Even if the long strip hangs like the old one

From that day on, I followed Liu Zhouwen to class honestly, and Liu Chunyuan seldom went there. One was that my battle situation that night was spread throughout the city by those little bastards. The second is that I was avoiding the fact of that night. I really can't guarantee whether Liu Zhouwen will carry me away for the second time.This action of mine reassured Zhang Cheng, the young master was taller than the young master, and said: "Master, people outside are talking nonsense, so don't pay attention."

I'm cleaning my baby, which is a flute. Although Zhang Yan didn't achieve anything academically, I learned a lot of miscellaneous things. Hearing this, my heart skipped a beat and I asked cautiously: " What are you all talking about?"

I thought it was not a good word.

"It is said that you have a habit of cutting off your sleeves. I have been with the young master for so many years. If I want to cut off my sleeves, I would have already broken them. Why wait until Mr. Liu." Zhang Cheng looked indifferent, just as if he had heard a joke.

The flute in my hand almost fell to the ground. They really dared to say that, and my heart panicked.

"Master," Zhang Cheng said suddenly, staring at me with an unbelievable expression on his face, "Mr. Liu is very good-looking, even better than you, you won't really just..." Zhang Cheng didn't finish his sentence, But I know what he means.

I rolled his eyes at him, and wiped the flute vigorously, "If I like men, how can I go to Liuchun Garden every day?"

Zhang Cheng looked suddenly enlightened, then peeked at me, and said cautiously: "They also said that Liu Chunyuan is to deceive people..."

This time he still didn't finish, because I kicked the stool to him, and he was really angry seeing me. Zhang Cheng didn't dare to continue, standing there, as if he had been greatly wronged.

Zhang Cheng has been with me for so many years, but he has learned the same way as me, he doesn't care about rules, isn't the old saying that there is a slave like a master?Although I didn't treat Zhang Cheng as a slave, I couldn't bear to see him like that, so I sent him to the kitchen to get some food.

After Zhang Cheng left, I looked at the flute that had been wiped too much by me, frowned, put it away, took it off again in a mysterious way, and wiped it a few times. The ghost knows what I was doing, even I didn't know what I was doing. Knowing what mood I'm in now, Zhang Cheng's words are crazily floating in my mind, if I want to cut my sleeves off, why wait until Mr. Liu.

I sighed and looked at the sky outside the house, it was very gloomy, as if it was about to drip ink. As usual, I didn't intend to put this rumor on me. Before, there were crazy rumors in the city. The news is because I never called women alone when I went to Liuchun Garden, I just drank and listened to music. When I heard the news, I just smiled and didn't take it seriously. Let someone with a heart come up with a reason, Zhang Yan doesn't call women not because they don't lift up, but because they have a habit of cutting off their sleeves, I was frightened by my own thoughts, Zhang Yan, dare you think, neither of the two pieces of news is true You have to pull them together to piece together a causal relationship.There was a sudden thunder outside the house, it was raining, and there was a damp and moldy smell in the house, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable. When I thought of Liu Zhouwen's face, I lost my mind for a moment. I have lived a peaceful life for more than ten years. The feeling was broken, like a lake that has been calm for many years, suddenly fell into a stone, causing ripples on the lake, and I don't know where the stone came from.

Some things, like this rain, make people wonder how to end, how to quit.

Liu Zhouwen gave me lectures as usual, and I didn't make jokes anymore. He didn't mention the gossip outside at all. I guess he didn't have to say it. After all, it happened because of him. Sometimes he wore blue clothes, sometimes he wore red, in short , He will not only wear one color, always colorful, which really proves that he is romantic and passionate.

Later, because of Liu Zhouwen's family affairs, I didn't come to the mansion. I thought I could be lazy and catch my breath. I don't know why I thought so. In short, when Liu Zhouwen left, I felt tense. The strings suddenly loosen, falling softly and lightly, but this is just my wishful thinking. My father disagrees and insists on letting me go to the school at home. He thinks that I am more obedient recently. What a joke, I have never heard of it Is it difficult to change the nature if the country is easy to change?Although I said this to my father, the truth is that I don't want to go there. There are many people there, and I am used to being free. Liu Zhouwen doesn't control me very much. It is different from the usual old-fashioned teachers. The other gentleman is an underappreciated man, with a sad face all day long, his beard curled into a horoscope, rigid and strict, and makes people uncomfortable. Thinking of this, I definitely don't want to go, but my arms can't hold my thighs, let alone my father After planting thighs, I went to school listlessly the next day.

