do you meanJust go back to me like this?Xiao Yaowen was already roaring in his heart, but he still kept smiling on the surface. In order to show that his words and deeds were consistent, he also sent a "smiling face" to Dou Heng.

Unexpectedly, Dou Heng also gave him a "smiling face" back, and then... then there was nothing more.

Xiao Yaowen held his breath in his heart, drinking a cup of milk tea, pulling a bag, and inserting a pipe were all like "shredding the devil with his hands", for fear that outsiders would not be able to see that he was angry.

At around 7 o'clock in the evening, he was sitting alone on the edge of the fence in front of the school's "Lover Lake", and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became!Damn it, Dou Heng, what the hell do you mean, half a month ago, you said to me "I love you forever", and half a month later, I replied so coldly, I'm afraid that others won't know how sorry I am for you, right? ?Isn't it just a confession?Who wouldn't?Dou Heng, don't fucking underestimate me!Anyway, just like what Lao Qin and the others said, regardless of whether you take off the order or not, you are still a dog, so I might as well just be a dog for you, anyway, the Lord is willing, and if you don't accept it, come and bite the Lord!

Thinking about it this way, Xiao Yaowen simply took out the mobile phone from his coat pocket and stood up while taking it. From the moment he dialed the phone, his whole body was like ants crawling. He felt trembling but stiff and dared not move.

Dou Heng's phone was connected, and Dou Heng replied "Hello~" as usual, behind which were noisy voices of men and women.

Xiao Yaowen's whole body was trembling all the time, he took several breaths, but still couldn't hold back his heartbeat, moved his lips several times, but still didn't make a sound.

"Hello?" Dou Heng continued to ask, "Xiao Yaowen?"

Xiao Yaowen still didn't answer, seeing Dou Heng's voice approaching far and near on the phone several times, he seemed to have finally lost his patience and was about to hang up the phone, Xiao Yaowen finally made a sound, he called out: "Dou Heng!"

Dou Heng was about to make a sound, Xiao Yaowen hurriedly blocked his words: "Dou Heng, I fucking like you! I have liked you for a long time, this is the truth, not a big risk! You he Damn, if you dare to talk about big adventures with me again, I will kick your "fairy" face directly, do you believe it?"

After Xiao Yaowen finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, but his heart was still restless for a long time.

After that, Dou Heng never contacted Xiao Yaowen again, which made Xiao Yaowen feel like a dream, as if he had never confessed his love to Dou Heng in reality, and all this was just a dream of his.

Shortly after New Year's Day, the winter vacation was about to begin. Ever since he told Dou Heng that he liked him, although he hadn't received a response for a long time, Xiao Yaowen was not in a hurry, and his heart was even rarer. He passed the "end of term" smoothly "Death Penalty Week", after going to the evening class reunion, this restless first semester of sophomore year came to an end.

Xiao Yaowen originally thought it was a class gathering that couldn't be more ordinary, but he didn't expect that this gathering almost completely changed the trajectory of his life for the rest of his life. It was certain that there would be someone in his future life who would make him both Scratching your ears and scratching your cheeks is as sweet as a cane.

What Xiao Yaowen didn't expect at the party that day was that in the middle of the party, Dou Heng appeared out of thin air like that, sat next to him naturally, picked up the orange juice he put on the table without changing his expression, took a sip, Then put it back in his hand to show that it tastes good, and then signal him to drink it.

During the period, the two of them didn't talk much, and Dou Heng didn't join in the fun with other people, so he just exchanged a few words with Jiang Ting and the others, and nothing else.On the contrary, Xiao Yaowen couldn't restrain his heart beating wildly. He went to the toilet several times in the middle, and every time he came back, he wanted to change his seat, but in the end he still bit the bullet and sat next to Dou Heng.

Not many people came to this year's class reunion, only a small number, which was not interesting. After 11 o'clock, everyone was thinking about going back.Xiao Yaowen followed behind the large army alone, but he still couldn't hide the restlessness in his heart. What was the reason for his sudden appearance?After confessing to him, I haven't contacted me for more than half a month. What is he thinking?

