Even if the long strip hangs like the old one

Time flies, this is the second spring I have lived in Chuyang, the April wind is warm and suffocating, I lean on the porch, squint my eyes and pick up the jade pot. On the one hand, I drank up the wine that my second brother entrusted someone to bring over. Although it is wine, it is also fruit wine made from fruits. No, the second is that Zhang Cheng is in charge of me and doesn't allow me to drink. I guess it's my father's idea again.When I first came to Chuyang, I had a chronic cough, and it took me a year to get better. I heard people in the house say that my mother died of tuberculosis. My father was so worried that he didn't dare to urge me to go back. Well, Chu Yang is far away from the imperial capital, and the world is so big that he is more at ease than in Chang'an.

"The lint is up, young master, go back to the house earlier, be careful you will cough for a few more days." Zhang Cheng muttered, picked up the jug I threw on the ground, frowned, and looked at me complainingly.

I smiled at him, looked at the cotton wool floating in the air in the yard, and said to Zhang Cheng: "Chang'an should also be like this at this time."

"If you get tired of living in Chuyang, you might as well go back and have a look. You have been away from home for more than two years, and the young master misses you and the others."

I stretched, yawned, thought of my father's trembling gray beard, and said with a smile, "I miss Chang'an's thirteenth month. Chuyang is such a fairy place, I still can't bear to go back."

Some cotton wool flew into my nose, and I sneezed and rubbed my nose in a hurry, feeling a little itchy, looking at the spring and scenery outside, I couldn't help feeling excited, and said to Zhang Cheng: "Let's go out for a walk. "

Zhang Cheng said anxiously from behind: "Several letters came from Chang'an, but you haven't replied yet, young master."

I was a little impatient in my heart, and waved my hand and said: "My father and my brother just answered those letters casually for me, just asking when I will go home."

"Master, you forgot, the young master is going to get married in August."

Zhang Cheng's words reminded me that my father seemed to have mentioned my elder brother's engagement in the previous letter.

"And the second young master also made an engagement earlier."

I'm not sure about this, it's because I didn't read the contents of the previous letter carefully.

"Whose daughter is the elder brother going to marry?" I asked.

"Miss Shen, Shen Weiwei."

It's the Shen family, Aunt Shen's natal family, I nodded, General Shen has made great military exploits and plays an important role in the court, and Shen Weiwei still wants to call Aunt Shen a aunt, I'm a little messed up, it would be nice to say that it would be nice to have more kisses, But this name is always a bit embarrassing.

"Which family is the second brother engaged to?"

During my absence, so many things happened at home.

"It seems to be the youngest daughter of Mrs. Chen's family."

I calculated the date and hurriedly asked Zhang Cheng, "Then my elder brother and second elder brother are going to get married on the same day?"

Zhang Cheng frowned and said, "Naturally, the eldest and young master got married first."

I thought about it, and this is the reason. I actually asked a stupid question. It seems that An Yi has been too long, and my mind can't turn.

A figure floated in my mind, and I asked Zhang Cheng casually: "That little girl Zhang Ke sent away all the marriage proposals?"

Since Zhang Ke’s first month of this year, there have been quite a few people who proposed marriage, but they were all driven away by Zhang Ke. My eldest sister entered the palace last year, and I heard that she was favored constantly. I remembered that my eldest sister had always looked indifferent and alienated. These methods will not be favored for such a long time without being calculated. I heard that the eldest sister was named a noble concubine as soon as she entered the palace. The queen's seat has been vacant for many years. The emperor will definitely make my eldest sister a queen in order to win over the power in the court. , it's just a matter of time.

Zhang Cheng nodded again, and continued, "We haven't been in Chang'an for the past two years, but the city has undergone many changes."

