old enemy riding a bamboo horse

I'm afraid I won't have a chance

Say goodbye to you

On the second day, he didn't have the energy to think about it anymore.

It was a sunny day, the sun was scorching, the temperature was so high that even the wind seemed to be instantly burned to ashes by the heat wave.

Serious riots broke out in country H where they were located. At noon, they began to hear all kinds of sharp whistles, crowds of people clamoring and the two sides constantly shouting and confronting each other.

The surrounding traffic situation is not clear. They are very likely to encounter rebels when they try to evacuate rashly. The government forces will not come forward to ensure safety, so they can only wait where they are.

The power supply system broke down for a time, and the air conditioner couldn't work. They were stuffed in a small building. Everyone was sweating but their hearts were cold, and they were worried about their own safety.

There were dozens of staff around him, Xia Chengqi couldn't show his anxiety, he could only comfort everyone as much as possible, and kept asking for help as much as possible.

However, the situation deteriorated much faster than he imagined. The rebels destroyed most of the surrounding communication base stations. They were trapped in the station and could not even contact for help. It has been eight hours since the last distress signal was sent. , without any response.

His fingers could barely hold the phone receiver due to sweat, and after hearing the busy signal again, Xia Chengqi smiled wryly and thought, that's good, he doesn't need to restrain himself from reading the news about Lu Henglin.

The scandal broke out for more than 48 hours before the mobile phone had no signal at all, and there was no quick clarification from Lu Henglin's side.On the other side, the president of the Mu Group, when he learned of the rumored relationship between his daughter and Lu Henglin, also vaguely expressed his appreciation for Mr. Lu. Ms. Mu herself smiled shyly and did not deny the rumors of her upcoming engagement .

When the knife that had been hanging above his head fell, he actually felt relieved from the pain.

Lu Heng met a person who is good enough for him, with a good family background, a beautiful face, and an infinitely bright future.He will have everything he wants, stand on the highest peak, and become a better person than his father.

I hope he will always keep the kindness and gentleness that his mother gave him, take good care of his family, take good care of his children, and build a warm home, so that he will have someone waiting for him every late night when he returns from overtime, every tired Every moment someone is willing to embrace his fragility.

He used to be very afraid of this day, but when it really came, he could let go and bless him calmly.After all, the person who truly loves is willing to see the other party get happiness.

Lu Henglin, may you be happy, and may you have everything you want in your future life.

After noon the next day, the situation became very serious. In the evening, the sound of vehicle explosions began to be heard continuously in the surrounding streets. The building they lived in was a few years old. Ashes fell from the ceiling.

Everyone fell into a serious panic, Xia Chengqi could only force himself to calm down and organize everyone to avoid danger, and then comfort everyone, reminding them of the key points of escape.

Thick smoke surged up from all directions, covering even the sky, and the blue sky hadn't been seen before the sunset, as if the night had fallen ahead of schedule, accompanied by the fearful atmosphere of the end of the day.

Xia Chengqi had to organize everyone to go to the basement to avoid them from becoming the target of the bombing attack.

In an extremely urgent moment, while calmly arranging everyone to make corresponding preparations, while thinking about the worst possibility, he used the incomplete information collected these days to plan the most likely escape route for everyone.

Before that, he had arranged to hide all the cars in the garage, and the explosion had not affected their vehicles. If it was a last resort, they could only take risks to seize this chance.

"Dear colleagues, I'm sorry, because of my wrong decision, I put everyone in such danger. I will do my best to let everyone go back safely." He remained calm and made a firm promise amidst the deafening explosions.

When night falls, even the thick smoke is hidden, and all the cruelty is covered by the night

After getting up, it became even more unpredictable. Everyone couldn't tell what was going on outside, only the frightening sound of the explosion became clearer.

When someone broke into the basement, the only three female employees began to scream in fear. Xia Chengqi immediately stood up and stood in the front. He was extremely nervous but gritted his teeth and fearlessly expressed his identity as a Chinese in the local language. Affirm that they are just staff, and ask the other party to calmly understand.