As soon as he entered the door, he heard Zhang Ke's sharp voice: "I thought it was someone who came, it turned out to be my third brother who is full of rumors."

I yawned, ignored her, and planned to lie down on the table to sleep after sitting down. Before I lay down, the aunt said again: "I don't know how to be ashamed."

I put my legs on the table. To be honest, I'm not in a good mood today, and I don't intend to let her go as usual.

Zhang Ke looked mocking, but my elder sister didn't seem to see it. She has always been like this and never paid attention to these things.

"Master, I can do whatever I want, but you, hasn't Aunt Su taught you to respect your elder brother?"

I watched Zhang Ke's face turn from red to white and then blue. I thought it was funny. She gritted her teeth and said, "That's better than your motherless."

I saw the eldest sister paused, and shook my head, thinking that the little girl was really impatient, but I knew that I was no different from her, this was really cruel, but I didn't get angry because of it, she was telling the truth , my mother died young, but I hate her saying that.

"Why, does my younger sister look down on me and my elder brother who are descended from the same family?"

I know that this sentence is undoubtedly making things worse, I don't care about these concubines, but I know that Zhang Ke cares. Sure enough, Zhang Ke slammed the book on the table and hit my forehead impartially, which hurt a little.

"Zhang Yan, do you know the shame, as a man, you still want to grab a man from a girl!"

Zhang Ke’s words landed on me like a natural disaster. She heard the wind outside, and I finally understood where Zhang Ke’s sudden hostility came from these days. She likes Liu Zhouwen, and I, She regarded her as the person who robbed her man, she was only 12 years old, I seemed to be thrown into the sea by someone, and then pulled up again after drinking seawater, I looked at Zhang Ke with some ruthless eyes, like ice arrows , plunged into my heart.

"Cole!"

It was the eldest sister who spoke, her demure face changed from the past, and there was some anger between her brows and eyes. I was pulled back to reality by her voice. The conflict between me and Zhang Ke was originally taken care of by my second brother, but the second brother became angry today. Because of the wind and cold, I didn't come to class, so the task naturally fell on my eldest sister.

"No matter how mischievous you are, you can't hit your third brother, what do you look like!" The eldest sister skillfully avoided that sensitive topic.

Apart from being hostile to me, Zhang Ke was very obedient to his brothers and sisters. Zhang Ke lowered his head and didn't speak. The elder sister came over and touched my forehead, and asked with concern: "Does it hurt?"

I grinned at her, shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt."

The eldest sister smiled warmly, picked up the book on the floor, turned to Zhang Ke and said, "Do you know what happened today?"

Zhang Ke reluctantly nodded, and gave me another look while the eldest sister was not paying attention.

Dead nature does not change.

I didn't remember what the teacher said. I was distracted or sleeping all morning, and he knew about my situation before, so he didn't care about me. As long as I didn't disturb him, he let me go to sleep in a daze. In this way, we form a certain contractual relationship invisibly.

It's been a month since Liu Zhouwen left. In this month, I slept in the school for a month. Except for the first day, Zhang Ke never troubled me again, but he often cast resentful eyes. She thought Whatever I do, I just ignore her, and her hostility continues unabated.

On the day Liu Zhouwen came back, he wore a white shirt. I thought it was novel, but he wore white seldom, so I secretly looked at him a few times. A little thin, I didn't dare to ask him why.

What Liu Zhouwen drank today was not tea, but wine. I smelled wine. I remember it was in thirteen months. It was my favorite wine. It was a bit strong, but also fruit-like sweet. Come up little by little, making people drunk unconsciously.

This is the third month that Liu Zhouwen has taught me, and he is the teacher who has taught me for the longest time.

Liu Zhouwen knocked on the table with his hands up and down, making a clear and orderly voice. He didn't speak, and I didn't dare to speak, neither broke the embarrassment.