There is a desire in my heart that is about to move around, as if it is about to burst out, I can't stop it, there is no wine here, it's time to go back and get the thirteen months,

I was on the road the next month, the carriage swayed all the way to the north, Zhang Cheng sat with the driver, chatting about the strange things that happened in the capital, and there were only a dozen or so servants accompanying me.When I first came to Chuyang, my father sent more than a hundred servants, doctors, officials and cooks. The county magistrate of Chuyang and his wife came to visit me, which annoyed me so much that I finally drove these people back. A servant with a familiar face, my father only thought that he would come back after a short period of time to recuperate, but he didn't expect that I would live here for a long time, and I only rushed back for a few days on my father's birthday. Please leave, and now that you leave this Chu Yang, you don't know when you will come again.

I miss the wine at home, and my group of cronies. I left in a hurry and didn't say hello. Now that I'm back, I have to get together.

It was late spring when we left, and when we arrived in Chang'an, the weather was already hot. Without the warmth of spring, the heat spread from the neck to the ankles. Chuyang is warm in all seasons. When we returned to Chang'an, it was so hot that I couldn't help it. Dad was afraid that I couldn't take it anymore, so he sent someone to bring ice cubes, piled them on the table, and ordered someone to fan them with a fan. I thought it was a novelty, it was a good idea, but after I fanned it a few times, I asked someone to take it down .

Eldest brother was busy with political affairs before and rarely came home. Eldest sister entered the palace, and I haven’t seen him since I left home. Second elder brother entered the imperial court in one fell swoop last year. It's been a few days, except for the day I went home to have dinner with my father, and I have never met her. Compared with two years ago, this girl is calmer, and she is more lively. Although she no longer quarrels with me, she doesn't No matter what I say, I have nothing to do, but secretly drank all the wine in the wine cellar at home.

The night was sweltering, Zhang Cheng was holding a fan on one side, impatient between his brows and eyes, I was lying on the bed, lying on my side, holding a story book in my hand, it was written a story about a scholar and a little tree demon, I read Lai thought it was interesting, so he said to Zhang Cheng: "You said that there are many talents in Chang'an City, and the writing of this story is really interesting."

Zhang Cheng sneered, raised his eyebrows and said, "Isn't that the story written on it? Master, aren't you good at making up stories?"

Although this was a compliment, it sounded really awkward. I threw the notebook to him, turned over, and said to him with my back: "I'll go to sleep first, call me when I have dinner."

Zhang Cheng's complaining voice came from behind: "Master, you've been eating or sleeping all day long, and you've been lying on the bed even reading a script. You've gained weight these days."

I stretched my arms, yawned, and asked, "It's so hot outside, where can I go, master?"

Zhang Cheng got up and poured a glass of water, handed it to me, and said, "Master, this illness has changed his temperament. In the past, he would run to Liuchun Garden regardless of the wind and rain, but now he doesn't leave the gate. She is more beautiful than Second Miss."

I almost choked on the water when I heard this, Zhang Ke is still a lady?

"Is this the young master's illness or Mr. Liu taught it?" Zhang Cheng said to himself.

This is Zhang Cheng's first mention of Liu Zhouwen. I haven't heard from him for a long time. I know that my undiscovered emotions will never come to the fore. Just hearing his name, It has already made my heart turbulent, the cold comes and the summer goes, autumn harvests and winter storage.

"In the past few days, I've heard outside that Mr. Liu seems to be married. It seems that the marriage was made before we left Chang'an. I don't know how to get married now."

"Snapped-"

"Master, are you alright?"

I looked down at the shattered teacup, and the light yellow tea fell to the ground and lost its color, leaving only a damp mass.

He is married, Liu Zhouwen is married, he will have a normal life, he will be harmonious, he will have children around his knees, and he will enjoy family happiness, Zhang Yan, what are you expecting?My heart seemed to be gone, empty.

"Master, you should also..."

Zhang Cheng picked up the broken cups on the ground, glanced at me, didn't say anything, went out after tidying up silently, and closed the door quietly.