He didn't know who the other party was, and he didn't even know if he would die in the next second, but the situation didn't allow him to think too much.As a leader, he must ensure the safety of his team.

Like a miracle, the people who came turned out to be a group of mercenaries who didn't know their employers. They were fully armed and their faces were covered with oil paint. It was impossible to distinguish their appearance. Only the sharp and cold eyes could confirm that the other party was indeed well-trained.

Behind them were more than a dozen government troops. The man in command told him in succinct English that everyone should follow them and retreat as soon as possible, and someone would pick them up and return home.

Xia Chengqi was refreshed, and immediately turned around to make arrangements, from female employees to older employees, and then the others in order, followed by the army protecting them, with himself at the end.

The streets that were once familiar during the day are beyond recognition, and the rebels have destroyed all the existing shelters in this area, and everyone who walks outside may face shooting at any time.

Under the cover of mercenary fire, they lowered their bodies and quickly crossed the courtyard and the street, fleeing to the vehicles they had arranged.

However, this is the area occupied by the rebels. They were quickly discovered, and the firepower followed. Everyone could feel the bullets whistling past their ears, just like a Hollywood blockbuster, with a sense of trance and unreality .

The colleague in front stepped on the wreckage of something, slipped his foot, and suddenly fell to one side, groaning in pain.

The night was too dark, and there were no street lights. Xia Chengqi only saw a faint black shadow, and he helped him with his intuition. He knew that the situation was too critical. It was impossible for rescuers to ignore their own safety. may be abandoned.

There were curses in an unfamiliar language in his ears, Xia Chengqi didn't care to listen, he firmly grasped his colleague's arm to support him to stand up, answered in English, and then comforted his colleague in a low voice, "Don't be afraid, hurry up and keep up, don't hurt anymore Also bear with it."

Then he felt a great force coming from his back, and then his breathing seemed to be blocked by something. His body shook violently, and he heard the terrified cry of his colleagues.

"President Xia—"

The curses of the mercenaries, the sound of bullets being fired back suddenly became very far away, and the night with the smell of gunpowder hidden in the thick darkness and the hustle and bustle became a huge blurred background. The environment gradually became floating on it, and everything began to become illusory, as if the soul had left the body and was looking down on everything.

The pain spread bit by bit. Xia Chengqi belatedly realized that he had been shot and couldn't distinguish the part, and then his body fell down uncontrollably. He couldn't even feel the pain of falling to the ground. He stopped, knelt on the spot panicked, tears streaming down his face.

"Don't...don't mind me..." Xia Chengqi's thoughts were almost blank, but he instinctively gave him a push.

What he didn't expect was that after a few curses were exchanged between the mercenaries, the commander actually turned around and picked him up despite the hail of bullets, dragging him to the car.

The corresponding vehicle is dilapidated but has good bulletproof muscles and bones. It withstands the dense bullets hitting it and bounces into the night at the fastest speed, avoiding obstacles one after another. An unbelievable angle swinging back and forth. , everyone was panting in horror, and occasionally there was an uncontrollable scream.

Xia Chengqi gradually couldn't hear anything, he vaguely felt that his chest was bleeding madly, and someone was well-trained to press his wound to try to stop the bleeding, but he couldn't even see the other party's image clearly.

He couldn't distinguish those screams in foreign languages, and then the pain became numb, and he only felt that he was very tired, and all the warmth was gradually losing, and he was shivering with cold.

Later he

At the beginning, I couldn't feel anything, and my mind couldn't think. It seemed that there was only endless and deep darkness in front of me.

He wondered in a daze, wondering if this was the end of his life, if so, the end was a bit hasty.

To die hastily in a chaotic night in a foreign country, without even seeing the dawn of dawn, this ending is really embarrassing.

Before dying, you have to grab the person you want to see, hold his hand and say what you haven't been able to say all this time, right?Thinking of this clichéd idea, Xia Chengqi closed his eyes slightly, almost wanting to laugh.