Xiao Yaowen was thinking all the way, and before he knew it, Dou Heng came to his side, and the two started to stand side by side, the down jackets on their bodies rubbed casually, and both blushed and turned their heads away.

"Cough!" Dou Heng first "coughed" and then said: "Are you going back tomorrow?"

"Yes." Xiao Yaowen replied.

Dou Heng thought for a while, looked up at the sky, and said, "There are no stars tonight!"

"En." Xiao Yaowen smiled without saying a word.

"Have you eaten well recently?"

"Yes~" Xiao Yaowen answered quite easily this time.

"Well, I will finish the exam next week, you wait for me for a few days, let's go back together!" After waiting for a while, Dou Heng wiped his nose again and said.

"Oh~" Xiao Yaowen couldn't hold back, he was about to laugh in his heart.

Dou Heng wiped his nose again, and continued: "What you told me that night was serious, right?"

"En." Xiao Yaowen unexpectedly replied without any hesitation.

Dou Heng looked at him, nodded, and suddenly changed the subject: "Time is really fast, another semester has passed!"

"Yes." Xiao Yaowen still responded.

"Speaking of which, I haven't asked you carefully all this time. Do you have any plans after graduation?" Dou Heng suddenly turned to ask Xiao Yaowen, with a serious tone.

Xiao Yaowen was a little surprised by Dou Heng's serious tone, but he didn't think too much, and answered Dou Heng's question according to his heart: "Yes, why not? There is no one in the family who engages in art, so you must think about it in advance! Otherwise, you still want to rely on my dad? He will also set up a tennis court. I can play football and basketball well, so let’s forget about opening a tennis court..."

"Learn, tennis looks okay, you should be able to!" Dou Heng said.

Xiao Yaowen glanced at Dou Heng, and said, "Forget it! I'm too old to learn, and besides... let me tell you, just the few tennis courts my dad set up..."

"What happened to your dad's tennis court?" Dou Heng continued to ask.

"Just my dad's tennis court..." When Dou Heng asked, Xiao Yaowen started talking, and just about to continue, Dou Heng suddenly interjected calmly——

"let's be together."

Xiao Yaowen paused, then nodded: "Yes."

The two couldn't hide the smiles on their faces, and both twisted their necks in embarrassment. Later, Dou Heng continued to ask: "What did you just say? How is your dad's tennis court?"

"Hey, just my dad's tennis court, the size is the same as a golf course, the environment is really good, let me tell you. I always thought that you can't play tennis like me, so I never asked you to go there. If there is a chance, I will definitely take you there, even if we don’t fight, then we have to see, see the world, and compare the difference between a local tyrant and a college student, don’t you think?”

"Yes, yes, yes!" Dou Heng began to respond again, and when "yes, yes" was finished, he didn't know what to say for a while, and the relationship between the two became inexplicably ambiguous again, and the two began to disagree again. Feeling embarrassed, he touched his nose and neck.

"After you told me last time, I thought a lot..." After a while, Dou Heng changed the subject again.

"Huh?" Xiao Yaowen didn't react immediately, and turned to look at Dou Heng.

"...I'm not sure if I can give you the love and freedom you want, but what I'm sure of is that all I need is you alone..." Dou Heng also looked at Xiao Yaowen as he spoke, and they met Xiao Yaowen Shi Shi: "No one else can satisfy me, only you can satisfy me."

After listening, Xiao Yaowen was taken aback for a moment, he didn't know what to do for a moment, he could only look at Dou Heng next to him dryly, and stared at Dou Heng.

Not long after, Dou Heng smiled and said to him: "Your father's basketball court, when I'm on vacation?" After finishing speaking, he raised his eyebrows.

Xiao Yaowen was startled, and suddenly came back to his senses, and motioned for Dou Heng to walk side by side with him, and then he started bluffing again: "Then why don't you wait for your vacation? What are you thinking about?"

……

You don’t have to be sure anymore, I can be sure, in this world, only you, not only makes me feel trapped by love, but also makes me free physically and mentally, everything about me is controlled by you.

The author has something to say: here we come~

Scattering flowers ~ Dou Xiao baby 99999

☆、Chapter 32