I looked at the table and window in front of me as if in a dream, but I always felt unreal. This was not a dream, otherwise how could my pain be so real? I closed my eyes and tried not to think about Liu Zhouwen's picture. Face, Zhang Yan, this is all your wishful thinking, you can't blame others.

The eldest brother and the second brother are going to get married, the house is full of joy, the lights are up and down, the family is busy, I haven't gone out, my father said intentionally or unintentionally in the past two days that he wants to find a woman for me, but I have rejected them all.

I met Liu Zhouwen at my elder brother's wedding banquet. I drank a lot of wine at that time. I knew that he was invited to a banquet at home. I avoided the crowd all the way back to the yard, lying on the table in the yard, planning to sleep for a while.

"You are more mellow than before."

A familiar voice suddenly sounded, I controlled my desire to cry, raised my head and fell into those deep eyes, it was difficult to break free, I never thought that seeing Liu Zhouwen again was so embarrassed, I turned my head away, Did not speak.

"But you're still angry that I didn't go see you off?"

Liu Zhouwen naturally sat across from me, talking, I got up and walked into the room, but I didn't expect Liu Zhouwen to stop me in two steps, he was half a head taller than me, I couldn't look at him , looking away, I was angry at myself for being hypocritical and refused to talk to him properly.

Liu Zhouwen sighed, and put his arms around me. I was a little surprised, a little happy, and a little angry. He hugged me too hard, and I didn't move.

"Zhang Yan, I miss you."

This is the first time he called my name, but what he said made me happy and painful.

Liu Zhouwen, you are already married, I repeated this sentence in my heart, pushed him away hard, resumed my original sloppy tone, and said with a smile: "Mr. Your house paid homage."

I saw the pain in Liu Zhouwen's eyes, Liu Zhouwen, from now on, the sky is high and the sea is wide, let's each be well.

Liu Zhouwen took two steps back, and said with a wry smile, "Just now, I overstepped the bounds for my teacher. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

He was much thinner than before, and his edges and corners were sharper than before.

I watched Liu Zhouwen's white clothes fluttering gently, and three thousand black hairs fell on his waist, and just watched him leave step by step. I knew that once Liu Zhouwen left this door, it might be difficult for us to meet again .

Heaven and earth are dark yellow, the universe is prehistoric.

My father passed away three years later, and my elder brother took over the position. Both my elder brother and my second elder brother had a son and a daughter. Zhang Ke also got married at the age of 16. She finally met someone she liked again. In the end, he didn’t marry a wife. Zhang Cheng followed me until I was 20 years old, so I returned the deed of sale to him, and let him marry a wife, start a family and start a business. At first he refused, saying that he would protect me for the rest of his life. In the end, I also stayed. A letter quietly left Chang'an, Chang'an Chang'an, Chang'an Chang'an, Chang'an, Chang'an, even though this is the case, it can't be so easy.

I didn't go to Chuyang again. I traveled all over the world, just as a happy fairy. The story in this life is more interesting than the book. If I am reincarnated in the next life, I want to be my daughter's family.

It wasn’t until I was old and sick that I returned to Chang’an, knowing that Liu Zhouwen had died five years ago. At the end of my life, I went to Liu Zhouwen’s cemetery on crutches. His grave was covered with weeds. He has no children and no one to help him take care of them. Liu Zhouwen was very clean when he was alive. If he knew, he would stare. I removed the grass and saw a willow tree growing behind the grave. I couldn't help but grow old. Tears freely, Zhang Tailiu, Zhangtai Liu, is the past still here?I, Zhang Yan, was domineering in Chang'an, and there was a lot of noise. I met Liu Zhouwen at the most unrestrained and unrestrained time. Liu Zhouwen was my nemesis in this life. Even death walked in front of me. The wicker fluttered gently and stood silently. with.

I fell asleep that night and never woke up again.

Liu Zhouwen, I can't be by your side during life, but after death, I will accompany you.

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The author has something to say: "After you die, I will accompany you."

A very sloppy story, first draft, so be it, have fun.