He couldn't think of anything he wanted to confess. He had never owned anything in his life. If he had to say an unfulfilled wish, it would probably be——to see Lu Henglin.

Because, since we parted that day, he really hasn't seen him for a long, long time, and really, misses him very much.

It doesn't even need to be face to face, just take a look at it from a distance, so that he can deepen his memory of the person he has loved for a long time before leaving, so that he will not forget that face during the long time of sleeping.

However, it seems that he will not be able to see him now. He is really, really sorry.

With this last thought in mind, he finally fell into a deep sleep, and closed his eyes amidst many loud and frightened calls.

Before moving on to graduate school, he went back for a week during his undergraduate summer break.

At that time, Lu Henglin, who was in full swing, was very busy every day, working overtime six days a week, and had very little time to accompany him. Sometimes he waited for a whole day, but he was only able to talk to him late at night. Feeling unbearable, urged him to sleep.

Waiting for him to fall asleep, I looked at his sleeping face by the dim light of the night lamp.When I was sleepy, I squeezed into his arms and fell asleep leaning against him.

When I woke up during the day, the person was gone, and what was left was a breakfast that was not good-looking and actually not delicious.

Lu Henglin worked overtime for five days, squeezed out an afternoon to come back early, the two of them were unwilling to go out, entangled with each other with the air conditioner turned on in the bright afternoon light, sweating all over their bodies, and hugged each other stickily to calm their breathing, Exchanging kisses, it's like the two of you are starting to melt together in the heat.

In the evening, many thick clouds gathered in the sky, and the sunset glow in the sky became extremely beautiful. Lu Henglin, who was tortured by work until he developed juvenile illness, moved his bicycle out of the garage and said that he would take him to chase the sunset glow.

It seemed that they hadn't been this romantic for a long time. Even though he felt back pain, he still cooperated and sat in the back seat.

Lu Henglin rode down the road full of osmanthus trees where they used to go to school. The evening breeze was a little bit cool. He leaned on his back and squinted his eyes, feeling rarely relaxed and happy.

The two watched the sunset, had enough wind, and walked back in the twilight. Lu Henglin relied on not many people on the road to force him to sit on the beam, riding crookedly all the way, and even put his face on his neck when no one was around. Buried, biting the back of his neck.

As a result, an emergency call came halfway, and Lu Henglin had to go back to the company to deal with it. He could only look at himself apologetically, then called a car to pick it up, and told him to be careful when riding back and see the road clearly.

Feeling very sour in his heart, but unable to show it, he smiled and waited for the car with him, and watched him reluctantly get into the car with a smile.

I suddenly remembered that tomorrow is an early morning flight, I thought I would say goodbye to him at the end of today, and say something intimate to him as a thought, but now I don’t know if he will come back at night, or not time said.

When the car started slowly, he called out to stop him, and Lu Henglin ordered the car to stop obediently, and got out of the car.

It was at this time that he realized that everything was a dream, because in his memory, he held back his silence and just watched the car go away. It turned out that it was the last time he had a happy time with Lu Henglin, and the next time he returned to China. The first time, it was Lu Chengnian who passed away, and the next time...they will face their breakup.

Calling him to stop in the dream was not to bid farewell to the brief separation, but to say those words that I have been regretting in my heart for not being able to say well these years.

Didn't he still regret the moment he was shot? If he didn't have a chance to say it, it would be good to tell Henglin in the dream.

His heart ached a little, he watched Lu Henglin in his dream take a few steps towards him, looking at him reluctantly, his eyes were tender and tender.

In fact, they haven't seen each other for a long time, and only in dreams can I see the shadows of the former him left in my heart.

He smiled at Lu Henglin who was not far away, "Henglin, take care of yourself, don't work too hard, forget all the unhappy things... I wish you happiness."

Lu Henglin in the dream was puzzled, but still smiled at him gently and said, "Wait for me to come back."

"Yeah." He nodded, watching him get into the car again and go away in the twilight.

At the moment when everything in the dream became dark, Xia Chengqi tried hard to smile sadly.

Maybe I can't wait for you anymore.