"Have you read "Zhang Tailiu"?" Liu Zhouwen asked suddenly, pulling his gaze from the window to me.

When I met his dark eyes, I hurriedly lowered my head and shook my head. I felt very embarrassed, like a thief who was caught stealing.

"Zhangtailiu was originally a bustling street in Chang'an in the Han Dynasty," Liu Zhouwen said leisurely, looking at the bamboo forest outside the window again, he was talking to himself, I listened, peeking at him occasionally, Xiao Ran was independent.

"It got its name because it was located under Zhangtai. In the old days, there were many brothels here." Liu Zhouwen turned his head and gave me a playful look, and I lowered my head in embarrassment. This was his first expressive look today. My heart was beating wildly.

"So, it's also a synonym for a brothel, such as Liuchunyuan, which you often go to."

"I haven't been to Liuchun Garden for a long time."

I still lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, my face was a little hot, I don't know why I said this.

I only heard Liu Zhouwen laugh out loud, and I felt that the stones in that lake were slowly surfacing.

"It seems that what you did that day as a teacher is still somewhat useful. Although it is a bad way, it can make you look back."

Liu Zhouwen said with a low smile, raised his head and took a sip of wine, the corner of his mouth was stained with some wine, it was shiny, my heart sank suddenly, sank into the deep sea, the depth was bottomless, the dead wood never came in spring, and I was thrown to the shore The fish just ran aground. It feels like you are sailing a boat in the sea. When you try to reach the shore, the shore leaves you. You can't catch up, and you can't catch up.

As if trying to understand something, I pretended to be relaxed and asked, "What is "Zhang Tailiu" about?"

Liu Zhouwen didn't speak, and neither did I. We returned to the original calm. There was wind outside, the bamboo forest was rustling, and the sound of birds flapping their wings could be heard.

At the end, when it was time to leave school, Liu Zhouwen murmured: "Zhangtai Liu, Zhangtai Liu, is the past still here? Even if the long strip hangs like the old one, it should be broken by someone else's hand."

I can't remember how I got back to the yard. I just smelled the aroma of wine, but I looked drunk. Zhang Cheng looked at me worriedly, and kept asking: "Master, why are you so pale?"

I just waved my hand at him, signaling to let him go down, I wanted to be alone.

I was lying on the bed, thinking about "Zhang Tailiu" that Liu Zhouwen said, and a lot of pictures floated in front of my eyes, but I didn't see any of them clearly.

Three days later, I suddenly fell ill. I was so sick that people couldn’t prepare for it. I had been bedridden for half a day. The doctor couldn’t explain the cause of my disease, but prescribed some medicines for recuperation. I drank black concoction every day, and I didn’t cry out. , Zhang Cheng said, I seem to be a different person, because I am used to running amok, seeing me like this, my father was so distressed, he stopped my class, let me recover from my illness, and only hoped that I could be safe and happy , I didn't say anything, this decision was just as I wanted.

During the period, the eldest brother, the second brother and the eldest sister came a few times, but Zhang Ke's little girl was dragged by Aunt Su once. Seeing me like this, she didn't roll her eyes, but just didn't speak.

I was very tired, so I told my dad that I don't want to go to school anymore. My dad hesitated, but finally agreed. He knew my temperament, so he didn't try to persuade me much. He just asked my elder brother to persuade me a few times secretly, but it didn't matter. Let go of the effect, and in another month, I will return to my hometown Chuyang. The doctor said that I am afraid of the cold in my body, and I need to slowly recuperate in a mild place. My hometown is the right choice. Idle so far.

I stopped studying, and Liu Zhouwen naturally wouldn't stay in the mansion. On the day he left, there was snow in the sky, so I didn't go to see him off. I thought that these three months would gradually be erased from my memory When I think of the ancients who said "One day is a teacher and a life is a father", I feel ridiculous. I don't know whether to laugh at the ancients or myself.

When Zhang Cheng went to sweep the yard, he whispered, "Why are there footprints? Has anyone come?"

I turned over and faced the wall. The room was smoky and warm. I haven't fallen asleep for a long time. I know that some things don't need a beginning, and naturally they don't need to seek an end.

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